Wow I love my new apartment, the neighbors are quiet and to themselves and seem to mind their own business, which I like… there is a Starbucks nearby but it will be hard to jog there in the mornings so I may need to drive, but the good news is that there is still a nice sidewalk so that I can run when I need to. Sorry no Dennys out here. *pouts*

My sister had surprised me by having her husband assemble my desk and my canopy bed so I didn’t have to assemble anything. And today my sister brought the kitty over - Tigger. I have grown up with this cat since I was 12 years old, but technically it is my sister’s kitty. Well apparently Tigger has a problem staying with her cause her place is kind of sticky from the ocean being so close and he’s been having health problems and getting claustrophobic so he will be staying with me on a “trial basis” she says… and if he likes it here then she will let him stay with me! So now i have a cat here in the house! Tigger is getting old now, he is ten years old and one of his eyes is bad, but he is so furry and lovable. I just LOVE him and will give him all my love. *smiles*

I went on my first official date with Tony. He came here tonight - Friday night and we went to KFC and got some food and took it with us to the San Diego beach and just watched the ocean and shared poetry and just spent time walking the beach and getting to know each other. It was beautiful…. but I think what I enjoyed the most is that he truly talked to me like a human being, not a sex object. When he looked at me, it was as though he was searching for a diamond or something…. you have no idea how long it has been since I have had the feeling of being with a true gentleman who does not have alterior motives. We kissed, we slowdanced on the sand… and then he came to my new apartment and my sister was here (I gave her a key) and he got to meet my sister and she gave me two thumbs up when she met him - so that’s a good sign. I like Tony because so far he has not made the move to have sex with me… most guys are pushing me in the bedroom in 5 minutes. This guy is a little more classy. I like class….. we even played video games together, watched There’s Something About Mary on dvd and then I showed him my San Diego drawing and he loved it and gave me some helpful advice too! He’s actually sleeping on the sofa as I write this and is in the living room… he’s been such a gentleman. Tomorrow is Saturday - well it’s today now that I look at the clock - and we’ll probably go out together, this is soo what I needed!

For those of you who care about my drawing:
Here’s what my drawing looks like now
Here’s a closeup of it

Also I changed the way the way the inside of my website looks like - hope you all like it… if not then just pretend you like it and save the criticism for someone like Raven so she can kick your ass. I am so glad that my DSL is back up and running, I hated going without the internet for so long! And I promise to get caught up on the emails soon!

Thanks to my Canadian pantyboy photographer for giving me a hot whistle at the Bar and also my valley girl lover sent me the sweetest whistle as well!

Right now I am listening to Sarah McLachlan’s cd… it was one of the gifts that my Wisconsin hugger bought me. He got me Sarach McLachlan’s “afterglow” cd and Beyonce’s “Dangerously in Love” cd and a book called “Forms of Desire” that I wanted… two dvds - “Almost Famous” and “Catch Me If You Can” and the Fifth Season of Sex and the City on DVD. Thanks for the sweet gifts! You are sooo nice!

