Current Wardrobe: black and red corset, red panties, black garter, black fishnet thigh highs
Wow life is good. First of all, the bank fixed the problem where someone tried to spend a great deal of money from me and now it’s all straightened out, I have a new bank card and everything… so it’s been a huge relief.
I also sold my FIRST PAINTING!!!! A guy at my apartment complex bought it from me for $100 which isn’t bad considering I would have given it to him for free! I never thought my work would start selling, so I am just one happy girl right now!
I started taking private art drawing lessons in La Costa yesterday. About an hour drive from where I live, but definitely worth it… I am learning how to draw from the right side of my brain and learn more hand/eye coordination… but my favorite part is that I am learning one on one rather than in a classroom. I learn a lot better this way. A lot of the stuff she was teaching I already knew, but it sure put a new freshness on the techniques and I must say that it gave me a whole new world of inspiration. I haven’t been able to put my sketching pencil down since.
Donna’s coming down to visit me the first week of October isn’t that great??? I am soooo psyched to see her again, I just love her to death!!!
Let’s see… my dad is going to come down from Santa Cruz to come visit me in late October, I am really happy about that, I haven’t seen him since Thanksgiving so I really miss him and he has never seen my apartment. So I am really excited about seeing my dad. I had just gotten off the phone with him a couple minutes ago.
For you boys who love checking out my galleries, you might be happy to know that there are more sets on my Bar gallery then there were before, you might get a little enjoyment out of that 
lots of sexy hot photos… and I love the new look, looks much more professional on the new gallery pages that were designed. And woohooo I have a new looking Bar page! Check it out!
And I am so happy to see all these new girls working here… can’t wait to do a call with Adriana!! Megan is TOTALLY hot…. ALL of the girls are!! And can’t wait to do a call with Vera! And oh my God… have you HEARD KELLY????? OH MY GOD she has an accent to DIE for. I am so jealous of her voice. Oh man oh man. She’s totally British and I just die when I hear her. I would LOVE to do a three-way call with her!
I wanted to say thank you to the guys who’ve been saying such sweet things to me about my art… I’ve usually been really private about sharing such personal things, but you guys are breaking me out of my shyness with my art. So thank you…
Here is my latest drawing completed tonight… told you the art lessons are paying off.
Shoutouts:
Had a sweet seduction with the most romantic man who was so sweet in what he said about my profile *thank you*, had TWO HOT calls with a passionate banker who let me hypnotize him a most delightful call with a BRAND NEW caller who was totally pathetic while I fucked other men behind his back since he was SUCH a loser, had a BRAND NEW caller who let me hypnotize him into oblivion and he was SO nice and left me a 12 minute TIP! Thank you! had a WHOLE HOUR doing some sensual domination with a hot guy I like to call “chrissy” since he is such a beautiful girl when he is all dressed up… and thanks for being so concerned about me and my safety with stalker boy (who yes… still freaking contacts me regardless of how much I ignore him who now believes he is communicating with me in a ghostlike way or whatever - I seriously think he needs to be in a mental institution) … you are so sweet to be so caring. Had a fantastic hypnosis session with a BRAND NEW caller who was sooo nice and made me cum HARD and even left me a friendly whistle!!! Thanks!! Had a wonderful surprise call at midnight from my delicious ER pantyboy who got all dressed up as a beautiful girl and let me pound his ass HARD!!! And wow thanks for the tip too sweetie!! *kisses*, had a great time listening to my Kentucky sissy fag who told me about the time two doctors tied him up at home and used strapons on him cause they were friends of his — wow that was SOOOO incredibly hot that I was blown away but then again - hehe all I had to do was make fun of him and he just came all over himself *giggles at the fag*, had fun with another BRAND NEW caller who I like to call my brotherly love slut since he lives in philadelphia who had a 3 inch cock and needed a serious humiliatrix, had a pantyboy hypnosis call with the ever delightful and obedient California beach boy *sweet kisses*, had a sexy sexy hypnosis call with my charming prince underneath a crystal waterfall surrounded by beautiful amazon women, a cave, and soothing water…. mmmm and last but not least… but certainly one for the record books, I had a BRAND NEW caller….. who…. (get this)…. wanted nothing more but for me to talk about my hairy arms. Sorry you came so fast sweetie, you know what happens when I forget to shave. *giggles*
Love you boys,
Isabella
xooxoxoxoxo
Wow! That is 1 beautiful drawing :). The girl looks really beautiful. The eyes, the lips, the hair.
