Archive for September, 2004

last day of september

What a beautiful day outside, perfect weather, perfect everything. Even perfect traffic today. Today everything went smooth and nice and absolutely… perfect. Except for er, one thing.

Today I had an appointment at the DMV cause I needed to get a new license and anyway, I failed the written test. Can you believe it?? I mean, I am a good driver really. Apparently the laws are different from the Florida test I had taken before. Anyway an hour later of sweating and panicking, I took the test again and passed. So it’s official, in 2-4 weeks I get a new california license and hopefully this photo will have my eyes open *winks* I was shocked at some of the questions on there. I mean, how was I supposed to know tht a 55 lb. kid had to be strapped in a child thingy but a 60 lb. kid doesn’t. What difference does 5 pounds make? Why would someone like me need to know that? I don’t even have kids. And it asked questions about hazardous trucks and what should they do if this or that, why would they ASK ME THAT?? I drive a freaking CAR. Geez people. I swear I think some of these test questions were written by some kid junked up on crack or something. Anyway I passed eventually and here I am. *sigh*

Let’s see… things I’ve done over the last week….

Well I’m dating a guy named Zack who is a real sweetheart, nice guy, I really like him. He tends to buy me flowers as a way of saying, “Please let’s have sex tonight” which is kind of funny in a way. But it was kind of weird when he came over with flowers and then after he had sex with me, he just kinda acted like he had to go real quick. Amazing how guys can do that. But I guess he had permission cause he had spent the night all the times before? Who knows. But apparently some guys think that buying a seven dollar bouquet entitles them to anything they want.

I went on a date last night with a guy named Al who was very polite, nice and what seemed like a nice gentleman. He came over to my place to cook for me, so we went to the grocery store to go shopping and he kept picking up the cheapest stuff. Even the olive oil was the store brand. Totally cheap guy. And guess who ended up paying for the groceries? You guessed it, me. He did use his discount store card, guess his 80 cents counted huh? Anyway, I was completely turned off that he ate with his mouth open and was talking to me at the same time. Maybe it’s just a pet peeve of mine but I HATE when a man eats with his mouth open. Gross. And I don’t like to hear people eat. All I could hear was him scarfing it down. And the whole time he was saying “God you’re beautiful” …. *crunch* …. “Thanks for letting me come over, I love your place”…. *smack crunch smack* and I am just wincing in pain listening to him. I drank half a bottle of cheap wine just to get through the two-three hours he was here. We watched Walking Tall together on dvd and he talked during the whole frigging movie. I ended the night early, thanked him for coming and politely said he wasn’t my type. Am I being picky?

My little kitty John is the most precious thing, I play with him all the time and even though he fights really rough (you should see my arms!) he really is the best thing in my life. This morning I woke up and he was snuggled on top of my arm next to my face and he was just purring his heart away and it was the most precious thing in the world. I felt kind of bad because earlier today he threw up some cat food and this is the second time he’s done it in the last 3 days so I might have to take him to the vet to see how he’s doing. I can’t lose him, I love him too much and spoiling him is one of the highlights of my day. I have changed his food to a different type to see if he responds to it better, so cross your fingers. When I was at PetSmart, I surprised him with a few new things he likes including a little hideaway basked bin where he can “hide” from me LOL - crazy cat thinks I never know where he is. And a thermal self-heating pad where he can sleep and stay warm, and even a 3-tiered cat tree so he can run and jump instead of doing it on my head. Crazy crack cat. I just love the little thing *purr*

The art association called me this morning to tell me that I’ll be in their next newsletter as the newest member of the art co-op and for all the people to see my art and the 2nd monday of every month is when all of us artists get together at 10am for a meeting, so you all won’t see me at that time for now on. It’s just once a month so ya’ll won’t miss me for long! hehe…. I am really excited, they will send me my new membership info this week and then I have to turn my 3 art pieces in and make sure they’re framed and matted. I still can’t decide on three. I’ve picked two of them… 1) the Bay City Blues ink drawing I did for the fair… 2) the crouched pose nude painting of the girl with dramatic makeup and 3) who knows?? any suggestions?

