Current Wardrobe: warm dark red fleece nightgown, black panties, purple fuzzy slippers

Well yesterday was Christmas day and I had hoped to spend it with my family in San Diego, but after 7 unreturned phone calls and no one calling me back with directions to their house, I ended up spending Christmas alone… *pouts* but it’s ok, I still had fun! I watched Ever After and Clueless and You’ve Got Mail on dvd and just cuddled up eating some cheese hotdogs and raspberry sherbert and of course, some egg nog and just snuggled on the sofa and even used my foot massager on my feet for a while. I worked on a new painting, got a few phone calls from my immediate family, and even Dino called to wish me a merry christmas - and some friends called… so I didn’t feel so alone, I really had a pleasant day.

Around 3 pm our apartment complex had a christmas party by the pool and I kind of have a reputation at the complex as being the “artist” since they can see me painting at just about any time of day on the terrace, so I was asked if I wanted to do face painting for the children. Of COURSE I said yes! I brought out all my acrylic paints and paintbrushes and drew all sorts of things on the kids faces like reindeer, santa claus, stars, angels, holly and berries, red noses, candy canes, etc. It was such a wonderful feeling that I was making these children smile and I didn’t have to spend a penny. Some of the adults wanted their faces painted too, the women wanted cute swirlies around their eyes but no men wanted their faces done lol. The thing is, all the kids in the apartment have always known me by name because they ALWAYS see me painting or drawing on an easel and they often come over to my place to see what I am working on… and this was my chance to make a good impression with their parents - so that they could meet me and know who I am and not be just a stranger. It was quite a nice feeling to make new friends and see the look of joy on their faces!

Later that night, I went to the movies by myself and saw “Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King” - I didn’t really have the money, but you know, it was christmas day and I was bored and it was only nine dollars. I liked the movie, but damn it was long - way over 3 hours. Afterwards, I went to Denny’s since all the servers know me and I had some coffee and some cheesecake - yummy!

So…. even though no family… I had a wonderful, heart-filled Christmas and thoroughly enjoyed myself!

Current Wardrobe: Short red santa dress, red satin panties and bra from Victorias Secret

Merry Christmas everyone! I hope everyone is having a fabulous holiday today!!! Awww I just want to send all of you a wonderful Christmas greeting and send you all kisses and hugs and lots of cum!

The other day my Marilyn Monroe pantyboy came out to see me and we met and had a fabulous time together, had a lovely meal where I had fettucini alfredo and he had fish tacos since he’s kind of a veggie - then the two of us came back to my apartment where he met my sister and her hubby and we played Halo together on Xbox even though I kept dying and getting killed. Argh. I made some awesome spiked egg-nog milkshakes in the blender that gave us a small but pleasant little buzz with a touch of vodka. And then when my sister and her man left, me and Mr. Marilyn had a little fun in the bedroom where I dressed him as a sissy in a leapard print nightie and put him in yellow silky panties and I put pigtails in his hair, sprayed him with perfume, and made him feel soooo sexy. (I even took a picture of him tied to my bed!) But then of course, he IS just a sissy so I couldn’t let him get anywhere NEAR my pussy… but hey, there is always next time so that he can come over wearing a French maid’s uniform and do all my dishes and clean my house with heels on! hee hee - I had a nice time meeting him and hope to see him again someday!

He left around 6 am and I usually jog around 7 so I went for an early workout and went to the gym, then jogged for miles and worked off those eggnogs from earlier. I love listening to my mp3 player when I’m running, I listened to some Kid Rock, awesome songs! Then I went to sleep out of pure exhaustion, woke up and the UPS guy was at my door and had some gifts from my sweet Maryland attorney who bought me some AWESOME christmas presents! I got You’ve Got Mail, Clueless, and Ever After on dvd (I watched Clueless yesterday while eating part of a cheese roll and some crackers)… got a book called Dirty Talk (which I read 83 pages yesterday cause it was so good)… got a book called Naked in Apartment 7 which I will use for inspiration the next time I paint… a wonderful wonderful set of clip art from Art Explosion which I will more than likely use every single day for the rest of my life since I am constantly doing graphic design for companies and stuff. I also got a figure drawing technique book which was absolutely awesome and I had a blast flipping through it and will look over it more thoroughly after I wake up later. And…. an awesome Grand Theft Auto: Vice City for PS2 which I really really wanted!!! Mr. Marlyand got me a bunch of more stuff, but the rest haven’t come in yet - but I wanted to give him a special thank you for everything — thank you sexy! *smmooooooches*

