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bedroom paradise

Published on July 31, 2004 in Journal posts. 2 Comments

Current Wardrobe: white and blue striped t-shirt, short blue jean skirt, pink fuzzy slippers, hot pink thong…. yeah I know, I don’t match right now LOL

I’ve been decorating and cleaning all day cause I want this place to be perfect. Oh man it is really looking sharp too. This is gonna look so awesome and so sexy when I get done. I’ve even been getting on the stepladder to hang stuff from the ceiling and change lightbulbs (and you all know about my fear of ladders - I am terrified of standing on them. I am not afraid of falling, I am just terrified of looking down. I can look down a skyscraper or a mountain top - just not a ladder.)

So while I am putting these cool things away that I bought, my stupid porn cat keeps scratching me to hell and back. My hand started bleeding really bad and I had to rush to the manager’s office at the apartment complex to use the first aid kit. I really really really think I may have to declaw him but I don’t want to because I know it will be like cutting his fingers off. It doesn’t matter how often I trim them, people are scared to death of his razor sharp claws. I am gonna clip his nutsack soon for being so mean and cause he’s not ready for babies so hopefully it will calm down and maybe that will make him use his nails less so I don’t have to resort to declawing him.

Man I am SO EXCITED!!! Monday afternoon is my big day!!! I get to spend a few days with the man of my dreams and spend some nice quality time with him… I have wanted this for as long as I can remember. Oh this means so much to me…. you all have no idea how wonderful this is for me.

Shoutouts:
Oh I know I’m missing a lot of people but I have been scatterbrained lately. A special thanks to a BRAND NEW CALLER I like to call my Arizona desert boy who cummed three times on the phone and let me squirt on his face, had OVER AN HOUR with my obedient robot who even called a special time just to say thank you, had NINETY MINUTES with my sexy Uncle Mushy who let me hyponotize him into wanting me no matter how much he resisted, a sexy quickie with a sissy fag, an awesome roleplay with my sexy sissy fag hairdresser who wanted to know all about the man I love and even did my hair for the date, had THREE HOT CALLS over ONE HUNDRED minutes with with my favorite Wisconsin hugger who wanted some serious hypnosis and loving, had a hot call with a BRAND NEW CALLER who let me make love to him underneath satin bedsheets, a surprise call with my favorite Colorado sweetie who pleasured my feet and made me cum cum cum, had a hot nasty THREESOME with Rachel where we got raped and were forced to such off a dog and the dog fucked us and then we were forced to eat the man’s gross diarrhea and pee on each other - totally unforgettable… and so many more… I can’t remember you all but I do love you much!

P.S. A special hug and kiss to my charming prince… only a magic carpet ride away… I can’t wait *smooches*

went to Hollywood with Erin yesterday

Published on July 30, 2004 in Journal posts. 2 Comments

Current Wardrobe: skimpy black tight camisole and matching black panties from Frederick’s of Hollywood

Yesterday me and Erin picked up my car from the auto place, so I now have a new alternator yay! Then we drove to her place, dropped her truck off and we drove to Hollywood in my car — which was rare cause this is the first time she was ever in my car with me driving and she always seemed scared for some reason, but I don’t know why *winks*

We went to Hollywood, went to PanPipes on Cahuenga Blvd. and bought some new tarot decks, some love spell candles, work and prosperity spell candles, all sorts of incense and charcoal briskets, I even got my very first little small black cauldron for burning incense stuff. It was so cool. We got some resurrection plants, some pendulums and pentegram bags and all sorts of custom oils just for us. I personally asked for Love Potion #9 and the girl there handmade it just for me so I can wear the oil and it is supposed to draw attention from the one I love. *smiles* wow it was amazing just seeing all the stuff there. We ended up buying quite a bit.

We walked down Hollywood Blvd. and were looking at the stars on the sidewalk and we only recognized half the stars, most of them old people. But why were the Rugrats on the sidewalk???? We also went to a cigar/pipe/incense store where there were these awesome bongs and pipes and stuff and I ended up just buying a shitload of incense and stuff since it was super cheap.

Then of course, all the porn shops and lingerie stores. We had a ball. Lots of costumes and outfits and bedroom attire. We went to Fredericks and bought some really nice things we wanted, I kept trying them on and modeling them for her and for some reason the male security guard kept peaking over to where we were and kept watching us. Was he getting excited? Or just making sure we weren’t going to steal? Anyway he was staring a LOT. Ooooh Frederick’s has this NEW perfume and I was so stupid not to look at the name of it but it was in a curvy bottle and had a yellowish type liquid in a red box and it was SOOOOO good and I SHOULD have bought it but I didn’t and now I regret it. It smelled UNBELIEVABLE! mMMMMMMmMMmM

We started to get hungry, so we found a grill that said it was the “Oldest Grill in Hollywood” and it was owned by Frank and someone like Motto or something? Anyway, we didn’t look at the menu before we sat down, which we should have. It was fucking EXPENSIVE in there. A grilled cheese sandwich (basically the cheapest thing on the menu) was $6.00 for a simple piece of cheese and bread. I was like OMG. Some stuff was really really really out there. There was a minimum order for both of us and so we just got water and got the cheapest stuff we could get, which was a tuna sandwich and she got french onion soup and we shared a piece of black forest cake. We were soooo out of place there. Everyone dressed in expensive suits. The servers wore tuxedos. We ate on fine china, crystal glasses, linen tablecloths and napkins … and we were dressed just like average tourists. It was so embarrassing ordering just the bare minimum but DAMNNNN. We were hungry when we left because the food we had didn’t fill us up and it didn’t taste very good so we didn’t eat much of it when we DID have it.