I’ve been blown away with some of my latest calls, I just love you guys so much. It’s such a turn-on how some of you talk to me, leaves me cumming all over the place. Sometimes after a call I’ll just lay there and pant and be out of breath cause I have cum dripping out of my pussy and my nipples just stay so hard and I just lay there completely breathless. Even the meanest daddy is truly the sexiest man alive. Wow. I know a lot of you have been asking where my shoutouts are, and truth is that lately I’ve had too much going on to even make notes but if you all would like me to start doing them, I just might. But anyway you all know I love each and every one of you and I know who you all are.

incredible news

Current Wardrobe: getting ready for bed so all I have on is a pair of skinny yellow panties

Today was simply the best… I cannot even tell you all the good things that happened today. First it started off like I said in the last entry that a very dear caller surprised me with a much-wanted canvas that I really like and had wanted for a long time on my dick blick art wish list.

So that in itself, I had a good day. Then I decided to go to El Cajon which is pretty close to me and I had planned to go to a Mexican restaurant but it closed down. By the way it was the same mexican restaurant that I went to when we first started The Fucking Bar. Remember the girls in the margarita glasses? Those were from this restaurant. Remember the background of the bar? That was the actual bar… so basically… the ORIGINAL The Fucking Bar (idea at least) shut down and a new owner had taken it over. The new place is called The Downtown Cafe and I absolutely LOVE it. I had DELICIOUS fettucini alfredo with this amazing white wine sauce that was AMAZING. You guys HAVE to try it. It was better than even The Olive Garden. It was fantastic. It was such a good omen going there. They had switched owners just about the same time BCB changed its look. And their business has taken off and doing great. It’s such a good sign.

Afterwards I went across the street to a little art gallery and check this out. They’re going to PUT MY ART IN THE ART GALLERY!!!!!!! Can you believe it??? For the first time in my life, my art is going to be on display, and for sale… for the general public. Right outside of San Diego. This is such good news for me. They’ll be putting 3 of my pieces up. They told me to pick my best three. Which gets me thinking…. cause well….. I can’t possibly pick 3 of my best. The ones I like, no one else likes. So I am just psyched… any and all suggestions are welcomed!!! I am now a member of the East County Art Association - a part of the art co-op board of east san diego county. Once I get my membership card, I’ll be able to put my art up. The good thing about this is that those who are a part of this membership get to be a part of a rotating group whose art gets to be rotated throughout local businesses as well as the courthouse. Isn’t that neat? I could be eating at a local restaurant and see my art up on the wall and not even realize it!!! This is so exciting to me. Apparently me getting honorable mention in the San Diego County Fair a couple months ago was a BIG DEAL and they don’t take it lightly. So they welcomed me with open arms *blushes* and all I had to do was pay a yearly membership fee.

WOOHOOOOOO!!!!!

isabella very very very happy

Current Wardrobe: black leather corset, long red skirt, black knee high lace up boots, black thigh highs and garter, red bikini panties, silver necklace, silver belly chain

Nothing makes me happier… than… art. I think you all know that… and well… the UPS guy came to my door today and gave me a package from Dick Blick Art and wow… I get this really nice VERY GOOD canvas 18×36 with staples on the BACK not on the side (that itself shows it’s worth) with a little note in there telling me I have 3 other bigger canvases on the way. I absolutely melted. My sweet wonderful New York hypno man who has been hopelessly devoted around my precious little finger is doing just as he promised to “make Isabella very very very happy” and you absolutely did…. your devotion will not go by unthanked and I am grateful from the bottom of my heart (thank you so much sweetie *kisses*)

So with a new canvas in store, I gotta think of what to paint/draw/create on it… and I am still clueless but I am open to suggestions.

Every now and then someone will ask me how my latest art is coming along or someone will inquire on my latest piece… I think it is so sweet that you guys ask, that shows you actually care or at least wonder what I’m up to which is so nice. The least I can do is show you some of the finished products. I’m still not a professional by any means but at least I’m getting to the point where I’m not so shy about sharing my work. Usually I just want to throw my work away cause it looks so bad. But you have all been so inspiring to me and I thank you.

