Archive for April, 2005

freedom of speech

Current Wardrobe: black Bettie Paige t-shirt, black jeans, black thong, black bra

Let’s talk freedom of speech.

I can see the headlines now - “Starbucks kicks out an artist for drawing Bettie Paige.”

There is one (and only one) parent who hates me with a passion. Even to the point of calling me at my home because she thinks my artwork is too suggestive. Apparently a kid passed on one of my business cards to her kid, and she called me to have me stop passing them out, which I complied with… I have no problem with that. I stopped bringing my business cards to Starbucks.

But she didn’t stop there.

Today - two weeks later - after I stopped passing out my cards, she she shows up at Starbucks and starts raising her voice saying “Just WHAT do you think you are drawing? Don’t you see kids around here?” The manager got involved, who personally didn’t see any fault in me and just let the woman rant loudly, for almost five minutes. The whole store heard her and got quiet. She complained that my artwork is inappropriate and wants me permanently banned from Starbucks. I was sitting by myself on the opposite end of the place, with my artwork facing the RESTROOMS and there were no children within view of my artwork from ANY direction. No one could see my art from anywhere unless they stood directly behind me and over my shoulder coming out of the restrooms. And so what if they were? I’m not forcing anyone to look at my work, which is classy I might add. I was just drinking my coffee and drawing to myself. She threatened to get me barred from the place, even threatened to call the police. Um whatever. I told her - “Good luck, call the police… they love my art too.” (They really do, every Thursday morning, the sheriff and several police officers drink coffee there and see me do my art and usually say something to me). Ever heard of “Freedom of Speech”, lady? What are you going to do? Demand that every Starbucks customer be screened for drawing dirty pictures in their notebooks, writing erotica on their laptops, or browsing ebay online (oh my! a kid might oversee someone bidding on a Bettie Paige t-shirt). I’d like to see that get enforced, not only here… but internationally. What a joke.

I didn’t get kicked out… all the Starbucks employees (manager included) thought the woman was possessed. But I dare them to kick me out for that. The press would eat it up.

Over thirty people applauded me after the woman left and I’ve got an assortment of business cards from people who thought the lady was extremely out of line and they thanked me for saying what I did about my right to draw as I wish.

But the ironic part is that the manager had me sign an incident form informing me that she had a problem with me. And he has to turn it in to the District Manager so they can review the incident and decide if I should be allowed to keep drawing in there.

I got laid!

Current Wardrobe: red lacy chemise and black thong

Wow. I’m really at a loss of words for just how good my pussy feels. I got fucked for 14 hours straight. That’s right…. after nearly 7 months without sex with a man (excluding girls), I just got fucked really really hard.

The sad part of it is, I was so drunk that I only remember the first half of the night. The rest of it I heard the day after I woke up with a hangover and he had to tell me what we did. I woke up with red scars on my chest and stomach and it turns out that while he was fucking me with his leather harness around his chest, that it ended up rubbing against me. I don’t recall it ever happening but what I DO remember was one of the most incredible nights of my life.

I can’t even begin to describe to you how much I came. The hotel beds were soaked (we had scooted both queen size beds together) cause we fucked like jack rabbits all night rolling all over the place and he spanked me till my ass was all welted, which I LOVE! Fuck it was hot! Too bad I don’t remember all of it.

What a big cock. My pussy was so freaking tight from going that long without a man…. I really really really can’t tell you just how amazing it was. He came at least 3 times, once on my face, once on my pussy lips, and once on my stomach. It was fucking amazing.

There simply aren’t enough words. I think I remember saying “I love you” a few times, but my eyes were closed from being drunk and for some reason, I was picturing a brunette woman fucking me. LOL I doubt he’d care if I was fantasizing about a woman though :)
He unlocked the collar around my neck (at least for now) and I took the ace bandage off my knee cause it’s feeling a lot better now.

Love
Isabella
xoxoxoxoxo

new art and stuff

Current Wardrobe: collar, ace bandage, pink baby doll outfit

Sweet kisses to all you sexy guys and dolls *muah* hope everyone has had a great weekend! First of all, I want to thank you all for leaving me such wonderful feedback on niteflirt. As of tonight, I now have more than a 500-point rating (all five stars) and it’s only been two months, which is almost unheard of on niteflirt. So I want to say thank you to you all!

In honor of that and my way of saying thank you… I created this piece called “Night Flirt” which is an alternate spelling of Nite Flirt, kind of an appreciation art. Hope you all like it!

