Wow busy busy, today I promised to put “write in my journal” on the top of my to-do-list since it is like 30 lines long full of things for me to do today. I have been one very busy busy busy lady and took several days off so I could design The Fucking Beach and work on the new site for Bay City Blues too…. sometimes I get a little snappy at people when I am busy and working all the time so I stayed out for a long time because I like to be GENUINE and HAPPY on the phone… if I am not in the mood, I sure am hell not gonna fake it. LOL… thank me later!

This week there were so many NEW CALLERS, I was just blown away….. meeting new people on the phone is a blast - and this week there were just so many new callers I was just speechless and happy! Thank you all! I love you and hope to hear from you many many times! I’d like to apologize for going a whole week without updating my shoutouts….

Well I’ve gotten attached to my sister’s kitty, Tigger who has stayed with me for about 3 weeks now and I love him so much. She said I could keep him for “a long time” but didn’t give me a time limit. I assumed maybe till he died or something since he is an older cat. But now she wants him back. *sad eyes* She said that “now that he doesn’t have fleas” she wants him back. I am so sad about that. I love him so much and he sleeps with me every night and he is actually sitting on my lap purring with his chin on my left arm as I write this. I am actually typing this with this furry cat sleeping on my arm…. I will miss him so much. This is now the second cat I have lost this year. I miss Lizzie Shadoe, my little kitten who died after 3 days and I was devastated and thought I would never recover. And now Tigger is being taken away from me.

Yesterday afternoon I took a dip in the pool at the apartment… it was nice to get some exercise - I hadn’t gone jogging in about a week and my whole body could feel it. As soon as I finish building the Beach site (I have to do the Live Girls page, and do all the girl’s beach room galleries too) then I will probably hit the gym for about 8 hours and climb stairs or just run run run around town or something. I love to run, it is so relaxing for me!

During some of my spare time (amazing I actually got 15 minutes of spare time this week) I started drawing a chubby girl’s legs wearing fishnet stockings and put it on canvas and maybe later on this week I will actually paint it and make it look semi-decent. Due to circumstances with more priority, I haven’t had time to work on my San Diego drawing which totally sucks because the fair is coming up and I am going to cry if I don’t get it finished in time. It has now been 4 months that I’ve been working on it. I have such a long way to go, so discouraging.

Latest News: TheFuckingBeach.com is open, BayCityBlues.com is open, we now have a 120 minute call option (still have my cherry intact), and probably tomorrow our Mid-Call Billing feature will be added that lets you press a button on the phone to extend your time without hanging up - too fucking cool.

Thanks to Chris-Cross for sending me TWO sexy WHISTLES that truly made my day! And also a really cool one from Ezz (still wondering who you are…. I hope to get to know you)

This morning I was fooling around with my new keyboard and mixing new jams, sounds, echoes, and moans, etc…. and created something that actually sounds quite erotic!

DOWNLOAD MY EROTIC SOUND FILE HERE
Let me know what you think!