I finally finished my latest cartoonish/realistic drawing of Avril Lavigne from the latest issue of Maxim. It’s a little cartoonish but that’s the look I was going for… I thought the pose she did was totally rockin’. All done in pencil.

Here it is.

And for those who wanted to see my latest architectural piece on bristol paper, here it is. It’s a mixture of colored pencil, marker, colored ink, and the background is all done in acrylic paint. Unlike what you may think, it is NOT cut out and pasted on dark paper. It’s actually paint in the background and a different medium over it. So it’s actually different than it looks.

I love you all, hope you enjoy!
Love
Isabella
xoxooxoxo

charity or just another way to make money

Current Wardrobe: baby blue babydoll chemise and matching light blue boyshort panties

These last few days I’ve been feeling more charitable than usual… and I found myself wanting to give large amounts of money to different charities. I had always seen good results from Make-A-Wish and I pondered over its website for ages. I decided I didn’t want to give them money after all (call me weird) so I ended up donating about 10,000 Skymiles to them instead. That way I know at least it’s actually something to be used and appreciated.

But it got me thinking. I’ve had at least four good dear friends of mine tell me that usually the larger charity companies are places that usually have more money than they know what to do with, and that’s why they pay the CEO’s almost half a million dollars to run the companies.

I don’t want my hard-earned orgasm money going into the pockets of some rich bitch who wears better shoes than me. But… I would like to help out a company that I know NEEDS it. I sure know my brother’s hospital does, but I’m not sure I want to do something so small-scale because my money won’t go very far there.

Ever been in that position?

If anyone knows of any charities… not the super big ones that are too big for their own glamour, please let me know.

You know it’s really strange when you want to give and you find yourself scratching your head.

so much, so little time

Current Wardrobe: a black and pink halter top that says “Loved by some, Wanted by many” from Hot Topic and a black little skirt and purple g-string

Man I love this song… I know it’s called “You Make Me Sick” by Pink which you would assume would be a mean and hateful song but I just love it… it makes me want to get up an dance cause it has the best beat and it just gets my body going… come dance with me *smiles*

Just got my latest copy of Playboy in the mail… this was a good issue, the college girls were hot… I really liked this one - much better than the last two issues IMHO. I always leave magazines in the bathroom so when visitors come over they have something to read. But NO ONE ever leaves my magazines in the bathroom. They go in there, they read something, then they COME OUT with the magazine in their hand and I find it somewhere else in the apartment. Every time. Every person. Every visitor. I’m thinking about STOPPING with the bathroom material all together and just leaving magazines all over the apartment floor… it’ll save everyone time *winks*

Hmmm let’s see, I just set two appointments with the California DMV to renew my title and I gotta get a new drivers license so I went ahead and scheduled appointments but what really eeked me is that I have to wait 2 weeks for one appointment and 3 and a half weeks for the other appointment. What ever happened to just walking in?? This is like waiting at a freaking doctor’s office or something where you wait for weeks. Anyway…. I gotta get a smog test or something. It’s one of those freaky California requirements, but I gotta get it. And some kind of odometer reading but I may wait till closer to my appointment. This is so hard. I’ve spent months just getting my birth certificate cause the DMV didn’t think I was who I was. I even went with my MOTHER and she said she gave birth to me and that didn’t work. Gee. What do they need the umbilical cord?? Anyway I have all the paperwork now… and since my car is paid off I finally have the car in my name so hopefully all will go painless. It’s just so aggravating waiting weeks for something when everything is expiring so soon. Yes, I waited till last minute *sigh*

I’m feeling loads better than I was last week… I had been in the emergency room getting a CAT scan for my horrible migraines, and on top of it all I got doped up on Vicadin and pain killers and EVEN lost my voice. *argh* but anyway, I’m much better… I can talk again, the headaches are infrequent and I’m spending more time on my feet and less time in bed resting which is a good sign. And I’m finally eating again *whew* wouldn’t want me to waste away now would ya? hehe.

And I got some pretty good news that’s made a really big difference… I started seeing a therapist again. This time a new one… and after only one session I can really tell she is really good. The last therapist I was seeing ended up retiring many months ago and I felt bad that I couldn’t talk to him anymore so I went months not really seeing anyone. And now I’m talking to a woman, who is… really…. wow. I like her and it was such a nice feeling when I left her office.