Shoutouts:
Had a WHOLE HOUR hypnotizing and dominating my Alaskan slave then he turned the tables and pleasured me and left me a 20 minute tip, had a WHOLE HOUR with my Colorado Screenwriter who serenaded me with his tender voice and he sang songs from different musicals including “Nature Boy” in Mulan Rouge which was just amazing and beautiful, had a WHOLE HOUR with my Washington DC sissy boy who let me hypnotize him into being the best sissy ever, had a hot long call with my valley girl lover who decided to try the hypnosis for the first time and let me deny him over and over until he came all over the place, had a dominating hypnosis call with one daring man who let me direct him while he masturbated the whole time, had a deliciously sexy call with my San Francisco musician - such a shame that this man has a girlfriend already *grins*, had a hot sexy quicky with one sweet wonderful guy, had a fantastic call with a new caller who let me be his little girl and I loved my call with daddy - and thanks for the 13 minute tip too! Had a breathtaking call with my Los Angeles hypno boy who let me hypnotize him into properly pleasing woman, had a great anal rape call with my anal bat boy who fucked my art supplies including my easel and pencil sharpener before I went to art class, had a most pleasant call with my sweet Detroit stripper who surprised me out of the blue with the most addictive voice and personality ever - lol - it’s a shame this guy doesn’t do phone sex himself (thanks for being there, you really are amazing), had a nice call with one yummy yummy man whose cordless phone died on him right when we I was cumming - poor guy - but it sure was fun, had a great call with my anal Master who made me spank my ass over and over and had surprised me out of nowhere (I loooove it when guys surprise me with calls like that), and last but not least, I had a jawdropping call with my charming prince who let me hypnotize him with my girlie voice so that he’d think I was his girl and I surprised him by letting my sister join in the conversation since she was home….(she entered in the conversation at the RIGHT spot!)

*smooches* I love you all!

Thought I would share a picture for all the sweeties who called the two of us tonight!! Wow there were a lot of you! Check out Erin’s journal for all of our shoutouts!

See you all later - I am gonna go make love to my Erin in bed tonight *smooches*
Isabella

xoxoxoxoxo

Current Wardrobe: warm red silky jammies, red thong, black socks

I possibly had the best sleep of my life last night. Erin has this huge king sized bed and we both slept on it and even though the room was fucking FREEZING and she kept stealing the covers, I still had the best sleep of my life. I kept dreaming and dreaming the most beautiful thoughts. And when I woke up, Erin was in the kitchen and no one was in the bed and I look over at the night stand and there was a tall cup of Starbucks Coffee waiting for me with a little note. “When you can’t go to Starbucks, coffee comes to you. –Tony”

I just died. Apparently he decided to drive to Starbucks and he bought BOTH me AND Erin tall cups of coffee (got me the triple white chocolate mocha - my favorite) and also got us some bagels in a bag. But Erin’s dog ate our bagels… damn. But the thought was VERY sweet.

No man has EVER surprised me with coffee in the morning, much less a trip to my favorite coffee shop (since it is too far to jog to where I am right now).

I am soooo in heaven right now. My computer has been fixed, apparently the power supply went out… so Erin and I will drive out there and pick it up when she gets out of the shower. I haven’t done calls in days cause of my sucky cell phone and being without a computer has fucking sucked major ass. I know that I need to go to my new place and get DSL hooked up and do all that stuff like putting in a new phone line, etc. Going to be really a pain… but it has to be done. Now that I like being out here so much with Tony and Erin and all… I really don’t want to go back to San Diego. I want to stay here and just spend a few days getting to know Tony. I soooo want this. This is the best I have felt in SO long, I really need this. But then again, my wallet is crying because I can’t do calls out here. So I am being pulled in two directions. Love or Money. MMmmmm.

Something funny happened. As you all know Erin has horses in her back yard, she is sooo into animals. Well I am very much a city girl. Being in the country is NOT my thing at all. She has me put on her clothes, I put on these blue jeans and these giant boots that go up to my knees and it had been raining outside so the ground was sloshy and wet. And we go out there to the horses in their stalls and we start shoveling all this dirt and crap off the ground. ME!!!! Shoveling horse shit. LOL I didn’t know whether to laugh or cry, but we sure had a blast. After we got done, we walked around the house where there was this big giant mud pile (no shit thank God) and I slipped and fell. See I told you I am not a country girl. I grabbed Erin to keep me from falling and she fell too. So there we were, covered in mud all over our asses and she picked up some mud and threw it at me and in my shirt for making her fall. And then it was all out war. LOL I had never been mud wrestling before, but it sure turned into a wrestling match. She’s a little stronger than me so she pinned me down really quick…. but I’ll tell you what. I am faster, and I got her dirtier
Anyway tonight is going to be a cool night… Tony invited both me and Erin to his house to have dinner, said he was going to cook his famous chili. He’s at work right now so I can’t see him, but wow. I am the happiest I have been in a LONG time. I sure wish he lived closer.