Damn you, now I’m gonna have to start jerking off to your paintings too!
You sound like a hot broad. You should come to Ohio and I’ll let you slob it!
Word babe.
There are the music lyrics from Isabella’s September 1st Journal Entry. Your subconscious mind has been talking. Your first sentence was “Wow life is good.” My character is Life/White/Law. Tell Sky that Isabella is on the front cover of 1991 Piers Anthony’s book #7 “And Eternity” that I bought her.
By Kanye West
Yo G they can’t stop me from rapping can they?
Can they huh?
I spit it through the wire man
Too much stuff on my heart right now man [ Red Heart ]
I’ll probably risk it all right now [ Risk in exposing the truth ]
It’s a life or death situation man [ White = Life, Black = Death ]
Y’all don’t really understand how I feel right now man
It’s your boy Kayne to the… [ Kayne = Blind Man's Cane. Justice is Blind. ]
Chi-Town what’s going on man [ Chi-Town = Chicago ]
I drink a Boost for breakfast, and Ensure for dizzert
Somebody ordered pancakes I just sip the sizzurp
That right there could drive a sane man berserk
Not to worry the Mr. H to the Izz-O’s back to wizzerk [ H = Howard, Izz-O = Isabelo/Me ]
How do you console my mom or give her light support [ Red = Mom. Light = White ]
Telling her your sons’ on life support
And just imagine how my girl feel
On the plane scared as hell that her guy look like EMMITT TILL
She was with me before the deal she been trying to be mine
She a delta so she been throwing that dynasty sign
No use of me tryna be lyin
I been trying to be signed [ See Signs ]
Trying to be a millionaire
How I use two lifelines [ Red and Blue ]
In the same hospital where BigGIE SMALLS died [ Red = Nurse. White = Doctor ]
The doctor said I had blood clots [ Red ignoring Signs ]
But I ain’t Jamaican man
Story on MTV and I ain’t trying to make a band
I swear this right here, history in the making man
I really apologize how I sound right now man
This ain’t fair at all man
They got my mouth wired shut for like I don’t know the doctor said for like six weeks
You know we had reconstru…
I had reconstructive surgery on my jaw
Looked in the mirror half my jaw was missing and half my mouth
I couldn’t believe it
But im still here for yall right now man
This is what I gotta say yo
Yeah, turn me up yeah [Listen to your Radio ]
What if somebody from the Chi
that was ill got a deal
on the hottest rap label around
but he wasn’t talking bout coke and birds
it was more like spoken word
Except he really putting it down
And he explained the story [ Music Lyrics ]
about how blacks came from glory [ White helping Black ]
And what we need to do in the game
Good dude, Bad night, Right place, Wrong time
In the blink of an eye his whole life changed
If you could feel how my face felt
you would know how Mase felt
Thank God I ain’t too cool for the safe belt
I swear to God drive a two on the sue
I got lawyer for the case to keep whats in my safe-safe [ White = Justice/Law ]
My dawgs couldn’t tell if I, [ Dog = God spelled backwards ]
I look Tom Cruise on Vanilla Sky [ Vanilla = White, Blue = Sky ]
IT WAS TELEVISED [ Watch the news. ]
THERE’S BEEN AN accident like GEICO [ Lizard/Reptile/Black ]
They thought I was burnt up like Pepsi did Michael [ Burn = Fire ]
I must gotta angel [ Angel/God ]
Cause look how death missed his ass [ Black/White are Friends ]
Unbreakable, would you thought they called me Mr. Glass
Look back on my life like the ghost of Christmas past [ Ghost, Christmas Lights ]
Toys R Us where I used to spend that Christmas cash
And I still wont grow up, I’m a grown ass kid
Swear I should be locked up for stupid shit that I did
But I’m a champion, so I turned tragedy to triumph
Make music that’s fire, spit my soul through the wire [ Music Lyrics from Red ]
Know what im saying
When the doctor told me I had a um.. I was goin to have a plate on my chin
I said dawg don’t you realize I’ll never make it on the plane now
Its bad enough I got all this jewelry on [ Diamonds/Moulin Rouge ]
Can’t be serious man
Start watching the news. Any news. Any channel. Even local news. Doesn’t matter. You’re AFFECTING the global changes. Hurricane Charlie. Florida flooding. New Jersey flooding. It’s all over the news. Every channel you watch. Every television commercial. Every DJ on the radio. Read my Journal on how to transcribe and read the data.
