Current Wardrobe: long-sleeved black loose fitting shirt with drawstrings on the top, and a long black chiffon skirt with flowers on the left side with a slit up the leg, black panties

I wanted to thank the four or five people who made sweet comments about my journal entries, I appreciate it and you have no idea how happy it makes me to know that there are some decent people who like me being a bit personal in here… this is for you guys.

I had a date with Junior today. I woke up at noon, got dressed, and he called at 12:15 to pick him up from the busstop where he got dropped off. Thankfully it was close enough to my house where I was able to pick him up without worrying about my expired car insurance. First impressions: he looked like your average college kid. LOL. Very cute and huggable. I picked him up, and we drove to the grocery store where I picked up some Skyy Blue for us (he was only 19 so I had to pay for the drinks) and we went to my apartment and hung out and ordered pizza from Godfathers. We sat and chatted, he told me about his obsession with the movie and comic books “The Crow” and I discussed my obsession with butterflies, dragonflies, and things that fly. Amazing… a crow is a bird with wings…. and I have an obsession with flying. So far so good. We decided to take a dip in the pool, I put on my little black velvet bikini and we went swimming, and my top kept coming off in the pool, I swear it was not my fault. And then we decided to go in the enclosed hot tub spa for a private little foot rub. He saw the blisters on my feet from the other day on the treadmill, so he rubbed them for me.

Now, keep in mind, Junior is 19 years old. And I swear to you, he is a virgin. He has never even KISSED a girl. Never even felt up a girl. Never even saw a girl naked. Nothing. Never even smoked. Never drank. Never did ANYTHING. I swear, I corrupted him. And no, I am not a slut. But what I did was well… devious.

I took my top off in the hot tub, showed him his first pair of breasts. The look on his face was well……. pure astonishment. His eyes rolled back and for a second, I swear I think he fainted. I brought him closer and rubbed his face between my breasts so he could feel them against his cheeks. He was speechless with his mouth wide open. I put my top back on, I had just wanted to give him a preview. I started to get REALLY hot in the hot tub, so I told him I was going to cool off in the pool, and he told me he would be there shortly. (I assume he has a massive hard on and was waiting for it to go down in his shorts before getting up). I sat on the steps of the pool for a good 5 minutes before he showed up. LOL we started talking some more, and decided to go back in my apartment and put on some dry clothes.

I put on some dry clothes and we were sitting on the sofa, and I was laying with my head on his lap looking up at him with my legs dangling off the arm rest and he kept staring into my eyes completely speechless. Like he was completely shocked that I had just let him see my breasts. LOL. He kept looking at my face for the longest time, then started looking at my lips. He had never ever ever kissed a girl before…. and then all of a sudden, I see him darting at my face, slobbering my mouth with his tongue, shoving it down the back of my throat and choking me. yikes. ok. ahem. I told him to slow down. Then I started whispering directions on how to kiss. “First, you kiss with your mouth closed….” and we started kissing soft dry kisses. “Then you kiss with your mouth slightly parted open…” and we started doing that. “Then you start breathing into each other’s mouth slightly and tease each others lips.” … we did that… then I said “Then we play with each other’s tongues.” and boy, he learned fast. All he needed was some instruction.

I will never forget the next words that came out of his mouth. “May I explore you?”

I didn’t know whether to blow him off or think it was cute. So I took it as cute since he was so new at this. I said, sure. LOL I let him rub my tits and my ass a little bit. I started rubbing my hands on the back of his neck, on his legs, and his arms… and he wet in his pants like 3 times. I grabbed his crotch, just out of curiousity so I could feel the size and his pants were soaked. Poor guy.

He asked me if I would make love to him.

This was something I was unprepared for. I mean, I just met this guy. What I had done is more than enough for any man on a first date, and plus, he had never even had the pleasure of a kiss before. LOL…. so I said to him: “You have a choice. You can sleep with me and have it be impersonal and meaningless casual sex. Or… you can value your virginity and save it for someone special in your life who you want to share a relationship with. Whatever you choose will not hurt my feelings. A boy will say yes. A gentleman will say no.”

He thought long and hard, and his cock was throbbing. And there must have been a 5 minute silence before he said “I think I better say no.” I was proud of him. I felt really good that he said no. I think he will make a lucky lady very happy one day. But at least I gave him a cheap thrill.