Also, I went and got a cell phone. I have one now thank goodness. I definitely take it as a good investment!! Good thing it was cheap, I only paid $20 when I left the store. The rest are monthly payments for two years. I really really really don’t have money right now, but this cell phone has become a NEED and has gotten to the point where it is difficult to go a day without one.

And last night was Christmas Eve and I had planned to work, but Dino called and I said I was feeling a little horny underneath the mistletoe and he said he’d come over after his family dinner…. so he did. We spent hours and hours playing Dark Alliance on PS2 and we finally beat the game! We finally beat Aldrith on the Onyx Temple or Tower or whatever it was — so that was a great feeling! Afterwards, we both had a craving for coffee, but Starbucks had closed early, so we went to Denny’s and had some coffee and some dessert and headed back to my place. We listened to some music in his car from a band called “Unwritten Law” and the ballads were amazing even though this is technically a punk band. Sometimes you can hear serious talent through ballads, and sometimes talent seems to be wasted when you hear it being butchered through screaming and rampant shouting. So it was a treat. We ended up spending Christmas Eve night together in each other’s arms, holding each other and cuddling - and eventually both of us were so freaking horny we ended up making love in my bedroom for what seemed like the longest time - gah - my poor pussy is pounding as I type this. He left around an hour ago. So technically he was here for Christmas morning. So I was not alone

My sister got me this beautiful ring with 3 rubies and 2 mini-diamonds and it looks so exquisite! The ring is a little too big, so I’ll have to size it down some when I can. My mom got me a cool lamp for my living room that branches out and bends and looks sooo hippie! And my aunt got me a candelabra that is VIBRANT red that totally matches my decor! And my dad bought me a fairy book with hand-drawn art! Wow…. all this coming from someone who was not expecting a single thing.

I really

TRULY

did not expect

a single

gift this year.

And……………….. wow.

(I feel bad for not being able to have afforded to by anyone anything - but I reassured everyone that I would get them something after Christmas when I could afford it)

So even though I didn’t sign on last night, please know that I was not alone - a lot of you had worried about me having a lonely Christmas and I had a very dear friend share it with me, so thank you.

Shoutouts:
Had a wonderful sexy time with my Latin Lover from Sacramento who was sooo sweet and let me christen his brand new apartment by letting me cum on his new sheets, had four calls worth TWO HOURS with my favorite ER pantyboy who let me sissify him over and over and he came six times in one night! WoW! Then I had an amazing HOUR with my awesome Colorado sweetie who just made the sweetest love to me and made me just explode and we had an awesome conversation and just *held* each other - oh I loved that! Had a sexy call with my floral print panty boy who let me giggle at him cause his wife told me ALL about him, had a sexy sexy time with my sexy three-click boy who let me dress him in panties and treat him all nice and pretty, had an HOUR hypnotizing a sexy sissy boy who is learning how to suck a real cock and treat it well and is also letting me hypnotize him into losing weight too and so far he says it’s working! Woohoo! I had a first-time sexy caller from Hawaii who wanted me to cuckold him while he watched me fuck Dino mmmmm yummy, and I had a sexy time with an amazing man who just wanted ME to get off and he made me cum over and over and over again and found my soft tender part….. my feet…. we all know what that does to me… *blush*