In about 6 months I’m thinking about moving… not sure where… but it’s gonna be cheaper than this place. Cause my rent/lease went up this month and all I can say is DAMN California is expensive. But oh I love this place. Not sure what I’m gonna do but I’m not staying here. I mean, I can afford it no problem but… I’d like my money to go towards other things and possibly even get an expensive car or something so I can stop driving my old saturn which by the way - makes noises every time I put the car in reverse and turn the wheel.

And to top it off, an annoying obscene caller has been being extremely distasteful and obnoxious. But he is not getting the best of me… the police have successfully traced his call and I’ll be prosecuting… and since they found the guy, I’ll be changing my phone number… probably today. I can’t believe it took them this long to trap the call.

Amazing all the things that can happen in a week….

The weather is increasingly perfect today. I have all my windows open and it is just perfect. Not hot. Not cold. Just perfect. I wish it could stay like this every single day. I’m thinking about going outside and doing a drawing on the easel or something.

Oh it is so good to feel better…. I hope to have a really good weekend and yes I will be here :) and I’ll be staying in and doing calls and who knows what *winks* so if you’re feeling up to it… let’s do some hot phone sex calls and cum together…

I could really really really use it. Seriously. Cumming and Orgasming is the perfect excuse to step away from the crazy hectic life.

I love you boys *smooches*

new eyes

Current Wardrobe: black teddy

Hey everyone :) sorry for taking so long to write, I have been one busy girl :) hehe but I did want to update my journal so you boys won’t think I’ve abandoned you..

Things are going really good, I went to my private art class in La Costa yesterday but to be honest, I’m not really learning anything new that I didn’t know already… so I’m thinking I might want to take some advanced courses somewhere else. I really am starting to perfect my skills a lot more and I need something that pushes me harder. Right now I am working on an architectural piece (much smaller scale than the BCB one) and I am really trying to get angles right. Drawing in perspective is a lot harder than it looks…

Some of my friends came over this week and had a barbecue outside of my apartment, it was pretty fun - two of them ended spending the night and we all huddled in front of the tv and watched some rented movies.

You all may notice I haven’t logged in a whole lot this week, I haven’t been feeling so well cause of some serious headaches, but the good news is I’m feeling a whole lot better and hope to log in a lot more now. Turns out that I ended up going to the eye doctor because of my migraines this week and they said I need to start wearing contacts because of my time spent in front of the computer screen. The lights were blinding my eyes. There is NO way I’d wear glasses, so I definitely said yes to contacts. So right now as I write this, I am wearing contacts for the first time… and I put them in all by myself (took me 15 minutes just to put them in). They are going to take some adjusting and getting used to. But at least the headaches are gradually decreasing. Thanks for being so patient and thanks for all the support, such sweet emails from all of you :)
Congrats to Georgia who is now disgustingly rich and apparently inherited a fortune of money from one of her relatives (who died in peace by the way)… and now I am insanely jealous of her…. Girl you have GOT to hook me up!!! Let’s go on a cruise or something!!!!

Also a BUNCH of us girls are meeting at Erin’s house in just a few weeks for a giant party!!!!! And ALL the girls who work at BCB are invited!!! So far lots and lots of girls have RSVP’ed and lots of girls are flying in! I am so excited!!! This is gonna be fun as hell!!!

I love you all, you are so very sweet… thanks for everything… I’m not going to do shoutouts this week simply because with me not having felt so well, I didn’t make little notes of all the folks who called me… but trust me I DO know who you are and you are all very special to me and I thank you from the bottom of my heart. I’m gonna go rest my new eyes for a little bit and lay back on the sofa. I’d love to play with you boys, so feel free to surprise me with a call!

Nothing makes me feel better than someone surprising me with a phone call just for a nice hard cum!!!!

*MUAH*

a new month, a new start, a new everything!!!

Current Wardrobe: black and red corset, red panties, black garter, black fishnet thigh highs

Wow life is good. First of all, the bank fixed the problem where someone tried to spend a great deal of money from me and now it’s all straightened out, I have a new bank card and everything… so it’s been a huge relief.