So I left him hard, throbbing, and very wet pants.

Shoutouts:
A hot awesome call with my prince charming who let me reinact my date with Junior with him in the hot tub, a kick ass sissy-pantyboy call with a silky shirt wearing boy, my sweet cowboy pampered my feet and my pussy mmmmm, had a cool roleplay with my drama teacher professior and I was his college student on stage with an audience, also had an awesome call with my arizona pantyboy who cums over and over while his wife fucks another man and he wears her panties, and I got to cut a sexy man’s (well, he was a girl) long hair and turn him into a girl dyke.

I took last night off, went on a date with a guy who lives an hour and a half away from me, he is an artist at a print shop and is in the family business. Nice guy, sweet date, lots of cuddling, but not really my type and I am not attracted to him in the least. So I thanked him for a good time and told him good luck with his next date.

I thought I was done with dating, but I have so so many dates lined on my calendar for the next month or so that I figured I would keep it up till I connect with someone.

Brad from the other night has totally blown me off. Tells me he is too busy to see me or call me. Which is fine, I certainly am not someone who requires attention all the time. But I hate being tossed like tissue paper. That stung. He fucks me, he leaves after 5 minutes, and then….. wa-la… gone like the wind.

But I am having fun… I am having a good time, and doing great!

Shoutouts:
Had a wonderful call with my Prince Charming who was my awesome dj in a kick ass club, had an awesome girly call with my Connecticut pantyboy, a sexy call with my schoolgirl slut, and had an insatiable romantic call with my St. Louis lover and my brand new clit pump!

Current Wardrobe: black bra and black panties

I got all dressed up for my newest blind date. Black bra, black panties, see-thru dark purple overshirt, lavender skirt…. and then he called and said he changed his mind.

He fucking stood me up.

I mean it, I give up. No more dating for at least a month. This is driving me crazy!!!

The following is an actual copy of what I sent to the manager.

This is regarding the following notice:
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To: Apt. #X

This is just a friendly reminder that this is a family complex and there was one complaint called in regarding adult material being viewed on your computer. The complaint was regarding when your blinds are open and it can be seen from the walkway along your apartment. Please be cautious when the blinds are in the open position, that your neighbors can also see what you are seeing.

Thank you,
The XXXXXXXXX Management Team
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To XXXXXXXX Management -
I would like to make a counter-complaint.

I am filing a complaint to whoever was snooping through my windows. That is an invasion of privacy. My computer was not facing the window. It was faced against the wall (not in front of the window) and you have to look at an angle and LOOK to have seen my computer. Secondly, I keep all the lights off in my home and do not draw attention from the outside.Thirdly, I sleep during the day so what I do in my house is done at night - I doubt 7 year olds are running around at 4 in the morning to see adult material on my computer. Fourthly, I have not disobeyed any apartment complex rules, so there was no reason for them to complain. I am a quiet tenant, I mind my own business, and I don’t complain when kids are screaming in the pool, or men are screaming over their football games. There should be no reason for people to complain about what I do (legally and quietly) in my own apartment. In the meantime, to avoid neighbors who have too much time on their hands, I went ahead and moved my desk opposite to the window to better suit the “family complex”. In the event someone complains about adult material being visible off the reflection of my eyeglasses being seen from the outside, please tell them to mind their own business.

I suppose this means that if I see someone watching Cinemax in the middle of the night that I can file a complaint too.

Regards,
Apt. #X

OMG I can’t believe it… and I thought I was doing so good. Here is the letter I received…

To: Apt. #X

This is just a friendly reminder that this is a family complex and there was one complaint called in regarding adult material being viewed on your computer. The complaint was regarding when your blinds are open and it can be seen from the walkway along your apartment. Please be cautious when the blinds are in the open position, that your neighbors can also see what you are seeing.

Thank you,
The XXXXX Management Team

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I am shocked, I have been keeping the volume kind of low on my calls until I can get this apartment soundproofed, and people complain about what is on my computer?? OMG I am utterly shocked.

Current Wardrobe: Naked

Ok, I have to make this clear…. yes, I am dating again. In fact, I have a blind date Monday night. But please please please people stop asking me to go out with you. So much pressure to date people. It’s hard enough with the asshole dates I’ve had already. A lot of you jokingly ask to date me and that is ok, that’s kind of funny.