Shoutouts:
Had a NINETY MINUTE call with my sexy mud boy who jammed on his guitar with me and we both played together! Had TWO sexy hot calls with a cuckold guy who likes me to fuck him in front of his wife, had a sexy call with my Virginia boy who left me wanting sooo much more, made fun of my fairy fag who was such a sissy, has two hot amazing calls with my Boston pantyboy who wanted me to tell him what I’d do if he’d call me from Victoria’s Secret, had a delicious call with a new caller I like to call my Oklahoma lover, had two sexy calls with a man with a cock that was twelve inches and I could feel it in my tummy cause it was so big! Had a sexy call with my sexy Leslie Anne who loves to be such a good cocksucking pantyboy, had a surprise call out of nowhere from my Chicago sweetie who I hadn’t heard from in ages - so good to see you! Had TWO fucking hot calls with my Chris-Cross man in LA who likes to dress in his stepmommy’s business clothes, had FIVE CALLS with my wonderful military new caller in South Carolina who has the most addictive southern accent and he can spank me with his big belt buckle any day hehe, had TWO CALLS hypnotizing a hot man and telling him what to do with himself and he called back to back and came twice, had a WHOLE HOUR hypnotizing a brand new caller from DC who was soooo quiet, had a sexy erotic call with one amazing caller who made me cum incredibly hard, had a new call with a sexy man I like to call my Illinois pantyboy and he let me tease him, had a THREESOME with Jenny and a sexy man who made me use my clit pump and made me cum cum cum, had a WHOLE HOUR with a loving Canadian man (with the sexiest fucking voice ever) who made me fall in love with him by hypnotizing me and then I did the same thing to him - that was fucking hot as hell, had TWO CALLS touching myself for some mutual masturbation with a new man from Daytona who called from the heart of Texas, had the most intriguiging call with a New York girly man with large nipples who was soooo pretty in his 5 inch heels - way fun! Had a surprise call with my San Francisco musician who made me cum all over myself and is so much fun to talk to, had a HOT strapon pantyboy call with my sexy Mirabella - brand new caller! And man had another new caller who I like to call my Kentucky sissy slut who was so obedient!

Current Wardrobe: wearing nothing but cold nipples (I am shivering naked!)

Ok someone needs to knock some sense into Erin cause this house is FREEZING and I am bundled in FOUR blankets in this chair in front of the computer… but then again… I AM naked so I really can’t complain about the cold. All she’s doing is shaking her head LOL.

Today was the big day! My phone got installed in her house… and I drove up here and spent the night last night and today we did a little shopping and came back and here we are… and we both took calls all night and WOW……. totally hot!

Tomorrow I am going to spend most of the afternoon and evening with Tony so you won’t see me online for a while… I will be going with him to the music store where he said he can get me a good deal on a really nice keyboard I’ve wanted - it’s a Yamaha with 88 keys and said he can get me a discount. It will still cost me a pretty penny but I’ve always wanted one so I can learn how to play piano eventually. Now if only someone could teach me *any volunteers?* - giggles.

I’ve had a very exciting and interesting past few days that have just been overwhelming and fascinating. All of you are the kindest people… the conversations with each and every one of you have blown me away and it really reaches into the heart of who I am. Thank you for getting to know me on a personal level and for making me smile and making me laugh. I don’t think I have had a BETTER last few days than ever in my life. It has just been full of laughter and contentment.

Here is a photo of my latest drawing - this is a mini version, it is actually really big and on a nice sized canvas:

On another note, I got a used red couch from a friend and swapped my furniture for hers…. she now has my sofas and I have hers. My apartment is very very very empty right now and in desperate need of being redecorated. Maybe I might take a photo or two when I get back home!

I’ll be here at Erin’s house ALL weekend and maybe even a day or two longer, so if ANY of you call here, you can talk to both of us for the cost of one (we gotta share the same phone though if you do that so you can’t hear us both at the same time unless our ears are touching uncomfortably)… but if you call us for a threesome (which is $3.49/min) you can rest assured that me and her are really in the flesh in the same bed together pleasing you. Usually we do threesomes from the comfort of our own beds, but now we’re doing it from hers LOL…. come join us!