Merry Christmas - I love you all

Current Wardrobe: draped in a red satin bedsheet sitting at the computer

Mmmm last night was soooooo nice! Dino picked me up and we had a cute little dinner at Denny’s then we went out to the clubs and spent hours and hours dancing and all I can say is damn that boy can dance. I had such an amazing time at the club, it was nice to have a partner go with me, since most of the time I hit the dance clubs alone. But last night was really really wonderful. It was a christmas party type theme and I wore the cutest little short red dress with white puffy santa-looking stuff trimmed around the bottom and where my cleavage is. I even wore a matching santa hat, black net stockings, and some red platform shoes. Total christmas look. Wow, I looked damn good if I must say so myself *ok I wasn’t too modest last night hee hee*

Girls flirted with him all night, it didn’t bother me like I thought it would. I mean, he’s not a boyfriend, right? Just a friend. Although I would have been devastated if he would have left with someone else. Anyway, we returned to my place, cuddled for almost an hour and made passionate love on the bed and just held each other. I am such a cuddler *grins* and he had planned to spend the night but he left his contact solution at his house and his eyes were drying up and his eyes would have swollen shut by the morning, so he stayed until *I* fell asleep which was like 4 am and then he kissed me goodnight.

I woke up this morning and he had left his wallet, and well… I am so evil, I had to go snooping. And damn I just had to see a picture of another girl. I am crossing my fingers and hoping it’s his sister. I guess that’s what I get for snooping. He picked the wallet up this afternoon and we just cuddled on the sofa and he left to go to the movies with some of his friends.

One of my sissy boys asked me what I do for my beauty secrets. What keeps me beautiful? I will answer the same thing Audrey Hepburn said when someone asked her that.

“For attractive lips, speak words of kindness.
For lovely eyes, seek out the good in people.
For poise, walk with the knowledge that you never walk alone.
People, even more than things, have to be restored, renewed, revived, reclaimed, and redeemed; never throw out anyone.”
–Audrey Hepburn

Shoutouts:
Mmmm had TWO HOURS with one sexy man who loved to nipple torture me constantly and made me sing during my orgasms - yeeeow that was definitely a first, had an awesome call with a sexy pantyboy who looked devourable in his pretty pink panties, then I got to blackmail a sexy cuckold lover to do a WHOLE HOUR with me in hopes his mom would catch him playing with his mommy’s panties - hee hee and I know where you work! Had a lovely sexy call with one sexy man who totally made me cum hard and left my panties ultra wet, and today I had a fantastic call with a sexy fairy fag who told me about the time a woman and man shaved his body bald and made him suck a man off for the first time and oooh how he enjoyed it! Mmmm nice!

Current Wardrobe: dark red towel, just got out of shower

Well here I am dripping wet straight out of a nice warm shower in the middle of winter, even though it really doesn’t feel like winter here near San Diego. There are no snowflakes, no sheets of ice, no tires with chains, no christmas carolers outside with hymns, no smell of pine, no beautiful nativity scenes around, there is no christmas tree in my house, I have no christmas lights, no christmas cards, no unopened gifts, no fireplace, no chimney for santa, no stockings, in fact… there isn’t even anyone to share warm cookies and milk with… but there is a wonderful sense of giving in the air.

I woke up two days ago feeling the “lonely Christmas” that some people feel, especially when it is their very first holiday season alone. And I tried everything, tried painting, sketching, cleaning, playing video games, did all sorts of art… and I still felt alone.

And then yesterday morning before I even awoke out of bed, I felt this unexplainable peace all around me, like everything was going to be ok. I didn’t even roll out of bed, I just laid there, hugging my mountain of pillows (I secretly imagine my pillows are the substitute of one very sexy man who I dream about all the time) and I just felt… like someone was hugging me. I can’t explain it. It was absolutely the best feeling in the world. I must have laid there for an hour, with eyes partially open, feeling a true sense of joy, peace, and a sense of being alive, well, and lucky to be among such fine people who genuinely care about me.

My wonderful sweet marilyn monroe pantyboy from san francisco surprised me with a Joni Mitchell cd called “Blue” and a Joni Mitchell dvd called “Woman of Heart and Mind” and although I haven’t had a chance to watch the dvd yet, I have listened to the cd about 3 times now, and I am in love with many songs on there, particularly “blue” and “little green” — I knew that I had heard Blue before because I heard the version that Sarah McLachlan had done and I have that song memorized and love to sing it. Thank you sweetie *smooches* her music touched me the exact way you said it would, I find it quite moving and I can see why many musicians say they got their inspiration from her!

