Current Wardrobe: Short jean skirt, black bra, black g-string, and a baby blue t-shirt cut at the midriff

Today is the day I have been waiting for! I am off to California… moving 10 minutes from San Diego, going on I-10 all the way there! I packed everything… took care of all my errands… I am so so so excited!

I will make one more entry before I go… after the next entry, I will be gone for 4-5 days (and away from computer for 7-12). I leave at 10:00 PM Eastern time.

Shoutouts:
Had a feminine call with a man who wanted me to get off with a girlie girl in the background, had an hour long rape call with a handsome guy in a dark alley, had two sexy calls with my Chicago sweetie, got to be a stuck up snobby bitch and get raped by my Master, and had the most sexually intense call with a charming man who masturbated with me against glass.

Sleepless nights to California: 0

Current Wardrobe: Naked

Wanted to make a special journal entry to say hi to my three-click boy who I forgot to mention in the last entry (who is such a sweetheart and surprised me with a call). (He just called me NOW and I brought val in the room for a little threesome hee hee) And last night I had a WONDERFUL call with my adorably sexy Vegas lover who called me after I wrote the last journal entry. Mmmmm and this morning I had a fantastic call with a pantyboy for a delicious hour!

I love you all! You all rock!!! Sunday night and I am going on my trip! Woohoo! Almost there love you all!

Almost done packing! I am so excited!

Sleepless nights to California: 2

Current Wardrobe: low-cut black cami, long dark blue skirt with a baby blue butterfly on the side, black bra, black bikini string panties, black thigh highs, black high heels

Just got back from the mall, went to the ice cream shop and indulged in a chocolate cup with reeses peanut butter cups. All I can say is DAMN my panties are soaked! WOW!!! I totally splurged and pampered myself and it was SO worth it.

I felt so good going to the mall and ONLY buying that. I didn’t spend money on anything else. I felt so proud, hee hee. Those of you who know me… know QUITE well about my shopping fetish, so this was a big moment for me. I felt so relieved that I treated my wallet nicely
Today is the day of the new moon. That means that today is the start of a whole new beginning, so I have a feeling that today will be very nice for everyone on some level. You are all such nice people and I have had such lovely comments from people wishing me a safe trip to California. I have wanted this for so long and the time is almost here! I am absolutely shaking out of my skin I am so happy! I keep calling my sister every night to tell her how close the time is, and we are both just so giddy on the phone, so excited to be reunited. It’s been like 2 or 3 years since I have seen her! AAAAHHHH I am so so so so happy!!!!

Shoutouts:
I had an amazing call with one man who licked my sweet pussy and ass the WHOLE time - talk about being pampered! Then I had an arousing call with my anal boy and his favorite baseball bat, then I got raped by one imaginatively creative man who sicked the dog on me - vomited on me - pissed and shitted on me - and treated me like an utter whore (I gotta admit, it was fun!), after that call I felt so dirty that I took my revenge out on my next caller who was my little weed slave who did everything I told him to do and worship my beautiful ass, had a nice oral call with a doctor mmmm, had a wonderful pantyboy sissy call with a strapon boy I like to call Lisa!

Sleepless nights to California: 4

Current Wardrobe: Short black skirt, light pink shirt, black thong, black sandals

Just got back from my casino cruise and all I can say is WOW! I had never been on one before, and since it only costed me 20 dollars since I am a Florida resident I figured I would go on it! I signed up for an hour and a half worth of massages - a half an hour on my full body and a whole hour on my feet. What can I say? You guys know how much I love my feet!

The cruise:
It had 7 decks and it was called The Palm Beach Princess (if anyone wants to book it, go to palmbeachprincess.com) and was very nice! Had a pool, casinos, cabins, lounges, and the view over the ocean was incredible! I stood on the deck looking at the water below and WOW it looked like sparkling water, like literally glitter all over the water! I was in heaven just looking down. I know, kinda silly to be all giddy just looking at the ocean, but it was truly a magnificent site and just standing there alone, with the wind on my face and the water below - I felt so comforted.