I’ll be in touch! I will go pick up my computer in a couple hours and hopefully you all will see me online if we can get Erin’s router to work.

I love you all *smooches*

Current Wardrobe: short black dress, black high heeled sandals

Wow … I met the most AMAZING guy ever today!!! It turns out that he is Erin’s next-door-neighbor and she had invited him over to play with her horses yesterday. Instant chemistry between us. Total sweetheart of a guy. And Erin has known this guy for quite some time and says he is really wonderful. His name is Tony (he’s 28 years old) and is a guitar player of some local band here and also works at the music shop in town. He has dark hair, dark eyes, a goatee (huge plus!), and he is tall dark and handsome. He almost looks a little Latin. He has a tattoo on his arm of a guitar with fire on it and is a total sweetheart. At first I just thought he was being friendly and flirty, but this guy truly is someone I will enjoy for a long long time. We had some deep conversations for hours and hours and he had dinner with us.

Well today we hear the doorbell ring and I look out there and no one is there. But I look down and see a DOZEN red roses sitting there on the step with a card. It was written to me and said “Give me one day to show you what a real man is like.” OMG I melted. Right now dating a guy is not something I had planned, but you know what. I really really really hit it off with him. So I knocked at his door and thanked him for the roses and he invited me into his place.

He has two dogs, both of them part german-shephard and both incredibly gorgeous girls. I just adore dogs and cats. He is a huge fan of Elvis and Hendrix and loves to play the guitar and showed me his collection on the wall. His place was very clean, very nice… but very much a bachelor pad. So in need of a woman’s touch *winks* he asked if I wanted something to drink and brought me warm hot chocolate. How sweet is that. We ended up sitting down at his table and we got to know each other a little better, he showed me some of his family albums and gave me the tour of his house. He’s been single for a long time but was engaged about 6 years ago but apparently his girlfriend wanted to move to Europe for school and they kind of faded.

He asked if I wanted to go into town with him and I agreed, took my cell phone with me just to be safe and told Erin where we were going. He took me to a fabulous Mexican restaurant and I had a banana and strawberry margarita and two chicken soft tacos and he had the tostada or something. Delicious!! We also dropped my computer off at a repair store so I hope they call soon saying it is fixed (I sure hope so).

We went to the grocery store together cause he said he wanted to make chili and wow he seemed to know what he was doing cause WOW…. he got a LOT of ingredients. We walked out together, he opened his truck door for me and helped me in (it has two steps just to get up and I was wearing heels). He had this kick ass cd player and we listened to Guns n Roses and Deep Purple who are absolutely great bands. We drove back to his house and we unloaded his groceries and now he is over here with me at Erin’s house. He is so sweet. Not once has he been forward or tried to make a move on me. But his red roses were JUST the thing I wanted. *blushes* nothing warms my heart more than flowers… I just died.

Right now he is in the other room looking through the dvds so that all of us can watch a movie or something. I think we’ll see Underworld cause I haven’t seen it yet, or we’ll see Pretty Woman which is my favorite movie. Another one I like which we may see is Pirates of the Carribean which we also have. Johnny Depp looks hot in that
Wow this guy is so perfect for me. He is SO my type. I am just so out of words right now. I have waited SOOO long to find a normal, sweet, non-psychotic, totally compatible, wonderful man. I think I finally found him.

Current Wardrobe: short skimpy red dress, red v-string from victoria’s secret, red lacy bra, red high-heeled sandals

I’m going to spend a couple days with Erin, my friend here at the Bar. She lives right outside L.A. and is going to let me spend the night with her this whole weekend.

My shrink thinks it is a good idea. I learned a valuable lesson. Never ever ever ever tell a caller your address. No matter how nice they are.