And then of course, on our way to the car we stopped by more porn shops and a few music and movie memorabilia stores… we looked at some more lingerie and stuff… ended up driving back home, and silly me kept taking the wrong turns on the way back to her place, cause I was pre-occupied by a previous phone call that had left me smiling and was the best news of my life. *grins* Kind of hard to stay focused on the road when someone calls you and says they want to be with you too.

I am the happiest girl in the world… the man I love is coming to see me either Sunday night or Monday morning (depends on air travel) and I couldn’t be happier. This is the moment I have always waited for and this means so much to me. *big smiles*

I love you all… thanks for all the love and support!

wow

Published on July 28, 2004 in Journal posts. 2 Comments

Current Wardrobe: black t-shirt, denim blue jeans, white socks, new brown suede shoes, black panties that say “born to party”

Wow well yesterday was very eventful LOL. I decided to drive to my friend Erin’s house and on the way there… my car started blinking the battery light, so I pulled over into a town called Corona where I stopped by Krager’s Auto Parts to get a new battery, then I drove to an auto repair shop and they popped the new battery in… then I got back on the highway and drove away. Less than 15 minutes later… the speedometer stops working. The gas meter stopped working. The RPM gauge stopped working. My cd player stopped working. My air conditioner stopped working. And I am on a highway in the middle of the desert.

So there I was. In a stalled car. Wearing heels (with blisters on my feet from the Comic-Con on Saturday). In the middle of the desert. And I have to pee. Gah. Thankfully I got phone reception (otherwise I would have cried). I had to get my car towed and they ended up towing it to San Bernardino instead of the right town so they delivered it to the right place TODAY thank God but the car still isn’t fixed. Looks like I need a new alternator. Shucks.

So while I have no car currently, I am with my sweet Erin and we went to Red Lobster last night and ate at the bar where I had three double tall Jim and Coke’s and I left staggering. I got a little wasted and poor girl had to put up with my crazy ass on the way home with me hanging out the top part of her truck with my head hanging out. LOL. Funny as hell!

Today we went into town and I bought two new pairs of shoes, we also went on some errands and bought some alcoholic drinks, some chocolate (death by chocolate baby), and all sorts of stuff we needed here.

Man life is good. Life is sweet.

Woohoo let’s do a threesome call with Gracie so we can have some sweet innocent fun with you!

Talk to you sexy boys later! I’ll log in now that I’m not drunk like I was last night LOL (it was hilarious - Erin had me outside watering horses while I wore heels out in the desert sand) and I’m just lounging around her place.

*smooches*
Love
Isabella
xooxoxox

I can’t hold it anymore

Published on July 27, 2004 in Journal posts. 5 Comments

Current Wardrobe: naked and I can’t decide what to wear

I can’t hold it anymore. I thought I’d be able to hold it but I just can’t. I wake up, go to sleep, and live and breathe thinking about one person all day everyday.

I have fallen in love with a caller. For the first time in my life. Hopelessly in love.

I am so in love…. so so so in love. The most awesome, most special, most amazing man I have ever known. All this time we’ve known each other, been close… I really am completely head over heels in L-O-V-E him. The big “L” word. The word I never say. He is everything any girl could ever want. I want him more than anything I’ve ever wanted, I want him more than anything I own or could ever need. I know circumstances make it difficult right now but… God I love him. I love him like I’ve never loved anyone. And he can be there. And me here. And I still feel this way. But oh man, the dreams I have… I cannot hold them back. I want him so much I can feel it rushing through my body. Just to be able to hold his hand. That’s all I want.

I think about trips to the ocean where I can cover his eyes and let him hear the waves, a soak in the jacuzzi where I can snuggle with him under bubbles, a quiet stroll in a quiet moonlit neighborhood talking about anything and everything, a lazy night on the sofa watching dramatic movies with me laying on his lap - his hands in my hair. I think about how nice it would be to have someone… my sweet man… right there. In my arms. Beside me every night. He walks beside me in everything I do, not in front of or behind me. He supports me in every idea, every thought, and most opinions - no matter how quirky.

I lie in bed alone… go on meaningless dates with people that I am not in love with. I feel empty without him. I do these amazing phone sex calls and get temporary gratification from truly wonderful callers, but afterwards… it’s just me. And I don’t want it to just be me. I want my honey. The two of us are complete opposites but compliment each other in a way I can never describe. We mesh so well…. and I love him so much it makes me want to cry. I would give anything for him. I’d give away every possession. I’d give away every dollar. I’d give away everything.

