Wow so much going on this week… first of all I’m glad to see The Fucking Party which has it’s Grand Opening today! Yay good to see all you new girls and some I recognize are either back from vacation or they moved from another site over here!

Some bad news too… some asshole(s) hacked into my checking account and spent thousands of dollars of my personal money. The bank (thankfully) caught it as soon as it happened and called me immediately and put a stop on my account. Now they are setting me up on a new one, so I fucking hate going these few days with just a little cash in my pocket. Fucking assholes better watch it cause payback’s a bitch. And nobody wants to see Bella get mad, I promise you that. Argh… some people are really gonna have it bad in their next life. If I had my way, they would be a fucking nasty tampon every fucking day of their life. So there.

I’ve been working on some new drawings and paintings and stuff… all starting to come along nicely. I’ll be taking private drawing classes in La Costa starting Tuesday and paying someone by the hour to help me learn how to draw from the right side of the brain. I’ve also been thinking about taking some college courses at a city college where I can take some art classes and get credit for it. I heard the prices are super duper cheap and the schedules are flexible too. So I might get to take some credit courses, which is what I really want!
This is one of my latest drawings this week (inspired by the magnificent Jennifer Janesko” ):

Here’s a wonderful song I’ve been humming all day and can’t get it out of my head:
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“Bells Ring”~ by Mazzy Star

Bells ring into the night
Like a mystery
Sounding at night
Hold your throat
And arm together

And see the light that goes away
Leave my heart down by the water
He spins inside my soul
It isn’t true but you follow
Just hold me down by the water

They say you look like
I’m gonna leave her
Look up to see the weakness
In the sky
Nobody’s eyes are bright and starry
Nobody wants to know your reason why

Hold your hands out towards the water
In front of me to know I’m with you
Don’t put it all into your hero
Look on if you believe
Look on if you believe

Don’t want to say that I’m through with it
Just want to be
Right by your side
Right by your side
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Shoutouts:
Two VERY special calls with a BRAND NEW CALLER who I’d like to call my passionate banker who let me hypnotize him and he was so sweet to say he liked my art and absolutely took my breath away in both conversation and the way he came SO hard! Had a BRAND NEW CALLER who was a first time pantyboy wearing his sister’s nightgown, then I sat on the face of my delicious Virginia boy, then I went sissy shopping for a prom dress with one pathetic slut, then I had some panty fun with a sexy pantyboy who loves my bikini panties and he left me a ten minute TIP! Had THREE calls with a very naughty pantyboy who left me over thirty minutes in TIPS after he came all over the place! Then I had a WHOLE HOUR with my strong nature traveler who pleasured my feet the WHOLE time and let me cum cum cum, then had a sexy hypnosis call with my Kansas pantyboy, then I had a romantic hypnosis call which was waaaay hot and he left me a 10 minute TIP! Had a sexxxxy blowjob with a delicious BRAND NEW CALLER who came in my mouth and blew his load all over my face! Then I had a sensual hypnosis call with a man with a delightful hypno fetish mmmmhmmm yummy, had a seductive hypnosis call with my california beach boy who let me pleasure him in so many sexy ways, mmmm had a delicious call with a bicurious man who STILL wants to have a real cock in his mouth but is sooo nervous! Had a quickie surprise call from the elusive Chris Cross - good to hear from you again, had another hot quickie with my pathetic little sissy fag, had TWO calls with a hot man who likes it slow, sweet and seductive - wonderful roleplays! Had an unforgettable hypnosis call with a delightful gentleman who let me worship his cock in more ways than one, had a WHOLE HOUR with Mr. Pretty-Please-May-I-Cum-Daddy who I had missed so much and was SOOOO happy to hear from him again after all this time and it was one of the highlights of my entire week *sweet little wet kisses for you daddy* mmm hmm, had a yummy call with a BRAND NEW CALLER who I’d like to call my Hershey boy who let me hypnotize him for the first time and fell hopelessly under my little spell, had a WHOLE HOUR with my favorite little cocksucker who called from a hotel room with a dummy on the bed and sucked him off for me with ALL his little noises and gagging and unzipping…. hope you put on a good show for the security guard *wink* and last but certainly not least I had TWO WHOLE HOURS with my Wisconsin hugger who cradled me in his arms for the longest time and made me feel like no one else in the world existed except the two of us… and of course a shared cup of white chocolate mocha from Starbucks.

