Current Wardrobe: white t-shirt torn at the midriff, short ripped blue jean shorts with paint on them, black thong, black bra, barefoot

I have been working on this new painting, sort of pop art-like. I think I am getting a knack for pop art and find it a lot more enjoyable cause I hate boring colors and to me, this helps reflect my bold personality. So last night I started turning one of my drawings into a painting. Right now only the outline is done, but it’s taking shape.

You’ve Got Guys Lined Up Around the Block While your little black book isn’t as thick as Paris Hilton’s… You get the most dates of any girl you know It’s your whole five star package that attracts men - Your looks, your charm, and your ability tie a cherry with your tongue.

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LMAO!!! Loved that quiz, makes me feel all warm and cozy
Hee hee don’t mind the cat scratches LOL…

Oooh ooh Kevin is coming over tonight, said he wanted to cook for me. I’m horny. And tonight I am going to seduce him. It has been MONTHS since I have had sex and damnit…. I am gonna rape the geek. He won’t know what’s coming (or should I say cumming?) I promise to give you details!

Shoutouts:
had two hot calls with my sissy hairdresser where not only did I humiliate him but he allowed me to get to know him on a more personal level and all I can say is that I am blown away by this long-haired dick-sucking hair-curling ball-licking slut. I fucked my husband’s best friend for half-a-grand while cleaning his house - what a hot call, had a fantastic call with my detroit kinky boy and came SO Hard, had a mind-blowing call (plus he extended time and left me a long tip too) with my delicious latin lover who absolutely knows how to press my buttons and make me cum right after another, had a brand new call with my indiana hotel room pantyboy who is originally from michigan and boy he was a total sweetheart, I hypnotized my charming prince on a stripclub stage surrounded by 12 sexy gorgeous women - one for every month, had a new call with a cuckold man who is letting another man fuck his wife after 12-years of marriage, came REALLY loud for a hot southern boy for a sweet quickie, had an WHOLE HOUR with my Wisconsin hugger who spoils me in more ways than one, had a WHOLE HOUR with a BRAND NEW CALLER from Chicago who is ready to marry me - and he means it. LMAO…. I love you guys!

I’ve done a couple thousand calls… I’ve had my share of wild fetish calls, the strange, the weird, the bizarre. I’ve talked to everyone from the jobless, the homeless (what would we do without payphones?), the normal, the kinky, the rich, the filthy rich, and even celebrities. As you all may know, phone sex is not as simple as just answering a phone and just moaning. If that was all there was to it, then I wouldn’t be where I am today. All successful phone sex operators have funny stories to tell, if they don’t - then they haven’t been doing this job long enough. All of us have heard, said, or had something happen so incredibly ridiculous on the phone that we just have to laugh. If any of these things apply to YOU then please don’t take it as me picking on you - I just find you one of a kind.

~The Pizza Guy
I was doing a phone sex call and the pizza guy knocked on the door. I had forgotten to log out earlier. Imagine what it was like for the pizza guy to see me semi-naked trying to cover myself, while doing phone sex, while fumbling through my purse looking for my drivers license, while putting my finger to my lips trying to tell the pizza guy not to say a word. I don’t remember verbatim what was said - but I’ll never forget the look of the pizza guy’s face - when we’re talking about dildos, pantyhose, and sticking things in your butt. I tipped him well.

~The Paperboy
It was between 4 and 5 am and the delivery boy was dropping papers and usually no one is roaming the apartment complex at that time so I had my windows open to my bedroom. I was watching a porno where a boy was leaned over another man’s lap getting a hard spanking. The paper boy peaks in and sees me watching this, with a blanket over my legs, a phone to my ear, and my hand moving under the blanket. I hear him toss the paper. I look up. See this kid with braces smiling at me. Good God.

~The Police
One time I heard my neighbors upstairs fighting. Like really bad. A woman was getting slapped and hit and thrown down and a kid was screaming bloody murder. I thought he was killing her. I was in the middle of a phone sex call and told my caller what was going on and he was very understanding and I ended up calling the police on my cell phone DURING my cum call. Imagine stopping a session of cumming to call the police.

