As I type this right now, I can barely find the will to even type. This is possibly the saddest moment of my life. I can’t even breathe. I feel like the one thing in my life that I truly love with all my heart is gone.
My little kitty, Lizzy died. I only had her three days… apparently she had some disease when I got her and today she had her eyes open and was still breathing, but she was as limp as could be. She never would eat the whole time I got her, but she always purred on my chest or my lap or my shoulder. I had planned to grow old with her and spend twenty years with her by my side and now she is just gone. I did everything right, I bought the right food, the right toys, I gave her all the love I had… I spent all my time with her… and I feel like I failed despite it all. I will never forget taking her to the vet in a box… still breathing with her eyes open but more lifeless than a doll. This hurts so bad just typing this.
I loved her with my whole heart and soul, I was the best momma to her for those three days and I spent every second treating her like a true princess and petted her constantly and made her feel loved. It just broke my heart in two when I had to rush to the vet in a hurry only to find that they had to put her to sleep since she was in critical condition anyway and there was nothing they could do for her.
This is so… sad for me. I had wanted a kitty for as long as I can remember. And now. I have nothing. She was the best thing that ever happened to me… this hurts so much I can’t even breathe and I am too distraught to do calls right now. I hope you all understand.
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