I will love you dead or alive, married or single, on great days and horrible days, whether bankrupt or wealthy, and through every picky little pet peeve of mine… I will love you even with hair on your ears. I love you so much. I want you more than anything I’ve ever pined for. I want to paint you. I want to draw you. I want to lay naked beside you every day for the rest of my life. I want to cook meals together… I want to try your special chili. I want to surprise you with your quad cap from starbucks when you just wake up. I want to sneak up behind you in the shower when you don’t know I’m home so that I can massage you and lather you and make love to you. I want to light your cigarettes. I want you know what it’s like to receive. You give you give you give… I want to give everything in return.

I want to close your eyes. Blindfold you in the dark. Sprinkle rose petals on your chest and kiss you so soft that you don’t know if it were my lips or the petals. I want to love you in a way you will never know. *pats the bed* let me whisper the words to you that I know you love… in person rather than on the phone. I know your fetishes, your fantasies, your cravings inside and out. You know I could please you more than any other woman could. I would want you even if there could be no sex. If you were paralyzed from the waist down. I would care for you if you were 80 and ancient and needed me to wipe your ass. Ok I know that sounds gross, but I would. I want to be your right hand. The one who you can depend on in any situation. Who will support you in decisions, who will love you every day of your life and mine.

It is so hard to keep quiet when I feel this so strong. I want you to show me all the places I’ve never been. I want you to teach me things you know and I can show you what I’ve learned too. I want to work beside you on the computer side by side, take breaks together, rub your back when you’re sore, kiss your neck when you’re cranky, and strip for you when you’re sad. I know how to make you happy, how to make you smile, and I know what can change your moods. I know you inside and out and same with you, and we would be so perfect together.

I am in love with you. You must know. Be with me…. please.

shocker

Published on July 26, 2004 in Journal posts. 2 Comments

Current Wardrobe: red t-shirt, black short skirt, red thong

Oh my God. I just got a telephone call from Arnold Schwarzennegar. No joke. I was typing something online and my phone rings. I answer and say hello… and I hear…

“Hello this is Arnold Schwarzennegar and I need your help.”

It took me by surprise. I was like… is this is a recording? Well yeah it was. Governor Arnie LOL - on my telephone. Had it been anyone else, or any other politician or telemarketer, I would have hung up. But Arnie’s voice… the Terminator… on my telephone. Asking for my help. Wow. Gee. It was kind of cool though. I listened for at least 45 seconds before hanging up, guess that beats my record.

still july?

Published on July 26, 2004 in Journal posts. 1 Comment

Current Wardrobe: light peach matching panties and bra

Mmmm yesterday was nice, I took my sister and her husband out to dinner in Little Italy in San Diego at a nice restaurant — it was so good seeing her so happy. She just makes me smile. We’re like exact opposites. I guess that’s one reason I love her so much. She’s a year and a half younger than me and sometimes feels like she is growing up too fast.

I watched the movie “The House of Sand and Fog” which was so powerful and dramatic it made me cry… I highly recommend it… it really puts a lot of stuff into perspective. Great movie.

Played with my kitty for a little bit… I’m starting to look past the bites and scratches of this little porn cat and I see his charm and adorable sexiness. He is so playful and just wants some attention so I played with him and now he’s tired and sleeping on my wrist as I write this. He looks so precious.

Fell asleep like a baby last night, I feel so good today. Today’s gonna be a good day, I can feel it.

a new love

Published on July 25, 2004 in Journal posts. 1 Comment

Current Wardrobe: skin-tight white t-shirt that’s a little see-thru cut off at the midriff, white g-string, and blue jean shorts

I am in love. So in love. I have found what I want to do/have/accomplish in life and it makes me feel so good.

I went to the San Diego Comic-Con yesterday and let me just give a huge round of applause to everyone involved, all those artists, all the people… it was amazing. My poor feet hurt, remind me not to wear heels to a huge convention where I will be standing and walking for hours at a time. Anyway… it cost me $30 just to get INTO the place and I was blown away. I met some of the world’s BEST artists and saw so many different techniques and wonderful styles that I just feel so in love… with art.

You all know that I love art… it shows… but… I don’t have the (what’s the word I’m looking for) experience/professional edge/sharpness that some of these people do. I decided to buy some books there at the Comic-Con of the best artists and I even got to talk to quite a few of them like Jennifer Janesko and Greg Horn and so many others. I got books by Carlos Cartagena and Sean Gallimore and Erik Drudwyn and Carlos Diez.I bought books on Manga drawing and more on Erotic art and form and even comic book boards and it looks like I might be taking comic book classes soon so I can learn how to loosen my hands more and be more flowing with a pen.

But you see… I know what I want to do… I want to do art like Jennifer Janesko. I fell in love. Her art is the best I think I have ever seen. I used to be influenced by fantasy artists like Boris Vallejo and Julie Bell and Olivia De Berardinis and Hajime Soroyama and others… and now… after seeing Jennifer’s stuff, I WANT TO LEARN THAT. And I will. You watch. Ten years from now, it’s going to be my pinups and drawings and decals all over the place. You watch. I have to learn that and I will, and I can feel passion like you won’t believe. I know how much time is involved in doing one picture, it requires so much time and sweat and lots of hard work but I want to do it. I am going to learn how to start airbrushing and will buy a kit with my next paycheck and am going to start looking through all these books for ideas so I can develop my own style. Right now I don’t really have a style, I just go with things I see from other artists and it’s time I get my own technique that can be recognized as my own. You have no idea the feeling I have right now. It’s like I can feel art running through my veins.