My sister brought her cat over for a couple days so I wouldn’t feel so alone, and the damn cat ate my plant. But I sure love that kitty. I don’t feel so bad though, the plant had already died because I never fed it. So now I have a dead plant on the floor in my bathroom and when I can afford it, I will go get another gorgeous green plant to replace it — well once the cat is gone of course.

On another note, a few days ago I met with a guy named Bret who I had been talking online with for about a month and I finally agreed to meet with him on a particularly lonely night. He turned out to be really nice, cute, intelligent, respectful, and an overall sweet guy. Before you know it, me and him are butt ass naked on my bed making out like teenagers. SIXTEEN HOURS OF RELENTLESS TEASING LATER…. we still didn’t have sex. He had a rule that he never sleeps with a girl on the first date. Ok, I have a question. If you’re not going to sleep with someone, why the hell do you undress them and make them cum 92 times and not have intercourse with them? I felt completely unsatisfied. I tried everything in the world to make him change his mind. At one point, I actually felt the head of his cock ON my pussy and he wouldn’t put it in. He was hard as a rock the whole time. I just don’t understand. *sighs* he spent the night and stayed the next morning and we went at it again and I assumed that since it wasn’t technically the first date, that I would have better luck. Nope. He said it was “bending the rules.” Ok, most girls might LIKE a man who waits after a first date to sleep with someone…. but NOT after we are completely naked and going at it, and then the minute you ask if they have a condom, he blurts out that he can’t sleep with someone on the first night. Anyway, he is going on christmas vacation and will be back in 2 weeks. Maybe next time I will have better luck.

Anyway, after that very uh… painful… unsatisfying ordeal… that night Dino called me and asked if he could take me on a date, and I happily agreed. We went to an elegant Mexican restaurant called Marietta’s which was soooo delicious, then we went to Wal-Mart to buy some stuff but we left because the lines were too long, then we came back to my place and played Dark Alliance on the PS2 and tag teamed. We played for several hours, joked around, had a good time… and of course, we slept together. It was MUCH for fulfilling than the night before and he definitely made up for what I was craving.

Dino and I are going out again on Saturday night on another date, this time heading out of town to Costa Mesa and then will come back to my place and he’ll spend the night.

I’ve had a few people ask if I would ever consider letting Dino be an exclusive boyfriend and I honestly have to say no. As much as I like him, as much fun as we have, and as much as we have in common… he is too much of a ladies man and I would never trust him in the sense that he would be faithful to me. He is definitely not a faithful person, and when I finally DO find a man who can be loyal to me, I will be completely loyal to him. That is such a hard quality to find.

Shoutouts:
Had a most wonderful sexy endearing call with my dear Chicago traveler who called me from a hotel in Illinois and made sweet passionate love to me mmmmm looooooved it, had a sweet and sexy call with a delicious cuckold pantyboy, a hot hot hot call with a pink panty-wearing pantyboy, had a WHOLE HOUR hypnotizing a man into one giant orgy - wow that was hot for both of us, had a long long call with a sissy slut who let me fuck him up the ass with a strapon, had a morning quickie with one sexy oral boy who let me suck him off good, had a WHOLE HOUR letting my New Hampshire sweetie hypnotize me so that I could erupt all over myself over and over, had a fantastic time with my ass stretching slut who fucked himself with a traffic cone, then I got to fuck another guy up the ass while he sucked off a shemale - that was hot, had a WHOLE HOUR with my Berlin sweetie for a sexy chat, had a WHOLE HOUR with my New York softball pitcher who fucked my ass so hard that it bled, then I got raped by a man in a restaurant after it closed owwwie, had a sweet call with a nice guy in Ohio who let me force him to be feminine and now he is a pantyboy for life, and a guy in Washington is now hopelessly addicted after calling me three times and calls me his sugar princess *awww*

