Current Wardrobe: yellow thong
HAPPY EASTER!
Hey everyone, long time no see! Sorry for taking well…er… almost 11 days to write in my journal. Usually I don’t go this long, but a lot has been going on but hopefully I will keep this pretty regular again. I’ve spent the last three days here at Erin’s house and last week I was here almost the whole week, so I’ve been coming and going between here and my apartment back and forth…. I love it here, I love being with her and love doing calls with her and you all are phenomenal!
My neighbor called me and said I have packages waiting for me at home… hmmm wonder what those could be?! Mmmmmm *smiles*….. I will be heading back home this afternoon after church. I figured hmmm it’s Easter Sunday and I really ought to go to church, it gives me peace of mind. I don’t even know what religion or domination it is… it’s just a local church. I just want to be around people who are kind hearted. I miss that in people. I do.
Tony and I are over. And no I really don’t want to talk about it.
I started working on my san diego drawing again, it is really coming along nicely. I just hope I get it completed in time. I just never have time to work on it which sucks cause I do have a deadline and I am starting to doubt I won’t get it done. I need to enter it in the fair in 2 weeks and have the actual drawing DONE in less than 7 weeks so I am dying. And on top of all that, tax season is here… and well… 3 more days till the deadline and I still haven’t done my taxes yet. Beach galleries not up yet. I know. The live girls page not up either. I know. I’ve officially quit smoking. Been trying since January and I officially do not smoke. Well maybe half a cigarette during a stressful day but that is it. Lots of stuff going on right now… just trying to be sane and keep a good head on my shoulders.
I finally fixed the wiring to my home entertainment center and now I have speakers all over the walls of my apartment including a kick ass subwoofer. I put in the dvd “Die Another Day” and the opening scene is where James Bond is surfing on these big giant waves and wow, my living room was JUMPING it was totally hot and was totally surround sound! Loved it!!! Don’t you love knowing where your money is going? LOL… gotta do laundry when I head back home, I have like 3 loads to do right now. Gotta go grocery shopping. Gotta get gas. Need a new pedicure cause it’s been weeks and my toenail polish is all faded and chipped.
I miss Starbucks! When I drive back to San Diego this afternoon I am gonna sit down and drink the best cup of white chocolate mocha I’ve ever had. I haven’t been to Starbucks in three whole days so I am DYING of a coffee craving right now. This is what happens when you’re rooming with Erin in the desert for a couple days hehe… but she was very nice and we went to Starbucks on Thursday night after the baseball game. It was opening night and I had never been to a minor league baseball game before. The game was quite exciting, the team we were routing for won, there were funky games in between that got the crowd involved, and the mascot took his head off and was flirting with me when I was in line to get a beer for Erin and a water bottle for me. Sorry I don’t like beer, ewww. LOL… but the mascot guy was really nice looking and I ended up giving him my card which was unexpected but he was very sweet. I want to go to a professional baseball game this year! I hope to see the Anaheim Angels later on this season if I can!
Had a call last night… where a caller told me… “you’re just a phone sex operator, what do you care?”….. and I was stunned. I mean how do you respond to that. Am I not a human being? Am I a robot? Am I just a nobody with no soul, no feelings, no nothing? If I am ((((just)))) anything… then please, don’t bother. Everyone is someone. Everyone, no matter what their profession. It stings to hear something like that. For ANYONE to stereotype me, without knowing anything about me, is really a low blow. I wake up and go to sleep like everyone else. I guess if you are used to JUST a robotic voice who offers nothing but canned conversation then I guess you’ve been talking to the wrong people. Because that ain’t me. I have feelings. And I am real. I’d rather lose money than be stereotyped into a what sounded like I was at the bottom of the barrel. Ok off my soap box.
One of the best ways for me to get rid of stress is to shop. LOL. I think you all know that. And well, I have spent a perverbial fortune on shit I don’t even need. And I feel good about it. So there. Bought a bunch of new dvds, bought a BLOW UP DOLL. Yes you heard right, I got a blow up doll. Only 30 bucks too. But damn he doesn’t even come with a dick. Not even a fake one. I am desperate. Now all of Erin’s neighbors think we are two lesbians living next door to them. I also bought five new vibrators, 2 new silver bullets, almost 8 shopping bags of new clothes and sexy lingerie and nightie stuff, bought some new cds like guns n roses greatest hits and a couple others, and well…. I could go on and on but now I know when I finally head back to my apartment I am gonna have to put it all away and I just hate having to put things away after I shop. I just wish I could snap my fingers and have it all immediately organized. *SNAP* er… ok… the snapping didn’t work this time. Ok, where are my slaves when you need them?