Current Wardrobe: Dark blue sweater, light blue denim jeans, warm black socks, purple fuzzy slippers

As I write this, my teeth are chattering and I am writing one f-i-ng-e-r at a time cause it is so cold. Amazing that I can get cold in san diego weather, when you all are in snow and blizzards, and in one case one very good friend and caller is stuck way up there where cars keep piling up from these giant accidents. PLEASE BE SAFE OUT THERE!

Yesterday was a great day, went jogging as usual, had my morning Starbucks coffee but instead of having white chocolate mocha they ran out so I had the regular mocha which tasted more like hot chocolate than it did coffee. Not really my style, but it was nice. I also finally got spare keys made for my apartment, going to give one to my neighbor, one to Jessica, and one to my sister and her husband. I’d been putting that off for a long time and I finally got around to doing it!

I was feeling particularly spontaneous and felt the urge to take a little trip for some fun and excitement. I drove to Orange County and went to Disneyland and I had a good time, I DID bring my camera, but I had forgotten to charge it so the batteries were dead when I got there. I felt awful about that. But I did have a memorable time. There are some wonderful people out there, many tourists, and awesome workers. I even looked for my Disney boy when I was out there, so I could surprise him but I didn’t see him. But it was nice, I think my favorite part about the whole thing was going on “It’s A Small World” boat ride and getting to hear the dolls sing in different languages. The feeling really hit home for me, because when I was four years old my mother gave me a little jewelry box that sang that song and it’s been more of a nostalgia thing for me than anything. So that was a special treat.

I met a few people while standing in line at the rides (I didn’t ride much, I just went there to people-watch), even made a new friend named Leah who is a graphic designer and lives in San Diego and we exchanged contact info so we could see each other again. Very sweet girl, very nice. She also had two little boys with her ages 3 and 5 and she was babysitting them because their mother wanted them to go to Disneyland, and of course she was up for it. It was funny watching her with the kids, I am soooo glad that I don’t have kids (maybe ONE day, but not now!!!). LMAO - it just busted me up watching these kids sing little kid songs and standing there in line jumping up and down and pointing and giggling and tugging at people’s shirts. And poor Leah was like “stop it pleaaaase” like she was begging. It was too funny. Hon, you can’t beg kids. You gotta bribe em. It’s the only way it works. She eventually bought them ice cream cones to shut them up. Hee hee. Good babysitter. *smiles*

I got a chance to really see people, literally. I watched them. People of all sizes, shapes, races, sexual orientations, religions, you name it. I even saw two people dressed like Amish people but I wasn’t sure if they were visitors or just part of a show. Got to watch couples in love, making out. Saw old people holding hands walking slowly together (that was priceless), saw pregnant women with these beautiful round bellies, saw newborn babies and toddlers, saw a teenager who was bored and didn’t want to be there and you could tell that her parents had forced to hold her baby sister’s hand the whole time. Saw really big guys in overalls, saw gay couples who were so proud to be together in the open, saw a blind person with a seeing-eye-dog and a cane who apparently got satisfaction from listening to the people around him.

I found myself fascinated with him - here he was blind, couldn’t see a thing… and he’d sit on a bench and listen to people around him, eavesdropping on conversations. He’d laugh when he’d hear someones jokes, he’d smile when he’d hear couples say I love you. I was warmed by that. And for a moment, I closed my eyes. Imagined my life as a blind person. My eyes were closed, saw nothing but blackness… and I just listened. In the middle of Disneyland sitting on a bench with my bag of souvenirs in my hands and my purse around my shoulder. I had this OVERWHELMING rush of being a part of other people’s lives. Wow. You hear SOOO much when you close your eyes. It was like this huge boost of energy. It was absolutely breathtaking.