And I’ve been practicing somewhat with airbrushing, not the compressor - but online airbrushing… so that when I do start using the real airbrusher, maybe I’ll have at least a twinge of experience with it already. Here’s an example of something I finished tonight called “Aria in Pink” which is of sexy erotic model Aria Giovanni - she’s an awesome girl and extremely beautiful.

And tomorrow is Monday and I won’t be here in the evening because Master “D” and I are going to have another BDSM power exchange session. I’ll be here late at night hopefully if we’re done by then. I’ll be sure to let you know all about it, I have a feeling I’m gonna be fucked so hard I won’t be able to walk on Tuesday.

Mmmm thank you to Mr. Nasty man, the art book you bought me arrived in the mail a few days ago and I just wanted to let you know I’ve been using it and practicing the perspectives like it said in there. Thanks so much…. I love that you got me something I could really use!!! Thanks and big kisses to you! *muah*

I love you all, thanks for everything!

Love
Isabella
xoxoxoxoxo

delicious experience

Current Wardrobe: ace bandage and collar (same as yesterday)

My knee’s still sore, but not as swollen as yesterday… but that didn’t stop me from the experience I had today with the most incredible Master. “D” and I have been seeing each other for about a week and this afternoon around noon, the two of us got together at a hotel room for some power exchange BDSM roleplaying (real time).

I walked into the hotel room and before I got a chance to knock, he opened the door and told me to shut my eyes, which I did obediently. And then, something I completely didn’t expect… he picked me up (my satchel and purse still in my hands), blindfolded me, led me to the bed, put my stuff away, tied me down to the bed like a spread eagled whore… and that’s when the fun began. VERY strong black man. Very much a turn on.

I can’t even begin to tell you all that happened. It was an explosive, amazing experience with both tenderness as well as extreme hardcore spankings. There was no sex (not this time, but rest assured we’ll be doing it soon when we both have more time to set in our schedules for something really hot!) but fuck, everything else you can imagine - we certainly did it.

He knew my knee was messed up, so I didn’t do anything submissive on my knees like we had previously agreed to… but we made it up in other ways. He put a leg spreader on my ankles and had my legs wide open so he could lick my pussy all he wanted without me trying to close my legs. Which I might add, was the hottest thing EVER. And my God, when he sucked my clit… he did it like he was hanging on for dear life. Wow. I must have cummed a good dozen times before he had me serve him. Those who know me know that for the most part, I’m pretty much a Domme in the bedroom. Especially when it comes to sissies and sluts. But I’m very much a switch and enjoy being submissive when I’m with someone I trust completely. It was remarkable. A giant eight inch black cock in my mouth. Delicious. He kept slapping my face with his dick, which just made me wetter. Wow. *growls*

He wore a black leather harness/suspender contraption on his chest, a black leather cat mask with the ears tucked in, a black bondage belt with floggers, handcuffs, riding crop, and everything else attached to it… and he used every single thing.

He spanked me over and over and over and over…… and my ass still feels it. I can feel bruises on my butt right now, and it felt fucking AWESOME!!! He knew exactly how much I could take and when to rub me and make me better and when to give it to me hard again.

He used a huge giant dildo on me just enough to tease me to hell and back since we both knew we didn’t have enough time for real intercourse (I made him late for work as it was!) and that was pure torture the way he did it….. the more I screamed, the more he did it.

And that’s the way I love it!

Until next time….

Love,
Isabella
xoxoxoxoxox

ow

Current Wardrobe: ace bandage on my knee, dog collar

Anyone want to rub my right knee?

Tonight I went to one of my favorite night clubs and got up in front of everyone and did a celebrity impersonation of En Vogue while lip-singing with a funky wig, sexy hot makeup, black 6-inch heels, the whole deal. It was the song “My Lovin’” and I was rocking it!!!

But…

I almost fell on my face but thankfully I was giving a girl a lap dance and she caught me before I fell and I didn’t realize until the song was over that I completely sprained me knee when that happened. It’s all bound with ace bandages and had some ice packs on it but I can’t sleep… it’s 2:29am and it hurts to much to sleep. Ow.

The things we do for a few dollars thrown on stage. *sigh*

WOW

OMG!!!

omg omg omg I think

I am

going

to die.

The manager of San Diego’s hottest lesbian club saw my art online and wants to showcase my work at an erotic female-themed artshow!!!!!! It’s official. I’m doing it on May 21st. FUCKING WOW!!!!!!!!!

Someone fan me. I’m dying. I can’t breathe.

me a sub?

Current Wardrobe: locked spiked dog collar around my neck, black pantyhose, black bra and panties

All right guys and dolls, I got something…er…. interesting to share. Remember that guy “D” I was talking about a couple days ago from that S&M place and that we really hit it off? Well, we’re really REALLY hitting it off now.