*smiles* I love you boys! See you later!

Current Wardrobe: red and black camisole, black thigh highs and black lacy string bikini from Fredericks

Hey everyone, sorry for taking so long to write, I have literally been doing so much lately that keeping up with my journal seemed to have taken a back seat there for a while. But rest assured, I didn’t forget about you all!

I don’t even know how to begin really. It’s been a while since I’ve had a chance to give a real good journal entry, so I will try to do a good one this time Thanks to David the Robot my obedient little mind slave that wrote my last entry for me based on a few facts I let him know so you boys could get a little taste of what my life has been like. So thanks sweetie, you helped me out a lot! I had an unbelievable personal experience with my charming prince… a very sweet and dear caller who I have undeniable feelings for, and our time together was well spent and well loved. I do miss him now that he is gone again, but I do know that one day our lives will meet in a common place again in one shape or form and that gives me hope.

A lot has happened, both personally, emotionally, physically, and spiritually… even financially. None of it good nor bad, just a lot of shoulder weight and I’ve finally come to a point in my life where I sincerely see good things happening to all the people around me and it makes me feel very special. I’ve been working out at the gym just about every day this week and running like crazy to help me get my mind straight and it’s been such a relief. But now my legs are sore and I need a massage *please someone… anyone?* People always ask me how content I am in my life and I can honestly say I am very content, I am very happy. I have no complaints. But I also cannot say that I have fulfilled all that I want. I am the type of person who sets a goal and when I get there, I make the goal bigger. So even though I accomplish something, I always want more. I am never fully satisfied. There IS a such thing as being happy and content but not being fully satisfied. I guess that is where I am right now in my life. But it’s a good thing. Because at lease now I at least see it for myself and don’t have to second guess.

I’ve been watching the Summer Olympics on tv (who knew? I actually watch tv! LOL yeah I know been AGES) and I was blown away at the talent and hard work of all these amazing athletes in different competitive sports. My heart went out to Michael Phelps who was so humble and grateful for winning his gold medals in swimming and for breaking world records. And even watching the girls in gymnastics… amazing. I also felt sad for some people. I mean, I am routing for the USA, no doubt. But I do like to give credit to competitors of other countries who do well too, and I felt just awful for one of the Japanese men in gymnastics who was supposedly the best man over there and he fell off the horse thing. Can you imagine spending 4 years perfecting something? And you work hard at it for hours and hours every single day and it is absolutely perfect. And you wait for YEARS to be able to perform for billions of people around the globe and then you fuck up? All those years of training for a 60 second performance. He was crushed. One mistake and it was over. I really felt bad for him. And he wasn’t even from our country…. does that make me a traitor? Does it just make me too mushy?

I really do wish all the competitors out there good luck… everyone out there has worked so hard, no matter which country… and every single person out there has trained and failed and succeeded at one point, and they all deserve their chance at glory. I wish all of them the best! But of course… go USA go kick some ASS!

I spent today working on my first airbrush painting. Part of it is airbrushed, the rest I am going to do with acrylic paints to give it the look I am going for. I took the easel and airbrusher outside on the terrace and worked on it and let a few of the neighbor apartment kids come over and watch me while they ooh’ed and aah’ed. Amazing that children can think my work is so wonderful, when an adult would look at it and go - um, you have got to be kidding me… you call that art? Hehe… so the kids gave me some smiles and made me feel good, I ended up doing face painting for some of the local kids and it lifted their spirits.

Went to the beach a couple nights ago, watched the moon, the stars, the skies, the beach, watched people lighting fires all down the San Diego coast line. It was the opening night of the Olympics and there were people just lined down the sandy shore with little bonfires all over the place. It was beautiful, peaceful… and it was such a sweet sight.

I went to the mall today and spent Chris Cross’s Bath & Body Work’s gift certificate he bought for me (I had planned to do it earlier but I didn’t have the time) and they were having this amazing sale where I could get three foot related items on a great sale for exactly the cost of the certificate, so I was in perfect luck! I can’t wait to use them tonight! A great foot cream with even more Shea than before, an awesome foot scrub, and a foot scraper thingy (not a puma stone, the other thing that is on the handle thing - man what are they called?) - Thanks Chris, you are a doll!