Shoutouts:
A warm special shoutout to my Austin pussy pleaser who called TWICE and all he did was please me and please me and please me…. and then just when I thought I couldn’t possibly be more pleased, he just kept on and on and all I can say is wow (you make me breathless and in love at the same time) - you really are a keeper in EVERY way! I had a TWO HOUR call with my Indiana insomniac who called with his sexy handsome self and made love to me and made me cum sooo hard… then he made sweet love to Erin and me beside each other which was SO hot (then he called her one on one and I could hear her cumming a mile away so he must have done SOMETHING right cause she really liked it)… then he called BACK for almost a WHOLE HOUR for a REAL THREESOME with the two of us where we gave him more loving than he could handle! Shockwaves of pure ecstacy baby…all I can say is….. holy - wow. And he sang to us too! I had a call with a brand new caller who has a major hypnosis fetish and I just hypnotized and seduced him to the point where I had him completely wrapped around my finger, had a quickie call with a sexy guy who made love to me with his very cool locking handcuffs in his handsome cop uniform, had a call with a slave who let me and Erin be his Mistresses after I hypnotized him and owned his masturbation cravings, had a delicious call with my Pheonix cuckold boy who let me be his wife fucking another man so he could watch my expression while I was getting fucked HARD, had a brand new caller make love to me that has the same name as my boyfriend - that was hot, had a wonderful call with a sexy new pantyboy who was sooo adorable in his matching baby blue bra and panties and was absolutely sexy - I had sooo much fun making him my little moaning panty slut, had a quickie call with a brand new caller who let me sit on his face the whole time and even licked my pussy and ass till I came all over his mouth!

I love you all!!!

Call me and Erin! We’re BOTH here!!!!!! *smooches*

Have you ever been with someone that was too good or too perfect? The right words always said, the right looks, the right moves, the right everything. I am almost waiting for the catch. I’ve known Tony for 3 weeks and he is too perfect. Almost in a scary way. The way he makes me feel is almost like walking onto a movie set with all the right scripts. Things between us couldn’t possibly be better - we talk and write constantly and will see each other in a few days….. I couldn’t ask for anything different…. although I am starting to notice a little bit of uncomfort (on his part) with what I do for a living. I sense that maybe he is a little jealous that I get other people off on the phone. That could be a problem. But he is trying to be accepting of it. He really is a great poet/songwriter…. I do wonder if me doing phone sex is a problem down the road. What happens if he wants me to quit my job? What if he does? I could never have someone ask me that. If you were with someone who did adult phone entertainment for a living…. would YOU be ok with it? Getting people off every single day? Would you be ok with someone doing that? I know I’m ok with it. But not everyone is. My eyes and ears are open… I really hope he is comfortable.

A couple days ago I skipped art class. I had never skipped a class before so I kind of felt bad… but anyway… I went with a couple friends down to the San Diego beach and they passed me the pipe a few times and I smoked several hits - too many to count… and they dropped me off at my apartment and I was still handling it ok and was logged in for work and I did a great call…. and then I totally passed out. A couple hours later I awoke and was so dazed and fucked up and my phone rang and I forgot I was still logged in…. and I was absolutely embarrassingly horrible and was so high that I was incoherent the first 15 minutes or so until I realized just who I was talking to (gee I even thought he was someone else how bad is that) and we did the rest of the hour with him being a complete gentleman regardless of my demeanor. I really learned my lesson. Don’t smoke weed and log in to work. And don’t skip class. And get your fucking act together. I just wanted sooo bad to not be stressed out from being overworked with web design, etc. that weed was my one little escape and it totally came and bit me in the ass. I am so not perfect. I admit when I am wrong. I admit when I fuck up. And this is a classic example of just how “real” and “imperfect” I am. I doubt that caller (who was incredibly sweet and understanding) even reads my journal but if he happens to read this…. consider this a sincere sweet apology and if you email me (since I have no way of contacting you) I will make it up to you big time I promise!

Well I got awesome news!!!! On Thursday I am getting a phone line installed in Erin’s house so I can spend more time there!! I am sooo excited and really psyched to get to spend more time with her! She is so amazing! Speaking of which, if you guys happen to call me (or her) at the right time given we are both in the same room and not on a call with someone else or if she is not outside with her horses or whatever, we would be more than happy to do a call with you - two girls for the price of one since we will physically be in the same bedroom. But I would ask that you message us first just in case one of us is cooking or whatever. Cause we do live normal regular (and sexual) lives hee hee.

Speaking of me and Erin together, here is a little shameless plug of self-promotion to help get you guys in the mood to call me and her… we really do compliment each other well on the phone and have great chemistry together….