And well, I’ve officially become his submissive sub.

I have to wear this spiked dog collar with a lock on it to show I’m his and can’t remove it under any circumstances. Have to wear it to bed, in the shower, you name it. Only he has the key to it. This turns me on SO MUCH! I’ve been a dominant to soooooo many guys, but never been the sub to a professional Dom like this. Today we made out like school children in his SUV and he licked my toes through my pantyhose and had me try on different spiked stilletos in the shoe section. I even tried on those funky high heels that you can’t walk in that stand STRAIGHT UP and are heels built with a huge high arch meant for fucking standing up and bent over. He sucked on my breasts a little, we kissed like high schoolers… and I am just smitten with him.

I’ve fallen for a black Dom male… and I haven’t had “real” sex with a man for quite a long time now so this will be a treat… we’re going out again Friday and my tight little pussy is going to be fucked hard by a big eight inch cock.

Mmmmmmm gonna feel soooooooo good!!!!!!!!!!!

Kind of funny me being a sub when I’m a Domme to so many of my callers. This should put a nice little twist on things.

Love
Isabella
xoxoxoxox

so much to do

Current Wardrobe: slinky black top, blue jeans, socks, shoes, red and black thong

So I just got back with my sister from shopping, went back to the Crypt and bought some more S&M stuff like a new black and chrome choke dog collar, some long black gloves, dark black pants, and some more fishnets. Then we went to Hamburger Mary’s and had some yummy food, I couldn’t help but stare at our waitress’s sexy little ass. HOT! Tonight at that restaurant they’re having some sort of drag queen show at 10:30pm but I think I might miss it tonight and do phone sex instead. If people don’t call me tonight, then I’ll go, but if my line stays busy I’ll probably opt to stay home instead.

My sister and I decided at the last minute we were both going to get tattoos but the place we went to, the guy was really stupid. He couldn’t draw on the spot - I wanted him to draw a dominatrix with a whip in her hand and he couldn’t do it. And he couldn’t even put small letter’s behind my siste’s ears. How pathetic is that? Aren’t tatoo artists supposed to be able to draw on command? Maybe I’ll draw something myself. Just aggravated me. Anyway we went to two other tattoo parlors but they were closed too. Dang. Maybe another time.

Watched a rerun of Fear Factor today. Coolio won the celebrity fear factor and $50,000 for his favorite charity. It was so gross seeing all those worms, maggots, and scorpions all over those people. EWWWW… you just couldn’t pay me enough.

People have been asking when I’m gonna draw a picture of … ahem… the “real me”… we’ll see… we’ll see.

Love
Isabella
xoxoxoxo

a little dominating

Current Wardrobe: 5 inch black platform leather shoes (really shiny) with ankle straps, black cuban pantyhose, black pvc bra, and a pair of black pvc shorts that zip from the front to the back so it can have an open crotch

Today was quite interesting, I went to an S&M store today in San Diego called The Crypt which I had always wanted to go to because I pass it all the time and it’s right next to the coffee shop I always go to and in the neighborhood of two of my favorite night clubs. Anyway I finally went in there today and wow I was just amazed. I really need to start investing more money in BDSM clothing and stuff. I bought a new pair of shoes (see wardrobe above, I’m wearing them now) as well as some new pantyhose and a couple pvc things. Even bought a new paddle and this one HURTS and I love it!!!

I met someone verrry interesting today whom I’ll just refer to as “D” and I was just blown away. He is a black guy and is a real time Dom and is a top. He’s very attracted to me and at first I wasn’t too attracted to him but the more we started talking it turns out we have an amazing chemistry and quite a deal in common when it comes to our sexuality and what we enjoy in the bedroom. I really like this guy and we spent about 4 or 5 hours today just talking and getting to know each other. He’s really kinky into BDSM and we experimented with a violet wand. He ran it on my breasts there in the store with it plugged in and I just melted!

I had never felt my breasts with electricity on them before, it was quite a feeling!!! He showed me some things I hadn’t seen before too which is weird cause in my line of work I thought I’d seen it all! But I was WAY wrong. Turns out there are things called sounds and dilators which men insert into the holes of their penises and showed me all the enlargement bars. He showed me ball stretchers, ball crushers, bar spreaders, all kinds of whips, floggers, and we had fun with some bullwhips and even experimented on me with a few of the riding crops and nipple clamps.

Anyway to make a long story short, I’m really interested in this guy and we’ll be going out for coffee and lunch later this week and once we really get to know each other well… I may have a new fuck buddy to play with.

