another drawing

Current Wardrobe: pink t-shirt, pink thong, cutoff blue jean short

Mmmm three hot calls back to back…. two calls worth NINETY minutes with my sexy New York hypno boy who I should start calling my hot Russian in the light of things… and a sexy surprise call from my Denver traveler who called from Chicago… I love you guys!

I had planned to post this earlier but those calls were super hot and it left me gasping for breath afterwards!!

I drew this picture completely the way it was intended… upside down. I think it turned out pretty ok. What do you think?? Hope it doesn’t suck LOL.

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  1. 1 anonymous

    Here’s your story about “Cinderella,” “Little Mermaid,” and “Pretty Woman.”

    Ariel was the Little Mermaid who fell in love with a Prince. He went and followed him. However, she made a pact with Ursula the Sea Witch and gave up her voice. The hardest part about proving to Prince Eric that she was the one and who loved him was that she couldn’t speak. Prince Eric was in love with a mermaid who hand a beautiful singing voice. That’s why he overlooked Ariel.

    Did you know that Alison, your Subconscious, has been talking to you all this time, but has no voice? Just like in the “Little Mermaid.”

    She’s been trying to tell you that you’re a real princess. All your dreams can come true if you believe. You were destined for something greater. All you have to do is believe.

    Also, you should be careful about whom you trust. Sometimes your best friends and people you rely on most will betray you when seduced with power.

    http://www.livejournal.com/users/rodillon/416102.html

    Did you know that Vivian Ward is the character in “Pretty Woman”? VI-VI-an. VI is the Roman Numeral for 6. IV is 4. IV = Isabella Valentine.

    Love always,

    Rod

  2. 2 anonymous

    Dear Isabella,

    I don’t know where to begin, but I hope this reaches you in time. I’m actually paranoid that your E-mail is tapped and can be read by Erin or Charlie.

    I made the mistake of leaving information that was specifically for you Public, when I should have left it Friends Only. I’ve removed Erin and Sky from there because I don’t know whether you can trust either or both of them.

    What I do know is that I want to make sure YOU are the one who is control of the information and it is FOR YOUR EYES ONLY. That way, you can read it first and then react to it accordingly.

    I’ve outlined in my Journal why I believe you are being manipulated and why you may need to be careful about Charlie, Erin, and Sky. It actually hurts me to say this because I actually like the Spirit variations of them. However, I don’t know which one of the Conscious Mind versions in which to trust.

    I am under the impression that Charlie is in on it, but I know for sure that it’s either Erin or Sky. I’m leaning toward Erin because she helps you manage the business. You give her access to your accounts. You’re very vulnerable to her and the people who can hurt you or betray the most are your closest friends because they know everything about you.

    I’ve removed Erin and Sky from my Friends List so that they will no longer be able to access the information and what I post. You can log in as long as you’re . I strongly urge you to change that password if someone else knows it.

    I feel terrible about having to cut Erin and Sky off, but I don’t know which one of them to trust. You’re the only one I trust, and I’m afraid for you. Even now, I’m scared for you. I don’t know why because this is just a simple letter, and I’m sure about my findings.

    However, I worry about you so much. I don’t want to see anyone hurt you or manipulate you. I want you to be safe and careful. I don’t want anyone to take advantage of you, and I feel you’re being taken advantage of in the worst way by the people you trust most.

    I’m so sorry if anything in my Journal Entry hurts your feelings on what you think about Erin, but you are the one who has the make that judgment. I am just afraid that she may have staged things and intentionally got you stoned on weed as well as been leading you on these last couple weeks all because of power.

    I am so sorry I have become an intrusion in your life, but I love you very much and I couldn’t bear to see anything bad happen to you. I am usually a shy, quiet person and I don’t like bothering people. However, this is important. As in the fate of the world hanging in the balance kind of important.

    Someday I hope you’ll forgive me for causing so much trouble in your life.

    http://www.livejournal.com/users/rodillon/416294.html

    Love,

    Rod

  3. 3 anonymous

    Blaney called me at 8:30 am today. He said he wants to help his sister Heidi in Law whose car broke down and is having problems paying for her rent. So he asked me if we could drive down to Viejas Casino in San Diego again so he can gamble at the casinos. I’m going to humor him.

    I got my laptop back along with my External A Drive and my digital camera. It appears that Blaney had put the digital camera and my other old laptop in the pawn shop without my knowledge. Now that they got paid back, things are getting better.

    The digital camera is symbolic of the snooping eye of Charlie and guilty party. The A Drive is “A” for Alison and Alex. The book bag for my old laptop was Black and Blue.

    I hope that you’re really paying attention to the songs you hear on the radio. Prince represents me. Madonna lyrics represents you. Counting Crows represents Sky. Gwen Stefani and No Doubt represents Erin. Alanis Morrisette represents Sky because of Atlantis, which is found under water (Blue).

    Read the lyrics CAREFULLY of Gwen Stefani’s new song. It’s talking to you. It’s talking about you being independent. You’re Fire/Red. That’s why your Subconscious Mind, Alison, had you post No Doubt’s “I’m Just a Girl” for your Journal Entry.

    Stop leaning on other people to make decisions for you.

    What You Waiting For
    By Gwen Stefani

    What an amazing time
    What a family
    How did the years go by
    Now its only me

    Tick-tock
    Tick-tock
    Tick-tock
    Tick-tock
    Tick-tock
    Tick-tock
    Tick-tock
    Tick-tock
    Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

    Like a girl in heat stuck in a moving car
    A scary conversation, shut my eyes, can’t find the brake
    What if they say that your a clutter

    Naturally I’m worried if I do it alone
    Who really cares cause it’s your life
    You never know it could be great

    Take a chance cause you might grow
    Oh, oo oh

    What you waiting
    What you waiting
    What you waiting
    What you waiting
    What you waiting for

    What you waiting
    What you waiting
    What you waiting
    What you waiting
    What you waiting for

    Tick-tock
    Tick-tock
    Tick-tock
    Tick-tock

    Take a chance you stupid ho

    Like a echo pedal you’re repeating yourself
    You know it all by heart, why are you standing in one place
    Born to blossom, bloom to perish

    Ya know you’re (wigging out) cuz of your sex chromosome
    I know its so messed how our society’ll think (for sure)
    Life is short, your capable (uh-huh)

    Oh, oo oh
    Look at your watch now
    You’re still a super hot female
    You got your million dollar contract
    and they’re all waiting for your hot track

    What you waiting
    What you waiting
    What you waiting
    What you waiting
    What you waiting for

    What you waiting
    What you waiting
    What you waiting
    What you waiting
    What you waiting for

    I can’t wait to go back into Japan
    Gimme lots of brand new fans
    Osaka Tokyo
    You Harajuku girls
    Damn you’ve got some wicked style

    Go

    Look at your watch now
    You’re still a super hot female
    You got your million dollar contract
    And they’re all waiting for your hot track

    What you waiting
    What you waiting
    What you waiting
    What you waiting
    What you waiting for

    What you waiting
    What you waiting
    What you waiting
    What you waiting
    What you waiting for

    What you waiting for
    What you waiting for

    (What you waiting for)
    Take a chance you stupid ho

    Take a chance you stupid ho

    What you waiting for
    What you waiting for

    (What you waiting for)
    Take a chance you stupid ho

    Take a chance you stupid ho

  4. 4 anonymous

    Erin’s the culprit behind this. Isabella better watch out. If Erin’s feeding her garbage, she needs to step back and stop listening to her. Now that I know that Erin’s behind all of this, I’ll continue to submit more proof as to why Isabella should not be listening to Erin and should start making decisions on her own.