I’ve had people ask me… would I rather be deaf? Or rather be blind? Easy, I’d rather be deaf. Yeah I know, that means no more phone sex calls. But I’d still be able to do my graphic and web design. I just can’t live blindly. I enjoy my sight too much, I rely on it for everything. Plus I know sign language, so I think I could be a sexy deaf person. But being blind would be too hard for me. Way too hard. I wouldn’t even know how to dress sexy.

Anyway - I love you all!!! Hope everyone is having a good day
*smooches*
Love Isabella

No shoutouts today, spent the day at Disneyland!

Current Wardrobe: black string panties mmm and whipped cream on my nipples

Happy Valentine’s Day everyone!

I got several whistles today and I wanted to tell all of you thank you, what a wonderful feeling on Valentine’s Day to feel so special. It was almost like getting a Valentine’s Day card or a gift or something. It was really special. Thank you for caring about me and sending me those whistles. They mean so much to me!

On a completely different topic, I had something very bizarre and freakish happen to me tonight.

I was on a phone sex call with my PA pantyboy just chit chatting and having fun when all of a sudden I hear my upstairs neighbors start fighting, wrestling, and hitting each other. All of a sudden I hear this woman screaming and I hear things being knocked over all over the place and people running and stuff. I was freaking out cause I didn’t know what to do. I mean, I am in the beginning of an hour long call and it’s not like I can just hang up and I am just totally at loss for words. After about three or four minutes, the screaming didn’t stop. My caller couldn’t hear them, but I could. Then I heard a young child start screaming bloody murder like twice. I told my caller what was going on and asked him for advice and he suggested I call the police. Well - I was on the phone with him and I was just completely having a mental blank. So I asked him if he would mind if I called the police on my cell phone and he was completely ok with it. So I ended up calling the police to have them check out the situation while I was in the middle of a sex call. There’s one for the record books.

Thanks for being so understanding!!!

I missed Survivor last night. Who got kicked off?

Shoutouts:
Had a WHOLE HOUR with my very sexy Pennsylvania Pantyboy who was amazing as I teased him in his panties and blackmailed him too, also had a WHOLE HOUR with my sexy daddy who made me cum three times and was soooo amazing to me and treated his little girl so special, had an awesome call with a new caller who let me be his student and he was my teacher, had fun with my sissy slut who I got to dress as a little 10-year old girl and take her to the mall with my friends, mmm also had a sexy call from my Virginia daddy who let me be his precious lil daughter and he fucked me oooh so good!!

Current Wardrobe: Dark green nightie from Victoria’s Secret, black thong, black thigh highs

For those of you who care… here is a page I created Beach Photography by Isabella that has all the pictures I took on my trip!

Well today certainly was a treat call-wise, especially the threesomes… I had three threesomes with Jessica, a foursome with Jessica and Rachel, and a threesome with Erika. Wow. I never did five orgy calls in one day… in my entire history of phone sex. I spent the whole day indoors, didn’t go out. Today I just did calls to make up for all the ones I missed during my mini-vacation. And boy was it worth it cause I have had too many orgasms to try to stand up again. I am so glad I work here, a day like today just proves how much I love being at the Bar.

Shoutouts:
A sweet shoutout to the man who sounds exactly like a radio dj who called me for a WHOLE HOUR and left me a 42 minute tip on the phone, had a NINETY minute call with a secret anonymous caller who made me cum 10 times (and I promised to keep the rest secret damnit), had a great call with my sexy san francisco sweetie who jacked off on the cam for me and I got to watch, had an unforgettable THREESOME call with Erika and a man who let me be a valley girl psychiatrist saving his marriage and in return - I got shit on, vomited on, pissed on, and had the dog sicked on me. Guess therapy worked hee hee. I also had a THREESOME call with Jessica and my weed slave and he was so respectful to his Mistresses. I also had a THREESOME call with Jessica and we fucked our anal slut over and over with coffee thermoses, our hands, and a plunger - that was fun! Mmmm had another THREESOME with Jessica and my canadian panytboy photographer who was there to witness me and Jessica naked in the same room together pleasing each other - then pleasing him, had a hot FOURSOME call with Jessica and Rachel as we tied up one unsuspecting slut and made him realize who was boss - that was a hot call with all of us on the phone, had a WHOLE HOUR with my naughty professor who let me be his student with a very bad grade and I let him fuck me good to get an “A” (thanks for the 9-minute tip!), had a great erotic call with a new caller who was so sweet to me in bed for a nice little quickie, had a surprise call with my Marilyn Monroe pantyboy who looked like a true princess in his little nightie and came sooo hard, mmm then I had a WHOLE HOUR with my ER pantyboy who let me experiment with ice, dildos, nipple clamps, and everything else under the sun — what a hottie!