I’m already working on a new art piece now, a wedding dance… it’s nice but so amateur compared to the masters I met yesterday. My stupid porn cat ran all over the bride’s face when I was drawing a section on the floor and so I’ve gotten a little discouraged. But man oh man - do you know how good it feels when you’ve come to a conclusion in your life with what you really want to do? I feel that now for the first time. I want to do that. I want to be a professional fantasy pinup artist and I want my own art gallery.

The thirty bucks I spent to get in the building was probably the best money I have spent in a long long time. My poor feet hurt so bad, someone massage them please please please?

I would kill to have some airbrush or pinup technique learning/instruction books right now. I have how-to books on dozens of forms of drawing and painting, but nothing on airbrushing. If you feel like being a sweetie and are feeling generous and you happen to see something that fits that description online (shouldn’t be too expensive maybe 15 or 20 dollars) I would be so appreciative and so thankful if you surprised me with it you can always mail it to: Bay City Blues c/o Isabella Valentine, P.O. Box 720, Maywood, NJ 07607 (I’d be soooo sweet to you for the rest of your life!)

I don’t know where to start. I know what I want but don’t know my next step.

Shoutouts:
Had TWO LONG HOT CALLS with my Chicago cuckold boy who tries so hard to please his wife but never succeeds, had a hot hypnosis call with my obedient weed slave who left me a nice little tip and said thank you *smooches*, had a fun roleplay with my favorite sissy hairdresser faggot who heard all about how I wanted to suck my boyfriend off as he rolled my hair, had a call with a pathetic little fag boy who thinks he needs hormones so he can be more feminine (he’s pretty girly NOW haha), had a surprise TWO HOUR CALL with my Indiana Insomniac who called out of the blue and rocked my world and good luck with the bowling alley sweetie *kisses*, had a quickie call with my sweet little sissy fag who sucks cock so well, had a fun time hypnotizing my Dracula man who hung up in 5 minutes - is that good or bad? (thanks for the tip though!), had a hot hypnosis session with a very subjective and obedient robot who is talking, walking, thinking like a real robot now and I am very impressed with his progression, had a hypnosis session with a BRAND NEW CALLER who I like to call my Texas spy government boy who is tall and sexy and totally Texan.

I love you boys.

it’s a long way down

Published on July 24, 2004 in Journal posts. 1 Comment

Current Wardrobe: black spaghetti strap t-shirt, black lacy thong

Today is my sister’s birthday… I’m gonna visit her for a little bit tonight and see how she’s doing. I bought her a home theater system for less than $50 at wal-mart and it will be perfect for that huge tv she and her hubby just got. I miss her sometimes. So happy birthday Tammy. I love you.

In downtown San Diego at the convention center, they are holding the Comic-Con International right now where thousands of people see art done by the best artists around the world with comic type stuff and others. My sissy, the art teacher Phil, has some of his artwork displayed there too - and I am so happy for him. I’ll probably go when it opens and see it. Maybe I might meet other artists while I’m there.

Things between me and Kevin are going great but he’s moving to Utah in 3 or 4 weeks so I think our little sexual relationship will be ending soon which is sad. I’ll be alone again… *sigh* don’t you just love that. Another one bites the dust. It was fun while it lasted. Things always happen the way you want them to. Love never happens easy. And people wonder why I never say it. Besides, I’m sort of holding out for someone special.

Oh I started another site today to branch off of mine… it’s called http://hypnosisformen.com which is just a professional looking site with little or no graphics so that when I get my own hosting for it I can submit it to non-adult search engines which is what I want to do hope you boys like it.

I’m working on Maryann’s website for her and letting her borrow my hosting until she can get her own… her site is http://maryannsbedroom.com and I only have 3 out of 6 pages done for now but you can take a look.

Welcome back Darcy! I missed you girl!

I’ll do shoutouts in the next entry I promise.

Ok even more :) hehe

Published on July 20, 2004 in Journal posts. 5 Comments

Wow so much has happened over the last week being on vacation I just have so much I keep forgetting to mention!

One thing I forgot to say in the last entry - and I brought the topic up on my last call and it occured to me I didn’t even write about it and I didn’t want all you sexy guy to be left out of the loop…. when I was in San Diego at the airport on the 12th when I was flying out to the JFK airport… I had ben-wa balls in my pussy. Two of em. Nice and silver. I had forgotten they were there but when I was asked to go through the security checkpoint, I went through the metal detectors and I kept going off. I was like - weird…. cause my cell phone was in the basket already and I wasn’t wearing any metal jewelry or anything. And the lady security officer pulled me aside and started putting one of those metal detector screening devices on me and going over my face, my breasts, my back, it never went off. But she went to my pussy and it went off!!! I was like omg - I remembered that I had two of those ben-wa balls in my pussy and forgot about them. I whispered in her ear what I had inside me and she didn’t think it was funny. She pulled me aside in a little partition and asked me to remove them where no one could see. So I did…. people could see the top of my head and the bottom of my feet but nothing in between. How embarrassing to have my legs spread wide apart while I reached in to get two balls out of my pussy LOL.