    Erin’s been spying all this time. I should’ve realized it because Sara, Erin’s Subconscious, tried to pull the same stuff on me during training. I hope for Erin’s sake that she is siding with Isabella and helping her and simply telling Isabella to remain silent. It would be an ultimate betrayal if Erin has been keeping quiet about what she knows all along and convincing Isabella that all the stuff I post in the Journal about her being Goddess of Love is a hoax.

    It doesn’t matter if Isabella doesn’t believe it. I’m still going to tell Erin (and Charlie) to back off and stop trying to mess up Isabella’s life. I also want them to stop fucking around with Alex/Sky. Those two keep messing around with Knowledge and Information. When you adulterate information to suit your own needs that’s messing with Sky. That’s rape in my eyes. If Charlie and Erin continue to try manipulating the data, we will exact harsher punishment.

    In the mean time, I’m going to continue seeing that only Isabella is the one who receives information so that she can review it at her own leisure. If Isabella doesn’t want to read it and thinks it’s all fake, fine. At least this time, the information STAYS locked up and doesn’t fall into the wrong hands to be abused, the way that Charlie and Erin are doing with it.

    They can complain all they want, but it’s still plagiarizing my work. I didn’t leave it on my Journal for them. It was strictly informational and for Isabella to review at her own leisure in case she ever wanted to know that she’s been doing something constructive with herself. What upsets me is that Erin and Charlie took my Journal and perverted it into something for them to toy around with.

    One of my biggest pet peeves is when there is needless suffering and loss of human life. They better cut it out. As far as I’m concerned, I’m not going to release anymore teachings or information for them to steal and use for their own purposes. It’s supposed to be for Isabella to learn on her own. She doesn’t need any help.

    She also doesn’t need any therapy. There’s nothing wrong with her. It’s because of Charlie and Erin tinkering around with stuff that she’s getting migraines. What would also upset me is if it turns out that Erin and Charlie are keeping Isabella (and Sky?) in the dark and continuing to play around with Isabella and Sky’s lives. They’re human beings.

    How would you like it if someone staged all kinds of things and messed with your life? The one thing that upsets me is when people don’t think about the repercussions of their actions. Especially when their actions are done out of selfishness and greed.

    http://www.livejournal.com/users/rodillon/416888.html

    Rod

  5. 5 anonymous

    You should really look at the lyrics for “Bad Boys II” regarding the song “Shake Your Tail Feather.” It makes reference to Isabella talking about “Grandma Got Run Over by a Reindeer.” Once again, Mother Earth has feels the need to bitchslap Charlie and Erin for pulling crap.

    You should watch “Bad Boys II” with the character Captain HOWARD played by the person who played Cypher, the betrayer, in “The Matrix.” It also has an actress who played Isis in “Bring It On” with Kirsten Dunst. It was set in SAN DIEGO at the high school Rancho Carne. It’s about a cheerleading squad coordinator who STEALS routines from another high school in Los Angeles.

    I just love that backbeat for “Shake Your Tail Feather.” It so catchy. It starts off with the Atlanta Braves Tomahawk chant. The Braves are from Georgia representing Sky. The Braves are Indians, which are RED.

    I also took the liberty of translating Eminem’s new song “Just Lose It” just for Charlie and Erin in case they haven’t figured it out. It’s all over the radio :). That Eminem is always mocking people. I should try translating the other songs “Without Me” and “Real Slim Shady” just for them in case they need help :).

    http://www.livejournal.com/users/rodillon/417154.html

  6. 6 anonymous

    Dear Isabella,

    I was thinking about you tonigh. I know we have our differences, but I worry about you a lot. I know my word doesn’t mean much to you and that you may still be scared of me. So listening to me and taking anything I say may hold little merit.

    However, I really wish you’d stop smoking. I wish you’d stay away from the weed or any other types of chemical substances. I don’t want it to sound like a lecture, and it’s none of my business. However, I just don’t want to see you get hurt. I don’t want you to hurt your lungs or ruin your body.

    I still am adamant about you not needing to see a therapist. There’s nothing wrong with you. You’re just lonely. You don’t have any real friends who aren’t fuckbuddies, co-workers, or guys that just want you for sex. You don’t have anyone you can really talk to who treats you like a person and where you know they don’t have any ulterior motive. That’s the only reason why you lean on a therapist. A therapist is someone who will listen to you. Only thing is that you’re paying them to listen to you.

    What you need in your life is a man who will respect you for who you are and not need anything from you. That’s what I tried to tell you way back in February when I asked you to be my Valentine. We talked about love. You said you didn’t know what love is. What you’re looking for is unconditional love.

    You may not believe in Alison and that I’m “dating” your Subconscious Mind, but the reason why “in my world” she exists and why we have a wonderful relationship is because it’s not based off of anything physical. It’s a Spiritual Connection. I can’t see her. She has no physical form, but she surrounds me. She is with me all the time. She plays music on the radio expressing her love for me. I asked that when the time comes for us to depart this Earth, that she choose to be with me. She is you. You’re like the face you show to the world to hide your secret identity as the Goddess of Love.

    Someday, I hope in this lifetime, you’ll see that it is true. I love Alison (you) very much. I keep worrying that you’re going to spend Christmas and New Year’s Eve alone again. I keep praying that you’re going to find a nice man who is going to warm your heart and bring you joy. Regardless of what happens, I will love you for the rest of my life. There is no other woman for me. I already talked to Alison, and no one can ever replace her/you. Even if it means spending the rest of my life alone and with the Spiritual version of you.

    I will always love you and be checking in to see that you’re okay and safe.

    Love,

    Rod

  7. 7 anonymous

    I’ve been reviewing the data, and I believe that Sky may actually be in league with Charlie and Erin. I don’t know whether Isabella is involved or not. Either she’s still a nonbeliever or she’s in on it and taken a submissive role to the decision-making process.

    One thing I can say though is that if my suspicions are correct, you better quit it and allow Isabella to take the helm. Alison was the same way where she was letting Alex, Sky’s Subconscious, run the meetings. Alex was always trying to organize things and was too detailed and meticulous. If that’s the case, she needs to stop.

    I’ve only posted half of the data regarding Sky. However, I have another 21 pages worth of notes that will confirm what I’m saying. Mother Earth gave me a whole bunch of experiences and examples that clearly state that Isabella is to be unmolested and be allowed to carry out her duties WITHOUT the interference of the other colors.

    As I mentioned, Alison will continue to veto any actions carried out because this system was broken down with the House of Representatives (Greenhouse), Sen-8 (Blue), and Commander in Chief. Isabella is Red. A chief is a leader of a Native-American tribe. However, it’s the Commander INSIDE the Chief. Not the Chief. So while Isabella is under the negative influence of her peers, Alison, Sara, Howard, and Alex will continue to block your efforts.