~My sister
On at least 5 occasions, my sister has walked in on me masturbating. I mean, she HEARS my phone sex calls all the time - sometimes she even joins in… but when she catches me masturbating - it is really embarrassing. On one occasion, she walked in my apartment (she has a key) she walks in my bedroom and I am watching a porno with woman getting spanked tied to a pole by a female mistress and I am propped up on pillows with my pussy staring at the opening of my bedroom and a dildo in my pussy. She fucking walks in. Stares at me masturbating. Says “Not again.” and walks out.

~The cat
I smelled something burning. Stupid cat from about a year ago put it’s tail through one of my candles and he was meowing loud and started a fire at the foot of the bed. I was just telling my caller to stick a cucumber in his ass and take a bite and when I saw the fire I was trying my best to keep doing phone sex AND put the fire out with one of my bras that was laying on the floor. I was putting the fire out with a BRA. I looked like a total scared kid hitting a roach or something. And yet I was still keeping my rhythm on the phone, didn’t miss a beat. It’s not like you can just interrupt a caller to say that you have a fire. He asked me what that noise was (he could hear the bra hitting the carpet where I was trying to put it out) and I told him I was spanking my pussy with a toy. Good cover up. He just kept fucking his ass.

~The crayon fetish
My sister gets a kick out of my calls. One of my favorite things to do is try to shock her with things I say on the phone while during the call. Nothing amuses me more than watching her stop drawing to look up at me with complete shock. One time I was doing a call with my regular wax fetish guy who likes it when I take crayola crayons (they HAVE to be crayola) and melt them in a pot and pour it on my breasts and let it cool by standing in front of the freezer then I take the mold off my tits and then I masturbate squatting on the floor with the breast bowls on the floor and I am supposed to cum in them. Cost of crayons $5. Cost of call $30. Look on my sister’s face. Priceless.

~The horse fetish
He said he wanted a rape call. Ok no problem. I’m thinking force, aggressiveness, cruelty. I’m getting into it. Then he says… “Come out to the barn with me.” And I’m like ok, I can be raped in a barn. And then he points to the twelve horses in the stalls. Tells me I have been a bad bad girl. I can assure you that wincing while saying “Oh please get the horse off of me” was very easy to say.

~The wrong number
Even guys make mistakes. Sometimes men call me by ordering online where they type their number and the phone rings both of us back. One time a guy put in the wrong number. It was 3 am. The phone rings me. The phone rings the guy. An older man like 70 years old picks up the phone. I say “Hi this is Isabella” and he says “Uh who?” and I’m thinking maybe he couldn’t hear me so I said “It’s me Isabella and I am soooo horny” and he goes “Oh yeah?” and I said yes and told him I was naked and wanted him sooo bad and he says to me “Um why are you calling me? Who are you?” and I tell him that he called me first and asked if he wanted to fuck. At the SAME time, I saw a message on the computer from the real caller telling me he fudged up and was warning me not to answer my phone. So I immediately felt embarrassed and apologized to the old man before I gave him a heart attack.

~The hotel
Along the same lines. Sometimes people order a call online from a hotel room and it rings the main desk instead of their rooms. One particular time I actually got the consierge/bell boy/clerk desk guy and was describing how horny and wet I was and that I had been touching myself for the past half hour waiting to talk to him and he goes … “Um, which room do you want?”

~The food fetish
Shampoo some mayonnaise in my hair. Ketchup in my pussy. Pickle relish in my ass. Eggs in my shoes. Salsa on my tits. Pudding all over my body. Now cum. Cum again. Again. Now slap your face with a cream pie. Now cum again. Yes Sir.

~The insect fetish
Interestingly enough, I really understood this fetish. I had read about it. The guy takes a jar with a bee in it. Opens the jar long enough to put the opening on the bottom of his cock. The bee stings his cock. The caller lets out a horrid gasp. Then within a minute, he experiences the most amazing pleasure of his life while the poison of the bee spreads through his cock.

~The belly guy
We’re having a normal call. He’s fucking my pussy. He’s kissing me. He’s making me cum. He fucks my ass. Licks me. Pleasures me. I cum some more. Perfectly normal. Nothing crazy. Then he says “Come here so I can put my dick in your belly button.”

~The gay guy
He tells me he’s gay. I’m thinking - hmmm I can pretend I have a dick or I can do a fantasy where he’s with another cock, no big deal. Right? Wrong. He wants ME to be a man. Hmmm ok, I can pretend to be a man. I start talking. He says “No, talk deeper.” So I lower my voice. “No deeper.” I lower it some more. “DEEPER. Talk like a man.” So I scrunch up my voice, stand up, put my hand in my pants, let out a burp and a grunt and did my best Sean Connery impression. “Yeah that’s better.”