So there they were. In my hand. Wet as could be. She nodded but wasn’t too impressed. I didn’t want to just LEAVE them there in my hand so I put them back inside my pussy. And they stayed there during the 5 hour flight to NYC. Aah so now you know.

Also… I wanted to put this picture on here for a very special someone who is such a wonderful loyal caller and has been so nice to me and I wanted to do something to show my appreciation… he always wears his pretty woman boots on the phone for me when I ask… so … this is for you my sweet ER pantyboy…

And I’ve been thinking, I know there is no way I can remember all the shoutouts I’ve done in the past week and a half or so… but I put together as many as I could remember. I know I am missing a good 20 people or so, most of them new callers that I simply feel awful for not remembering… but I promise not to forget now that I am home so I can cheat and make notes to help me remember *grins*

Shoutouts:
I rubbed the clitty of a very excited man…er girl, had a delicious time with my Alaska pantyboy, spent TWO HOURS talking with the most fascinating truckdriver, had FIVE CALLS with a manipulatable and obedient robot who always surrenders, had TWO CALLS with a sweet pantyboy slut, had a quickie call with my big brother who raped me, had THREE CALLS with my ER pantyboy who is so sexy dressed like a girl in his sexy boots, had several hot erotic calls with some amazing new guys but I can’t remember your names off hand, had a sexy call with my sissy strapon pantyboy, had TWO CALLS with my English cocksucker, had a WHOLE HOUR with my Alaskan slave hypnotizing him, had a fabulous call hypnotizing a man from Pennsylvania, had a great call with my California boy, had a sexy hot call with my fag hairdresser who loves curlers in his hair while he sucks a man off, had TWO CALLS with my chicaco cuckold sweetheart, had some fun ass play with a hot Ohio man, had a surprise call from the sweet Chris Cross who masturbates wearing dresses of women he housesits for without them knowing… and hangs it right back up - naughty boy, had a hot call with my Boston pantyboy who did a hot THREESOME with me and Erin… thanks everyone I love you and I am so sorry that I left out so many of you, but now that I am back home I will get better at remembering!

(My apologies to any sexy people who are about to read this next statement, this is meant for one person and one person only who is bothering the FUCK out of me.)

P.S. No Rod I will not marry you. I don’t care if you have an engagement ring already. Why the fuck are you in San Diego waiting out there for me? I am NOT meeting you. Especially not in the fucking middle of the night to MARRY you, you fucking freak. Didn’t I tell you to leave me alone? I don’t like you. Stop writing me. And tell your jeweler to stop writing me. I don’t care if you have a ring. Take that ring and shove it up your ass. I don’t even know you. Quit stalking me. Leave me alone. How do I have to spell it out? Get a fucking life. STOP CONTACTING ME. I mean it. Next time I’m calling the police and I am fucking serious. I have your info and I WILL use it.

A few pics of NYC

Published on July 20, 2004 in Journal posts. 0 Comments

… a few more things I didn’t put in last entry…

I got to a brush with some celebrities while I was there… I passed Ron Livingston (he was in Swingers and some other movies) on the street while he was talking with a girl.

At 1:30am on my way to my hotel at The Carlton, I was at the crosswalk with Mark McGrath and two people who were with him. They had a mini-camcorder where I overheard them talking about where to shoot a small scene for a video in an alley. He smiled at me *awww*

I got to watch a black rapper making a music video and saw him lip syncing to a boombox on Times Square with a bunch of cameras on him. Not sure who he was though. Looked like a new guy cause I didn’t recognize him.

I watched a television or movie crew doing a scene in front of a building (I took a photo of it and attached it - bottom right pic)… but I was in a car so I didn’t see up close.

Back from the Big Apple… back to San Diego

Published on July 20, 2004 in Journal posts. 2 Comments

Current Wardrobe: denim shirt with spaghetti straps, black short skirt with silver chain on the side, black sandals, black and white striped g-string

Got back from NYC yesterday and I had such a great time out there, but it sure is great to be back home. Oh the fresh air. The peace. The quiet. The ocean. The SUN. OMG the sun… oh I missed the sun.

I got to see the city from atop the Empire State Building observation deck and I also went on the Skyride - which to me was the highlight of the trip. That skyride was amazing. Absolutely amazing and well-thought out. I took a stroll down Greenwich Village and went to a gay bar called Monster where a couple gay guys bought me some cocktails and I met several interesting people who were the most kind New Yorkers you’d ever want to meet. I also went to a kick ass pizzeria where I got so damn drunk that I almost had to crawl into a cab and the bartender basically had to carry me out to a taxi since I couldn’t walk. Man… I was so drunk…. my head was spinning out of control I couldn’t even keep my head up.

And for kicks, I did something very naughty. I hired an escort… a black man named Asanti who… omg…. had this giant 8.5 inch cock and fucked me for the longest time and I came so fucking hard. OMG. What happens in New York, stays in New York… right? Thanks to my best friend Erin for helping me find him on the net *smooches girlie I love you*

Went to a comedy club on 43rd street called Ha! Comedy Club where I made some new friends… I had a fantastic time there, was sitting on the front row drinking strawberry daquiris, a jello shot, and some mozzerella sticks and one of the comedians asked what I did for a living and I said “I am a phone sex operator” and omg you can guess all the jokes I heard that night by all the 7 comedians. It was fucking hilarious and the crowd was really into it!

