Current Wardrobe: see-thru black mesh top, black demi bra, long light blue chiffon skirt, black thigh highs, black combat boots ….. no panties today

Well today certainly is going to be a good one. I can feel it in the air. Six cups of delicious coffee later….. mmmmm…. yes… still going to be a good day.

Just got a knock at my door, UPS delivered a package… hmmm what could it be? True honest curiosity. I wasn’t expecting anything. Not this time. A box from Amazon. Hmmm…. a gift? I am opening the box with one of my keys (not a good key cause we all know how bad it would be if I broke the key to my car or something)… and wow… a gift-wrapped present… from… let’s see who this is from. Oh wow. *shock* it’s from my Sissy Brianna, a sissy maid…. wow. Thank you so much! It’s a book of photography of topless women wearing panties - to help inspire my art. Thank you so very much, this means the world!

See? I KNEW today was going to be a good one. Now I am just smiling like crazy.

I read a quote today by Gary Zukav. It said: “Give yourself permission to choose the most positive behavior in each moment.” and it really made me want to do something worthwhile today.

In a few minutes I am heading out to the V.A. hospital again and will volunteer some time and step away from work for a while - so I won’t be here for a few hours. I feel so much better when I get a chance to help others. I never really like to talk about what I do for charity or what I do for hospitals or things like that, cause then it feels like I am expecting a pat on the back and I am not. I like to do things anonymously - to me the best things in life are done when you don’t take credit. When I am a millionaire (notice I said WHEN and not IF) I wanna be one of those people who anonymously donates tons of money to needy schools and hungry families.

After I go there, I really need to go to the porn shop too. Cause I just wore out ANOTHER silver bullet. Damn. I have to buy a new one every two weeks. It’s not the batteries wearing out - if it were I would just replace them. But the actual MOTOR dies. I actually KILL the motor of a vibrator when I use it. *gulps* - I mean damn. Don’t these people make these things reliable for horny 24-hour masturbators? I should spank whoever invented these things for not giving a lifetime warranty on them. Or at this point, I’d settle for a month long warranty.

Been working on my San Diego drawing, it is REALLY coming along nicely, but I still worry about not getting it completed in time. I really really REALLY am trying. But it is sooo hard to juggle everything I have going on. If I were to tell you just HOW busy I really am, you would think I was full of shit. LOL my life is like a living soap opera. And my sister walked in on me masturbating again. I shouldn’t have given her a key. LOL - do you know how embarrassing it is? It’s one thing if I was just masturbating on my back. But you all know me. I don’t always do things the way others do. I was laying FACE down with my hands handcuffed to my canopy bed, with a silver bullet on my clit with a pillow holding it in place - watching a porno of a man spanking a young woman over and over and over. And my sister walks in and goes…. “Oh God. Here we go again.” and she turned and walked away.

LOL

Shoutouts:
Had THREE calls with a sexy mind-stimulating poet who is such an incredible lover and even had a HOT THREESOME with sexy Donna for a hot BellaDonna orgy that was soooo sensual and sexy, had a wonderful call with a BRAND NEW caller who made love to me slow then turned explosive - a totally wonderful chicago college teacher who left me breathless, had a great time with a BRAND NEW caller who was a sissy cocksucker who was wonderful until he hung up on me when he came *spanks him for that* - you could have at LEAST said thank you, had an absolutely magnificent call hypnotizing a man to believe I was the married woman he works with in the office and mmmmmm that was hot as hell, had the most memorable call with my favorite ER pantyboy doctor who cums over and over and OVER (I swear, this sexy guy cums more than a teenager - why can’t I get a guy like this???), and had a wonderful call with a man who raped me as his little sister in the wilderness and he left me the sweetest 10 minute tip - thank you so much!!

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