Thank you everyone *merry christmas*

Current Wardrobe: Black windbreaker, white long sleeved shirt, black jogging pants, white socks and shoes

Well I was sitting here last night telling people I was horny and someone came up and said - “Well if you’re horny, why don’t you just ask someone to come over?” So I did. I called Junior and he’s the only guy I’ve had sex with… in 9 weeks - so it was only the second time I’ve been laid in over two months, so I was really really horny. (Remember Junior the virgin? And I fucked him several weeeks ago before thanksgiving)…

Anyway, he’s only 19 still lives with his parents and even though he is in college, he still lives with mommy and you can imagine how funny I thought it was that he had to stand outside of his house for me to pick him up, cause he had to SNEAK OUT of his house and I picked him up next to an oak tree in his neighbor’s front yard with him hiding in the shadows. *garsh* lol - last time we had sex, he only lasted 4 minutes cause he was a virgin, but this time he promised to be better, and boy was he! Mmmm a sweet hour and a half of lovemaking, fucked my brains out… and afterwards I fell asleep and he woke me up and asked me to drive him home so his parents wouldn’t catch him not being home. Hmmm lol… see what I put up with?

Anyway… last night was great with him, but still no boyfriend material. I just enjoy his company from time to time. Today at 3 pm I have a coffee-date with Dino (remember him? the one who stood me up on our 4th date and I never saw him again?) who wants to treat me to Starbucks and catch up on old times. I am still pissed at him for standing me up and also for being so immature, but I must admit - he’s cute, has a big dick, and he has good taste in dinner and a movie - so maybe I will convince him to watch the movie “Honey” with me, which I really want to see. We’ll see. If he stands me up again, then he will never have the pleasure of seeing or talking to me ever again. I doubt I will have sex with him, partly because I got my brains fucked out last night by someone else and I feel fulfilled, and also because I want to be wined and dined and treated like a lady.

And of course, Saturday I am meeting a guy off the internet. I think I mentioned him in a previous journal entry as well. I am nervous and excited all at the same time! Aaah so much I want to say about him, but I am bad about jinxing things.

Me and my sister spent some time playing games on the Xbox and had a good time messing around and then me and her took the camera and went to the beach and just had a blast together. I just love spending time with her, I am so glad I moved to California to be close to my family. For Christmas, I will be in the heart of San Diego visiting some family, so I am so so so excited to see them after all this time.

Don’t forget my new number is 1-866-SEXY-TFB and you can see me at http://thefuckingbar.com

Shoutouts:
Had a hot sexy HOUR long call where I got to hypnotize a man into sucking a great tasting real cock, had an adorable call with my ER pantyboy who wore his pretty little panties, had a wonderful HOUR long call with my sweet Marilyn Monroe pantyboy who called just to chat - just to talk - no sex - just wanted a girl to talk to, that was so incredibly sweet and I will never forget it *hugs* had a hot call with a sexy asian bisexual guy with a small cock who let me rape him good and force a bunch of black guys on him, had an extreme call with my awesome anal slut who let me fist his ass hard, had a hot HOUR with my sexy Chicago sweetie who was so sweet and kind to me and just loved on me the whole time sooo much cum! Thank you

Current Wardrobe: dark red crushed velvet pajama top and bottoms, and purple fuzzy slippers

Hey guys, I just wanted to thank you all for your warm instant messages and for the support. It means so much to me that I had so many positive comments and people who are reaching out *hugs and kisses*

Right now I just got back from Los Angeles, had spent the night with my friends Raven and Brooke, so I haven’t had a chance to check emails from you all, but I am sure to expect a heap of mail. The three of us watched “Two Weeks Notice” and “Chicago” on DVD and I brought a thing of Crown Royal and some cokes, and I drunk almost the entire bottle. So those who called me tonight - and even last night - got to hear me pretty buzzed and tore up.

On another note, I just wanted to say that DAMN I can’t believe how many calls I’ve gotten in the last day and a half. I think I broke the record of the amount of phone calls in just a 24 hour period. So I want to give a warm thank you to all the new callers who are supporting me!