I went to a couple adult stores in town, bought a full-body fishnet stocking, some cool outfits and some really neat costumes and some more vibrators. I dropped tons of business cards at lots of the strip clubs and stuff so if any of you guys saw me there… here I am… and thanks for checking out my site and the bar site from the card
Congrats to the Mets who beat the Phillies 3-2 what a great game - went all the way to the 11th inning and I got to see it with great seats right around 1st base and I could see really good. Incredible being there with screaming fans… wow… so many sexy people out there!

I went shopping at Macy’s and ate in the cellar there - went shopping on all 6 stories, ended up buying some Escada perfume called Island Kiss… bought some perfume by Vera Wang and also got some incredible Mac makeup and also bought a red Prada purse which was on sale.

Let’s see… I got to see the Metropolitan Museum with Charlie… the two of us had a lovely time together and even ate at a fantastic Italian restaurant called Pistaccio for lunch and I had a vegetarian meal where they put potatoes INSIDE the pasta, it was great! For dinner, we met with his wife and went to an awesome restaurant in the Little Italy area called Portofino where there were fiberoptic stars on the ceiling like the night sky and the walls were hand painted and there were these Italian lights and lamp posts and delicious meals - I had the most amazing seafood platter there. Had a fantastic time also went shopping down that area where all the name brand clothes and shoes were… ended up spending $600 on a pair of Jimmy Choo’s cause well… they’re the best and they’re pointy and make my feet look like a witch. Hey that’s how they’re supposed to look, right? I dunno maybe I’ll give em to my sister. Now I just gotta convince Charlie to leave his wife and be with me…. ok ok ok just kidding. Well maybe I’m not. Oh dear. I better shut up. Gee. We all want Charlie. Why does he have to be married? *cries* he is soooo sexy in real life. OMG… what a gorgeous ass! And he is fucking fine as hell! Man I could just hump him. But really in all seriousness, he is one of the most phenomenal, most amazing people you’d ever want to meet. And he has a heart of gold and meeting him was one of the best parts of my trip. *blows special kiss to her Charlie* you’re with me in spirit sweetie… always.

I love you all - will start doing shoutouts this week since I can’t remember all of em from my vacation but I am so glad to be back home and I love you all!
*smooches*

water in the skies

Published on July 15, 2004 in Journal posts. 1 Comment

Current Wardrobe: short red skirt, black thigh highs, black halter top, black pumps, silver g-string and matching silver string bra

Wow what an exciting experience…. whether rain or sex or the occasional coffee… this place is fucking unbelievable. It rained like crazy last night and I stood under the awning of this Japanese place selling handbags and cheap perfumes and this sexy… and I do mean sexy… man comes up to me with the hottest accent I think I’ve ever heard… and he holds up a black umbrella and offered to walk me to wherever I needed to go since all the cabs in the city seemed to be carrying other people. OMG when you are in a brand new city and you’re horny as hell you tend to do things that are a little on the wild side and boy did I *grins*

I ended up taking him into my hotel room and fucking the hell out of him and then afterwards we went to a little club - a hole in the wall that was so hidden there weren’t even signs for it - even NOW I don’t know the name of it but people called it “the spot” whatever that means LOL. I got to see go-go dancers and the most awesme black lights and mirror balls - totally hot place with the best martinis! I even had a cosmopolitan! Just like they do in Sex and the City.

Last night I saw Phantom of the Opera on Broadway and I had FRONT ROW seats and was so close to the stage that I could lean over and see the orchestra underneath the stage. It was amazing. I had never seen a broadway play before, never seen an opera, never seen a ballet… and this play had all 3 incorperated into it - totally electrifying and I will never forget it. The set design was fucking unbelievable and looked like they spent thousands and thousands of dollars on it — and the costumes were so intricate and had so many types of shiny fabric that I really think hundreds of people must have designed all those outfits. It was fucking unbelievable. I had a little crush on the phantom though - sexy man underneath the makeup. And down below, in the orchestra… I completely couldn’t stop staring at the violin player who was wearing these very sleek glasses and omg he just reminded me of a sexy metropolitan man with a face that just… omg.

I also ate at Planet Hollywood which is in Times Square and I overlooked the people down below - and of course, it rained again. So there were lots of umbrellas and the stupid cab drivers tried to make a special effort to splash us by driving straight into these puddles and drenching all of us on the road. Either way - I had a good time. I love it here. I still have a couple days left - gonna meet with charlie and his wife tomorrow again and maybe go to dinner and a museum… maybe later tomorrow night I’ll go by that S&M place called Paddles.

But tonight hopefully I can see Sky since she lives around here. Mmmm *kisses* I miss you chickie — don’t leave me alone out here… it’s a big place… and I am too scared to take the Subway! LMAO

Talk to you all later!
Love
Isabella
xoxooxox

Greetings from NYC!!

