Current Wardrobe: long sleeved red shirt, black jeans, black socks, black leather fashion boots, black bra with a silver butterfly on one of the cups
Well today was nice, got my computer fixed and I finally picked it up from the computer shop. Erin and I went out to Applebees for lunch and spent time belting out songs while she drove - LOL she laughed at me the whole day cause I am just so fucking happy it’s like a kid on Christmas morning. What a yummy lunch, I had the Blackened Chicken Salad with Oriental dressing. Yummmmmmmmyyyyy
Afterwards we came back to her place, played with the horses, had a few hot calls together, then I worked on my San Diego drawing a little bit. I got a call from my movers (most of them just close friends with pickup trucks) and they said my stuff is all moved and ready to go all I have to do is reassemble my canopy bed and half of my desk and they did the rest. My phone line is installed but it may take a couple more days for DSL to finish going through… so it looks like I might be leaving tomorrow night and checking out my new apartment. I think I might like this place better anyway. It is a little more expensive, but the view is breathtaking. I only saw the place once, so maybe when I go there I can take a longer look around, I can’t even remember if it has a garbage disposal or what color carpet it had.
So at least I have something nice to look forward to. Plus I like decorating. Tony invited me and Erin over for chili but Erin politely pulled herself away and decided to take hot sexy calls instead. So it kind of worked out for me. I got to find out a little bit more about Tony (found out he was born in Colorado but raised in Santa Cruz, CA and he has an uncommon fear of clowns and is also terrified of mimes) and also tasted the delicious chili and wow… I so CANNOT cook chili, so that was a treat. ANY MAN who can cook chili from scratch has my respect. It was fucking hot. We curled up together on his giant 3-piece sectional watching “The Last Seduction” with Linda Fiorentino and wow, that was a fucking hot movie. LOVE the scene with the chain link fence. Fucking hot. Anyway, a few kisses later and my brain absolutely melted. This guy is really a nice gentleman. Not once did he try to feel me up or act young and childish. He really was respectful. All we did was kiss. You know how long it has been since I’ve been with a guy who was halfway respectful? Mmmmm…
Anyway when the movie was over, we went into his den and he picked up his acoustic guitar, asked me to sit down on this huge black lounge chair and said he had written me a song. And there he was. Singing me this handwritten song (non-rhyming, just the way I like it. I looooove free verse poetry) right from the heart. It wasn’t mushy, it wasn’t lovey dovey. It was friendly and sweet. No one has ever serenaded me with a guitar before. I absolutely died and went to heaven. I was hiding tears but certainly didn’t show it. I still have the song in my head…. sometimes the small things are what counts. Sometimes just saying something from the heart is what makes the biggest difference.
Anyway Tony is coming over in a few minutes to hang out with me and Erin, I am going to show him my site and what I do for a living and see how he handles it. He knows what Erin does but I don’t thinks he’s told him what I do yet.
I am blown away with the way I have been treated over the last couple days. I am leaving tomorrow night to head to my new place. I finally have my computer back so I can FINALLY read my emails 
before I was letting someone relay my emails to me and now I can finally read them so woohoo I am excited.
I love you all, I guess since I can’t take calls right now, I have been REALLY keeping up with my journal. LOL pretty funny how if you can’t do one thing, you make up for it in other ways. I really miss talking to all of you.
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