The massage:
First off let me say that the $70 I spent for an hour and a half was the best money I ever spent in my life. I had never had a professional massage before, so I was a little nervous but very very excited! I opened the door to the cabin, and no joke… the girl who massaged me looked EXACTLY like me. She is from the Phillipines and her name was Cherry (if you guys go on this cruise, ask for her to massage you!)… I felt like I was looking into a mirror! She was so pretty, I just melted. She told me to take everything off except my panties, so I did. Covered me with a white towel, put my head on a white pillow and she just massaged my whole body, even my butt (well not my pussy or breasts - she WAS professional) … wow she had HANDS on her! I kept moaning and she asked me if I was orgasming or something. Makes me wish I had a tape recorder or something. Then she went down to my feet……………… God help me….. I think I had about a hundred orgasms when she got done. No fucking joke. I am not exaggerating. I have this thing with my feet where I get aroused when people touch them or if they touch someone’s skin. And I absolutely soaked my panties and had to take them off and put them in my purse. I left her a healthy wad of cash as a tip and thanked her!

The casinos:
I lost all my money on the machines, except for 20 bucks which I saved so I wouldn’t lose it. I purposely didn’t bring my credit card or atm card cause I am such a bad spender. I only brought $200 with me (and that INCLUDED the money for the massage). So I felt ok and not too disappointed. I played Wild Cherry, Wheel of Fortune, Slotto, Black Cherry, and just about ALL the slot machines. Even if I just stayed at one machine, I still kept losing. I went to the crap tables to watch. NOW I understand how the game is played, but I still just watched. One of the guys (he looked about 60 years old) kept asking me to blow on his dice for good luck. LOL reminded me kind of like something my handsome Vegas boy would say. Hee hee.

The people:
Ok, I was a bit disappointed with the general audience I was among. It seemed EVERYONE on the boat was ancient. Like 70 or 80 years old. It reminded me of an old folks home. So many old people without teeth, walking with canes, and going sooo slow. I think I was the youngest person there. When I went to the upper deck, I decided to lay out by the pool even though I was wearing my clothes and just enjoy the waves around me… and a guy who looked around 45 years old sat beside me on his chair and we struck up a conversation. He was very handsome, and well, very gay. He was very friendly and was the ONLY person on the boat to even have a conversation with me. We talked about my massage I had and he told me about his boyfriend back home. He was very sweet… but the only one I even talked to.

After the cruise:
When I got off the ship, I was a bit drunk, so I called Val and told her to please send Jacob with the car to come pick me up. In the 15 minutes I waited for him, I sat on the curb waiting… and people walked by without saying a word. And then, just as EVERYONE had driven off, the gay guy I had met by the pool asked “Do you have a ride home, sweetie?” and I told him yes I was waiting for someone. I felt so good having someone care about me. To know that SOMEONE cared enough to ask if I needed a ride or something. Everyone else just went on their daily lives without even giving a second glance. If the position were reversed, I would have offered to help someone or let them use a phone or something.

One valuable lesson from this trip: Go on a cruise on the weekend instead of on a Monday. Cause then there will be more younger people.

And……… start getting foot massages once a week when I move.

Sleepless nights to California: 6

Shoutouts:
Had an awesome call with my brtother’s friend who raped me in my room, laughed and humiliated the panty panty prick tease boy in his little pom pom cheerleader outfit, had an explosively hot call with a charming man who watched me masturbate, and had a kick ass threesome with stephanie and a strapon slut slave.

Current Wardrobe: Naked

Just “got off” on a hot call and I am about to pass out - LOL but wanted to write in my journal tonight…

I bought my first Bong earlier (for $40) - it is glass and handpainted with red circles. I have never had or used a bong before. I usually use a pipe, a dugout, or papers. So this was something new. I got to admit, I haven’t used it yet, I am a little nervous. Val and Jacob demonstrated for me how it works (without anything in it) so at least I have a clue… but I am still a bit nervous. I may try it out tomorrow.