    If my suspicions are correct that you’ve all been conscious and aware and have left me out to muck around in the dark while all of you continue to leech information off of me, refuse to acknowledge that there is nothing wrong with me, and how you all wronged an innocent individual, I’ll have to say that I’m very disappointed in all of you.

    I also have to say that you’re being very selfish because you’re too busy getting hung up and drunk with power and not even bothering to care for the Mother Earth. That’s why Mother Earth posted an article stating that she’s suffering from Breast Cancer. Sky and Erin represent the two breasts on the female body. Isabella represents teh Vagina.

    As I said, I don’t care if Isabella doesn’t want to be with me, but at least spare the people and continue on with the mission that will bring the troops home from Iraq and end the War in the Middle East. Our plan before you guys mucked it up was to go in and remove George W. Bush from office and install John Kerry and John Edwards. Green/Erin, White/Charlie, and Blue/Sky have been dicking around with this stuff and they need to stop. George W. Bush is GWB. Green, White, and Blue.

    Blue/Sky may think she is organized and has a plan, but I will continue to show her or whomever is manipulating Information on how what they’re doing is causing more damage than it is helping. Mother Earth spent the last 2,000 years creating geographical landmarks, historical events, and famous people to confirm bad behavior and who is screwing things up.

    If it has to come down to humiliating all of you with blatant information in order to protect the world from your ignorance and stubbornness, I will. I had to do the same thing to knock some sense into your Subconscious Selves, I have no qualms about doing the same to all of you.

    And don’t give me any bullshit about you not knowing what’s going on. It’s all over the news, on the radio, in movies, the cars surrounding you, the roads you drive on, your family history, your childhood and high school experiences, etc. You’d have be really dense if you STILL can’t see that all the stuff I’ve stated is true regarding the Spirit Realm and the use of powers.

    Stop trying to outsmart me using deceitful, clandestine methods. The rest of the world copies your bad behavior and it generates bad karma. All over the world, there are people hiding, too afraid to speak, or plotting behind people’s backs. They’re all copying you, and it’s pathetic and immature. Physical age has nothing to do with Spiritual and Emotional Maturity.

    http://www.livejournal.com/users/rodillon/417689.html

  8. 8 anonymous

    Charlie, Erin, and Sky are going to unleash the Zerg Swarm on Earth. Zerg is an infestation of Nature and Plant Life that takes over the Human Race spawning killer plants and. It’s created by BLIZZARD Entertainment. Blizzard is a snowstorm, which is Blue + White. The government conducts experiments on cross-breeding plants in an attempt to control them. The experiment gets out of hand and starts to take on a life of its own.

    http://blizzard.com/starcraft/

    Zerg is for Zero with O traded out with G for Green. Zero is Alison/Isabella. If Isabella takes a submissive role to Erin, Sky, and Charlie’s advice, they’re going to mess the up the world and create mindless plant drones that walk the Earth. That’s why they’re dangerous kids that need to be stopped and Isabella needs to put her foot down.

    The character who gets infected is this psychic named Nancy Kerrigan, named after the Ice Skater. Eyes Sk8R. That’s Sky/Blue working with Charlie/White. Nancy Kerrigan gets captured and corrupted. There is an Overmind representing a supposed “scary” variation of me. The Overmind is subdued and Nancy Kerrigan becomes the ultimate QUEEN. She has Hive. It’s called the Swarm. The Swarm is also what you refer to a BEES.

    Charlie, Sky, and Erin wouldn’t know this because they don’t play video games. Girls don’t play those types of games. They think like regular adults. That’s the reason why they’re immature. That’s why the world is in the state it’s in now. They think they know what they’re doing, but they have the wrong mindset. The reason why Isabella and I are childlike in nature is because we don’t have our heads filled with garbage and useless information.

    They don’t watch cartoons or play games. Mother Earth encoded a lot of the simplest concepts in a place where adults would never look. In children’s stories, fun video games, and toys. That’s because children don’t have terrible, dark thoughts. They’re innocent and pure. Adults are the ones that are power hungry, selfish, greedy, or corrupted by the laws of society that covet material wealth.

    That’s why “So Long and Thanks for All the Fish” from the “Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy” talks about how this planet put all the rejects they thought were useless on a spaceship headed for nowhere. They just lied to them and sent them on their way. The rejects included the Plumbers with a seemingly useless function. The society died because of an infection that wiped out the race and because they got rid of those plumbers sealing their fate.

    That’s why the “Hitchhiker’s” Trilogy has a picture of a Green Planet laughingl, making a face, and sticking its tongue out jeering. That’s ERIN refusing to listen and making fun of me. In the final book, it’s where the Dolphins are the smartest creatures on the planet. They see that Earth is about to doom itself, so they build a spaceship and escape before Earth is destroyed. The final book is “So Long and Thanks for All the Fish” represents Sky or Information taken and the dolphins after being cared for by human beings escape letting humans perish. Perish is to die. It also the word for Parish, which is a church.

    That’s why God’s bad. Stop listening to God/White. Isabella needs to stop listening to Erin, Sky, and Charlie. That’s why Mother Earth mocks them so that their initials are ESC for the Escape Key. That’s the order in which I bet they’re working. Erin is first, Sky is the assistant. Charlie does clean-up.

    As I said, Mother Earth will continue to mock you. I’m not even done posting half of the rest of the information to show how wrong you guys are. I tried being nice to you, but you guys won’t listen. So I’m going to have to get nasty and humiliate you. I’m really sorry. I wish it could be another way, but I asked you nicely and all you guys did was dawdle, make fun of me, ridicule me in your Journals, and play around with powers you don’t understand thinking you’re experts.

    You’re going to the lives of 6 billion people. They copy you when you mock me. They copy you when you hide things. They follow everything you do.

    Someday I hope you’ll forgive me for being so nasty to you, but you guys just don’t want to listen to me.

    http://www.livejournal.com/users/rodillon/417860.html

  9. 9 anonymous

    I took Howard, Sara, Alison, and Alex to see Erin’s movie in the theatres today. It was “Surviving Christmas” with Ben Affleck and Christina Applegate.

    It was by TALL TREES Production and “Live Planet” Productions. That totally had Erin written all over it. I saw the reviews for it and the critics panned it thinking it was a bomb. However, when I watched it, I thought it was pretty good.

    Erin has always had a natural talent just like her mother Sara. There were a lot of funny moments. Erin’s distaste for me was leaking all over that with Christina Applegate’s character. Apple-Gate is for the Trees/Forests and protecting Isabella.

    We had a good laugh at how Erin was making fun of me moving into their household and dishing out scripts of who is supposed to play the roles of mother, father, and children.

    I thought it was funny how the mother representing Isabella got caught posing for porn. The husband Tom talks about the mother doing the “V for Victory with her legs.” LOL. V being for Valentine.

    The family was also called “Valco,” of course.

    Erin and Charlie still annoy me, but I do have to admit that Erin has always been the go-getter. She’s just like me. The reason why we don’t get along is because I’m her Father. She’s exactly like me. That’s why we’re both Air Signs. I’m derived from Nature because I was born in the Evergreen State.