Call us for a threesome! Just ask for Isabella and Erin and call 1-866-SEXY-TFB for $3.49/min and have a hot time with us!

Shoutouts:
First of all I want to give a very special and dear shoutout to my friend in Arizona who was patient with me for a WHOLE HOUR while I was totally fucked up and high - you really are a wonderful pantyboy with a sweet heart thank you (I do not deserve you, thank you), had a fun quickie with a man with a small pecker and likes to suck black cock, had a wonderful straight call with a loving man, had a sexy sissy call where I told my obedient slave how to masturbate then his roommate walked in and he had to go but he still said thank you (now THAT is a man), had a NINETY MINUTE call with my Wisconsin hugger who made love to me and held me the whole time - it was so romantic, had a great type hypnotizing my weed slave and owning his orgasm until I was ready to let him explode, had a WHOLE HOUR with a man who lets me hypnotize him into letting him become hopelessly addicted to me and he really is a nice guy because I told him a few things that I usually don’t tell people so it was nice to be a little open (I’ll never look at creme brulee a french movie and tony the same way again), had an awesome cuckold call where I fucked tony in front of my own husband wow that was hot being a wife, had a sissy call with Dawn the crossdresser who let me dress her up and make her sooo pretty, had an awesome call with a new caller who let me sissify him over and over and make him oh so sexy, had a surprise call out of the blue (those are my favorite) from my 3-click boy who made love to me after I stripped out of my lingerie just for him and he made me cum ALL over myself! Had TWO HOURS with a secret caller who’d rather not me say mmmmhmmm…. Had a HOT THREESOME with Donna and we fucked my anal boy’s ass with a baseball bat and a bowling pin and we even put our arms up his ass! Woohoo! Had an amazing call with a caller who was quiet in his bathroom while he had other people in the house and he fucked me doggy style against the counter over and over! Mmmmm and I just got off the phone with a new caller with the sexiest deepest voice ever who I like to call my Panty Pussy because he looks sooo sexy in his cotton-candy colored white and pink lingerie - and a cook too (what more could a girl ask for?) woohoo!

**Note to my SEXY NJ Carrot Boy: Still waiting on confirmation but the email was sent - talk to you later sexy!

isabella: Hi, this is Isabella!
john doe: mmmm
isabella: wow you sound like you’re doing something naughty
john doe: uh huh mmmm
isabella: mmm so who is this?
john doe: nobody
isabella: well that’s cool you can use a fake name… I was just curious to see if I’ve talked to you before
john doe: mmmmm
isabella: are you stroking yourself?
john doe: mmm hmm
isabella: well you sound really into it, I bet it’s hard as a rock
john doe: yeah
isabella: how hard? can I hear it?
john doe: (tap tap tap on phone I hear his cock)
isabella: wow sounds big too
john doe: (grunt moan)
isabella: well guess what I’m doing right now
john doe: I dunno
isabella: well I’ve been playing with myself about five minutes before you even called and I am HORNY
john doe: (grunt)
isabella: is there anything you’d like me to do? hee hee cause I’m really flexible
john doe: talk
isabella: well what about? do you have any fetishes?
john doe: I don’t care just talk
isabella: mmmm about anything?
john doe: yes (grunt moan)
isabella: well right now my pussy is really really wet, want to feel?
john doe: just talk
isabella: (isn’t that what I’m doing?) well….
john doe: (moans some more)
isabella: tell you what, I’m gonna reach down and grab my vibrator so we can have some fun together and I can talk and you can listen to me while I tell you what I do
john doe: no just talk
isabella: you mean just about nothing?
john doe: silence
isabella: well right now my kitty is sitting on the window sill staring at me right now and he is SO adorable, he actually is my sister’s cat Tigger but she is letting him stay with me. I went to the grocery store this morning after going to Starbucks and I give him all the best cat food and I even went as far as getting the new crystal type of litter that lasts up to a whole month but I haven’t used it yet cause the poor cat is sleeping right now.
john doe: (moans louder)
isabella: and I have to go shopping this afternoon and also if I get a chance get a membership card at the video store later on. Then when I come back I want to work on my drawing again - you should see it! It looks really awesome and I’ve been working on it hours a day to get it just right.
john doe: silence
isabella: and well tonight I am going to watch american idol cause for some reason I like hearing simon be an asshole, I don’t know why. But he is just so cruel that it’s funny, and then my sister and her husband are coming over. And wow I’ve been redecorating my house so this should be really fun.
john doe: oh God
isabella: you know what now that I’m thinking about it, I need more reading material in the bathroom, and I need a new phone book… cause this one goes to a different city. Wow I need to call my friend Sarah and see how she’s doing and I could REALLY use some more coffee.
john doe: I’m about to cum!
isabella: I should really get my nails done too, I just got them done yesterday but already the paint is chipping.
john doe: (groan moan shout) wow I just came hard. You are the BEST! You knew exactly what I wanted!
isabella: (I did?) well thank you very much!
john doe: I’ll call you again tomorrow! wow!
isabella: great! I can’t wait