~The hairdresser
I love this guy. Never have I met anyone who actually gets off by washing my hair and rolling it with curlers and then putting me under the hairdryer. And of course, I insult him by calling him a faggot over and over. And yes, he really works at a salon.

~The car wreck
I’m doing a call with a guy who is dominating me while driving his car on his cell phone. He’s masturbating and tailgating someone. All of a sudden I hear a CRASH! He tells me to hang on, puts the phone down, comes back and says “Here let’s finish this call real quick so I can call the police, I got in a wreck.” And I was thinking, you STILL want to keep going??? But instead of responding, I went back to moaning and cumming and saying Yes Master until he came all over the steering wheel.

~The shit call
I don’t get many of these. Probably cause it’s really not my specialty nor do I advertise myself as being an expert in the scat field. But I have a caller who asks me 30 minutes after I eat when I have to take a shit. And he waits. And he waits. Now, if I really have to shit, then fine. I’ll take the phone with me. But sometimes if you don’t gotta go, you don’t gotta go. So what do I do? I get a vase filled with water, get a hotdog out of the fridge, cut it up in pieces… and drop it into the vase…. KERPLUNK. And then I do my best to sound constipated.

~The gross
I like this guy. He actually calls a lot and is actually quite a normal guy. But his fetish is by far the grossest I have ever experienced. He pisses in my mouth, on my face. He shits on me. Shits on my face, in my mouth. Makes me suck the dog. Get raped by the dog. Throws up and vomits on me. Makes me eat the vomit. Then I do it to him. Or rape him with my dick. Or we bring a second girl in and we do it to each other. Imagine the look on an unsuspecting operator’s face when she hears him tell her to eat his vomit.

~The janitors closet
He calls me from work. In the janitor’s closet. That’s the only place he gets privacy. Except one time he got caught. Had the mop handle up his butt. His boss (also his father) opens the door and catches him cause his phone cord leads to the closet. And I hear “uh oh” and another voice say “What the fuck?” Click. Phone hangs up.

~The sleeping wife
She’s sleeping. Two feet away. Sssh. I can’t talk. She’s right beside me in bed.

~The descriptive pussy
It’s an hour long call. He tells me to describe my pussy. I tell him it’s wet, it’s warm, it’s throbbing and it needs him! And then he tells me to describe it more. I start telling him my clit is hard, my lips are spread, my hole is tight. He says he wants more. I start thinking of words to use… sexy, hot, warm, delicious…. imagine. A whole hour. To describe your pussy. After about eleven minutes, I had to rely on a thesaurus for the rest of the call. How many of you can describe a body part for a whole hour without being repetitive?

~The falling object
I’m on the floor on my back cumming (the caller thinks I am on my bed covered in satin, etc). I’m getting into the call. I’m playing with myself. Really doing it. Then a lamp falls on my head cause it was tipping over and I bumped the table with my leg. The caller hears a crash. I drop the phone and grab my head in pain. I compose myself, ignore the pain… pick the phone back up and say “Whoops sorry, was so excited I fell off the bed.” This caller laughed and said he often had that effect on girls.

It’s voting day! Usually I never put voting links on my journal cause I think it looks sorta desperate… but today is voting day and The Fucking Bar is in the Top 10 and the more clicks we get TODAY then the better chance we have of staying in the top all week.

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Thank you! And I will write an entry later!

Current Wardrobe: Kevin’s black Star Wars t-shirt, black panties

Hmmm where do I begin?