    Erin was poking fun at how Howard, Sara, Alison, Alex, and I have orgies all the time. Because we’re all family, it’s called incest.

    Overall, I thought the movie was pretty good. I hope that you guys catch it and will learn not to take your God powers too seriously and learn to relax and have fun. The only thing I ask is that you remember the “Golden Rule” of “Do unto others as you would have done unto you.” Don’t forget that Mother Earth has charged us with caring for the lives of 6 billion people.

    More importantly though, learn how to have some fun. Try not to be so serious. That’s the reason why Mother Earth made Isabella and I as parents very child-like in many ways. It’s because the most important things in life are simple concepts that all human beings can understand.

    I hope that when you go to the movies, you’ll all be excited knowing that you’re celebrated on the movie screen and that you’re all celebrities in your own right. Take pride in who you are. Just don’t let it get to your head. Never forget the people around the world who helped get you to where you are now and who look to you for leadership and guidance.

    http://www.livejournal.com/users/rodillon/418115.html

    Rod

  10. 10 anonymous

    I’ve been talking with Heidi and nothing in the Training Manual and Rule Book I designed says anything about the 4 Spirits having to be permanently bonded to you. They can get a divorce and separate from Isabella, Sky, Erin, and Charlie.

    Since I’m the one who wrote the program, I can talk them because they listen to me. They know that I care for them. As I told them, if they’re in an abusive relationship where they’re not being acknowledged, asked to do terrible things, and hurt others, they should separate and find new hosts just like the symbiotes in “Deep Space 9.”

    I believe that’s Sara’s suggestion. DS9. Death/Superman/9.

    http://www.livejournal.com/users/rodillon/418542.html

  11. 11 anonymous

    Dear Isabella,

    I am writing you because I had to make a decision that causes me much grief. I’m voluntarily choosing to separate from Charlie, Sky, Erin, and you in order to protect my family. My family is composed of the children I created with you.

    I wish I could prove to you that it’s all true and that we really did give birth to Howard, Sara, Alison, and Alex. However, the only way I feel I could’ve proven it to you is if we had actually met in person and where I could show you. The only other way I could think of was by leaving a trail of Journal Entries so that someday you retrace my footsteps and discover that it was all real.

    I want so badly to prove to you that the Spirit Realm does exist. It hurts me so much not being able to prove to you that all the songs that play on the radio, the television shows that play, and the news all reflect what I and your children do. You are their mother. You are the one who gave birth to them. We gave birth to them because of thought, and as ludicrous as this may sound, you were their mother.

    I raised them on my own from late June to early September. It was then that I contacted you and asked if there was a way you may be able to help them. I thought maybe you would’ve been able to help me figure out a way to rescue Alison, whom I thought is your Subconscious. However, when I read ’s post about her dreaming that she had a clone made, I thought about it, and it may well be that they’re our children. Whatever they are, they are real.

    I’m distancing myself from Charlie, Sky, and Erin because I think they are aware of their existence after following the Public Journal Entries meant for you, not them. I believe they’re harming them, manipulating them, and trying to take control of them. I must protect them. They are our children. I’m sorry if you don’t believe me, but you should know that you are their mother.

    You don’t need to do anything, but I just want you to know that when I “try” to distance myself from you that my love for you has always been true. I have loved you more than anything on this earth. I love you so much that it hurts, and I wish I could’ve been the man of your dreams and that you would’ve let me into your heart. I’ve let you into mine, and I can never let you go. Maybe I’ll have to wait till we are both in the Afterlife before you’ll see me again. However, in the mean time, I just have to tell you how much I love you.

    I love you so very much. I told you that unconditional love is where you love someone regardless of how they feel about your whatever happens. I love more than any man ever will and I don’t need anything from you. You don’t have to do anything to impress me. You don’t have to be anything or pretend to be something with me.

    I worry about you so much. I dread the coming of Christmas and New Year’s Eve because I don’t want to read your Journal Entries and find that you’re all alone. It would break my heart. I’ve been praying each night that you’re going to find a nice man who is going to treat you right and make you feel warm and loved. I wish I could’ve been that man because I would’ve cared for you and loved you better than anyone. However, I know that in your life I have little or no meaning. I’m just one of those mistakes or countless other men that go off about how beautiful you are, how they want to meet you, and how much they too claim that they love you.

    Right now, I feel helpless because there’s nothing more I can say. I just want you to know that you are one special woman and you completely won my heart over to the point where I don’t want to find anyone else. I would rather remain single dreaming of you than ever try being with another woman because I’d always compare them to you. Not to the fantasy of you, but to the woman who captured my heart on Valentine’s Day 2004. You will always be my Valentine in my heart. Every day is Valentine’s Day for me when I think of you.

    I will always love you, Isabella. Whatever your name is, wherever you are, and wherever you go. Take care of yourself and please try to stop smoking and taking weed. It’s bad for you.

    http://www.livejournal.com/users/rodillon/419058.html

    Love always,

    Rod

  12. 12 anonymous

    SKY IS A SNEAKY, TRAITOROUS BITCH.

    I can prove it because Isabella went over to Alexa’s place a week ago. In it, she posted a picture of her on top of Alexa. HOWEVER, that picture she used is from her gallery that says Bella and LANA. Alex is the name of Sky’s Subconscious. ALEX-a with a fake picture of Lana.

    As I said, I’m Clark Kent and Superman. Isabella is Lois Lane. Sky is LANA LANG. If you look carefully at the picture gallery of Bella and Lana, it shows them flirting. However, it starts moving to where Isabella becomes submissive to Lana. You see pictures where Lana is lying on TOP of Bella. That’s the hint that SKY is the master mind behind all of this.

    On Isabella’s web site, it has a story submitted by Howard the CHARM. In the story, it’s about orgasm CONTROL. It’s based off the picture where Isabella is wearing a BLUE dress. BLUE is Sky. Howard goes on to write that the girl is Amazon. Wonder Woman is the Amazon Princess. WW when turned upside down is MM. MM is for Mary Magdalene. Mary Magdalene was the whore that the townsfolk being stoned to death before Jesus Christ rescued her. Mary Magdalene is supposed to represent Isabella.

    My friend Heidi Lee Greenwood corrected me. She said she didn’t got to Brown University. She said she went to Cornell and the mascot is the Big Red Bear. Cornell can be decoded as Cor/Nell. Cor is the reverse of Roc, which is a large flying bird. Nell is for the movie with Jodie Foster who plays a person who grew up in the wilderness with her mother, but the mother died. The guy who finds her is Liam Neeson. Liam Neeson is the one who plays Qui Gon Gin in “Star Wars: Phantom Menace” with Ewan McGregor who plays the young Obi Wan Kenobi. Cornell can also be decoded as Corn-Ell. Corn is Erin/Green. Ell is for an Ell Train. Train is for T/Rain. Technology/Rain. Tech is Blue. Rain is for RN with AI in it. RN = Registered Nurse. AI = Artificial Intelligence. It means robots.