Shoutouts:
Had a WHOLE HOUR with a man who wanted me to do a striptease for him in front of his wife, had another WHOLE HOUR with him later that night to do the exact same thing - and he even brought his wife on the phone - that was hot, I had a fantastic call with a quiet shy pantyboy who I had to force into a pair of panties, had FOUR calls with a man from Ontario who just wanted to talk - just to chat because he needed someone to talk to - I LOVED that, had a sweet call with a man from Long Island who called from his bedroom closet because his wife was sleeping on the bed and he was veddy veddy quiet shhh, mmmm a HOT HOT call with a sexy attorney from Louisiana who wanted me to be his bad bad secretary, got to be a sexy blonde nurse with F-sized breasts for this one hot patient, then spent a WHOLE HOUR hypnotizing a man into believing he was a woman and he sure felt like it! Had an unbelievable call with a romantic sexy man in Berlin (who happened to have a US credit account) who spent THREE HOURS making me feel like a beautiful princess, had TWO calls with a sissy strapon slut who got pounded over and over until he came all over his lavender panties, had an unforgettable call with a man who never did phone sex before but just wanted to see how I was doing - that was a comforting call, then he called back later and fucked my brains out and made me cum hard! I had one hot guy paint my toenails then licked them until I screamed, then I had a sexy Miami sweetie lick my pretty little pussy with ice and an altoid in his mouth, got to fist an ass stretcher till he bled - that was well - painful hee hee, had one guy call me inside Victoria’s Secret with his cell phone so I could tell him what to try on in the dressing room and what to buy, and then later he called me for a WHOLE HOUR from his house so I could dress him up like a good whore, I had a great call with the first real-life nudist I have ever talked to - he actually stays naked ALL the time I was intrigued! I had a great quickie call with a boy who called me wearing one of his sister’s bridesmaid dresses and I turned him into a pretty bride, had a voyeuristic call where I fucked a man in front of him and made him watch the whole time, had a mesmorizing hypnosis call with a man who let me make sweet passionate love to him overlooking Niagara Falls, and I had another hypnosis call with a guy who took the time to put ME under and hypnotized me and made me cum over and over and over till my voice was coarse, had TWO HOUR long calls with a man who owns a pizza restaurant in MY CITY - mmmmm looks like I might be eating some pepperoni sometime soon when he least expects it, had a totally sexy call with a romantic guy who made love to me with candlelight beside the fireplace and had wine, roses, chocolate, and all that sweet loving, then he called back later and left me a hefty tip with the dispatcher (and wow all the girls get 100% of the tips except for cc fees) so I really really appreciated that, had a wonderful call with a hot college boy who wants to do independent films and we had a spectacular call describing how I would pose for his camera, and last but not least - had numerous callers who showed their support by purchasing a 10 minute call and hanging up in 3 minutes so I could get credit for it but still long enough to chat and for me to take more calls. I love you all - I must have talked for 12 straight hours today nonstop…. and I really gotta pee.

*smooches and hugs to everyone*

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Current Wardrobe: White t-shirt with thin black stripes, short black loose-fitting skirt, white knee-highs, black mary janes, white bra

For those just tuning in, I am no longer working at nice phone girls.

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I wanted to thank all the guys who surprised me with calls, you all are amazing and I love you all. Nothing means more to me than someone who calls me out of nowhere
Well right now I am totally decked out in the coolest schoolgirl outfit, I found this cool shopping place in San Diego and they were having an After-Thanksgiving/Christmas sale and I just spent a fortune on new clothes. *me leans over and shows all the daddy’s her pretty tight lil ass*

OMG today I saw the funniest commercial, it seems that lately even the stupidest things on tv are making me laugh. It was a Pepsi commercial where a guy puts a sandwich down on the counter and the doorbell rings and the dog eats the sandwich, then pops open the Pepsi, drinks it — then picks up the cat and puts the cat up there. I about died. And then I watched Shannon Elizabeth on the Sharon Osbourne show yesterday morning and they showed a clip from That 70’s Show where one of the guys wanted to check out some adult magazines from the libarian and he was too nervous to show her what he had behind his back and when he puts them down, she takes them, puts them under the counter and tells him he can’t check them out because he should feel priveleged that a girl even LOOKED at his sorry ass. Sorry, I just laughed my ass off.

