This journal is directed at one person who is completely obsessed with me and my friends and I am sick of it, so I apologize to any sweet sexy callers for what I am about to say but it needs to be said.
Mr. Isabello Rod Rodillon (yes I am using your real name) you are a fucking stalker, you are a completely obsessive asshole with too much free fucking time on your hands. You have spent the last 3 months writing page after page after page of letters and journal entries analyzing my journal, my friends journals, and all you do is say cruel things about Charlie. Fuck you. And stop calling his cell phone. That’s harassment and it’s a criminal offense. I have ignored you and your obsessive journal for months and I will certainly not peak at it now, no matter how much of an emergency you say it is. But calling Charlie and being an absolute fucking shit and telling him that I must read your journal is an invasion of his privacy and it upsets me very much. I will not read your journal. Why? Because you’re a fucking stupid ass lunatic who thinks that my “psychic powers” are linked to Nicole Kidman of Mulan Rouge and you think that the spirit of some dead comic book guy is watching over the spirit of me. Now you blame the death of a CELEBRITY on Charlie. Listen you fucker. I am not going to stop working with Charlie just because we banned you from calling. I don’t care that you called me and spent a huge amount of money. Your money means shit to me when you invade our privacy. You’re the fucking reason I had to move out of my home a couple months ago. Stop following me. Stop writing me privately. Stop reading my fucking journal. And leave Charlie alone. And no I don’t have any reason to read your journal - even though I get letters all the time from YOUR OWN friends warning me that you are still obsessed with me. Get the fuck over it. I don’t like you. We are not meant to be together, I will never fall in love with you… and I don’t care for anything you say because you are just plain crazy and I think you seriously need some mental help.
I hate airing dirty laundry in public. I have avoided this since February. But calling Charlie and upsetting him at HOME after we have clearly ignored you and had no contact with you in months and months… purely pisses me off.
Get a fucking life. Stop analyzing my journal. Just because I say “I want to devour you for an hour” which is sweet and sensual… does not mean that deep down my psychic connection is telling you that I want to dig my teeth in your bones and rip the meat off your body. That’s the fucking stupidest thing I’ve ever heard. I was right in banning you and I have no regrets… no please, I am asking sweetly… stay the fuck away from me, stop sucking your thumb that’s been in your ass… and get a fucking life and concentrate on your own mentally fucked up life rather than analyzing mine.
**again I apologize to other people reading this, you know I never get like this… but this just pushes me over the edge.**
Fucking AMAZING, The boy needs a damn LIFE and a serious taste of the whip in a mental institution.
Well Bella you may not have meant this, but I do…I’d like to rip the flesh from his bones with my bare hands for upsetting you…And Charlie…And Sky…As for you, Mr. Lame Excuse For A Real Man, so deep and spiritual…I hope you realize you have a karmic ass fucking due to you…
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I cannot believe I had to resort to talking about his psychotic ass in my journal…. but yes he definitely belongs in a mental institution… seriously in all honesty I think he needs medical help
thanks donna - that means so much… I don’t wish ill on him, I just wish he’d leave us all alone. He frightens me.
Awww, Bella. *hugs* It’s obvious a guy has an obsessive problem when you tell them they’re obsessive and they need to back off and they STILL don’t think they’re obsessive. Maybe a letter to his work would be sufficient, or maybe a call to his mom? Hmmmm, if only! *evil grin*
*slides Bella a tall Sex on the Beach*
Enjoy girlie, you deserve it.
Drew
This guy needs to be neutered I would be happy to do that for you… and pour some salt on the wound…to make sure he gets the message!
You are right there is a stalking law and honey use it.
You know we are all here for you if you need us.
Love Erika
thanks drew… I needed a sex on the beach… yummy…. he owns his own company so calling his work would probably be his goal… I do have his mother’s number… I hope I dont have to resort to it…
Love you girlie
awww thanks erika… yeah I’d love you to neuter him, he is definitely like a boy who lost his candy and has reality and fantasy mixed up. He thinks because I told him I want him and need him that I really meant it. This is phone sex. He thinks we have a future together that I want no part of. He is far too fucked up in the head and is completely dillusional for my taste.
omg I know what you mean - I saw what he wrote too and he mentions me and Raven and compares us to animals and weird species and stuff like I am a poodle or something. That’s way fucked up I am so glad he doesn’t stalk me like he does you!!!!! Cause that’s just sad. He talks about my journal all the time and even was giving other people advice on not to let me drive and stuff he is so stupid I never tell him what to do and he shouldn’t do it to me either becuz I don’t even know him and already he gives me the creeps.
Oh hey there emma - didn’t know you were up! Shouldn’t you be asleep getting ready to graduate?
Thanks for your comment… yeah he talks about you and Raven and Sky and Erin all the time… I wish he’d stop. We never talk about him ever. He thinks we are being forced not to talk to him, what a dork.
oh yeah I GRADUATE today! I ALMOST FORGOT!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG OMG OMG