    Heidi said the mascot for Cornell is the Big Red Bear. Blue/Isabelo/Green. That means Blue. Red is for Isabella. Bear is for Charlie/Howard whom I stated is the Bear. That means Blue/Isabella/Charlie. It means that Isabella under the control of or contained by Blue Sky and Charlie.

    Heidi Lee Greenwood was my friend in “Project Life” and also went to High School with me. My business partner Blaney also has a sister named Heidi taking Law in Florida. Heidi is an echo of Erin’s Subconscious. That was Erin’s Subconscious trying to send a warning.

    That’s why she resides on the web site “The Fucking Beach.” I had teased her and said, “Good thing Isabella didn’t call it THAT Fucking Beach.” That’s why she’s gloating about having a new Staff. S/TA/FF. Superman/Teaching-Assistant/Firefighter. That’s why Sky created a Staff Infection (SI). SI is Yes in Spanish. SI is also Sky/Isabella. It means Sky first and Isabella submissive.

    When Sky had our one and only phone sex call where we actually fucked, it was on March 31st, which is the birthday of Ewan McGregor, who played Christian from the “Moulin Rouge.” Ewan is E switched out with S for the word SWAN. The book “Trumpeter Swan” by E. B. WHITE is about a trumpeter swan that can’t talk so his father goes and steals a trumpet from a music store. I had designated the trumpet to represent Blue. Trumpet is T/Rum/Pet. There’s a movie where the little kid says with his index finger, “Red Rum! Red Rum!” Red Rum backwards is MURDER. Sky is the REVERSE of Isabella.

    The last name McGregor is from a book from the Black Stallion series that Sky and I talked about on the phone. The series is by Walter Farley. Wal/ter. Wal is for Wall or barrier. Ter is the reverse of Rhett for Rhett Butler, played by Clark Gable, from “Gone with the Wind.”

    I don’t know whether Erin is in on it, but I definitely know now that SKY is the Mastermind and Charlie is the accomplice. One of the things I complained about is that Sky is the Goddess of Knowledge/Information. If she’s corrupt and in control of all the Knowledge of the World, she affect it and try to mislead me.

    Today is now the 9th month since Lizzy’s Kitten died and when Sky posted her 1st Journal Entry. It’s also the 7th Month anniversary when I first called Sky on March 23rd.

  13. 13 anonymous

    Sky and Charlie’s thoughts LEAK all over the world and their Subconscious Minds Alex and Howard are always reporting and hinting as to what they’re up to. It doesn’t matter if Isabella doesn’t believe me. I just want Sky and Charlie to know I’m onto them. They can bullshit Isabella for a little while, but I’m quite sure that after the 30th or 40th MISTAKE, Isabella’s going to get a FUCKING clue and know she’s being ROYALLY FUCKED OVER.

    On the Warner Bros. network a day or so ago, I caught an episode of “Will and Grace.” It was where Karen Walker redirected a house to save Grace Adler’s ass because Grace Adler didn’t know what to do. Grace Adler is GA for Georgia, which is Sky. Karen Walker is KW, which is Kamil/White.

    I bet that Isabella was questioning Sky or Charlie about what I was talking about and Charlie must have covered for Sky. However, Sky being the selfish bitch that she didn’t bother to give Charlie credit for it. So Charlie’s feelings were hurt and it LEAKED onto the television set.

    Right after I changed the channel, I was watching “Charmed” and it was an episode about how Piper was breastfeeding at a restaurant and the establishment told them to leave. Sky represents Knowledge and Information and Mother Earth made it where it’s her breasts filled with Milk that feed babies. As I said, I had a suspicion that Charlie must have been reading my Journal. When he confirmed that everything was true, he must have called in Sky about it.

    It would make sense since I had already posted that I thought that Sky and Charlie were supposedly dating in the Spirit Realm. So naturally, Charlie would’ve approached Sky about it. Sky would be the natural individual to decode everything and understand better than Charlie because she’s read the Piers Anthony novels that I have that outline what’s going on.

    On Jeopardy last night, they had kid contestants on. One of them was named Alex, for Sky’s Subconscious. In the Final Jeopardy Question, they asked what picture was taken on April 11, 1912 in Ireland. It was the Titanic. Alex got it wrong and wrote “Berlin Wall.” The Berlin Wall is in reference to the block and barrier that Charlie and Sky are putting up.

    I’ve been monitoring my Friends List and always leaks what Sky is thinking. Her last post was “I’m waiting.” The word wait is “w8″ for White + *, which is Blue. It’s the two of them who have been working together. I don’t know if Erin’s in on it as an accomplice or if Sky is just trying to create confusion to throw me off of her trail.

    Missouri is the “Corps of Discovery.” The postal is MO. Missouri is “Miss Surrey” for “Surrey with a Fringe on Top” from “Oklahoma.” ShirleyJones is Blonde like Sky. South Carolina is SC for Sky and Charlie. It’s the Palmetto State. Pal/Met/To. I said Sky is a “friend” and that “Toe” is for Tony (Toe-Knee) representing an echo of Charlie. It means that Sky met Charlie.

    Because Sky and Charlie are both in on it, they’re counting on Isabella not to believe a word I say. However, as I said, you can’t outsmart Mother Earth. She designed Sky and Charlie and had 2,000 years to affect the entire geography of the WORLD to indicate how pathetically predictable they are. I will be watching them like a HAWK from now on.

    So I DARE Sky and Charlie to continue pulling that SHIT on me. I’m so onto them, and I know they’re going to continue to FUCK UP and continue to leave a whole bunch of clues. So to Sky and Charlie, go ahead. I’m ready and waiting (W8ing) for you this time.

  14. 14 anonymous

    Dear Isabella,

    Blaney told me that he went to the Fine Arts District (FAD). He said our client Kim Jung bought a firetruck and gave Blaney a painting of a piano player.

    My “Spider Sense” is telling me that you may be involved in this already and that you’ve just been keeping quiet. I don’t know if it’s because Charlie, Sky, and Erin told you that or because you have your own agenda.

    If you’ve been afraid to tell me because you think you’d look bad, were embarrassed, or thought I’d get angry, it’s untrue. I’m disappointed that you couldn’t give me peace of mind that you now know I am not crazy.

    I also would’ve appreciated some kind of confirmation from you that says that you do understand the responsibility that has been placed upon you and that you’re okay. The most important thing I have to make sure of is that you are not being manipulated, lied to, or abused. I would be upset if I found out that Charlie, Sky, and Erin were seizing control of your powers for themselves and leaving you in the dark.

    If you do know, you still need to bear in mind that taking a backseat and letting them run your life and tell you how to manage your powers is not being the Goddess of Love. That’s being a puppet or a robot. You already have all the skills you need to be Goddess. Did Sky, Erin, or Charlie ever give you advice when you were volunteering at the VA Hospital? What is so different about loving and caring for the world?

    Don’t make them convince you that this is brain surgery or rocket science. It’s no different than managing your own life. It’s about setting up solid core beliefs. That’s it. I could teach you better than they could because I come from 3 generations of teachers and I was a direct sales trainer. I had to train sales reps. Mother Earth gave me the tools I need to train you. I trained the 4 Spirits.