I am sitting here eating some seedless grapes, yummy. Have a fan blowing my hair away from my face… and have just washed my face with honey. Yes you heard right. Honey. It is supposed to help the pores and stuff, so I figured what the heck. Well my face feels soooo fresh right now and a little sweet.

I bought a new wall hanging for my upcoming apartment, bought some more condoms for me and Jacob, and got the film developed from the metallica concert. I was so disappointed. The pictures of metallica are so fucking dark you can’t see shit. It was taken at night… NONE of the pictures came out that were at night. I DID get pics of the concert, the crowd, and one great shot of Fred Durst singing to our portion of the crowd. Got pics of Limp Bizkit, Linkin Park, Deftones, and Mudvayne…. but by the time Metallica came on stage… it was DARK and NOTHING showed up except for a couple guys standing in front of me with their arms raised. Even the pics I took with my girlfriend after the concert kissing her, and me on a motorcycle….too dark. None of that turned out. I am so fucking pissed. Maybe when I get to california I can try to get them done digitally or something so that SOMETHING can come out of them. I may share a few concert pics… but sadly, the ones I wanted to show off are simply not here. *cries* and I sooo bad wanted to show you all my rocker outfit I wore.

On another note… while waiting for the one hour photos, I walked around the store and found this cool car thing on clearance sale. It was like $37 and had lighted gadgets for the interior of a car. Lighted dice to hang from the mirror. A blue light to go under my cd player, another blue light to go under the glove compartment. All of them BLINK to the music I have in the cd player! I am sooo liking this! Woohoo!

I’ve had QUITE a few guys ask me if I am leaving for good when I move to California. The answer is no… I am not leaving anywhere lol. I will still be doing phone sex. I will still work for KBW on Nice Phone Girls… nothing is changing except me moving. Soooo many guys keep asking if I am leaving and no no no no I am not I love you all and will still be here. This is my only source of income other than a little modeling on the side. I will not be giving this up for a very long time.

Also, I just realized that even though I put 8 days left, it really is like 9 days left… but I was thinking about moving on August 31st (the night before) so I can get a head start. If I get to California early (which I doubt) then I will sleep at my sister’s house. I want to drive at night and sleep during the broad daylight (for security) and I might invest in a pre-paid cell phone. I want to be safe going across….
Shoutouts:
My sweeeeet chicago traveler cummmmed with me after I had nooooo calls yesterday - mmmmmmm yeahhh, had some food play fruit salad with my anal strapon slut slave (and then the neighbors started to throw fireworks and a fire broke out during the call and I had to put the windows up to block the noise lol), had a wonderful facesitting 69 experience with my Albany amor, got to be a 14 year old smoking pot in the bathroom caught by my janitor, got to be a young daddys girl in my prissy bedroom for my girlie loving daddy, mmmm had a fucking fantastic THREESOME with the sexy Beth and one hunk of a grizzly bear, had an amazing call with a charming man in an airport who just HAD to be stripsearched by 3 sexy stewardesses, and just got a night call full of cum with my Michigan State fan who is absolutely an adorable guy. Thank you all!

Sleepless nights to California: 8

Current Wardrobe: Red, satin bedsheet

Ten days left to California! It got me in the mood to think of things with the #10. So I rented the movie “10″ with Bo Derek and the movie “How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days” which was hilarious (I ended up buying the dvd at blockbuster) and “10 Things I Hate About You” which had a sweet ending.

After the little “episode” with Jacob last night, I decided to use my Bella charm tonight. I was going to MAKE him want me. Since he didn’t want me groping him anymore, I was going to turn the tables on him. Well here’s what happened….