There are one or two of you who are like bringing on the major pressure. Please don’t. I don’t care if you say you are rich, great looking, are a gentleman, have a huge cock, and are great in bed, please stop pressuring me. You attract flies better with honey than vinegar. God I hate sounding mean, but with some people it’s like steering a bull. And with one particularly annoying guy I said “NO” flat out like a billion times and he STILL kept on. Be a gentleman, if I like you, I will say something.

On a positive note, things are going great at my apartment, I had a chance to meet the guys next door who were watching the Oregon/Arizona game. Totally sexy blonde surfers who were so nice. Too bad they had girlfriends. But it was cool to meet more neighbors.

Shoutouts:
Had two fun calls with my strapon slut with a HUGE strapon in his ass, had a surprising call out of nowhere with my Disney lover for an entire hour of pleasure, mmm a wonderful call with a rock hard boy, my sweet daddy let me be a slutty daughter, got to be a sexy sister-in-law soooo hot, had tons of fun with my sweet sexy pantyboy son, spent a whole hour with a sexy panty slave who was kind enough to send me pics (will update sissy wall soon), a ssseeeexxxy call with a charming man who stripped behind glass in a peep show, go to be a teasing cousin and flirted sooo cutely with one handsome cutie, had some awesome mutual masturbation with one cutie, and then… wow… I had a guy call who told me everything to do to myself and it was like erotic pain hurt soooo good. LOVED it all! You all rock!

Wow, I don’t even know where to start writing. I can’t even think of the right words to say that could possibly describe how I feel in my new apartment. Let me just start by saying that I absolutely LOVE it here! I loved the trip here, loved getting here, and love how I decorated the apartment as well…….

The Trip
I packed my bags in the car, ferried it over to west palm beach and took one last plane trip there to pick the car up… then drove all the way from WPB to the other side of the country right near San Diego, CA…. the trip out of Florida took like 10 hours and I took a nap near Tallahassee… then the next day drove through alabama, mississippi, and part of louisiana. There was less traffic than I expected cause of the holiday… but in Mobile, AL there was a lot of congestion, especially in the tunnel. I got a chance to see New Orleans for the first time, didn’t stop, but I got a chance to look over the bridge and it was so beautiful! Lousiana had a LOT of swamp land, I didn’t know there could BE that much! When I was in Lousiana, I stopped at Chili’s for a stiff drink and chatted with a few guys in the bar, very friendly guys. Then I napped in the parking lot for a few hours and rested. Texas was by far the longest drive…. it seemed like it never ended. Miles and miles of flat land…. and FINALLY I started to see mountains and I knew I was near New Mexico. I stopped in Texas about 5 hours from El Paso (Fort something was the town but I can’t remember) and slept at the Motel 6 and ate at a Mexican restaurant down the street. The men were so friendly and sweet, I was blown away with the hospitality! One of them bought me a strawberry margarita and said in return he wanted a kiss on the cheek. Well, you know me…. a little kiss? Sure! So I kissed him on the cheek and took the drink! His face simply lit up! I stayed at the motel that night, watched some tv, caught up on a LOT of much needed sleep. It is SO hard to sleep in the car sitting up.

My back hurt SOOO bad, so sleeping in the motel was a sigh of relief. I had my vibrator in my purse for a “cum emergency” and boy did I need it. I played with myself when I was in bed and came so hard I think I woke up the people next door. I went outside for a cigarette since it was a non-smoking room and there was this totally handsome guy outside smoking too and he told me that he heard me getting “excited” and I totally blushed. LOL… I just smiled and smoked with him and we talked about where we were headed… nothing too special. The trip into New Mexico was a sigh of relief. I was so tired of being in Texas that I screamed when I hit the border. I went to the New Mexico rest area and was amazed by the architecture and the outdoor fountain that was there, I was very impressed! And the people were friendly too! I kept getting stopped by the border patrol though to make sure I wasn’t smuggling people from the Mexican border… I got pulled over three times during the trip, once in New Mexico, once in Arizona, and once in California. When I got to Arizona, I couldn’t believe how much DESERT there was out there. I had never ever seen a cactus before… and OMG there were several stretches where there were just cactus plants as far as you could see. It felt like I was in a Wyatt Earp film or something. There was one point where there were no gas stations and I desperately needed gas and all the gas stations were out of business and I was BELOW empty and I kept praying and praying… and turned my radio and air conditioner off to save the engine from using too much gas… and FINALLY I saw a gas station and was soooo excited! I was impressed because the gas station also sold arts and crafts items and had murals on the walls and a guy was outside on the curb playing his guitar. I felt so at home there. And it was simply a gas station… the people there were so sweet and kind, one guy even washed my windows.