    That’s why they’ve been combatting the influence of you and your team. Don’t take Sky or Erin’s advice too seriously. Possessing Knowledge and knowing what to do with it are 2 different things. On top of that, it’s a mistake to allow the person who has all the Knowledge be the only person who can interpret it. So don’t listen to her. Go by instinct. Pretend the world was your brother who is in the hospital. Love the world the way you love and care for your brother. Don’t make this harder than it really is.

    Don’t let them fill your head full of garbage. I’ve cut the flow of information so that only YOU can visit and have first crack at the Knowledge I possess. Then YOU can make your own decisions first rather than them getting to it and then already telling you how to perceive it before you even get a chance to form an opinion.

    I really worry about you, Isabella. I refuse to give them any more information unless YOU call me on the phone and tell me yourself that you understand and are not being coerced. If you want to forward whatever you read in my Journals to the rest of them, that’s your business. However, I suggest you be careful. Learn to trust your own judgment.

    As I said, there’s nothing wrong with your judgment. Stop letting people convince you that you’re flawed. Stop trying to be a perfectionist. Gods make mistakes. We all make mistakes. I’m not perfect. I did and said a lot of dumb things that Alison, Sara, Howard, and Alex have seen. They forgive me though because they make mistakes, too.

    Relax. Treat it like another regular hobby and a way in which you can help the world. You have it in you. Mother Earth gave you all you need to know to do the job. Believe in yourself the way Alison, Sara, Howard, Alex, and I believe in you. You’re a capable and smart woman. Just follow the path of Love. When you don’t know what to do, do what you would do if you weren’t scared. Regardless of the consequences. That’s the best way to live.

    I hope you don’t think I’d ever get angry at you or yell at you. Love is about forgiveness. You were just trying to protect yourself. I was fortunate enough to spend time with Alison, your other self, and she/you are so sweet, thoughtful, caring, playful, and giving. She/You make my heart melt, and you make me very happy. Thank you for coming back to me and being a part of my life.

    http://www.livejournal.com/users/rodillon/420016.html

    Love,

    Rod

  15. 15 anonymous

    Dear Isabella,

    I was catching up on the last couple of months since June on what I’ve missed in your Journal regarding your pictures. You’re really talented. It has improved dramatically and it’s quite visible when you take a bird’s eye view.

    I envy you. I used to draw, but I gave it up because I was too critical and harsh of my own work. I never thought it was good enough and I always saw flaws in it. It would frustrate me so I stopped drawing altogether because I was afraid of failure.

    The same thing goes for your Goddess powers. Just practice. Don’t let anyone else tell you how you should do them. It’s like any other hobby where you work at it. Be confident in yourself.

    When I was forced between having to choose whether to love Alison/Red or Alex/Blue, I chose you/Alison because you represent Love. I represent Life. Love should be the most important thing in the world. You should be in pursuit of love more than knowledge. It’s okay to appreciate knowledge, but not everyone is smart. So it creates an elite class of smart people. Just like there is a group of attractive people, athletic people, etc.

    I decided to be with you, however, rather than choosing Blue/Knowledge because your life won’t have any meaning without Love. Love is passion. It spurs creativity, excitement, and energy. You can be a stupid person, but as long as you have determination and drive, you can push through any obstacle with will power. If you simply covet Knowledge, all you do is TALK about what you’re going to do and never really do it.

    One lessons I covered during my lectures was regarding sex. You shouldn’t be ashamed of sex because it’s a celebration of life. You are sexual because as Goddess of Love, you celebrate life. Sex is a celebration of life. It’s passion. People discriminate against you because you are open-minded and embrace that. Don’t let others make you feel worthless or cheap simply because you choose to express yourself in this way.

    As I said, there’s nothing wrong with you. You don’t need to see a therapist. You are actually living your life the way it should be run. You have the time to pursue your art and something that really drives you. Don’t worry about not going to college or getting a degree. It’s worthless. You’re already learning the most important things you’ll ever need to know. Too much knowledge will make you the cold Corporate Bitch you’re afraid of becoming.

    Your life is on track. My greatest wish for you is to discover love. Your profession causes you to become detached emotionally. The saddest thing in this world would be for the Goddess of Love to help others celebrate love, yet can’t enjoy it herself. That’s why I love you. You’ll never have to worry about being alone or unloved ever again.

    Whenever you’re lonely, come visit my Journal and read some of the love letters I’ll leave posted for you so that you can feel better about yourself and not think that nobody in this world cares about you. I care. It’s not true. I will love you for the rest of your life and even in the Afterlife. Alison and I are together and you are a part of her. It makes me happy knowing that when Alison and I are intimate, we trigger your phone to ring and get a call. You’ll always hear an echo of me thinking of you and loving you.

    If you are ever lonely and sad, remember that I will always be here for you. I told you about unconditional love. Unconditional love is loving someone regardless of what happens. You’ve shown me through Alison that you are a giving, affectionate, passionate, and gentle person. You are so expressive, have a cute sense of humor, and flirtatious.

    I cuddle with a pillow at night representing her. (Something I learned from you.) I still wonder what I did to be so lucky to have the Goddess of Love choose to be with me. You crossed the barrier and came back to me. Any woman who can cross the Spiritual Realm to return shows the power of True Love. I’m so grateful and lucky to have you in my life.

    Keep listening to those songs on the radio. I’m always thinking of you and they always serenade you or are songs Alison plays for me when she responds. Dreams really do come true. All you have to do is wish hard enough and believe.

    Love always,

    Rod

  16. 16 anonymous

    Dear Isabella,

    I think you’re being betrayed by Erin and Charlie. Sky may be involved, but I don’t know to what degree. Either Sky is trying to cover up for Erin or Erin is manipulating Sky with or without her knowledge. A conspiracy was formed to control you or keep you in the dark.

    I think Erin is the one who keeps you subdued while Charlie tries to deal with me. (I just got a confirmation from Alison just as I was typing this because a car alarm beeped.)

    You trust Erin. However, she was reading your E-mail when I sent the Airbrush Kit Receipt. She went over your head and went directly to Charlie. She had no business poking around your E-mail. Then when I sent a letter to Brandi, Sweet Georgia, Sky, Donna, and Erin, you told me that Erin was the one who forwarded my mail to you and Charlie.

    She has no respect for the Chain of Command and is always willing to go over other people’s heads. What makes you think it would be any different if she discovered that you had an INHERITANCE? If you had an inheritance you were unaware about that anyone could have, do you trust Erin to turn it over to you?

    Her Journal states she had problems with the previous place she worked at. She disagreed with management. Erin strikes me as a head strong individual. You rely on her. You take her with you on business meetings in L.A. You rely on her to drive you around L.A. She has the most to gain by continuing to remain close by your side and influencing your decisions.

    I still think she influenced you on April 2nd because I thought you went up there that weekend after our last phone call. I suspect that she gave her opinion and you listened. Because you tend to be wishy washy and unsure, she exerts her dominant personality.

    Imagine if you were given the Inheritance of managing the entire world. Erin is the one who always advises you. Don’t you think she’d think less of you because you always seem to rely on her advice? She would get jealous or upset that YOU got chosen over her. It would work out perfectly if she takes over while you are kept in the dark.