Current Wardrobe: light purple t-shirt and dark purple short skirt and lavendar silky panties

First of all - what a great game! I only saw the last seven minutes so maybe I don’t count lol but I was so happy to see the New England Patriots win! GO PATRIOTS! And that guy got a red cadillac - DAMN! I am so jealous! Afterwards I watched Survivor, the AllStars and this show is gonna kick serious ass. Tina got voted off. I kinda figured she would. I wanted Jenna gone first though cause all she does is whine whine whine. Her whining just gets on my nerves.

I had a great time in L.A. thanks to everyone who called! Some people didn’t really call me, they called one of the other girls, but I still got a chance to talk to them - so I wanted to say hi to all of you! We all had a fantastic time. I must have had half a bottle of crown with coke and some vodka and Jim too. Yummmmmyyyy…. those girls make me do some really freaky things when I am plastered like that. At one point I had two girls fingering me while I was on the phone, each had a finger - one in my pussy, one in my ass. I was like OMG! And one of the girls put her strapon in my mouth when I was on the phone, I was BLOWN AWAY! Thank goodness our callers were so wonderful about it. Raven locked Emma in the bathroom, Maddie and Erin locked themselves in a room together to “be alone” hee hee we know what they were doing, so that left me and Brooke and we ended up passing out in each others arms watching Sex and the City on dvd (fifth season)… she’s not much of a drinker so I think she stayed awake longer. We had a great time, I love having girl friends - soooo much fun - I can’t WAIT to do it again!!!

On another note…

I have something I want to say to all the callers who have been hanging up on me. I’ve had four callers hang up on me in the last two days and it really hurts my feelings. We have a good call, I HEAR you cum so I know I am exciting you, and then you hang up in my face. I really hate that. You could at least press a few buttons on the phone as a way of saying thank you or just say thanks and hang up. But to hang up after I get you off is just a little rude. Maybe other girls are ok with that, but I am not. I like to treat you all like people, not like just average callers. But when you hang up without saying goodbye you make it feel like I am just some prostitute with money left on the bed. If you don’t have the decency to put the money in my hand (ie…saying thank you and goodbye) then go find another girl. Your money is not worth it. I treat you with class, I expect the same.

*off soapbox*

Shoutouts:
First an extra special shoutout to my canadian pantyboy photographer who called during our party and I fucked his ass with a strapon and he got to talk to all 6 of us girls cause we passed him around the room like a sexy party favor - we just loved him, also we all talked to a sissy slut who let him dress him in girly clothes from the Limited which was super fun and sexy, then I got to see my san francisco sweetie on cam and saw his super hard massive cock and it made me cum just thinking about it inside me, then I had a call with a sissy maid who fucking hung up in my face after he came *pouts*, I also had a new caller from Louisiana who I was hypnotizing and he hung up in my face after he came *pouts*, then I had a quickie sissy faggot who fucking hung up in my face after he came *pouts*, and then I dominated a new caller with an English accent and fucking he hung up in my face after he came *pouts*, then I had a forced brother-sister roleplay with a guy who actually said thank you after his call with me, then I sissified a brand new caller right after the Superbowl and he said thank you too - dontcha love it when they show appreciation?