I called my sister when I was an hour away from California to tell her I was on my way to see her, and she told me that she had moved. What? My sister had moved??? OMG. She used to live in La Mesa, but had moved closer to Del Mar cause of her job. Thank goodness I called or else I would have been knocking on the wrong freaking door. So she gave me directions to see her and I drove like a bat out of hell to surprise her and see her and her new husband that I had never met. When I crossed the California border, I remember getting out of the car and screaming at the top of my lungs “I am in California!!!!” and I screamed till I couldn’t scream anymore. Thank goodness no one else was on the road. It really was deserted. Lots of desert in that area. I remember a huge sigh of relief, like I had made it home…. and I drove and drove… and stopped in El Centro to get some gas and was shocked at how the gas prices had shot up in the air from Arizona to California. Here, the gas is like $2.30 a gallon. Gee. Ouch. I bought gas and used the payphone to call my sister and tell her I was about an hour away and two sexy Hispanic guys approached me and said “Got any rolling papers?” and I told them I did… got off the phone, and thankfully had some papers in my car with my American Spirit tobacco (it comes with the tobacco when you get it in the can). The two guys grabbed me in a bear hug and sandwiched me in a hug! LMAO!!! What a warm welcome to California! I couldn’t believe it! The first people I had met in California hugged me to death hee hee.

Seeing My Sister
After turning on a few wrong roads from my sister’s husbands directions… I FINALLY made it to her new apartment. Her and her hubby met me in the middle of the street and I welcomed her by honking at her three times… I rolled down my window, made sure to turn up my cd player (oh did I mention I blew my right speaker when I was in Texas?) to be “cool” with loud hip hop music. She hugged me through the window, I tried to park the car, but I suck at parallel parking so my little sister got in my car and parked it for me. Thank God! I hugged her and kissed her and squeezed the hell out of her husband too. They offered me a place to sleep and I was soooo happy to stay there with her! She is so sweet. I was so excited to see her after all this time! I had missed her so bad, it was such a wonderful moment to hug her like I did! I had missed her incredibly! I spent the night at her house and she cooked some dinner and we all got a chance to catch up on old times, sing a few songs, and sit down and look through some recent photos of the family. I was in absolute heaven!

Seeing My Apartment
The next morning, me and my sister went off to go look at my apartment. I had already put down the first month’s rent and deposit, but still had not seen the place. I wanted to go in the daylight instead of at night so I could get a feel for the area. It is about 10 minutes from San Diego and in a very beautiful area. I fit in so well there… the apartment complex is simply everything I expected it to be, reminds me kind of like Melrose Place. This is a one-bedroom with dishwasher, garbage disposal, tons of cabinet space, air conditioner, and tons of space. I was amazed by how great it looked! And this place has a breakfast bar and TONS of space. It is not cozy and small, it is huge! I signed the lease, hugged the manager, and complimented the place! My apartment overlooks the pool area, which is really nice when I want to check people out!

Shopping
As you all know, I had very few things I actually brought with me. No tv, no bed, no furniture, nothing. I only brought clothes, cds, dvds, my phone, computer, and some toys. So I went shopping, bought a canopy bed (which I had to assemble for myself and have never assembled anything like that before - it was so HARD), bought an L-shaped desk (which I ALSO had to assemble), an office chair (yup, had to assemble that too), a 19 inch tv, towels, dishes, pans, and a lava lamp. Needless to say, after everything I ended up buying, I am now broke. I have no money to my name. I got to wait for my next check just to eat. But you know, it was worth it, cause the things I bought will be well appreciated for a long time. I even bought sunflowers for the porch, and what do you know, someone stole them. Yup, my first week here in California and someone steels my sunflowers. Argh. Well I hope they are getting good use somewhere.

