Current Wardrobe: Red bra, red panties
Wow it is boiling hot in my bedroom right now, I had to open my window up to let some of the midnight breeze in here cause I am just drenched in sweat. Sometimes I wish the air conditioner was in THIS room rather than in the living room. Anyway, no big deal - I’m not a complainer - so I just opened the window and I feel so much better. *me wipes sweaty neck and lets it dribble down to her breasts*
aaah soo sexy! hee hee
By the way, I changed the look of the front entrance of my website as well as the inside entrance page. Something a little different. I don’t like to keep things the same, I like to spice things up sometimes!
You know, sometimes I wish I was a computer technician. My cd-rewriter hasn’t worked for many months and I don’t have a dvd rom… so I went to wal-mart and bought a cd-rw plus dvd-rom built in one. Well, I figured this would be an external thing that I could just plug into the computer through the USB port. But NOOO…. it requires I open the computer physically and completely install it in there. After panicking, since well… I live alone… and I have no one to do it for me… I took the initiative of trying it. I opened the computer. I took a deep breath. I dusted away some of the lint at the bottom, and attempted to take apart what I needed to, but I couldn’t get it out. I spent about 2 hours just trying to get it back to the way it was. So now, I have a brand new cdrw/dvd rom STILL in the box… and I have no way of installing it. I guess I will have to call a computer technician. I just don’t get it. One of these days I hope to REALLY do something RIGHT for once and not have to pay for hired help. I might even take computer tech courses in college in the spring or something, we’ll see.
I haven’t been online in a long time I know… I rarely even turn on my messengers and I haven’t been seen in a chatroom in weeks now. I would apologize, but you know… it is absolutely wonderful to HAVE a LIFE away from the computer. I have been able to do things I haven’t been able to do before, like spend time with my family and volunteer.
Speaking of volunteering…. today was my FIRST official day as a volunteer at the veteran’s hospital. I had to go through a lot of training, a couple blood tests, go through orientation, and have my picture taken, all part of the process to become an official volunteer. So I did it! Today I spent about three hours at the veteran’s hospital helping the nurses out and afterwards I was able to introduce myself to as many people as possible. I probably got to meet maybe 15 different men who were older veterans who — although not bedridden, could not take care of themselves. Many of them were very well-spoken, I heard many stories, got to see photos of their families, and was also one of the girls who helped visitors find their way to the patient they were trying to see.
People are always giving to ME. Even my neighbor gave me a coffee table cause she knew I was without. I try so hard to give back five-times what people give me. If I borrow 5 dollars, I pay back 25. I figured with volunteering, I can feel better about my time and feel less insignificant than staying home and throwing my time away. It was such a wonderful feeling to be able to cheer these patients up, to see their faces light up, to see their eyes turn into absolute heaven.
One man had not had a visitor in over 2 years and the only people who seem to visit him are nurses and aides. I was warned that he has a bad temper and not many people get along with him. Well - I felt like I wanted to make a good first impression and since I didn’t have any money, I went outside and picked a few flowers from the garden and got a plastic clear cup from the hospital cafeteria, filled it with water… and walked into his room and introduced myself for the first time and gave him some single-stemmed flowers and I rested it on an end table and greeted him with a smile. He didn’t even look up from the tv.
So I decided to be bad. Well good.
I went over to the tv…. stood DIRECTLY in front of it (yes I know, never interrupt someone’s television)…. and I flashed my breasts! I took my shirt and showed him my tits and then put my shirt back down. I am sure that if I got caught I would have been told to leave…. but no one else saw. The man completely had a different change of heart. He turned the tv off, smiled, told me I was “the best damn looking girl I’ve seen since since marilyn.” Well……. thank you 
……….. I think………. lol…… turns out marilyn was his wife’s sister and he was in love with HER, not his wife. But um, ok. It was still a nice compliment from a man that people said NEVER compliments.
I am sorry if I have bored any of you with my first experience as a hospital volunteer. I am just really excited to be doing something valuable and helpful with my time. I wish I could give more. I want to help these people and spend more time with them. Some of them are SO lonely, making them smile is the best highlight of my day, I just can’t describe. The joy of giving is so much better than receiving. And damn, I mean that.
Shoutouts:
Had a WHOLE HOUR with my pennsylvania pantyboy who let me tease him while he got spanked by Wonder Woman and then I got to blackmail his panty ass hee hee, I also got to fuck a man with a carrot and pounded him incredibly hard yeeeooww, then I got to dress up a pantyboy who I gave the female name Dana and fucked him hard with a strapon and treated him like a cute lil bitch! Love you boys *kisses* xoxoxoxo
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