First… a special thanks to my awesome Canada pantyboy photographer who sent me a beautiful poster of a bobcat he took a picture of! It looks very nice! I’m not quite sure where I’ll put it yet, but it is certainly sweet and the quality is lovely. Thank you for thinking about me! *blows kisses*

Also… yesterday Emma came down and spent the night, she’s actually sleeping on my bed right now. I took her to the VA hospital with me (they wouldn’t let her volunteer cause she has to pass 2 blood tests and undergo a series of tests like I did… but at least she got to look around and I introduced her to some of my favorite residents there). I don’t know if you guys know this, but I have an older handicapped brother (he’s like a year and a half older) and he can’t walk, can’t talk, can’t eat through his mouth (has a tube in his stomach) and he’s been that way since he was 2 cause of a drowning accident. I often talk about him in my personal-away-from-phone life because he means so much to me. Emma was always curious and asked me lots of questions, so taking her to the VA hospital just seemed appropriate. Without saying too much, all I can say is that I saw two very different sides to Emma. One side of her was super hyper and cheerful and she was flashing the old men her tits. And the other side of her broke down crying in my car cause she felt sorry for some of them. That girl has a heart, I’m telling you…

The other day Kevin came over… we played Tekken Tag and Halo. Let me just say that when it comes to Tekken, I am like totally into it. I love it, find it hard to put down. Same with Kevin… the two of us were beating each other 50/50 and we were like totally in sync with each other. We were just having fun as friends. And then he put Halo in (which I CANNOT play) and he could tell I was struggling, so he put his arm around me and put his hands over mine on the controller and was giving me pointers. Let me just say that the sparks were flying. He smelled SO nice. He was super sweet, confident and still shy. He was just the right mixture. He was so cute and shy it was just soo adorable! We ended up kissing and making out a little bit and the rush was unbelievable, TOTALLY hot! Later on we went swimming in the pool (I put on a killer bikini which I think he almost fainted when he saw me in it) and he took his shirt off (the one I’m wearing now) and we just swam and played Marco Polo and we were closing our eyes trying to find each other. It was childish and fun… and I thoroughly enjoyed myself! We were like two kids in puppy love. LOL….

I went back to Michaels, signed my San Diego drawing… also went to Kinko’s and made copies of it as well so I can send one to my dad who hasn’t really seen my art at all in many years, so this oughtta be a treat.

Woohoo only $700 owed on one credit card and $200 on my gas card. My CAR IS PAID OFF NOW! After these cards, no more debt. No legal fees, no owing people. No more loans. Woohoo I am excited!

Shoutouts:
Had a THREE HOUR CALL with a sissy fag drunk guy who let me and another girl blackmail him all night and I even got his SS# and his mom’s # and his girlfriend’s cell-work-home numbers AND the name of his shrink and his work number… now that’s what I call real blackmail (ooh the things I can do now…), had a WHOLE HOUR with my Illinois sissy fag who was such an obedient panty slave for me and left me a 45 minute tip!!!! How sweet! Thanks slut! Had a hypnosis call with my New York sweetie who let me feminize him into being such a beautiful girl under my whole control, had TWO CALLS (well one call with an extension) with my 3-click boy who wanted to play Truth or Dare until we both came all over the place! And I had two hot calls with two BRAND NEW CALLERS who were so sweet and respectful and had the nicest things to say! And last but not least I had a hot THREESOME with EMMA in my bedroom and the two of us were getting it on for a hot NEW CALLER in Nebraska!

I love you guys!

Current Wardrobe: Black lacy panties, and a Friends (tv show) t-shirt

Well I certainly got a huge response from LOTS of callers about the previous domination photos I had posted. In fact, I got more new callers from the photos than just about any other set of pictures. So by popular demand, I’ve decided to post a few more. Everyone just loves a little eye candy, and I hope you boys enjoy!

I finally had my first THREESOME call with Sky and boy that was hot! We dominated a guy we thought we’d never hear from again, so that was an extra treat.

Kevin’s coming over in about 3 or 4 hours, I am really excited (I think he’s probably shaking in his pants that I am letting him come over to begin with, he really likes me - I can tell.) And oh my goodness, I am totally shocked with the amount of emails and comments regarding Kevin. All of you guys seem to REALLY like him AND are jealous of him. Now how can that be? He’s just a normal, average, ok looking guy with glasses and a brain. I’ll fill you guys in, I promise!! And as Shannon Elizabeth “Nadia” said in American Pie 2… “I wanna geek.”

I started turning one of my graphite drawings into an oil painting, been working on that off and on this morning. It really is starting to look nice! I love it!