Published on July 14, 2004 in Journal posts. 3 Comments

Current Wardrobe: short black mini-dress, no panties, black pumps, newly manicured and pedicured red nails… and a silver y-necklace with a cool little antique pendant I bought on the street for $10

Well hi there everyone! Greetings from the heart of Manhattan in NYC! I’m writing this at one of the Starbucks off 5th avenue and this is such a neat city! I am sitting by the window watching everyone walk by and New York is just full of diverse people who all have places to go, people to do, and things to see *winks*

Yesterday I went on a 3-hour Circle Line cruise around the island of Manhattan and got to see the Brooklyn Bridge, Manhattan and Williamsburg Bridges… the Chrysler Building, the Empire State building, a little part of central park, I even got to see where Madonna and Catherine Zeta-Jones lives! I just love this city and it is SOOO alive at night! I am staying at a kick ass hotel which is right on the corner of Madison Avenue and omg… I have down sheets, down pillows, gold fabric on the walls, marble bathroom, everything you could want in a hotel room - SOOO luxurious but the only bad part is that the hotel has no internet access which sucks but they said they’ll be adding it soon. That’s the only down part. So I can only get online when I come here to Starbucks.

Tonight I am going to see Phantom of the Opera at 8pm and will also go to Planet Hollywood and have a nice dinner. Last night around 2 in the morning I went on a latenight stroll through the heart of the city and was shocked at how many people were awake and walking around!! Also yesterday I went to the Empire State Building but there was zero visability with all the fog so I didn’t buy a ticket to the observatory deck. Maybe another day I’ll get lucky!

But the highlight of my whole trip… yesterday… I got to meet Charlie.

I met Charlie. And I am hopelessly in love.

I love New York. I fucking love it.

Back from portland-seattle-vegas - off to new york!

Published on July 11, 2004 in Journal posts. 3 Comments

Current Wardrobe: white t-shirt with a black rose on it, short black skirt, black thigh highs, red choker, red knee high boots - hair in a funky ponytail

Wow so much to say and so little time!!! OMG where do I start!!!! Meeting Donna at the airport was almost right out of a movie, I just hugged her so tight and gave her a kiss from one of her callers who just begged me to do it for him - so I kissed her nice and good - what a start! On our way to the parking lot we ran into this old skinny guy in a wheelchair in the elevator with a t-shirt that said - “If I lick them, they will come” and he wore a hat that said - “well hung” and he had a towel draped over his lap with his hand underneath like he was touching himself or something and he had these super short shorts on - me and her tried so hard not to laugh while we were on the elevator with him - on the back of his wheelchair was a bumper sticker that said something like - “yeah it’s better you’re behind me” or something like that - we were cracking up big time!

I got back from Portland and Seattle and got to spend the BEST few days of my LIFE with Donna who I swear is my new best friend and twin sister because the two of us hit it off beautifully and we are so much like each other and both prone to instant orgasms in the middle of nowhere!! I can’t even tell you how amazing it was, we got this kick ass hotel overlooking Seattle and she lit incense and like a dozen little small candles and we just stood awake all night telling sex stories and our favorite phone moments and one thing led to another and you can just IMAGINE what we did under the covers!!!! LOL it was fucking beautiful….. man I love you girl! The next morning we got to meet with our sweet submissive eve who was soooo adorable, reminded me a little bit of Emma without all the crack (winks~) and we just had a blast together and got to see Sarah McLachlan in concert and had these amazing backstage passes where we got our own dressing room where we could watch tv and everything - it was just amazing! I even got to hear sarah during the sound check when they were checking microphones and everything - and I even helped carry her mirror into her dressing room!

I have to stop for a moment. I have to describe to you how wonderful Sarah is in concert. The minute I heard her voice, I came in my panties. No joke. Her voice is like syrup and I know all of her songs by heart and I am simply amazed at her talent, the sheer beauty of her voice, clarity of her lyrics, the sweetness and genuine appreciation she has for her audience. It was a dream come true for me… to not only BE there… but to hear her… up close and personal… with KICK ASS seats. I simply melted… and I got to see TWO concerts, not two…. one in portland, one in seattle… so you can only imagine how it was for me. Best nights of my life. I cried for two whole hours during her first concert….. I was such a balling baby. Every song she sang I would just cry and sing aloud (all happy tears, I promise you)….. I love you Donna for setting up the opportunity to be there and for treating me like such a wonderful princess!!

That night we traveled around 3 in the morning back to Portland and I was soooo tired I slept in the car and forgot I was still logged in for phone calls and I didn’t realize until after I woke up that my sexy Canadian pantyboy photographer tried calling me while I was asleep and sexy Donna answered for me and I am so thankful for her for telling him what happened…. and thanks for not being mad! I truly was so asleep I couldn’t remember a thing!

When I woke up the next morning, I got ready to meet with Drew who traveled all the way from San Francisco to be there with us and meeting her was breathtaking! She is as beautiful in real life as she is online and I absolutely felt like I was meeting a goddess. Truly amazing girl - and what a voice… she kept whispering in my ear really seductively and I just died hearing her!!!

All of us had a great time at the concert that night, and afterwards - around 2 in the morning we went to a late-night diner called the Roxi and were sitting beside these obnoxious drag queens who were wearing black lipliner (apparently they haven’t called me for proper training *smiles*) who wears black lipliner? Ouch. Beside them were these loud druggees who were so loud and rude to each other - we tried to liven the place up by playing some music on the jukebox but it ate our money - that part sucked. But wow the night was full of entertainment!!!