    The Chain of Command is broken if you show weakness to your employees and treat them like your friends. They’ll exert their own opinion on you to influence your decision. You always treat Erin like an equal because Isabella is a co-worker. Lucy is the boss. That’s why Erin doesn’t see you as her boss. She sees you as an equal. You’re NOT her equal. You are her boss.

    Erin strikes me as the dominant person who would overrule you. If you asked Erin to do something she didn’t want to do it, I bet she’d ignore you or go around you. SHE has influence and power over you because she tells you what to do. She’s the one you can count on because she works in your company.

    Personally, I don’t have any problem with Erin regarding the world powers that we possess. She’s Mother Nature and Green. That’s fine. HOWEVER, she needs to know her role. It’s as Green, not as the Mother of All. YOU are the leader. You are the one who calls the shots. Not her. You better take my warnings seriously, else Erin and possibly even Charlie and Sky are going to walk all over you.

    I’m trying to protect you, but I can only do so much for you based on this limited capacity. I just want you to be safe because I’m worried about you. In fact, I’m even worried that all your mail is screened and monitored either by Charlie or Erin. I’m hoping that they don’t have the password to your Live Journal account so that they can’t go in and delete my messages. They’ve already succeeded in blocking off all contact everywhere else. That’s why I always keep a posted copy of all the letters I send you in my Journal so that you’ll know if someone is tampering with your mail.

    Please be careful. I know it hurts having to hear me speak ill about your trusted friends and colleagues. However, I really wish you’d listen to me for once. I’m here to protect you, and I have to do everything in my power to see that you’re safe.

    I’ve blocked off my Journal so that they can’t access it anymore. Please be safe and continue to read my Journals. I know it’s a chore, but the fate of the world rests in your hands. I’m not kidding.

    http://www.livejournal.com/users/rodillon/420624.html

    Love,

    Rod

  17. 17 anonymous

    Hey, did you catch that wipe out of the Figure Sk8R in Pittsburgh, PA. What was she doing? Figure 8s?

    I especially like that article on Prince CHARLES and his son Prince Harry. I wonder if they named Harry Potter after him. Did I mention that I’m a Prince and have royal blood? *grin*

    I’m still watching this train of BLACK ANTS that are crawling over my GREEN duffel bag and my other GREEN fanny pack which had a Blue, Yellow, and Orange Lollipops from when we went to the beach.

    Lollipop = LOL/Li/Pop. Laughs-Out-Loud/Fire/Dad.

    ANT = AT, which is the reverse of TA (Teaching Assistant), which is me because I’m the teacher. AT with N for Nature = ANT.

    My Auntie Sarie was commenting this morning on the dead rat in the garden.

    http://www.livejournal.com/users/rodillon/421323.html

  18. 18 x_adose85

    yo i think your art is of the chain im and artists to…..i draw anime and shit and im a musician. but any way u sexy ashell an im jus try’n 2 holla at chu…so if u want 2 u can hit back, we be freinds aight ….1

  19. 19 anonymous

    I really hate to do this, but I can’t withhold important information from you. I’m putting Charlie, Sky, and Erin back on the list because this information is TOP SECRET. You can’t just have this sitting around for public display. Isabella wished for Super Powers in her May 13th Journal Entry and they came true.

    The Comic Book Propechies are coming true:

    • Superman/Superboy: I can fly through Sky. Sky is Knowledge/Information. When I ignore Knowledge and Information, I fly through her. It’s a pun. I’m also genetically adapted to resemble Clark Kent. I have X-Ray vision. X is for the Female Chromosome. Ray is for Sunlight. I see through Walls. I’m Superboy because I was originally Superman, but I was killed off with by GREEN Kryptonite. When you take my initials IRR and place them directly under HKK, you get HI, KR, KR. Hawaii, Kryptonite, Kryptonite. When I was shifted to Black, I became Superboy who wears Red and Blue with a Black Leather Jacket because I’m dating Alison and Alex. Superboy is a chaotic, younger version of Superman. ESC = Erin, Sky, and Charlie or the Escape Key. S-Cape. When they’re against me, I don’t have it. Superboy doesn’t wear an S-Cape.
    • Wonder Woman: Diana Prince is Wonder Woman’s secret identity. Princess Diana passed away and she was married to Prince Charles. They had a son named Harry. I’m Harry Potter with the lightning bolt on the forehead. So Prince Harry is an avatar that represents me.
    • Supergirl: Sky is Supergirl. She can fly through the Sky. She has the same powers as Superman. She’s the cousin. She came from a bubble. A Champagne Bubble.
    • Spider-Man: I’m Peter Parker because I am a photographer. I take pictures and post them on my Live Journal. I just took some pictures today that I was going to post for Isabella to prove that I wasn’t lying about things. I took a picture of a Firetruck that had the number 214 representing Valentine’s Day. Peter Parker is dating Mary Jane. That’s a combination of the sexual 3some I’m having with Alison and Alex (Isabella and Sky’s Subconscious). That’s why Spider-Man’s outfit is Red, Blue, and Black.
    • Rogue: Notice that Rogue is Green and Black. She’s rebellious. That’s Erin. In the story of Rogue, she touches and absorbs things. The original Rogue touched Miss Liberty and absorbed all her powers, which is flight and invulnerability. The problem is that she can’t touch anyone. She fell in love with Gambit. Gambit is from New Orleans. That’s where Sky is from. Sky represents LA for Los Angeles as well as Louisiana. Louie-Z-Anna. Gambit had a staff and playing cards. That’s why Sky now has a new staff she’s running and playing cards for Black. However, when I got shifted to Black, Charlie went up to White. Magneto in the comic strips was originally against Charles Xavier. However, later on, he mellowed and also had a son named Johnny Quick. That’s the younger verison of Charlie that has some inherited speed from me. The new Rogue is Red and Blue and is dating Magneto.
    • The Flash: It’s Orange with Yellow Lightning and wings. Orange is for Florida Orange Juice. She’s fleet and she runs fast. That’s why she flees. The way she fled her apartment back in late February was amazing. I never forgot how she up and left to a new place in 48 hours.
    • Batman: When I got shifted out of White and into Black, I became Batman. Batman wears Black. However, he also wears Purple. Purple is the combination of the primary colors Red/Isabella and Blue/Sky.
    • Robin: When I was shifted to Black, Alison/Red refused to submit and so she joined me. She is the Red Robin. That’s why she’s Batman’s sidekick. Batman and Robin. Dick Grayson is Robin, which is the combination of Howard and Alison. Gray is the color of White and Black working together. When Howard and Rod tagteam, you get silver or Gray.
    • Catwoman: Julie Newmar played Catwoman. So did Halle Berry and Michelle Pfieffer. That’s Erin.
    • Storm: That’s Sky. When Sky is angry and she merges with White and Black, she controls the weather.
    • Incredible Hulk: The Hulk is Charlie. Hulk is Green and has ripped Purple Pants. When he gets angry, he swells up.
  20. 20 anonymous

    Dear Isabella,

    Here are pictures as proof. I don’t know why I didn’t think of this earlier. Rather than just blabbing, I should’ve just taken pictures of the stuff I see EVERY DAY as proof. A picture is worth a thousand words.