Went to Michaels Arts and Crafts shop yesterday, turned my drawing in, turned my frame in and asked them to matte it for me. Normally it takes 2 weeks, but they put a rush on it so hopefully I can pick it up one day before I have to turn it in for the fair. Mattes are freaking expensive! It was almost the cost of a brand new frame! I was shocked. Anyway, they’re working on it and I am psyched to see it when it’s done! Oh SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I forgot to sign the drawing!!!!!!!!! Fuck fuck fuck fuck!!!!…….. shit shit shit I better run to Michaels and sign it before they frame it all up and put the backing on it. Man I feel like a dork. Shit. Ok, I will leave in a few minutes so if you guys don’t see me on, bare with me. I love that I have the ability to laugh at myself LOL and still take myself seriously.

Shoutouts:
Had a fun pantyboy cocksucker play dress up with me, had a pantyboy call me from a Boston hotel who let me be his mommy dressing him in panties, had a hot call with my pantyboy Chris Cross who was all dressed up in his OWN business woman’s suit this time and just had a great conversation with him, had a THREESOME with Sky and our little pathetic fag slut trisha, had TWO CALLS (well one call plus he extended time) with the most amazing Iowa drummer who absolutely makes me melt with his words, his tongue, his voice, his whole being - and he plesured me for the longest time! Had a sweet romantic call with my Austin pussy pleaser who pleasured my feet and my pussy till I just couldnt cum anymore! Had a BRAND NEW caller call me and wanted me to be kinky and talk very dirty to him in NY, had a sexy call with an English cocksucker who loves to taste cock in his mouth, had a surprise call with my favorite sissy fag hairdresser who says I “get” him which I just love, had a WONDERFUL morning call with my NY concert boy who instead of seeing Dave Matthews this summer - will get to see Blink 182 and No Doubt! I am so friggin jealous!!!! I had a BRAND NEW caller who liked real time humiliation and blackmail and I made him call Victoria’s Secret on 3-way calling and admit to them that he had a new mistress and he needed slutty panties and could they describe what might look good on him… that was fucking hot! And last but certainly not least, I had a wonderful hypnosis call with my charming prince who lets me melt him with my voice until he just can’t stand it anymore… boy he came hard on that one!

Current Wardrobe: See-thru black mesh shirt, black bra, black panties with “I love nerds” written on it from Hot Topic, light lavender short skirt, and pink fuzzy slippers

I am having the time of my life out here at Erin’s house right now! I came here a couple days ago and drove up here with Sky who got off a flight from NYC just to come hang with the girls for a while. I got lost on the way to Erin’s house and ended up in the middle of nowhere and totally almost ran out of gas and I was freaking out in the car in the middle of the desert and BOTH of us are TOTALLY city girls. So when my car went below empty and there were NO gas stations around, I just started panicking cause I am like totally scared of being in the dert with no one around to help us. She was all cool and calm and collected and then we both started singing The Star Spangled Banner (I know sounds stupid) and before we knew it, we rolled into a gas station which was $2.64 a gallon. Fucking outrageous!!!! It wasn’t until a WHOLE HOUR later that we realized we were going the wrong way and we had to turn around. We were heading towards Vegas for some reason, I had missed my turn cause we were just talking and catching up.

She is really one of the most amazing girls ever. Sky is just so… totally different than me… in a really COMPATIBLE sort of way. It’s hard to explain. We have like so many different things that make us WAY different, but yet we both are into earthy and eccentric stuff. We totally hit it off in a great way. I can see us being friends for years. In fact, I went ahead and booked airline tickets to New York City to see her in July. I gave sky some hypnosis tips and we shared a few of our call secrets and both learned some new stuff!

When we FINALLY made it to Erin’s house, all the girls were waiting, including Emma AND Raven. Apparently Raven decided to surprise ALL of us by coming. She really is a great person. Her presence is unstaggering, her manner is unmistakably original. I doubt anyone could possibly imitate her, much less be compared to her. She showed us all the PROPER way to do candle wax, fire play, knife play so we could get an idea of more real time domination. She took us out for breakfast, we all had a nice meal… went shopping, went to the mall, had a barbecue at home later, we all watched movies like Practical Magic and The Craft because we could ALL agree on them.

Poor Emma got a speeding ticket. She showed me the ticket, the stupid officer didn’t even write how fast she was going on the ticket, so I am hoping she does the smart thing and contests it in court. What I don’t understand is how she GOT a ticket. She was dressed so friggin cute in a short skirt and a skimpy little top. How can a cop in his RIGHT MIND give her a ticket? I’m serious… she is fucking CUTE. She may be young but she has a killer body.