I love meeting all of them - Drew… Eve… and my sweet Donna….. what a wonderful trip!

On the way back, my flight was overbooked and there was a young couple who desperately needed a trip back to san diego from salt lake city (my stop) but the flight was WAY full…. so I gave up my seat and got a travel voucher and had a stop in Vegas. So I officially have been in Vegas! Too bad I spent the entire time there running to my other flight at gate B which you had to take a freakin’ transit train just to get there!

Anyway I’m back home - will spend most of the daytime today at the laundromat cleaning my clothes because I’m going to New York City TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!! I’ll even get to meet Charlie for the very first time and I am so so so excited (I packed my best lingerie…. ssshhhh)….. and Sky and Ash live in New York too so I will have to hook up with them during my trip!

NEW YORK HERE I CUM!!!!!

Sorry no time for shoutouts from this week, I talked to far many people on vacation and I fear I will leave out too many people if I try to write shoutouts today. Bear with me I’ll keep up with em next time! Ohh I watched Nightmare on Elm Street for the first time yesterday (sad I know, been this long) and also watched Who’s Afraid of Virginia Woolf which was a 60’s or 70’s black and white classic and was REALLY REALLY good and the writing was remarkable! I also watched Backdraft tonight, watched the Butterfly Effect yesterday…. bought the movies Monster and Gothika so I own both of those now on dvd - great movies by the way. And I still have Jacob’s Ladder on rental to watch today. I loooove watching movies in between calls while I work… keeps my mind focused - plus I finished another painting of mine which was actually a fast one for me which I like - maybe I’ll show a picture later.

YAY NEW YORK I’m CUMMING!!!!

P.S. I bought a laptop yesterday and am transferring some of my files on my desktop to the laptop so I can take it with me on my trip - maybe if you’re lucky I may be in chat or can still respond to emails - so who knows? I’ll still be taking calls most nights

Going to Portland and Seattle today!

Published on July 4, 2004 in Journal posts. 2 Comments

Current Wardrobe: low-rise jeans, dark blue tube top, socks, comfortable shoes for walking in airport

Got my clothes all packed in my new red luggage, was able to fit everything and the kitchen sink in ONE suitcase and a carryon bag. Not bad at all! I’m leaving from San Diego, got stop in Salt Lake City, then to Portland… driving to Seattle tonight with Donna and we’re gonna have a blast! We’ll meet with eve when we get to Seattle which is nice, I’d love to meet her too. Wow I can’t believe how many girls I’ve met here now. The list is growing! I hope to be able to meet all the girls eventually. So many beautiful gorgeous girls with incredible sexuality.

I will have my calls forwarded to my cell phone when I take calls - so I will be available during the night sometimes. So yes I am still going to take calls.

A message to callers about threeway calling: This is NEW information and an update! Donna and I WILL be able to do threesomes with you!! Donna has the necessary three way calling on her cell phone!! So if you want to speak with the two of us just call! All you have to do is remind the dispatcher to send the call to Donna FIRST! Oh this is sweeeeeet! You can talk to the two of us while we are together right there with each other!!

Lots of shoutouts this time, had a busy couple days
Shoutouts:
Had a WHOLE HOUR with the kinkiest (and most bizarre fetish) man alive who wanted me to be a valley girl nun (yeah unforgettable) who ended up sucking off a horse in the stables and turning into a shemale and fucking him and having Christa join us (in fantasy) while we took turns raping her… had a hypnosis call with a BRAND NEW CALLER - a sissy who wanted to suck real cock! Had a BRAND NEW CALLER call me from california not too far away who wanted a sexy call where I denied him orgasm after orgasm! Had TWO CALLS with a pathetic faggot who is so not worthy of me, why do I bother mentioning him? Had a surprise call with Chris Cross who called me while I was in the middle of an orgasm when I picked up the phone - way sexy - sorry to moan and scream in your ear instead of saying hello (winks), had a sexy call with my NY girlyman who told me his tits are now almost a B-cup! Had a great call with a BRAND NEW CALLER who called from Kentucky who wanted me to hypnotize him in a seductive sexy way and boy did I! Mmmm then I hypnotized my feminine man from New York just the way he likes it - had a cock-stretching call with a man who picked me up at the bar and he seduced me into his apartment and then I took advantage of him, had a cool call with my chicago cuckold boy who only eats his wife out cause he can’t fulfill her needs, had a quickie call with a sexy man who wanted me to cum for him all sweet and sexy, had an amazing call with my adoring sissy fag hairdresser who is so sexy in curlers and a smock and he just had the best “do” this time! I also had a call with a BRAND NEW CALLER who wanted me to be his wife and I forced him to be with a man fr me, had TWO HOT CALLS with my ER pantyboy who is so sexy in his brand new lingerie and gorgeous pretty woman thigh high boots and is by far a better dresser than me, had a great call with a BRAND NEW CALLER who was the most adorable pantyboy from Alaska all dressed up in his panties, had a great hypnosis call with a BRAND NEW CALLER from Michigan who let me seduce him with the finest women.