Current Wardrobe: dark green army t-shirt that shows my midriff, baggy loose plaid pajama bottoms rolled down below my hips, so you can see my black g-string poking through
Hmmmm me and Dino DID go out, went to Starbucks and he got me a white chocolate mocha venti and he had the half black/white yummy and we had a great conversation and it turns out that he is bisexual, which I never expected - and it highly turned me on to hear him talking about an experience he had with another man. Afterwards we went to La Mesa and went to the Grossmont Center where there is an outdoor mall and we walked around, threw a few pennies into the wishing fountain and just spent time talking. Then we saw the movie HONEY which was a great movie I just think it ended rather abruptly without closure. Me and Dino were making out in the movie and all I can say is that it brought back all the old feelings I had for him, which was a nice feeling.
Now here’s what was so cool. At the end of the movie we walk out and see almost a hundred people dressed in tuxedos, some in kilts, and people dressed VERY elegant. It turns out that the Felix High School decided to do an outdoor symphony in the outdoor mall. The moon was full, there were tons of people around, it was gorgeous. The band had like 80 people with violins, a cello, and then of course a ton of instruments. But the strings were amazing. We held each other in the moonlight and listened to them play songs from The Nutcracker (properly tightled eh?) and other really beautiful christmas songs. The way he was holding me, while we listened to his gorgeous symphony… was…. priceless. I hadn’t felt that way in years. I felt absolutely…….. taken. I almost cried. And then he kissed me right there, in the middle of everyone, with me in his arms and we just held each other.
I am such a hopeless romantic at Christmas time. This is my first Christmas season alone. No boyfriend. No roommates. No parents. Nobody. And even though I will SEE family for Christmas, I am utterly alone. So me going out with Dino like we did, just was……. beautiful.
Afterwards, we got a bite to eat and brought it back to my place and we cuddled together eating — and one thing led to another, we were in my bed making sweet passionate love. It was not just a “fucking” session like it was with Junior. It was pure hot passion. It was incredible. Afterwards, he held me for what seemed like an hour, and then we went back at it again. We made love twice, cuddled some more, shared a few cigarettes afterwards (hey we all love those cigarettes after sex), and then I kissed him goodbye.
I refuse refuse refuse to fall for him again. He makes me very weak in the knees. I refuse to show emotions towards him. But wow… he is my match in every way. I am just terribly afraid of getting hurt. So I will try to act a little nonchalant, even though inside my body is screaming for him!
He brought by a few PS2 games so I could borrow them - including Dark Alliance, Grand Turismo, and BloodRayne (even though he forgot to put the game in the case for bloodrayne - he will have to bring it by later)…
Dark Alliance is a fun, addictive game! I love it!
Also, yesterday I did FIVE loads of laundry. Yup you heard right. Now I just gotta find time to iron the clothes cause I never folded them. I just procrastinate.
Afterwards, I got a pedicure and spa treatment at Sylvia’s Best Nails in spring valley which was cool… I had never had a real pedicure. I always did my toenails myself, so it was nice.
After that I went to planned parenthood to get started on birth control pills. Just to be safe. I definitely don’t want a little junior coming along. So I will start taking those in a couple days. I hope they make my boobies bigger.
Then I went and saw my shrink, and it turns out he is retiring at the end of this month, so if I continue to see him, his license will be expired but he will still charge the same. I was a little sad, but since he will still see me, I am happy. I loooove to see the shrink, he lets me talk about all my sexual cravings, my experiences with guys, as well as things with work, things with life, etc. and he just lets me rant and rave and doesn’t tell me what to do. He just listens. He does not judge. I love that about him. I just adore him.
And guess what? I FINALLY went to Trader Joe’s! I did it! I went! And omg… I spent a perverbial fortune on organic food. Gah…. the food is AWESOME and delicious and just… wholesome!
And in a few minutes I have a hair appointment. I am going to cut my hair (just a little bit) and will get bangs. I am very excited. And well… since I work at The Bar now, I may even take bar photos today. Wish me luck!
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Shoutouts:
Had a sensational HOUR long call with Mr. Pretty-Please-May-I-Cum-Daddy who just whipped my bad little stepdaughter ass into shape for beating up all the bad girlies in school and calling them dirty whores hee hee, then I had a delicious HOUR with my awesome Arizona son who let me be his older mommy after I caught him masturbating to photos of me with his younger friend. What a naughty naughty boy! But I do want to thank him for the wonderful conversation about Mexico, I can’t wait to visit! Had a sexy girlie time with my very shy boy who bought playgirl magazines at the bookstore and then I made him pleasure me and the man behind the counter - that was hot, also had a fantastic time with my carrot-ass fucking sweetie who absolutely tasted delicious with the ranch dressing - gotta love it!
Sorry I was only logged in for 3 hours yesterday cause I had so many errands, but gee… those three hours I stayed busy, so thank you sweeties! *smooches*
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