Current Wardrobe: lavender silky pajamas, periwinkle blue string panties
Remember the movie Sleepless in Seattle? When Tom Hanks’s character is on the phone with the woman on the radio and he is talking about how he got over the death of his wife and he responded “I just get out of bed everyday. I breathe in and out everyday.” Simple statement to such a difficult task… well I kind of feel like that today. This morning when I woke up - no kitty beside me… I just got out of bed, I breathed. I breathed. I feel just like Tom Hanks did.
I found out that Lizzy died from F.I.P (feline infectious peritonitis) which is an incurable viral disease always ending in death. She was sick before I got her and the shelter did not know it so I had to take care of a lot of that today. They will notify the former owners to let them know their litter is/maybe infected. I can’t believe there is no cure. After all the love and everything I gave her… there is no cure, no treatment, nothing. The doctors and specialists don’t even have TESTS to test anything. And they don’t give out vaccinations until kittens are 16 weeks old but mine was only 10 weeks. I found a place that is trying to fund money so that research can be made to try to cure this horrible disease. Click
here if you want to donate to the research to find the cure for F.I.P.
And just when I thought yesterday couldn’t get ANY worse…
Yesterday was particularly difficult for me - not only because of the tragic unexpected sudden death of my little izzy kitty… which if not bad enough… I also had a neighbor snooping around my windows taking photos with a camera. When I was at the vet hospital with my kitty dying, a lady took it upon herself to go snooping through my windows. When I returned home after Lizzy died, crying my eyes out — I get a knock on the door from a neighbor who witnessed the whole thing and had stopped by to support me and let me know what happened. Apparently she saw the lady taking snapshots of my adult paintings being viewable on the outside to try to get me evicted. Talk about an invasion of privacy.
So I called the Sheriff. A deputy came by and checked out the paintings in my apartment and made absolutely no negative remarks about the adult content portrayed on them. He said I have every right to have what I want on my walls in my home. I gave him the apt. number of the lady who had done this peeping tom act, and I gave him the WRONG apt. number so I had to call back today and leave a message. I also wrote and filed a second complaint to my apartment complex and said I don’t like people invading my privacy.
My sister came by to console me and instead sort of laughed at me for getting all emotional over a kitty and a deranged neighbor. She baked some green bean casserole and made me eat since I had lost my appetite all day… and we rented 5 movies: Dahmer, The Core, He Loves Me-He Loves Me Not, Gigli, and Confessions of a Dangerous Mind… I hate every single one of them. But it was still nice having my sister there spending time with me and we worked on some art pieces together.
I didn’t log in yesterday and most of today - so most of these shoutouts were from days before or from earlier tonight.
Shoutouts:
Had a WHOLE HOUR with my Alaskan slave hypnotizing him and then made love to him, had a WHOLE HOUR with my alana Minnesota girl dressing him nice and pretty and he was so adorable, had TWO WHOLE HOURS with my New York pantyboy who got some chick flicks and pink garbage bags like a good sissy under hypnosis and wow this guy intrigues me, had a WHOLE HOUR pleasing and teasing a man who is too hot to touch so I just flirted, had a WHOLE HOUR with my Colorado screenwriter who made sweet passionate love to me, had a HOT threesome with Josie and my anal fuck toy who let us fuck him with a traffic cone, had fun with a new caller - my Virginia daddy who let me be his daughter, laughed at a pathetic needledick loser who was too small to pleasure me, had a delicious call with my ER pantyboy who looked so pretty in his panties, had a fucking AWESOME time with my sexy lover who used nipple clamps on me and made me cum over and over with my clit pump, hypnotized my sexy prince charming and denied him over and over until he exploded all over himself, had an amazing call with my sexy Marilyn Monroe and got to sissify him while I watched him on camera, got to make fun of my sissy faggot for a quickie, a hot call with a new pantyboy caller who let me dress him up, and last but not least - a fucking unbelievable call with with my Chicago traveler who let me sing HAPPY BIRTHDAY to him in Philadelphia!
*smooches* I love you all!
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