Erin was so nice to all of us, she is such a great friend. I am so happy Sky got to see what a great girl she is. All of us just had a ball! We played outside with the horses for a little while and then Emma wanted to go across the street and jump on the trampoline with one of the neighbors so she was gone for a while. (She skipped school on Monday too so someone needs to spank her)…

I got to meet John Holmes, my kitty finally! I will take him home with me when I drive back. This little black kitty is obnoxious as hell. He bites, he scratches, and he meows all the fucking time. My hand has blood marks all over it where he has scratched me over and over. I sure hope he starts acting sweeter when I take him home… maybe he needs…. bella? Hmm something has to work, cause my poor hand is throbbing. Please no one make me use my left hand to use my vibrator! LOL

I bought two airline tickets! It’s official!

I go to New York City on July 12th to July 19th
— will book a nice hotel in Manhattan, will get to see Sky and maybe Ash, meet Charlie, see museums, climb the Empire State building, see a broadway show, and sooo much more! I am so excited to finally meet Charlie! I am so excited about this, you just have NO idea!!!

I go to Portland and Seattle from July 4th to July 7th
– will stay with Donna in Portland on Independence Day and do fireworks and then on the 5th we’ll see Sarah McLachlan in concert and then the next day will drive a few hours to Seattle to see her AGAIN in concert! I am ecstatic! Hopefully I will get to meet Eve in Seattle!

It was weird… the tickets to New York were only $200 bucks, not bad round trip. The tickets to Donna’s (wayyyy shorter distance) was a lot more. Very strange. You’d figure that since it was less gas, it would be cheaper LOL. Some things are so strange!

Thank you to my English Cuckold Boy who lives overseas and can’t call me, so he decided to pamper me with a generous gift certificate to Amazon.com - thank you soooo sooo much! I appreciate it from the bottom of my heart!

Shoutouts:
Had a hot teacher/student roleplay with one hot new caller who was sooo hot and had a hot new call with a guy who wanted me to be a married woman he once seduced on a business trip (way hot!), had a delicious hypnosis call with my Hawaiian bellydancer and made him a pretty little pantyboy, had a sexy little call with my panty sissy maid who was so cute being all dressed up, had a fun call with a pantyboy who was a great little cocksucker who choked on cock like it was the real thing mmm yummy!

Current Wardrobe: black and white sports bra, white biker shorts, white thong, white socks and tennis shoes

Wow now that was a workout! Wipes sweat. Ran 2 miles around my neighborhood then I climbed a set of stairs like 4 times and then cooled down with some soft yoga. I feel so much better after running. Mmmm…

Tomorrow night Sky is coming down to stay for a little bit so the two of us will probably hit the town and have a couple drinks or go dancing or something… I am very excited to meet her! She is sooo beautiful and has a heart of gold and is absolutely one of the best people ever. Hopefully Erin and Emma will come down too so we can have a little girl’s night out. I invited Brooke but I haven’t heard from her in a while now and I am starting to worry about her. Haven’t seen Brooke since the party in December when me, Madison, Erin, Raven, Emma, and Josie were all together. I sure miss Brooke… if anyone sees her please tell her she is welcome to come down and party with us!

Wednesday night I’m heading to my best friend Erin’s house… I miss her so much - plus she’s got my wonderful John Holmes kitty there staying with her just waiting for me to pick him up - he is soooo cute! I also left a pair of my shoes over there and I just now realized it (and you all KNOW how I am about my shoes). Besides I miss hanging out with Erin, she is one of the sweetest most tenderhearted people I’ve ever known and I will love her through thick and thin and am so happy I’ve met her. She is the one person who is always there for me no matter what time of night or day. And I hope the two of us are friends as long as we’re alive - when I go over there I hope to see Tony and see how he is doing. I am really starting to miss him. Even if our relationship fizzled, I still love his friendship and our good times together and hopefully the three of us can go have a couple drinks together and hang out or something.