–we hang up phone–

isabella: (crinkles forehead)

Current Wardrobe: it’s laundry day so please don’t ask what I’m wearing cause it doesn’t even match

What kind of sick and twisted world do we live in when you go to a laundromat and someone STEALS your fucking panties? I am not fucking kidding. I put them in the washer. I took them OUT of the washer. I put them IN the dryer. I leave the laundromat for about 20 minutes and go window shopping in the shopping center nearby … I return and there is some scary looking guy staring at me with a toothless grin and he lifted my lavendar panties (the silky g-string with the purple butterfly in the middle and have strings on the side) and put it up to his face and rubbed it all over his mouth.

What the hell was I supposed to do? Ask for them back? Ewwwwwww

I grabbed my stuff and ran out of there, didn’t even fold my clothes.

*shudder*

(I’ll write all my shoutouts another day, I just wanted to make this comment first)

Ok I am gonna be brave and share a few sketches from my sketchbook that I use for schoolwork….. please please save the bad comments because these are NOT things I spent a long time on and I know they are low quality and have many flaws and I already know what’s wrong with each one, trust me. But at least you can see the different stuff I am learning at school!

Drawing 1 - Shadows and architecture - time limit = 1 hour
Drawing 2 - Point-of-view perspective (seat & desk in front of me) with charcoal - time limit = 30 mins.
Drawing 3 - Point-of-view Freestyle - time limit = 30 mins.
Drawing 4 - Teacher’s hand on Transparency (sight to paper) - time limit = 1 hour
Drawing 5 - Color abstract animal composition = time limit = 2 hours
Drawing 6 - Figure movement drawing using triangulation - time limit = 2 hours
Drawing 7 - Freestyle drawing after school (at art museum) - time limit = 45 mins.
Drawing 8 - Figure drawing relative in relation to size - time limit = 45 mins.
Drawing 9 - Architecture using point-to-point triangulation - time limit = 1 hour 15 mins
Drawing 10 - Light house cylinder shaping and elipse figuring - time limit = 1 hour
Drawing 11 - Freestyle composition everyday objects (cigarettes, margarita glass, cell phone) - time limit = 1 hour 15 mins.
Drawing 12 - 3D Rendering Perspective (paper bags) - time limit 1 hour 15 mins
Drawing 13 - Shadows and architecture - time limit = 1 hour

As far as my San Diego drawing goes (and thank you all for even asking in the first place!)
Here’s a picture of an area being designed
Here’s a follow-up picture of what I filled in

Current Wardrobe: Long black chiffon skirt and a white hippie long sleeved shirt, lavendar thong matching lavendar bra, black high heeled sandals

So here I am at 6:41 am sipping on my White Chocolate Mocha Mesto from Starbucks with an extra shot of espresso (yummmy) and I am sitting here typing on my computer overlooking the most beautiful view of the city and I got to watch the sunrise this morning and it was just breathtaking. These past couple weeks have been the best in my life… I must say that meeting Tony was exactly what I needed and it feels so nice to know that someone really likes me for who I am and isn’t all about sex and getting his rocks off.