I put on my favorite short black dress, lacy red thong, a lacy red bra, a black garter belt, black thigh highs, and black high heels. He was in the living room eating sunflower seeds watching “10″ and I decided to catch him off guard. I walked in there, all decked out (Val was in her room taking calls so me and him had a little privacy). I stood in front of the tv and started dancing. Ok, I know… never stand in front of a tv when a guy is watching it. But hey, wouldn’t YOU want a beautiful live woman standing in front of you? I was dressed as sexy as could be and my hair was all pretty, combed and shiny. He kept asking me to move.

**jaw drops** he asked me to move??? I was stripping and he wanted me to move so he could see the tv.

Instead of just moving, I turned around and went into my bedroom. Then I got to thinking… if it’s not my outfit… what in the WORLD would turn him on right now? This is so not like him. So I got some of my best cologne, put a little body glitter on my nude shoulders and took all my clothes off wearing nothing but black thigh highs and the black panties (and the garter). I go back out there, stand **beside** the tv and start dancing for him. He smiles but keeps his eyes going back and forth from the tv to me.

**jaw drops** hello???? I was REALLY looking good doing all this. What was I doing wrong??

Third try. I go back to my room. Take off everything. I put on a little more makeup, strip off all the clothes. I go in his closet, grab one of his ties just like Julia Roberts did in Pretty Woman. Then I put on high heels. So all I was wearing was a tie and a pair of high heels. I walked out there in my sexy little Isabella catwalk… and ignored him. I sat down right beside him to watch the movie.

So what does he do?? He starts freaking groping me!!! The same thing he told me NOT to do yesterday!!! LMAO!!!! I moved his hands and said “I’m watching the movie”… lol, total payback. I proceeded to get up a few times to find an excuse to do something in the living room (watering a few plants, bending over to pick up a penny, etc.) and he couldn’t take his eyes off me. I felt so in control! I kept teasing him with my body without letting him touch me (which he kept trying and trying to do) and I kept doing it for about an hour.

Finally, I told him to stand up. He did. I grabbed his dick from the outside of his pants (which he told me yesterday not to do) and I dragged him (by the dick) into the bedroom. He followed like an obedient puppy.

**The bella charm worked!!!!!** Oh and we fucked and fucked. Hee hee.

Shoutouts:
Had a wonderful surprise call from my charming prince who fucked twin sisters at Six Flags, and then got raped very hard by a big, horny man.

Sleepless nights to California: 10

Current Wardrobe: still naked

Wow you guys are amazing… last night/this morning has been filled with assholes who just want to fuck with my time… and just when I was about to give up…… I wrote my last journal entry, and 30 seconds later:

I got a fabulous HOT cum (like WAAAAY hot) call with my sacto sweetie who literally fucked my brains out… THANK YOU! You have no idea how much release you gave me with that call! I was literally going insane from horniness and I absolutely had a blast sharing it with you!!!

Simply minutes later, a new caller surprises me and is a totally sexy brother who fucks me both at home as well as on the dance floor! That was explosive and yummy!! I just love being your lil sis! *smooches*

Then out of nowhere, Prince Charming let me seduce him as he stared very very very deep in my eyes. Then of course, my headset totally screwed up at the end of the call and I ended up resorting to my sucky emergency one. I love you to death hon… here’s some sweet smooches and a big kiss on your ass. Forgive me! New headset on it’s way! *luvs and hugs*

***Note about my phone***
I have a Uniden ($100 phone) and my headset broke (fell off the bed during a call) and some of you have been noticing it breaking in and out sometimes. I have to hold the cord and not move it or else it fucks up. So Val lent me a spare temporary backup which sucks (the clarity and volume isn’t nearly as vibrant as what you are all used to, but at least it doesn’t break up). Anyway, I ordered a new headset for the phone today and will get it shipped to me via 2-day Fedex. So it will be here VERY shortly!

My Alaskan slave caught me off guard too… a fabulous hour of foot pampering!!! Again, I was shocked enough that people even READ my journal… but even more shocked that the MINUTE I write in the journal literally BEGGING for a cock, I get several calls. You guys ROCK! You mean so much! Thanks so much for the hot warm cum!