Next weekend I am going to Las Vegas! I am excited and absolutely thrilled to get to go! I will set aside some money and not spend too much. I might get a hotel room or I might stay with Raven - gotta ask her first. I will also look my grandfather up since he lives out there and I will see him for the first time since I was like 4 years old. We’ve had conversations off and on for a couple years so I am sure he’d like to see me again but I’d have to find out how to reach him again. Wow I’d love to go to a strip club, see some live shows, check out the casinos, and go shopping for shoes at Caesar’s Palace with all the stores and everything! Oh I love shoes! I will be in heaven!!! I want to stay at the Bellagio but wow those prices are outrageous!!!! Maybe Mandolin Bay - I heard that was nice - my sexy wonderful handsome charming lover, Charlie, suggested it and sure enough - it is absolutely one of the best places in Vegas. If I don’t go this upcoming weekend, I might wait a weekend or two and go then. I only want to go if my finances allow me. I am all excited!!!!

The fair starts sometime in June, so I will definitely be there for that. It turns out that some cool bands will be playing too in San Diego like - Melissa Etheridge, Joan Jett, Journey, Maroon 5, Creedance Clearwater Revisited, the B52s, Smashmouth, and even some country people like Clint Black, SHEdaisy, Travis Tritt and a few others. I definitely want to see Maroon 5. I love them!

Later in June, me and Erin are gonna be in L.A. and hang out, go shopping for some sex stuff, and hope to see Fairuza Balk’s little charm spell witch place or whatever it is. I love places like that and I hope to see it! I’ve also never been to West Hollywood so I’d like to check that out with her since she knows the area better!

The first week of July I am going to Oregon to stay with Donna for several days. Eve said she plans on coming too and I’d love to meet with her as well! While we’re up there, we’re gonna see Sarah McLachlan in concert in Portland AND in Seattle, so I am REALLY looking forward to that!!! I looked up the prices of tickets on the internet and I can definitely afford it, so I am all psyched to go! Isn’t this cool? So many girls meeting and hanging out together. I just love this! Maybe if the timing is right, you all can call both of us and get us on the same number so we can just hand the phone back and forth!

It also turns out that my sister and her hubby are NOT moving to Sacramento as planned. They have decided to move to another area cause of her hubby’s work, which as it turns out, is actually closer to me. But I am still considering moving to the Bay Area. And my sister knows that… so right now I’m debating - staying or moving. As long as my finances allow it, I will move. But if my finances don’t allow it, I will stay… and then move next year because I really want to move up there!

Current Wardrobe: dark purple wrap-around chiffon skirt and a dark burgandy bikini top with a silver medallian hanging down the front, black and purple sandals

Wow I got so much accomplished yesterday! What a nice feeling to be able to get things done after such a long time… I finished a painting that I had put aside, and I must say… I think this is my best painting yet which really makes me feel nice to have finished. I would post a picture of it, but I’m going to wait for a few waves of bravery to flash over me first. But anyway it’s beautiful… and now I keep looking at it and I feel so… improved… because a year ago I couldn’t paint like that. I had drawn it about a month or so from a live nude model I had hired here in my apartment and drew it freehand first, then colored it in pastel oil crayons, then after it dried and I came back to it about a month later, I painted it with acrylics and oils mixed together, which I know… is a no-no in the art world to mix those two together… but I like to bend the art rules and make my own style. I have found that dipping a dry ocean sponge into crisco oil on a plate blends it all nicely.

Also… added a couple new banners - Donna and Katrina… to a lot of the pages I had designed, both of them are so amazing, so glad to see them have personal sites going! You should check them out!

My sister is moving to Sacramento in June, I am so sad about that. I will certainly miss her. One of the main reasons I moved to San Diego to begin with was to be near her and now she is moving. My six month lease is coming up soon and a part of me wants to move up to north California to be closer to most of my family, not just my sister and brother-in-law, but near ALL my family since most are up there. I don’t particular care for Sacramento, kinda boring if you ask me. But I do like the Bay Area and San Jose and Berkeley and Santa Cruz. Maybe I may move up there when my lease is up. Who knows. But if I do move up there, it will most likely be a permanent thing… I never planned for this apartment here to be permanent, I really don’t even like this place much. So I have a possible move in 2-3 months to ponder. I want a place where I can grow, learn, and expand my artistic abilities, my life, my everything. And I certainly know a LOT of people up there which makes it a nice transition… so we’ll see… I still have a few months.