The Mechanic
My bathtub leaked when I got here, so the apartment mechanic came over and repaired it very quickly and he was soooo handsome. I about came all over myself. I haven’t had actual sex in like a week now, so every time I see a sexy man, I lose control. I made several “bathtub” jokes with him here and we had a good, fun chat. Nice to meet people!

The Cable Man
When I got the tv, I decided to get cable, cause well… I was getting bored without a computer here. He came over on Monday and had his shirt unbuttoned, I could smell his sweat…. soooo yummy… again, I about came in my panties just smelling him.

The Delivery Men for the Chair/Desk
Two sexy men delivered my chair and desk and when they came over I was wearing nothing but a towel cause I had just gotten out of the shower and I had to sign the little UPS thingy and my towel slipped off when I was in front of them and they saw me naked…. omg… I just blushed and covered myself back up. I got a little shy being naked and all, LOL but they were very friendly!

The Pizza Guy
Ok, I am officially in heavy lust with the pizza man. I was on a phone sex call when he arrived, and I had forgotten about ordering the pizza and he was standing at the door peaking out of my sliding glass door watching me use my vibrator on myself. No fucking joke. He stood there and WATCHED me until the call was done and until I could pay him for the pizza. The whole time, he smiled, blushed, and winked at me. I was embarrassed but also slightly giddy - I thought it was cute that he watched like that.

The Delivery Men for the Couch and Loveseat
Two sexy men delivered my couch and loveseat that I bought for $750 in El Cajon and they were so hot!!! And I do mean hot, so hot they were sweating right through their shirts and I offered them some cold ice water in Dasani bottles and they gladly accepted. I asked them to sit down for a bit and chat with me on my new sofa and they did for a little bit… so nice to meet new people!

The sweet neighbor
I have a lovely lady who lives next door who is so friendly. She lets me read her paper when she gets done, and she doesn’t care if I get loud during phone sex cause she stays awake at night too cause she has trouble sleeping, so she sleeps during the day. Sometimes it will be 3 or 4 in the morning and me and her will just stand outside and talk. We have a lot in common, I even ran into her at the grocery store and she introduced me to some of her friends.

The parking
Ok, one complaint. Parking. We all have parking permits in this apartment complex, but yet, sometimes there is not enough parking. And we will have to park out in the street WAY away from my apartment, and it seems soooooo long to walk. Ugh. Especially bad if you have groceries in the trunk. Just thinking about it makes me cringe.

Company
My sister has spent the night over here on two nights, and one time she brought her husband over as well as one of her friends who is a deejay at a radio station. He was totally cute! His name was Dan and she wanted to hook us up on a date. I happily agreed, he seemed totally sweet and was very polite.

The Date
I went on a date with Dan, I dressed so nice, wore a short itty bitty black dress, a brand new pair of Manolo Blahnik’s, and had my hair down casually. Total disaster. The guy totally ate with his mouth wide open the whole time and smacked like a freaking pig. Ok, I am not that picky, I swear. But table manners are huge with me. He even scratched his teeth with his fork, then put the fork in his hair. Ewwww, can someone shoot me now? I politely excused myself from the date, paid my own way and walked away. Sorry, I don’t care if he WAS a deejay (you all know my fetish for bartenders and deejays) but sheesh, close the flaps when you chew. I call him smacker boy.

Another Date
My sister is trying to hook me up with her boss, but I have not seen him or know much about him, other than hearing him on the phone. All my sister did was tell him I was a phone sex operator and that I love to have sex, and well… he agreed to go on a date. Well sheesh, we can already tell what he wants eh? Anyway, we’ll see how it goes. The date is tomorrow.

Being Horny
I have not gone this long without sex in so long I am about to pull my hair out. I am so freaking horny. It’s been like 13 days (no sex since August 31st)! AAAAAHHHHH!!!! I am going insane! Someone fuck me!

Shoutouts
I got quite a few wonderful calls from a lot of sweethearts, and to tell you the truth, I have been so busy these past few days shopping, dating, and assembling furniture, that I have no idea half the people I talked to (even harder when I had no computer to keep track of anything), so instead of mentioning a few people and offending people by forgetting them…. I want to thank everyone who called. I know who you are and love you all for caring about me!