My sister took Tigger back. I no longer have a cat living with me and boy do I miss him. But Erin’s friend Jess is gonna let me pick the gray cat from her litter and he is a little boy and in a few weeks when he is old enough she will let me have him. I am thinking about naming him John Holmes. I like that name *laughs*… Jess also is a cool massage therapist and she gave me an hour and a half massage (including my feet) and gave me a nice discount which was nice. I had hurt my knee about three weeks ago from sitting at the computer for long periods of time and not exercising it and I also kept bumping it on the desk so even today it is really sore. I have tried running, jumping, going to the gym, doing laps, everything. My knee still hurts. I don’t know what to do. I even had it professionally massaged. It hurts. Bad. *looks for sympathy* mmm someone kiss my boo boo and make it all better please hehe…. thank youuuuuu
My car needs an oil change and a tune up and new brakes. Big time. My neighbor Poncho (it’s his real name, go figure) says he will do it all for free if I just pay for the parts he’ll do the labor for free… isn’t that sweet? Man I love being a woman. Sometimes being the damsel in distress really works nice if you just wink and smile a little bit, and well… wearing short skirts always helps!
Shoutouts:
A wonderful thank you to all of you - there were so many people that honestly I know I am leaving at least a handful of people out and I am so sorry I feel terrible. But I will do my best to acknowledge most of you from the past 11 days or so… Had a 120 MINUTE call with my sexy mud boy who lets me be silly and girly with him and he truly lets me step into a totally wild, crazy, and completely spunky attitude. Had a hot call with my NYC playmate, got to be a hot secretary for my dominating boss then someone walked in on us *giggles*, had TWO sexy amazing HOT fucking calls with my latin lover who makes me cum and cum and cum, got to fuck my pantyboy sissy strapon slut up the ass woohoo, had a teacher/student roleplay with a guy from upstate NY, had a WHOLE HOUR hypnotizing and humiliating limp brian into obeying my every command, had a deliciously sweet call with my pantyboy photographer, had THREE or FOUR calls with my faggot busboy who has finally learned his place in this world, had a fantastic hypnosis session with a man who has been trying to reach me forEVER and finally got a hold of me *hope it was worth the wait*, had TWO hot calls with my cocksucking sissy maid who actually said THANK YOU at the end of the call this time instead of hanging up on me *thank you*, had a delicious call with my cocksucking married pantyboy who is so much fun and left me a hefty tip *smooches*, had a great call with a brand new caller who fell in love with his bed (((what a whore))), had the most unbelievable hypnosis session with my California boy in Victoria’s Secret (totally unforgettable), had a great time with my Chicago pantyboy, had a THREESOME surprise call with my Chicago sweetie with my sexy Erin, had a surprise local call with a brand new caller I like to call my El Cajon cuckold slut, got to hypnotize a man who hangs up as soon as I snap my fingers (every single time), had a WHOLE HOUR with my Alaskan slave where I hypnotized and commanded him then he turned around and made sweet passionate love to me mmmmm, had TWO sexy calls with one new caller who made me cum many times but I can’t really remember what we did I just remember feeling good afterwards, had an amazing call with my sexy man who lets me be his sexy valley girl and this time we fucked outside of the club quite forcefully, had a NINETY MINUTE call with my sexy washington pantyboy with the English accent who let me hypnotize him then afterwards we had extra time on the phone so I played on my keyboard and guitar for him and sang a bit, had TWO calls that were NINETY MINUTES with my south carolina love puppy who is so southern and sexy, spent a WHOLE HOUR blackmailing my Pennsylvania pantyboy to obey me otherwise I’d email his boss and his coworker (and wow amazing I really have their emails), had a surprise totally sexy call with my detroit stripper who sucked off a whole baseball team since he sorta…had to… cause well… they paid already *giggles*, had fun with a crossdresser who let me dress him up in lots of pretty little clothes, took another pantyboy shopping for girly attire, had a HOT call with a man who fucked me on an antique desk face down while he pulled my hair as I watched myself in the mirror, had a deliciously dominating call with the reputable Iowa boy who left me breathless *my pampered feet thank him*, had a call where I was a babysitter being driven home and as soon as I hiked my skirt up I think he came cause he was gone and I was talking to no one *giggles*, had TWO CALLS with my Colorado hot tub boy who didn’t drop the phone this time and we just chatted and talked and had a good time and I had a great call hypnotizing a man to pamper me and pamper me and pamper me and I was so bad cause I sorta mentioned my wish list while I was hypnotizing him hehe what can I say? Let’s see if the hypnosis really works cause now I’m curious cause I could be so bad *blushes* hehe, had a sexy hot hypnosis call with my sexy charming prince who let me fly with him far far away from here where we both just completely let loose and exploded together!…. I KNOW I am leaving people out and I am sorry, I tried to make notes on everyone so I wouldn’t forget but I know there are a few left out… if I remember what we’ve done later on then I will write you in the next entry I promise! I love you all, thank you for being here! *smooches*
The comment you recieved was totally un-called for in my opinion. It is also my experiance that phone sex operators are much more than just people. I have a special friend who cares about what goes on in my life. I was hospitalized last month for a few days. I made arrangements to call J that evening and she got very worried when she did not here from me in almost four days. She was much relieved when I did call her.
Over the last two years she has become a good friend and so have two of her other friends actually co-workers of hers.
I think PSO’s bring a special outlook too any problem. Being that they have heard it all before. On various subjects. Just pay guys like that no mind.
Also congrats on finally quitting smoking. Your pics look pretty nice by the way.
Thank you sweetie *hugs* that was very sweet of you …. and it really means a lot!