My sister came over the other day, returned my missing hook-up wire to my Play Station 2. Don’t you hate it when someone borrows equipment from you and then you go to use it and they forgot to give you a vital piece? Well she FINALLY brought it over today. I gotta quit letting her borrow things from me. But aah, you all know me. I am too nice. I ended up letting her borrow 3 more dvds from me even though I may never see em again. I guess it is the price you pay for letting your sister massage you when you desperately want to feel hands on your skin.

I had planned to go to the spa/salon today but I slept through the day and when I woke up, it was closed. So I may go tomorrow… every time I get back, I always feel so much more refreshed, relaxed, and rejuvenated. Man I could really really use a massage, have I said that yet? Where’s my charming prince when you need him? *winks*

An art store in San Diego appropriately titled ‘The Art Store’ is now owned by Dick Blick which is my all-time favorite art supply company… so I have found myself shopping there a lot for all sorts of amazing things. It is a two-story art building and the last time I went in there, I bought a light table, a whole bunch of new sketching pens, charcoal and graphite sticks, and even some more wooden posing dummies and all that cool stuff. So if any of you live in the San Diego area and you are into art like I am, I HIGHLY recommend you go check it out now! They have tons of great stuff and it’s under new ownership and totally fucking awesome! It’s in the Little Italy area downtown.