My sister and her hubby came over briefly last night, played some video games with me on my new XBox, played Spy Hunter 2 and Halo and had a good time hanging out and drawing and stuff. Her husband kept beating me on the video games, but I was able to beat my sister with the drawing contests. Pretty fun! My sister also gave me like an hour shoulder and neck massage cause I have been kinda tense lately, but I feel so good now and so relaxed. I just love my sister.

And ooh one cool thing, I had a guy ask me out - he still has to see if he has to work or not but next saturday we may go to a dinner and a movie together. We kind of met on accident, and I heard that is actually the best way to meet and date people. Things are great, I love you all and thanks for all the warm calls!

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Shoutouts:
Had a WHOLE HOUR with a brand new caller who let me be his mommy and HE dominated ME in a hotel room, and then he called again for another WHOLE HOUR for second helpings of our swinger-ad mommy/son meeting and really got to know each other on an emotional level - nice sweet guy! I had a wonderful call with a brand new sissy strapon slut who had never done this before and now he is addicted for life, had a sexy sissy call with my san diego ER doctor who looked pretty in his pink panties, had a hot call with my pantyboy sweetie who fucked himself with a cracked candle and finished before his family came home - whew that was close, has a steamy erotic call with a sexy busy man who let me watch him on webcam while he stroked his HUGE cock and made me cum so hard, had a sexy call with a brand new sissy slut who let me fuck him with my giant strapon and made him suck on my cock all the way down - wow so much cum, had a lovely roleplay call with my sexy boss and I got to play his very naughty secretary who wasn’t supposed to be in his office, had a fantastic call with a warmhearted man who let me catfight his girlfriend so I could fuck his brains out in front of her, had a long hypnosis call with a wonderful guy who fell in love with my voice as I mesmorized him and ripped the buttons off his shirt with a pocket knife and fucked his brains out with a bunch of sexy girls. And thank you also, the numerous guys who called me and I’m sorry if I forgot you *smooches*

American Woman
–Lenny Kravitz–

Huh!
American woman
Stay away from me
American woman
Mama let me be

Don’t come hanging around my door
I don’t want to see your face no more
I got more important things to do
Than spend my time growin’ old with you

Now woman
Stay away
American woman
Listen what I say

American woman
Get away from me
American woman
Mama let me be

Don’t come knocking around my door
I don’t want to see your shadow no more
Colored lights can hypnotize
Sparkle someone else’s eyes

Now woman
Get away
American woman
Listen what I say

Huh!
American woman
I said get away
American woman
Listen what I say

Don’t come hanging around my door
Don’t want to see your face no more
I don’t need your war machines
I don’t need your ghetto scenes
Colored lights can hypnotize
Sparkle someone else’s eyes

Now woman
Get away
American woman
Listen what I say

American woman
Stay away from me
American woman
Mama let me be

I gotta go
I gotta get away
And I gotta go
I wanna fly away

I’m gonna leave you, woman
I’m gonna leave you, woman
I’m gonna leave you, woman
I’m gonna leave you, woman

Bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye

American woman
You’re no good for me
And I’m no good for you
American woman
I look you right straight in the eye
Tell you what I’m gonna do
American woman

I’m gonna leave you woman
You know I gotta go

I’m gonna leave you woman
I gotta go
IIIIII gotta go
I gotta go american woman yeah

