Current Wardrobe: a black and pink halter top that says “Loved by some, Wanted by many” from Hot Topic and a black little skirt and purple g-string
Man I love this song… I know it’s called “You Make Me Sick” by Pink which you would assume would be a mean and hateful song but I just love it… it makes me want to get up an dance cause it has the best beat and it just gets my body going… come dance with me *smiles*
Just got my latest copy of Playboy in the mail… this was a good issue, the college girls were hot… I really liked this one - much better than the last two issues IMHO. I always leave magazines in the bathroom so when visitors come over they have something to read. But NO ONE ever leaves my magazines in the bathroom. They go in there, they read something, then they COME OUT with the magazine in their hand and I find it somewhere else in the apartment. Every time. Every person. Every visitor. I’m thinking about STOPPING with the bathroom material all together and just leaving magazines all over the apartment floor… it’ll save everyone time *winks*
Hmmm let’s see, I just set two appointments with the California DMV to renew my title and I gotta get a new drivers license so I went ahead and scheduled appointments but what really eeked me is that I have to wait 2 weeks for one appointment and 3 and a half weeks for the other appointment. What ever happened to just walking in?? This is like waiting at a freaking doctor’s office or something where you wait for weeks. Anyway…. I gotta get a smog test or something. It’s one of those freaky California requirements, but I gotta get it. And some kind of odometer reading but I may wait till closer to my appointment. This is so hard. I’ve spent months just getting my birth certificate cause the DMV didn’t think I was who I was. I even went with my MOTHER and she said she gave birth to me and that didn’t work. Gee. What do they need the umbilical cord?? Anyway I have all the paperwork now… and since my car is paid off I finally have the car in my name so hopefully all will go painless. It’s just so aggravating waiting weeks for something when everything is expiring so soon. Yes, I waited till last minute *sigh*
I’m feeling loads better than I was last week… I had been in the emergency room getting a CAT scan for my horrible migraines, and on top of it all I got doped up on Vicadin and pain killers and EVEN lost my voice. *argh* but anyway, I’m much better… I can talk again, the headaches are infrequent and I’m spending more time on my feet and less time in bed resting which is a good sign. And I’m finally eating again *whew* wouldn’t want me to waste away now would ya? hehe.
And I got some pretty good news that’s made a really big difference… I started seeing a therapist again. This time a new one… and after only one session I can really tell she is really good. The last therapist I was seeing ended up retiring many months ago and I felt bad that I couldn’t talk to him anymore so I went months not really seeing anyone. And now I’m talking to a woman, who is… really…. wow. I like her and it was such a nice feeling when I left her office.
In about 6 months I’m thinking about moving… not sure where… but it’s gonna be cheaper than this place. Cause my rent/lease went up this month and all I can say is DAMN California is expensive. But oh I love this place. Not sure what I’m gonna do but I’m not staying here. I mean, I can afford it no problem but… I’d like my money to go towards other things and possibly even get an expensive car or something so I can stop driving my old saturn which by the way - makes noises every time I put the car in reverse and turn the wheel.
And to top it off, an annoying obscene caller has been being extremely distasteful and obnoxious. But he is not getting the best of me… the police have successfully traced his call and I’ll be prosecuting… and since they found the guy, I’ll be changing my phone number… probably today. I can’t believe it took them this long to trap the call.
Amazing all the things that can happen in a week….
The weather is increasingly perfect today. I have all my windows open and it is just perfect. Not hot. Not cold. Just perfect. I wish it could stay like this every single day. I’m thinking about going outside and doing a drawing on the easel or something.
Oh it is so good to feel better…. I hope to have a really good weekend and yes I will be here 
and I’ll be staying in and doing calls and who knows what *winks* so if you’re feeling up to it… let’s do some hot phone sex calls and cum together…
I could really really really use it. Seriously. Cumming and Orgasming is the perfect excuse to step away from the crazy hectic life.
I love you boys *smooches*
Charlie finally slipped up and gave away the fact that he’s been fiddling with things. I sincerely feel you owe it to yourself to really pay attention to what has happened. This is probably one of the best examples revealing that what I’ve been telling you was true all along.
If you don’t want to like me or have anything to do with me, I can respect that. However, you should NOT take what I told you lightly when it comes to having the opportunity to make the world a better place and bring Love back into the world. You really owe it to yourself to look.
Bliss had dreamt about “Back to the Future” last night, and I’d talked about it in a Journal Entry the day before. I don’t know what more I can do to prove to you that I wasn’t kidding. You are destined for something greater, and I fear if you continue to listen to Charlie, Sky, and Erin, you’re going to miss out on a wonderful part of yourself that you may never discover. So PLEASE humor me, and visit all these links and read them carefully. Thanks.
If nothing else, aren’t you tired of being afraid of me? Don’t you want closure and to end this? Because I don’t want you to continue living in fear and being afraid for your life. Especially by someone like me who cares about you and would never harm you in any way, shape, or form.
Rod
Bliss’ Dream Last Night:
http://www.livejournal.com/users/celticblissy/54059.html
Bliss’ Comment about someone getting caught:
http://www.livejournal.com/users/celticblissy/54643.html
Bliss’ Journal Entry
http://www.livejournal.com/users/rodillon/393626.html
Proof:
http://www.livejournal.com/users/rodillon/395056.html
Appeal to Charlie to make things right:
http://www.livejournal.com/users/rodillon/395414.html
Thank you SO MUCH for giving me the benefit of the doubt and reading my Journal! We’ve been feeding dreams through in order to bypass the communication block! Bliss represent’s an echo of Isabella’s Subconscious Mind, and the 4 Spirits and I have been affecting her dreams so that she’ll post them on her Live Journal so that you’ll see them and we can reach to you from the beyond! We’re all so happy and excited!
Whether Charlie means well or not, he’s blocking me by discouraging all of you not to talk to me. So we’re going around him to prove that the 4 Spirits I was telling you about are real by affecting other people’s dreams. That way you’ll have your proof that I’m not making this stuff up :). The one thing that Charlie cannot stop are other people’s dreams.
I posted the information on the translation for the dream interpretation!
http://www.livejournal.com/users/rodillon/398582.html