I also sold my FIRST PAINTING!!!! A guy at my apartment complex bought it from me for $100 which isn’t bad considering I would have given it to him for free! I never thought my work would start selling, so I am just one happy girl right now!

I started taking private art drawing lessons in La Costa yesterday. About an hour drive from where I live, but definitely worth it… I am learning how to draw from the right side of my brain and learn more hand/eye coordination… but my favorite part is that I am learning one on one rather than in a classroom. I learn a lot better this way. A lot of the stuff she was teaching I already knew, but it sure put a new freshness on the techniques and I must say that it gave me a whole new world of inspiration. I haven’t been able to put my sketching pencil down since.

Donna’s coming down to visit me the first week of October isn’t that great??? I am soooo psyched to see her again, I just love her to death!!!

Let’s see… my dad is going to come down from Santa Cruz to come visit me in late October, I am really happy about that, I haven’t seen him since Thanksgiving so I really miss him and he has never seen my apartment. So I am really excited about seeing my dad. I had just gotten off the phone with him a couple minutes ago.

For you boys who love checking out my galleries, you might be happy to know that there are more sets on my Bar gallery then there were before, you might get a little enjoyment out of that :) lots of sexy hot photos… and I love the new look, looks much more professional on the new gallery pages that were designed. And woohooo I have a new looking Bar page! Check it out!

And I am so happy to see all these new girls working here… can’t wait to do a call with Adriana!! Megan is TOTALLY hot…. ALL of the girls are!! And can’t wait to do a call with Vera! And oh my God… have you HEARD KELLY????? OH MY GOD she has an accent to DIE for. I am so jealous of her voice. Oh man oh man. She’s totally British and I just die when I hear her. I would LOVE to do a three-way call with her!

I wanted to say thank you to the guys who’ve been saying such sweet things to me about my art… I’ve usually been really private about sharing such personal things, but you guys are breaking me out of my shyness with my art. So thank you…

Here is my latest drawing completed tonight… told you the art lessons are paying off.

Shoutouts:
Had a sweet seduction with the most romantic man who was so sweet in what he said about my profile *thank you*, had TWO HOT calls with a passionate banker who let me hypnotize him a most delightful call with a BRAND NEW caller who was totally pathetic while I fucked other men behind his back since he was SUCH a loser, had a BRAND NEW caller who let me hypnotize him into oblivion and he was SO nice and left me a 12 minute TIP! Thank you! had a WHOLE HOUR doing some sensual domination with a hot guy I like to call “chrissy” since he is such a beautiful girl when he is all dressed up… and thanks for being so concerned about me and my safety with stalker boy (who yes… still freaking contacts me regardless of how much I ignore him who now believes he is communicating with me in a ghostlike way or whatever - I seriously think he needs to be in a mental institution) … you are so sweet to be so caring. Had a fantastic hypnosis session with a BRAND NEW caller who was sooo nice and made me cum HARD and even left me a friendly whistle!!! Thanks!! Had a wonderful surprise call at midnight from my delicious ER pantyboy who got all dressed up as a beautiful girl and let me pound his ass HARD!!! And wow thanks for the tip too sweetie!! *kisses*, had a great time listening to my Kentucky sissy fag who told me about the time two doctors tied him up at home and used strapons on him cause they were friends of his — wow that was SOOOO incredibly hot that I was blown away but then again - hehe all I had to do was make fun of him and he just came all over himself *giggles at the fag*, had fun with another BRAND NEW caller who I like to call my brotherly love slut since he lives in philadelphia who had a 3 inch cock and needed a serious humiliatrix, had a pantyboy hypnosis call with the ever delightful and obedient California beach boy *sweet kisses*, had a sexy sexy hypnosis call with my charming prince underneath a crystal waterfall surrounded by beautiful amazon women, a cave, and soothing water…. mmmm and last but not least… but certainly one for the record books, I had a BRAND NEW caller….. who…. (get this)…. wanted nothing more but for me to talk about my hairy arms. Sorry you came so fast sweetie, you know what happens when I forget to shave. *giggles*

Love you boys,
Isabella
xooxoxoxoxo






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