I still cannot get over Friday night, the way he held me, looked right into my eyes and would just hold my face in his hands. I really can’t explain how much it has affected me on a personal level. My heart feels as though someone has been massaging it for weeks and I finally got the chance to make true passionate love. He never judged me, tried to fix me, correct me, or try to perfect me into what he wanted. He just accepted me for who I am, flaws and all. He even dug my foot fetish. Even as I type this now, the butterflies and warm feeling in my tummy are the most tingling feeling. I haven’t felt this way about a man in a long long time. I wish I lived closer to him so I could be with him right now.

I am gonna talk with Erin and see if we can work out some kind of phone arrangement, even if I have to install my own line out there - so that I can spend more time with her as well as Tony since he lives next door to her. It would be cool so that I could spend a day or so there and come back whenever I want without losing calls. Me and Erin are such good friends and she doesn’t live too far, and you all KNOW how good we sound on the phone together as a team!

Tonight I am heading out to L.A. to see my friend Christa (and if I have time I want to see Emma) because she invited me out there to see some of the streetracers. I have never watched cars do drag racing but it looks like it will be a lot of fun! So tonight’s gonna be a little wild! If it gets out of hand or if doesn’t go the way we hoped, we may do a couple calls together at her place, so we’ll see what happens!

OOOhh and my friend Brandi made me a really cool animation! I hope you all like it! She did a kick ass job!

Shoutouts:
Had a WHOLE HOUR hypnotizing my uncle into becoming hopelessly addicted to me and I learned how to turn his no’s into yes’s and I forced him to rape me woohoo, had a fun quickie call with my sissy fairy fag, had a great call with a new caller - the boy-next-door who was helping me move and we fucked hard in my bedroom mmm hmmm, had a slutty dirty call with my little brother who I molested and then fucked his brains out, had a sweet girlie call with a beautiful little pantyboy who looked so pretty in his panties, then I hypnotized my chicago pantyboy and made him into such a precious little girl and made him cum soooo hard!

*smooches* talk to you soon!

Current Wardrobe: Yellow bikini top, short pink shorts, light pink g-string with strings on the side, and yellow sandals

I’ve spent the last few days listening to the same two cds over and over and over, even when I sleep. Ever get music that you love so much that you never get tired of them? These two cds (Beyonce’s new one and Sarah McLachlan’s new one) are the best cds ever and I am absolutely in love with this music and have been singing along to it all day. I look so silly hee hee.

My girlfriend here at the Bar, Brandi has the coolest fucking email - she uses Incredimail and now I went and got it and told my friends Erin, Emma, and Raven about it and hopefully they will get it too… It is sooooo cool cause you can put custom pics in it and cool animations and put fantasy art and all sorts of interesting things…. I am sooo addicted to it, I have been on a downloading spree lately!!!

I went to art class last night and did two architectural sketches and did each one in only an hour which is impressive since the rest of the class only got halfway done with one so I thought it was a nice little confidence boost when I came home. I am improving my art skills so much. The only bad thing is that there are only two art classes left and then the class ends. But the good news is that the same teacher will do another semester after this one but instead of me signing up for the drawing class like I did this time, I will sign up for the drawing & painting class which is a combination class with watercolor technique which will kick ass!!! I love having real hands-on training and this is a dream come true for me. A part of me wants to attend a “real” college though but money is kind of tight right now cause I am paying off a credit card and still have a couple things I want to take care of. I really want to save for my trip to Europe in the fall so I might hold off on college and maybe go later on this year. Not sure when though.