Then I had a great pantyboy call with a man in his new nightie, panties, and brand new toy. Thanks for letting me be a part of your night!!!

And, to end a surprisingly good ending for a pretty shitty day…..

My Marilyn Monroe pantyboy who I must say, makes music between sheets, showed me his ass nuts for all the world to see. So beautiful in his panties and thigh highs. Mmmm delicious!!! What a wonderful way to end the night! THANK YOU for being there!!!

{{{I am still WAY shocked that you all came rescuing me like you did, and in such a short time after me writing this entry! My sacto sweetie called me exactly WHEN I was editing the entry… I had no idea that people really read this thing except a small handful of people. You all make me feel important! Thank you all for being a part of my life!)))

Sleepless nights to California: 12

Current Wardrobe: Oversized (unbuttoned) white man’s shirt and white panties

Tried some yummy food today… did my morning jog and found a little couple selling fresh fruit not far from here and had some fresh apples, oranges, and even a banana (right off the tree). No joke - they pick them right there off the trees in the back. Talk about fresh! Mmmmmm yummy!

Then Jacob and I went to West Palm Beach and laid out in the sun. There was this annoying kid who had this pail and would go out in the ocean, bring back water and then build a sandcastle. That kid was SO annoying… he would turn in a circle and splash the water on us while we were laying out. We moved to a different spot and he didn’t stop. His mother was lying on her stomach with earphones on and wasn’t paying attention. I should have said something, but I am too nice. Jacob thought it was funny seeing me get so riled up. Don’t the parents pay attention anymore? I went jogging not long ago and saw a three year old kid playing in the street with no adult in site.

On a brighter note, Jacob thought I looked cute when I got mad, so he proceeded to well.. fondle me there on the beach and we ended up going under the dock for privacy. We made love on the wet sand. Got it all in my panties and everything. And of course, the shower afterwards was nice too!

Shoutouts:
A yummy striptease (with music) for my 3-click boy and I came 3 delicious times too! I also had a wonderful call with my Sacto boy who fucked me hard on the sidewalk of a San Diego cafe, had a hot roleplay call as a businesswoman who gets handcuffed to the bed, had a fabulous entrancing call with an Iowa student who couldn’t take his eyes of my crystal necklace, and had a very smile-worthy threesome with Carnee and one sexy caller who watched!

Sleepless nights to California: 13

Current Wardrobe: silky black nightgown, black cotton panties

Mmmmm I am sooo sleepy. Me needs to sleepy sleepy! But I am feeling sooo good after some hard cums tonight! Sometimes I get so horny, I just need to start touching myself for no reason. And well, tonight was one of those nights. I just had to start playing with myself and it felt soooo nice to just play with my pussy with no one around. Kind of something nice to do without trying to “perform” or have to do it cause someone is “paying me” to do it. I just had this URGE to start using my silver bullet and start cumming.

Well I did, and I came and came and came and came…. and now… I am simply exhausted.

By the way, in case you haven’t noticed, I revamped my website, now it is more simple, more elegant and easier to navigate! Be sure to vote for me on the Links page, which helps me rank higher in phone sex search engines. It really helps!

Shoutouts:
A hot THREESOME call with a bat boy and my sweet Lauren! And a wonderful charming call with a spying man in a hotel surveillance room watching all the Venezuelan models masturbate behind the mirrors. Wow that was hot!

Current Wardrobe: Red bra, red panties (still have tags on them) found them in my satchels!

Went to the post office, bought a money order for the first month’s rent and security deposit! It’s official!!! It’s mine! All mine! Woooohooooo!!

And I had this awesome roast beef sub sandwich today with handmade bread. OMG I am totally falling in love with handmade bread, I don’t see how I lived without it before! I was thinking about the dough as I was eating it, trying to think of dough could be thought of as sexual…. mmmmm…. can anyone think of something sensual that can be done with bread? There’s a challenge!

