Current Wardrobe: Shiny metallic silver halter top (no back), no bra, tight hip hugger black leather pants, silver g-string, black socks, black boots

Ok before you all start drooling over what I am wearing right now, please know that all this is coming off shortly because I am so horny it is not even funny. It is now New Years Day, the beginning of 2004 and the beginning of a new life. I made a list of new years resolutions I want to fulfill:

New Years Resolutions
1. Fall in love.
2. Get caught up on my bills.
3. Save money.
4. Sponsor/adopt a child from another country.
5. Get a dvd writer so I can burn dvds.
6. Get a camera printer so I can print out photos.
7. Stop getting coffee every time I jog to Starbucks.
8. Call my mother.
9. Call my brother.
10. Be brave enough to sell my paintings.

I am so drunk right now, I have had almost half a bottle of vodka mixed with who knows what.

Tonight was a night of mixed feelings… there was a 50/50 chance I’d get to see Ryan for the first time but he had to work so that didn’t happen, and my cousin was sick so I didn’t spend new years with her, and my sister and her husband didn’t answer their phone, junior couldn’t leave, I wouldn’t call dino, my neighbor was out of town, I even called Brooke in L.A. who works with me but she wasn’t home, I called Raven who lives near L.A. too but she was so damn drunk she couldn’t drive to San Diego. Soooo basically, no one would spend New Years Eve with me. Everyone had a reason. Anyway. I got all dressed up, looked so nice tonight.

I drove to San Diego which is only a few minutes away and I drove around and looked at all the people standing in lines for the clubs, people were standing for blocks and blocks and the tickets to get in ranged from $30-$60 a person because of New Years Eve and I sure as hell don’t have that kind of money. LOL, gee I am going to have to make a partial rent payment this month because I am short, so there is no way I would spend that kind of money just to get into a building.

So…. what do you do, where do you go… when you are by yourself, it’s almost midnight on New Years Eve… you have no/little money… and you are lonely and don’t want to be at home when you look damn good. Well, after driving for a long long time and looking everywhere, I decided to go where my friends work. Denny’s.

Yup, you heard right.

I spent New Years Eve night at Denny’s. It was actually fun. I go there a lot at night because it is one of the few places that is always open, and I have become such a regular that all the people know me. I know all the cooks, all the servers, all the busboys, I know everyone. Well tonight, it was busy for them, but about an hour before midnight all the customers started leaving and I was the only customer in there, which was good for me, because I like to spend my time in there talking and chatting with everyone. I used to be a waitress remember? lol… so this is kind of like home for me. It turns out that they had bought a bunch of plastic champagne flutes and had some sparkling cider and all the employees and me, and three family members of theirs who were there too, all huddled outside of the restaurant when we started shouting 5-4-3-2-1 - Happy New Years!!! And one of the girls took a picture of all of us on her camera out there at Denny’s.

I didn’t get a New Years kiss, it would have been nice, but I didn’t get one this year. But it’s ok, I got to spend tonight with people who truly make me feel good as a person. After counting down, I headed home and logged in for work so that any lonely guys could call me in case they were lonely and need someone to talk to. Within 5 minutes, I got three phone calls….

Shoutouts:
one from a sexy man in a pretty pair of pink panties who was sooo horny and needed to suck a real cock because he is such a bad bad sissy… and then I got two phone calls from a guy with a tiny cock who wanted to watch me fuck a real man with an 8 inch cock and told me he spent new years with a girl who ended up ditching him cause she was drunk. Um, if she’s drunk, shouldn’t she be sleeping with him instead of ditching him? bad bad girl. Well I guess it was good cause he ended up calling me, oh well her loss *smiles*