I’ve been studying some computer books lately to expand my web knowledge and learn some new techniques so I can broaden my horizons a little bit to help prevent copycats and thieves so it will make it a little more difficult for them to leach off of me. I like being original, unique, and do things with quality. I’ve noticed a couple places out there taking me and my friends’ ideas and using them as their own and even though normally it might just upset me, I actually find it quite amusing because… well… we do everything better. We have class behind what we do. And we don’t have to stoop down to get attention.

I’ve been watching dvd’s this morning, one in particular - XMen 2… I’ve always liked that movie. But it got me to thinking about mutuants and their powers. If you could pick one ability to have as your own, what would it be? Some people have the ability to manipulate fire, manipulate and create ice, change appearances, teleport, control metal, minds, the weather, etc…. It got me to thinking.

If I was a mutant and could do anything… I want the ability to read an entire book just by touching it. I know it sounds kind of stupid. But can you imagine all the things I could learn and accomplish? I could learn how to build a bridge, break into a bank if I wanted to, I’d learn about people, learn jokes on every subject, learn everything there is no know about sex, memorize art techniques, learn hard chess moves, how to do hard computer programs, how to do this and that… man… that would be the shit.

LOL I know sounds crazy… but man that would be so cool!
Shoutouts:
Had fun with my San Francisco chastity boy who gave his key to the consierge hehe you with your tiny little cock hehe, had an awesome call with my Canadian pantyboy photographer who is vacationing in Hawaii right now and he is out there having a BLAST with all those bikini babes, had a WHOLE HOUR with my Wisconsin hugger who cuddled with me and made me feel so loved, had a WHOLE HOUR with a brand new caller I like to call my Italian painter who loves art as much as I do and I just love his accent! And last but not least I had THREE CALLS with my sexy Arizona movie fan who likes to quiz me with lots of film trivia and he finally stumped me!

Love you all!!

Current Wardrobe: Skimpy yellow bikini and yellow flip flops

Just got back from a jog, but this time I decided to go running at the beach and spent a couple hours on the San Diego sand watching the surfers and doing some running which was nice… got back not too long ago and have been so relaxed.

Ohh… some of you were asking about my deaf slave. He came over this past Saturday (earlier than we planned) and he drove a long long way (from Arizona) and as soon as he got here I made him clean my entire apartment, which he did obediently. Finally when it came down to it I had him remove all his clothes in front of me and he immediately got rock hard. I couldn’t help but laugh at it. The little sissy had a three inch dick. He specifically told me his cock was between 6-7 inches when writing me and I told him if he was lying to me then I would make him drive right back. So I did. He lied to me about his dick size, so I sent him back. No sex for him. Hehe, if he’s gonna lie about his dick size, what else might he lie about? Hehe, I am so bad. Anyway…. my apartment is clean now. And he is back home. He was only here for a few hours. Oh well. Hope his drive was worth it.

I had planned to put all my shoutouts in this journal entry, but to tell you the truth, I honestly cannot remember all my calls in the last six days (the shoutouts list would be longer than 2 journal entries and I just cannot remember everyone) and I think it would be insulting for me to mention some people and not others without hurting a few feelings. So I am gonna pass on the shoutouts… and will start over soon I am sorry to disappoint anyone who looks forward to being mentioned, but rest assured I very much appreciate you and remember those of you who are so special to me. Thanks for understanding… I gotta start making notes again lol otherwise I just forget

Current Wardrobe: black bra, black panties, black thigh highs, black garter belt, black garter, black high heels… woohoo… all black tonight!

I went to a BDSM party with some friends not too long ago… had a BLAST! I am going to practice my dominating skills in the bedroom for a while. This is SO exciting! I learned so much from my friends! Some are Dommes, some are subs… some switch. This is just so awesome. I love learning about fetishes, and this is my time to experiment with someone without having to have a steady boyfriend. This is my way of having fun in the bedroom, nothing more, nothing less. I checked my slaves references, did a background check, he looks good. When he gets here I’ll make him do a drug test too just to be safe. This is so exciting.

My friends are going to come over and we will all experiment with him. Make him suck off all the guys… lick all the girls toes. This is going to be SO much fun! He’s not going anywhere NEAR my pussy unless I let him. Hehee… woohoo!

The party was really interesting, people carrying leashes and collars and whips and chains and ball gags. It was TOTALLY hot! I want to try the fetish for a while, since I am young and experimental!

Everyone likes to experiment! Woohoo….. who wants to call me and be my little slut tonight?