My sister had her wisdom teeth taken out, all four of em. Poor girl. She came over to my apartment the other day and was in such pain. I felt so bad for her. I went to the grocery store and bought soup, ice cream, yogurt, milk for milkshakes, etc. - ANYTHING that she could swallow since she can’t have solid foods…. and I surprised her with a bouquet of daisies to cheer her up. She really appreciated it…. sometimes it’s the small things that count. Her husband came over later on to cheer her up and we ended having a really interesting conversation while we watched the Simpsons. He was making a comment about his kick ass computer and I was telling him how jealous I was of him. And he looked at me incredulously and said - “YOU??? Jealous of ME????” and he proceeded to point at things in my apartment - my two tv’s, my two dvd players, flat screen computer monitor, digital camera, xbox, PS2, etc…. and he goes….. “Look around you, girl.”

And I did. I looked around. And I learned a valuable lesson. I really am a lucky girl. I grew up so incredibly poor it’s not even funny. And now I look all around my apartment and I have everything I’ve ever wanted. Why is it that no matter what you have, you always want more? I am so appreciative of what I have. Taking things for granted has always been kind of a fault with me….I went to sleep that night feeling a sense of value and pride in being able to work hard for the items I have.

Case in point.

**steps on soapbox** One person kind of laughed at me when I told them what I do for a living and they just laughed and said “Well that’s easy. All you do is moan and hang up the phone.” Well you know what? There is so much to this job than picking up the telephone. People have NO idea how much TIME and EFFORT goes into being a phone sex operator. Constant web updates (not just on my site but on all the other sites of girls that pay me to do their sites too), marketing and advertising including online and print and business cards, web design, topsite joining, voting, email upkeep, chatting in chatrooms, chatting on instant messages, creating banners and logos, keeping up with my journal, correspondence with all the other girls here, and a million other things that goes with this business that doesn’t involve picking up the phone. And then of course there is more to picking up the phone too, I really listen and get involved and delve into peoples fetishes, and then I have to remember people, their fetishes, their dislikes (you have no idea how hard it is to remember what NOT to say), and then still be able to pull small comments like remembering the name of someone’s dog…. and having done thousands of calls… well… that’s not so easy. I really work hard…. and I love what I do. And I am PROUD to have the things I have because I earned it. I went to sleep last night feeling a true sense of “growing up” and having done something that makes me feel like I am doing something right. **ok off soapbox**

Today’s gonna be a big day…. I see my shrink this afternoon… and I have a date with Tony tonight. It’s been 7 or 8 weeks since I have been laid. I think tonight could be the night!

*crosses fingers*

Shoutouts:
Had a WHOLE HOUR with my Pennsylvania Pantyboy who I blackmailed by replacing my voice clip with his own voice clip where I recorded him saying his full name and admitting he wears panties (which of course made him cum all over the place since he heard it for himself) and I even put it on the site during our call - wow that was hot, had a WHOLE HOUR hypnotizing my Alaskan slave where he teased me for not knowing the facts of Janes Addiction - I didn’t realize that Carmen’s Dave was NOT the lead singer whoops hee hee, had a WHOLE HOUR with my sexy oral boy who let me teach him the proper way to suck cock mmmmm and the very next day he called me for ANOTHER HOUR so that I could hypnotize him into feeling like he really was a woman and he even came like a girl and sucked cock so good, had a sexy call with my San Francisco sweetie who masturbated with me till we both came REALLY hard, had a nice call with my pantyboy who let me fuck him with a strapon and he clicked 5 times on the phone to say thank you, had a fucking awesome time with my twin cities slave who asked for permission before he came all over the place and he even pleasured my feet, had a great call with a new caller who was so turned on during the hypnosis session that he couldn’t even finish half the call and he came all over the place and hung up without saying goodbye (felt that good eh? no goodbye?), had a delicious call hypnotizing my charming prince in the garden under the moonlight where I denied his orgasm over and over and over, and then I had a great roleplay with my sweet little girl who had a cocksucking contest with me and we sucked a bunch of sexy men in underwear in a room then we sucked cock together!

*smooches* thank you so much for being so great! I love you all!