Shoutouts:
Had a wonderful HOUR long call with Mr. Pretty-Please-May-I-Cum-Daddy who was so concerned about me and popped my fucking bar cherry since I was a brand new virgin all over again and also I forgot to mention in him in previous shoutouts, so I wanted to say thank you again for an HOUR from the other day, wanted to thank my sexy New York concert boy who knows how to make stripping in a nightclub such a fun experience - such a hottie, made sweet sexy love to a warm cuddly grizzly bear who loves to cuddle and kiss and wow he is one amazing guy, had a lovely HOUR with my sexy Alaskan slave who let me hypnotize him with my voice and my spirit, and I had some lovely new callers from all over the U.S. including a sissy in Tampa who was such a sweet little girl in his panties, had an HOUR long call with a sexy man in New Hampshire who captivated my heart-mind-soul and was so sweet and tender, and had many wonderful messages from people who reached out a hand to talk to me, comfort me or just be there to express how they felt about how I was forced to leave. Thank you for being so sweet! *smooches*

Current Wardrobe: tan suede top, skin tight white knit pants, brown sandles, tan thong

I just wanted to tell everyone that after ALL this time I FINALLY got to see all my family from my mom AND my dad’s side and I had a blast seeing everyone! I can’t even tell you how much fun we had, I absolutely cried my eyes out when I saw my grandparents for the first time in years - got to see my Grandma Isabella and my cousins and aunts and uncles and soooo many family members. Me and my dad went and saw the movie The Missing with Tommy Lee Jones which was a good movie, and we ate at Marie Callenders and I had a nice Italian meal with him.

I also went to karaoke night in Costa Mesa at a club and actually got the guts to sing “I will always love you” on the microphone in front of everyone. I was so freaking nervous, but the crowd totally got into it. I had never done karaoke before, and it was such a rush to hear everyone cheering as I sang. I will never forget that feeling for the rest of my life! I was nervous and excited all at the same time!

I had to pick up Tigger the cat for my sister and I rode with him from Sacramento to Santa Cruz through L.A. and all the way home. Poor cat. He only went to the bathroom once when we went to a look-out point in L.A. — some of the guys smiled at me and made comments on the cat and I was shocked at how approachable I seem to be when I carry an animal. Maybe I should carry an cute furry critter with me every time I go to the club! Hee hee then men won’t be so intimidated. I really am a friendly person and open up to men who approach me, they just get so scared I will shoot them down or something.

Anyway, I went to wal-mart bought some more dvds including Charlie’s Angels: Full Throttle - I haven’t seen that one yet. And I got some cd’s - including Kid Rock, 3 Doors Down, and Nickelback. I also got some cool makeup by Mary Kate and Ashley - hey don’t knock them, they have cool makeup!!!

On Saturday when I got back from Santa Cruz and Sacramento, I took a long long long nap from my exhaustive drive and when I woke up I was feeling incredibly horny so I popped in a porno, grabbed my vibrator and started masturbating. I forgot I hadn’t locked my door to my apartment and my sister had planned to come over and pick up her cat….

and you will not believe what happened next. no fucking joke.

She walked in on me masturbating. I had this 10 inch vibrator in my pussy, laying on my side, watching a porno and my sister walks in and goes “Ahem, we’re here” — turns out her and her husband had entered my apartment when I was in my bedroom. I had bought a second tv for my bedroom and a second dvd player just for the purpose of masturbating in my bedroom instead of in the living room when I wanted to see something visual…. and I STILL got caught. I was mortified…. (((blushes))) please don’t laugh.

Later that night, me and her and Ann went to The Brass Rail and we danced with a bunch of guys, most of them were gay or bi and kissing each other, but I still had a good time and one guy named Anthony even asked for my number and programmed it into his phone. At one point, I was surrounded by 8 different guys who were all friends, I think most were gay but a couple were bi — and we danced SO close and they gave me some kisses on the cheeks. I am so turned on my flamboyant guys. I love a guy who talks feminine, a man who can do a limp wrist, a guy who walks shaking his hips, a man who can dance — ALL THE CUTE MEN ARE GAY I swear to God. All the good dancers are gay. I was trying so hard to spot the bi ones, cause at least I would have a better chance. Anyway, the bouncer (Key) is going to start letting me in for free cause he kind of has a crush on me. That will save seven bucks in the future!

Anyway, that’s been my weekend - I had a lovely holiday and missed you all I love you all please be safe!