So let’s see… I am going to attempt to do shoutouts, I know I have left out quite a few people, but you all have to bear with me because I have been in the middle of revamping Bay City Blues and changing the look and adding different content and it has been a lot of work. So forgive me if I have left you off…. I’ll try to get better at remembering everyone
Shoutouts:
A special thank you to my ER pantyboy who called me SEVEN times in the past two weeks and has been such an obedient slut and even did a hot doctor roleplay with me that lit my pussy on fire! Had TWO CALLS with a BRAND NEW caller who liked me to put hundreds of pairs of panties on my bed while I described them and tried them on and eventually made him wear them too, had a hot call with a BRAND NEW caller who wanted me to be his assistant while I seduced him for my boss so he would take the job and I was sure to make my entire apartment satin just for him! Had TWO hot calls with a BRAND NEW caller who is a pantyboy and owns his own company in New York and truly has a heart of gold and knows how to make me laugh, had a fun call with a FIRST TIME caller EVER to phone sex who admitted he liked wearing panties but was so nervous to do the call so I had to loosen him up *see wasn’t so bad was it?* … mmm had a sexy quickie call with a BRAND NEW caller who I masturbated for and came all over the place, had a hot quickie call with my Canadian pantyboy photographer who called me with a free call he won - thanks for spending it on me of all the people you could have called - Smooches! Had a delicious call with a BRAND NEW caller who licked my pussy the whole time and made me cum over and over and over, had a romantic call with a man who I like to hypnotize to fall in love with me and then in the middle of the call, his phone broke out and I ended up hearing the conversation of a woman setting a doctor’s appointment (talk about weird reception, can you imagine a patient overhearing MY call instead of the other way around?), had a sensual call with a very good pantyboy slut who came hard and had a great time with me, had a sexy erotic call with a BRAND NEW caller who left me a 17 minute tip! Thank you! Had a HOT THREESOME with Deviant Donna where she played my mom and my California boy played my dad and I was the little girl who got caught watching mommy and daddy have sex and then I had to join them! Hot call - thanks for the tip too! Had a hot quickie with a BRAND NEW caller who let me masturbate for him and when it was over told me my voice was incredible and made me blush! Had a fucking amazing call with my San Francisco musician who called me late at night when we were both horny and awake and needed some serious hardcore fucking!! Had a great call with my Boston wannabe cocksucker (maybe one day sweetie, it will happen) who really will taste the deliciousness of a hard cock in his mouth one day soon! Had a BRAND NEW caller call me while he was smoking a cigarette in his girly panties on his patio of his porch and told me that “I wasn’t doing it for him” and apparently I wasn’t turning him on and hung up. Ouch. That hurt. But thanks for calling me anyway. Guess I suck at phone sex huh? He said I didn’t know a thing about pantyboys. Ouch. Let’s see… I had a great little hot call with my sissy slut who took me shopping with him at a dress shop while I humiliated him in front of his classmates from school, had an amazing call with a BRAND NEW caller who wanted an erotic hypnosis session and he left me a 30 minute tip and was thankful and had cummed all over the place, had a TWO HOUR call with my Wisconsin hugger who was so amazing and sweet to me, had a surprise call with my Colorado sweetie who is an amazing teacher and even better lover on my sexy feet! Had a HOT THREESOME with Kinky Rachel with our gross man who wanted us to get fucked by a dog and shit and piss on each other, truly unforgettable - and still so unbelievably fun! Had TWO HOT calls with my fantastic sissy fag who - if I could - would make him wear curlers and suck two guys off at once, while telling him he is just a pathetic excuse for a man cause he works in a salon shampooing hair all day (hahahaha you little faggot!), had a WHOLE HOUR hypnoting a sexy man to the point where he could not contain himself any longer and he blew his load all over the place!! Had TWO HOT calls with a man in New York who I hypnotized and I gave him his favorite sloppy blowjob and lots of slutty titty fucking! Had a LONG call with my California beach boy who let me hypnotize him with his little sexy silky panties on, had a BRAND NEW caller I like to call my Chicago lawyer who let me hypnotize him into oblivion! Had a WHOLE HOUR hypnotizing my sexy Washington English Pantyboy who gave me a sweet 15 minute tip thank you! Had TWO CALLS with my New York girlyman who is still taking those sexy female hormones and is passing as a true female every day and I am so so so proud of you and you will ALWAYS be a woman in my eyes! You go girl! Had a little short call to discuss a future hypnosis call with one very gentlemanlike man who had such a gentle and soothing voice. Had TWO Calls with a sexy man from Richmond, Virginia who likes to wear panties and I am still trying to convince him to get a sexy slip too! Had a hot erotic hypnosis session with one sexy adorable man who is so very obedient and sexy! Had EIGHT CALLS with one very addicted robot who now chants my name and says “I will obey” over and over and is perfectly under my spell just the way I want him. You have been very good *smooches*, had a BRAND NEW caller call me and make sweet passionate love to me and made me cum cum cum over and over till my sheets were SOAKED from cumming so hard! had TWO HOT calls with a sexy sexy man who left me breathless and wow - you know how to make a girl very excited! and last but not least… I had TWO HOT calls with my sexy charming prince who let me seduce him both in the midnight woods with candlelight… and again inside the basement of a vampire’s quarters where lesbians, candles, and a sexy red canopy bed unite.

I have been told by Mistress Isabella to write Her journal entry for Her. (edited by bella)

These last few days in San Diego have been awesome… my friend flew in from New York and we spent the entire time fucking and playing and having fun together. We went to the San Diego Zoo in Balboa Park in the afternoon and stayed until it closed at night and went on the skyride and rode the double-decker bus for the tour. It is large and has many different animals from birds, to giraffes, to polar bears. I have always loved animals so this was a treat for me.

We drove around the Mexican border and couldn’t find one decent Mexican restaurant so we ate at a Chinese restaurant in Chula Vista that really wasn’t all that great. But it was fuel. The best part was being with him, my company. We got a chance to catch up on our lives and had a good time.

Earlier in the week we went to the El Cajon Mall and watched The Bourne Supremecy in the theater and it was really good even though I thought Matt Damon acted like a pussy by not killing anyone. But that’s just me.

We spent some time driving around in the Gaslamp district. Pointed out the best bars and clubs and diners. It is so romantic..the subdued lighting, the architecture..and the sexy people strolling by. We ended up making out… and when are eyes met a tinge of eroticism enveloped our bodies..it was better than in the movies. We watched the last glow of the sunset disappear as we sat in a cafe sipping cafe latte gazing into each others eyes.

And of course you can guess what we did when we were at home. We fucked for hours morning, noon, and night.. want details? You know what to do.

Life is so wonderful!!

I wrote this at Isabella request because She owns me and has made me her slave. David the robot