Current Wardrobe: Black tanga from Victoria’s Secret, black bra, red silky robe
Well I just got paid, and you all know that I am a big spender, and I can’t manage money at all…. but I DO know how to shop! So I went to Wal-Mart and bought some stuff. Yes, I know, shopping at Wal-Mart isn’t a very good thing considering so many sweat shops are involved in manufacturing, employees aren’t paid well, and it is so freaking corporate………. but with that ASIDE, they DO have good prices, so I gave in. Although I do feel kind of guilty because my heart goes out to the families of those who are poorly paid. I swear, if there was another tv store around here, I would have gone to another one.
I bought a 2nd tv, a 2nd dvd player, a computer stand, and more hippie decorations for my apartment. I don’t know if I mentioned this before, but I live in a one-bedroom apartment, and I have one television which is in the living room. However, I spend SOOOO much time in my bedroom (cumming, being on computer, sleeping, eating, etc.) that it only seemed practical to buy a tv for my bedroom. I NEVER get a chance to watch tv in the living room, cause I basically live online. So I bought a 20 inch silver television and also a matching very very very ULTRA thin state-of-the-art silver dvd player as well so I can have dvd players in both rooms. I only get cable in the living room, but the cable guy is coming on Monday between 9 am - 1 pm to install cable in the bedroom as well. I also got a computer stand which I can use as a tv stand, but the BAD NEWS is that I have to assemble it myself. I hate hate hate assembling furniture. So I have it sitting in boxes in the living room just staring at me cause I am stalling the idea of assembling it.
You boys would have laughed at me tonight.
Imagine me. Imagine me with a huge ass box with a tv in it. Imagine me pushing it, pulling it, dragging it in the parking lot….. TRYING to push it over the curb, over the grass, over the sidewalk….. making LOUD noise with the box pushing it, my body bent over it like a rag doll trying to get it up 5 steps … then dropping it….. then going back up the steps again to get to my apartment (which thankfully is on the first level).
Now on my second trip to the car, a man saw me pushing, dragging the computer/tv stand and offered to help and that was so sweet *grins* — I was so thankful!
I have great leg strength from all my jogging and running. But I have pitiful arms. I felt so incredibly weak. I am still wondering how I am gonna lift the tv to put it on the stand. Guess I have to play damsel in distress to some helpless male victim. hee hee - men are very valuable - they have muscles, they have strength, they have the bulk and mass. I love men. I wish I could press a button on the wall that says “Bring Man Over” that automatically brings a man to my service to open jars, hang up bulky pictures, dangle things from ceiling that I can’t reach, take trash out, assemble furniture, etc. You know, that MANLY stuff. *does tim allen’s impression -argh argh argh*
And……..
It has been 5 weeks and several days since I have had *real* sex. Not that I haven’t had the opportunity, God knows how many men I turned away… but I was trying to spend some time on ME, working out, working on art, doing things for me… but the horniness caught up to me. My friend Junior, the virgin that I have been friends with for about 2 months since I moved here… was the man I decided to have fun with.
So I fucked a virgin today. We had kissed and made out 2 months ago, but we never went further than that other than some petting, I had to teach him how to kiss (I was his first kiss ever), now he is incredible. And well today… when I took my clothes off, I let him see a pussy for the first time and he started shaking. No fucking joke. He was literally shaking. He was blown away that I was about to sleep with him and I taught him step by step what I wanted cause he didn’t know what to do, or what was allowed, or what feels good for me. So I introduced him to my clit, my sweet pussy, showed him how to get on his knees to get on top of me cause he didn’t know how to do it. He tried so hard. He was good at the foreplay, cause I taught him step by step. But damn, he only lasted like 4 minutes in the sack before blowing his load all over the place. I guess it’s hard to make it last when you are a virgin. Maybe next time he will be better.
He is trainable though and I think he has potential. Definitely not relationship material, but definitely a casual sex partner I wouldn’t mind having for those super horny occasions.
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