I know I’m wearing out my welcome, but I’m worried about you because at 3:09 pm Pacific, they were blasting a hole in the mountain where I was having a business meeting. Red is associated with Mountains, Fire, and Passion. Dynamite requires fire.
I wanted to see if you were alright. I know you may not believe me, but I do care about you and just want to see you safe. I’ve been posting stuff in my Journal specifically for you, Sky, Howard, and Erin. I’m fully aware of how much this puts me in danger. It scares me, but I must help the world become better and safer with or without your help.
I hope one of you is listening and will take to heart what I’m saying and remain consistent in following up on my Journal and take the time to really process what I’m posting and see a pattern. I’m hoping that all of you will start to notice a strange pattern and that what I’m telling you isn’t random. After weeks of consistent data I hope one of you start to believe.
I especially want to make it clear that I’ve made peace with Howard. My greatest concern is that Howard is afraid I’m going to say some nasty things about him to try turning you against him. I want to make it clear that I have nothing against Howard. In fact, I actually like him a lot. I’ve discovered a side of him that is caring and sweet. I now understand why you and he are business partners. He really is a caring individual. I’m sorry that I misjudged him.
If you don’t want to talk to me, let me talk to Erin, Howard, or Sky about this. Preferably Erin. I just need to flag you guys down so that you’ll listen. Can you find some kind of compromise? We can meet together in a Chat Room under Howard’s supervision if necessary. Any kind of meeting where you’ll feel safe and protected is fine. I just really need to talk to one of you.
I already said that if it was necessary, I’d sign any Restraining Order or paperwork you want that will make you feel comfortable and set aside any fears you may have. I am willing to even FAX any paperwork you need that states that I am to stay away from you. Do whatever you need to protect yourself.
It’s just really important that I talk to the four of you. If that’s too much to ask, I beg you to continue following up on my Journal and think about the information and translation code. If I really was a threat to you and supposedly had these “psychic powers,” why would I try teaching you how to do it? I’d be better off practicing it in secret to locate you. Why would I show my method and lay myself vulnerable for Howard to build a case against me? Give me some credit. You may think I’m crazy, but I hope you’ve learned from our old conversations that I’m not stupid.
If it turns out it’s too late and you don’t want to read anything, I understand. One thing I do want you to know though is that if you’ve ever dreamed about being something more than you are, I want you to know that it is real. You really are Wonder Woman and a true Goddess. As hard as it may be to believe. Every time you see the color Red, it’s you. Every Red car on the road. Colors are all in celebration of you, me, Sky, Howard, and Erin. Television, commercials, movies in theatres, and traffic reports. I listen to 104.3 in the morning and AngelsInWaiting.com on Sunday nights from 7 pm to 12 pm. We influence the world.
If someone told you that you had the power to make the world better, would you really turn it down? I want you to know so that if you’re ever feeling lonely or wonder if you ever did something to make the world a better place, you really did. All the firefighters, forest fires, and ambulances are managed by you.
Even if you don’t want to believe, someday I hope you’ll revisit my Journal and catch up on where you left off to learn about yourself. We all love you and each other. If nothing else, know that you truly are loved. I love you. Any time you feel the wind caress your cheek, see lightning course through the Sky, or see hurricanes, tornadoes, or clouds, I hope you’ll think of me and know that I’m thinking of you. I’m sorry for having scared you. Take care of yourself.
Rod