I wanted to see if you were alright. I know you may not believe me, but I do care about you and just want to see you safe. I’ve been posting stuff in my Journal specifically for you, Sky, Howard, and Erin. I’m fully aware of how much this puts me in danger. It scares me, but I must help the world become better and safer with or without your help.

I hope one of you is listening and will take to heart what I’m saying and remain consistent in following up on my Journal and take the time to really process what I’m posting and see a pattern. I’m hoping that all of you will start to notice a strange pattern and that what I’m telling you isn’t random. After weeks of consistent data I hope one of you start to believe.

I especially want to make it clear that I’ve made peace with Howard. My greatest concern is that Howard is afraid I’m going to say some nasty things about him to try turning you against him. I want to make it clear that I have nothing against Howard. In fact, I actually like him a lot. I’ve discovered a side of him that is caring and sweet. I now understand why you and he are business partners. He really is a caring individual. I’m sorry that I misjudged him.

If you don’t want to talk to me, let me talk to Erin, Howard, or Sky about this. Preferably Erin. I just need to flag you guys down so that you’ll listen. Can you find some kind of compromise? We can meet together in a Chat Room under Howard’s supervision if necessary. Any kind of meeting where you’ll feel safe and protected is fine. I just really need to talk to one of you.

I already said that if it was necessary, I’d sign any Restraining Order or paperwork you want that will make you feel comfortable and set aside any fears you may have. I am willing to even FAX any paperwork you need that states that I am to stay away from you. Do whatever you need to protect yourself.

It’s just really important that I talk to the four of you. If that’s too much to ask, I beg you to continue following up on my Journal and think about the information and translation code. If I really was a threat to you and supposedly had these “psychic powers,” why would I try teaching you how to do it? I’d be better off practicing it in secret to locate you. Why would I show my method and lay myself vulnerable for Howard to build a case against me? Give me some credit. You may think I’m crazy, but I hope you’ve learned from our old conversations that I’m not stupid.

If it turns out it’s too late and you don’t want to read anything, I understand. One thing I do want you to know though is that if you’ve ever dreamed about being something more than you are, I want you to know that it is real. You really are Wonder Woman and a true Goddess. As hard as it may be to believe. Every time you see the color Red, it’s you. Every Red car on the road. Colors are all in celebration of you, me, Sky, Howard, and Erin. Television, commercials, movies in theatres, and traffic reports. I listen to 104.3 in the morning and AngelsInWaiting.com on Sunday nights from 7 pm to 12 pm. We influence the world.

If someone told you that you had the power to make the world better, would you really turn it down? I want you to know so that if you’re ever feeling lonely or wonder if you ever did something to make the world a better place, you really did. All the firefighters, forest fires, and ambulances are managed by you.

Even if you don’t want to believe, someday I hope you’ll revisit my Journal and catch up on where you left off to learn about yourself. We all love you and each other. If nothing else, know that you truly are loved. I love you. Any time you feel the wind caress your cheek, see lightning course through the Sky, or see hurricanes, tornadoes, or clouds, I hope you’ll think of me and know that I’m thinking of you. I’m sorry for having scared you. Take care of yourself.

Rod

Yo G they can’t stop me from rapping can they?
Can they huh?
I spit it through the wire man
Too much stuff on my heart right now man [ Red Heart ]
I’ll probably risk it all right now [ Risk in exposing the truth ]
It’s a life or death situation man [ White = Life, Black = Death ]
Y’all don’t really understand how I feel right now man
It’s your boy Kayne to the… [ Kayne = Blind Man's Cane. Justice is Blind. ]
Chi-Town what’s going on man [ Chi-Town = Chicago ]

I drink a Boost for breakfast, and Ensure for dizzert
Somebody ordered pancakes I just sip the sizzurp
That right there could drive a sane man berserk
Not to worry the Mr. H to the Izz-O’s back to wizzerk [ H = Howard, Izz-O = Isabelo/Me ]
How do you console my mom or give her light support [ Red = Mom. Light = White ]
Telling her your sons’ on life support
And just imagine how my girl feel
On the plane scared as hell that her guy look like EMMITT TILL
She was with me before the deal she been trying to be mine
She a delta so she been throwing that dynasty sign
No use of me tryna be lyin
I been trying to be signed [ See Signs ]
Trying to be a millionaire
How I use two lifelines [ Red and Blue ]
In the same hospital where BigGIE SMALLS died [ Red = Nurse. White = Doctor ]
The doctor said I had blood clots [ Red ignoring Signs ]
But I ain’t Jamaican man
Story on MTV and I ain’t trying to make a band
I swear this right here, history in the making man

I really apologize how I sound right now man
This ain’t fair at all man
They got my mouth wired shut for like I don’t know the doctor said for like six weeks
You know we had reconstru…
I had reconstructive surgery on my jaw
Looked in the mirror half my jaw was missing and half my mouth
I couldn’t believe it
But im still here for yall right now man
This is what I gotta say yo
Yeah, turn me up yeah [Listen to your Radio ]

What if somebody from the Chi
that was ill got a deal
on the hottest rap label around
but he wasn’t talking bout coke and birds
it was more like spoken word
Except he really putting it down
And he explained the story [ Music Lyrics ]
about how blacks came from glory [ White helping Black ]
And what we need to do in the game
Good dude, Bad night, Right place, Wrong time
In the blink of an eye his whole life changed
If you could feel how my face felt
you would know how Mase felt
Thank God I ain’t too cool for the safe belt
I swear to God drive a two on the sue
I got lawyer for the case to keep whats in my safe-safe [ White = Justice/Law ]
My dawgs couldn’t tell if I, [ Dog = God spelled backwards ]
I look Tom Cruise on Vanilla Sky [ Vanilla = White, Blue = Sky ]
IT WAS TELEVISED [ Watch the news. ]
THERE’S BEEN AN accident like GEICO [ Lizard/Reptile/Black ]
They thought I was burnt up like Pepsi did Michael [ Burn = Fire ]
I must gotta angel [ Angel/God ]
Cause look how death missed his ass [ Black/White are Friends ]
Unbreakable, would you thought they called me Mr. Glass
Look back on my life like the ghost of Christmas past [ Ghost, Christmas Lights ]
Toys R Us where I used to spend that Christmas cash
And I still wont grow up, I’m a grown ass kid
Swear I should be locked up for stupid shit that I did
But I’m a champion, so I turned tragedy to triumph
Make music that’s fire, spit my soul through the wire [ Music Lyrics from Red ]

Know what im saying
When the doctor told me I had a um.. I was goin to have a plate on my chin
I said dawg don’t you realize I’ll never make it on the plane now
Its bad enough I got all this jewelry on [ Diamonds/Moulin Rouge ]
Can’t be serious man

Start watching the news. Any news. Any channel. Even local news. Doesn’t matter. You’re AFFECTING the global changes. Hurricane Charlie. Florida flooding. New Jersey flooding. It’s all over the news. Every channel you watch. Every television commercial. Every DJ on the radio. Read my Journal on how to transcribe and read the data.

Word babe.

Damn you, now I’m gonna have to start jerking off to your paintings too!