Shoutouts:
A wonderful hot call last night where St. Louis tucked me in mmmm, got a surprise (love surprises) call from the window watcher, laughed and humiliated a secret caller, came SEVERAL times with my 3-click boy WOW that was jawdropping, came 3 hot times with a NYC sexy lover, and got to bring in a man to come fuck a very good man!

Sleepless nights to California: 17

Current Wardrobe: light blue tank top, dark blue short skirt, baby blue thong, black weaved sandals

Gosh I cannot believe I passed out on a Sunday night. I fell asleep at 7 pm and woke up at 5 this morning. I REALLY got to stop smoking this stuff. Why does this stuff make me sleepy??? This shit is REALLY strong. Like WAAAAY stronger than normal weed.

My apologies to countless sweeties who tried to call me last night while I was passed out.

Shoutouts:
A wonderful romantic call with a hunk who is notorious for his concert-going stories, a hot valley girl bitch call with an Italian foot lover, and got to dress up my theater sissy slut like a woman and get him from behind!!

Days to California: 21

Current Wardrobe: Blue and green beach towel

I just got out of the shower, and I got to tell you, Val set up this awesome shower head that gives massages and everything else. It detaches so you can hold it in your hand and get…. everywhere!!! Let’s just say this… when I put it between my legs…. it feels UNBELIEVABLE!!! I totally came in the shower, and had to shower a SECOND time to clean all the cum from getting to excited the first time… wow!!!

As far as my new apartment hunting thing goes. I found the apartment I wanted, and called them yesterday and asked about the square footage, details, and how much money I would have to pay up front. I have to pay first month’s rent and deposit. I don’t even have to pay last month’s rent!!! That will certainly help me out! I filled out a credit application and sent them the $20 money order fee and priority mailed it to them. If they approve me, then that means I will be able to get the 1-bedroom apartment that opens up on September 5th, which is perfect, because if I leave here on September 1st, that gives me 4 days to drive to California!!! I am so excited. PLEASE cross your fingers that I get this new apartment.

I am so so so so excited! I will be near my sister! And just minutes away from my aunt, uncle, and their newborn son who live in San Diego. And I will be within an hour and a half from L.A. which is nice cause my other aunt and uncle (and their newborn daughter) live in Costa Mesa which is right below Los Angeles!

My dad and grandparents live in Santa Cruz, so I know it is like an 8 hour drive for him to come see me, but I sure hope to see him when I get there!!!!!! And I have family in Sacramento - lots of cousins, aunts, uncles, and some online non-sexual friends living there. My grandmother lives in Eureka… got an aunt and cousin in Lake Tahoe…

Like I said…. California is where all my family is! Except, well my grandfather on my mom’s side lives in Las Vegas with his new wife and his two grown daughters still live in that city I believe. My mom and brother live in Indiana, but they will be moving to California before Christmas time. I am so excited to see my brother after all these years! I miss my family so bad!

I get to see my family!!!

WOOOHOO!!!!

I could cry I am so happy! I miss them so bad!!!! I will be so so so so happy to see them again! Oh I miss them sooo much! Especially my sister! I still haven’t even met her husband. Oh I am like bittersweet happy as I write this. I have goosebumps on my arm!

Shoutouts:
Last night I had an amazing strapon call with my Sacramento slave, and he surprised me again this morning with another fucking awesome call! Also, last night me and Valerie were fucking in her bedroom and we got TWO calls while we were fucking, I couldn’t believe it! My Chicago doll got to listen to me lick her pussy and my Sacto sweetie got to hear me making love to her (then her phone rang and she kicked me out of the room) LOL. I also got a new call from a Connecticut pantyboy who was sooo sweet and precious. Also had a surprise call from my Chicago traveler, but had to go within 20 seconds… hope to hear from you again soon! I miss you! Thank you all for being so sweet!

Days to California: 23