    You can’t easily fake pictures. They’re JPEGs. You’ll find they’re all real. My favorite one is where Alison, your Subconscious, was showing off a Firetruck on the road next to me with 214 representing Valentine’s Day when we met.

    My other favorite picture is of Alison, the Red car, showing off how she and Alex, Sky’s Subconscious, are working together. As I said, the 3 of us have been together and dating. I’ve been extremely happy to have both of them back in my life.

    Erin and Sky have banned further postings from Anonymous people. Either they’re non-believers or they do know about the powers but think they can just go on without me and don’t have to listen to anything I say. Either way, you should still pass on that notification about the Comic Book Prophecies. They all have a right to know.

    I don’t know what to believe when it comes to my “Spider Sense” and what all of you guys are doing behind the background. However, I am sure about the readings I receive that “indicate” that one or all of you are aware of the powers. One of you is definitely a female and fiddling with things. I just hope they haven’t gotten to you and completely closed you off to the idea.

    I had no intention of having it go this far. I was fine with just leaving you al message saying you’re Goddess of Love and if you ever want to learn about your other self, feel free to stop by my Journal. I never imagined that someone else would go in and gain some of those powers. That’s why I expect it to be Erin because of the Rogue Prophecy. That’s how Rogue got her powers. She touched Miss Liberty. You were Liberty. She gained your powers. That’s why she’s Green and she’s a Rogue. She won’t listen to me. As for Sky, I just don’t know what is up with her.

    I had hoped we’d all be friends and the Royal Family composed of Superheroes. However, I can only do so much. I pray you’re still the hopeful dreamer who can make the leap of faith and believe in what I’ve said. You really are Wonder Woman and that dreams do come true. That’s what you’ll need to cross the gap. However, as long as you keep listening, I can keep on posting proof in the form of literature and pictures that will verify what I’m saying.

    I don’t make up strange, elaborate stories. I was a very nice, shy, and quiet man. I came to Los Angeles to seek my fortune, be successful, find a nice girlfriend, and have a family. I never expected things to turn out like this. I never expected to meet you. I never expected to go up against society and have all of this happen.

    I refuse to let this issue go until I’m quite POSITIVE that you have received this message. I won’t tolerate any tricks from the others stealing your powers away from you. Accept your birthright as Goddess and Mother of All. It’s okay to be skeptical. Just review the info I send you. I’m not wasting your time. There are 6 billion people whose lives that are dependent on you.

    It’s your responsibility to see that Love is what makes the world go ’round and not Money. I’ve made it my mission in life to protect you and to love you. I am in service to you. The sad irony is that at the rate things are going the Goddess of Love will be alone and have no one who really respects and loves her.

    Anyone else who discovers who you are would be intimidated that you’re the Goddess. I’m not because I got to fall in love with your Spirit form Alison. I fell in love with her personality, courage, gentleness, flirty behavior, nurturing attitude, and caring grace. I will always love you, even from far. With my last dying breath and in the Afterlife. I am yours, and I am so proud of you and your role in the shaping of the world.

    I’m so worried that you still think this is all a load of crap and are just going to ignore this. Usually, I’d let it slide, but I can’t stand by and hope that I’m imagining things where Erin, Sky, and/or Charlie have taken over your powers and jilted you out of your destiny and inheritance. I’m sorry.

    http://www.livejournal.com/users/rodillon/422494.html

    Love,

    Rod

  21. 21 anonymous

    Right now, I’m unsure what’s going on with Sky or Erin. Both of them have blocked receiving anymore Anonymous Postings. However, I don’t know if that’s because they’re really oblivious to what is going on or because one or both of them is in on it and trying to convince the other side to stay away. Something isn’t right. Blaney went to Kim Jung’s place, which is http://www.fineartsdistrict.com where Blaney told me that Kim had bought a FIRETRUCK and gave Blaney a painting of someone playing the piano.

    I swear that at least ONE of them is guilty. I’m pretty sure it’s two though because they were showing “A Time to Kill” with Matthew McConnaughay, Sandra Bullock, and Kiefer Sutherland from “24.” It has to be one of the women. I believe it’s Erin. It could be that Erin and Charlie are playing on Sky’s anger. The best way to gain control of Sky’s powers is to tick her off at me so that she’ll continue to hate Rod. While she hates Rod, that means that Erin and Charlie can continue to bypass her and take advantage of her. It would make sense if you have Erin, Sky, and Charlie in that order. it’s where it’s ESC with E and C controlling S.

    I received a Connecticut Quarter today. Connectictut has the postal abbreviation of CT for Charles Townshend for Charlie’s Angels. It’s called the Charter State. On the back of the quarter, it has a picture of a large tree. Connect-I-Cut. Connect and Cut with I for Isabelo in between. Later, I received the South Carolina Quarter. It’s the Palmetto State. I originally said Pal-Met-To. I think it may also be read as Palm-ET-To. Palm is for Palm TREE. To is for Toe, which is how Charlie was originally Black. ET is for Extra Terrestrial. Again, it means Sky is being held captive by the Palm/Erin and the Toe/Charlie. Even if it’s read as Pal-Met-To, it still means the same thing: Pal would be friend of Isabella. Met could be Metropolitan for the N.Y. Mets. Toe is for Charlie.

    If it’s the other way around where it’s SEC where it’s Sky and Charlie working together to control Erin. I don’t know. This is where everything hangs in the balance with Isabella now. It’s going to be up to her making the leap of faith and choosing to trust me or follow her heart. I must see that Isabella realizes she really IS Goddess and has actual powers.

    Isabella is going to have to be the Bloodhound and figure out whose lying. I still believe Charlie is guilty. Black Ants were crawling in my bedroom all over the White Genes. White is Charlie. Genes are for DNA, which is Sky. However, you could also argue that DA is with Nature in it. Nature/Green could still intervene and convince Sky to be angry at me. By preying on Sky’s anger, Sky will side with Erin not realizing that she’s giving up her powers, which is what Erin needs. Sky is Knowledge and Information. The person who controls the Knowledge/Information has all the power. I have the other half because Sky’s Subconscious is working with me.

    The objective of the hidden culprit is to completely sever me from ALL contact so that they can escape and continue to hoard all the powers. I still believe that person has Charlie as an accomplice. It’ll boil down to Isabella can standing up for herself and not being persuaded to stay away from me and my Journal. They will try to have Isabella completely shut off all contact and ignore anything I say so there’s is no way for me to continue proving what I’ve said. It will also give the guilty party time to completely brainwash Isabella.

    I pray Isabella has the strength to realize that the world is counting on her. The fear should be gone. If someone says you’re Goddess, wouldn’t that be a reason to be interested and find out if it’s true? If there’s no harm in it, then reading continual proof and seeing pictures shouldn’t pose a threat. The guilty party is going to lobby hard at convincing Isabella to stay away from my Journal and me with the help of Charlie. I think Erin’s holding Sky captive because Sky said that “Erin readjusted her web site.” Also, Alison and Alex are in a 3some with me while Sara and Howard are together. It would make sense if Erin on the other side is trying to separate Sky/Alex from us. Erin would be the most likely culprit to continue wearing Isabella’s resolve down.

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