It’s been…. mmmm…. several several months since I’ve had sex (at least with a man). And this guy has a humongous cock (I saw it with my own eyes and it’s like 8 inches and HUGE!) and we are on the same level with our sexuality when it comes to our kinks and fetishes and when we do decide to have our own little kinky BDSM session, he is going to make ME his submissive and he will be my Domme. And if it goes well, we may do some switch power roles which is nice. I’m a switch, but naturally very submissive, so I am extremely excited about this.

He has a TON of dominatrix stuff, like whips, chains, leather mask, pvc clothes, floggers, you name it. He has it. And he said he’s even available for real time dominating for when I meet my sissies they can suck him off. How cool is that?

On another note, I have a sissy caller who I just have to mention. He’s so pathetic. God help him. He basically lives at the porno shops and goes in the back and sucks off all the boys in the arcade, keeps his mouth at the glory holes and swallows people’s cum… but that’s not the gross part. He’ll actually go into a room and lick the cum off the floor after a man has left. Not only that, he’ll clean up stranger’s cum in the backroom where they get to be with the girls too. He puts all that cum in his mouth, then shows it to the girls before swallowing it like a pathetic little slut. He loves being humiliated and I told my roommates all about him and now I’m telling ALL OF YOU just how fucking pathetic he really is. The last time we spoke, he swallowed 15 loads of cum in a time span of four hours.

How fucking nasty is that. LOL so pathetic.

Tonight I watched the movie “Heavenly Creatures” on dvd. Excellent movie. Was it a true story?

Love
Isabella
xoxoxoxoxo

Is it new?

I gotta watch it again. It was REALLY good. *still wiping tears*

better than chocolate

Have you ever watched a movie that you really felt connected to? I just finished watching Better than Chocolate, and I swear I think it is my new favorite movie. I laughed, cried, cringed, melted and just fell in love with it.

I want to fall in love with a woman or a transgender. I’d love to be lunged at like that. What a wonderful powerful movie. I wish more movies like that were out there.

Everything about that movie was me. I can’t even tell you which character was just like me, because they ALL were (except the mom wasn’t like me at all, but she reminds me of people I know in my life). But every main character on that movie was very similar to me. If you only knew. God that was good.

Someone hug me. Let’s do makeovers :)

hecticity

Current Wardrobe: baby pink t-shirt, short black skirt, lacy black panties

Wow today was productive!! I did a cool photoshoot with a swimsuit model at the beach today which went really nice, she was really awesome to work with and pleasant to shoot. Very cool shoot and wow she has the cutest litle ass. Damn.

I submitted five of my art pieces to Aristata Publishing today and hopefully if they like even ONE of my pieces of art then they’ll publish it in a book coming out called “Aphrodisia” which specializes in the female form. So cross your fingers and wish me luck!!! I’ve never had my art published in a book with other legitimate artists before, so this could be my big break! Whew deep breath!

Updated the “gifts received” page on my website since it was getting kind of out-of-date.

Got a ton of important things done today, none of it most of you would care to know… but it sure makes me feel good getting things done! Mailing things off, checking post office, going to bank, cleaning litter box, cleaning front seat of car, putting ladder away, refilling the water bottles, fixing the printer, taking out trash, got rid of the flies, bought a new lighter, backed up computer stuff on cd… all that boring stuff.

Whew…. now I just want to lay back and watch a dvd or something. Wanna join?

Love
Isabella
xoxoxoxoox

never did

MARK THE ONES YOU NEVER DID AND REPOST!
(got idea from livejournal user: 80_windows)

NEVER DID:

( ) I’ve Never Been Drunk
( ) I’ve Never Smoked Pot
( ) I’ve Never Kissed A Member Of The Opposite Sex
( ) I’ve Never Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
(x) I’ve Never Crashed A Friend’s Car
(x) I’ve Never Been To Japan

( ) Ive Never Been In A Taxi
( ) I’ve Never Been In Love
( ) I’ve Never Had Sex In Public
( ) I’ve Never Been Dumped
( ) I’ve Never Done Cocaine
( ) I’ve Never Shoplifted
( ) I’ve Never Been Fired
( ) I’ve Never Been In A Fist Fight
( ) I’ve Never Had Group Intercourse
( ) I’ve Never Snuck Out Of My Parent’s House
( ) I’ve Never Been Tied Up
( ) I’ve Never Been Caught Masturbating
( ) I’ve Never Regretted Having Sex With Someone
(x) I’ve Never Been Arrested
( ) I’ve Never Made Out With A Stranger
( ) I’ve Never Stolen Something From My Job
( ) I’ve Never Celebrated New Years In Time Square
( ) I’ve Never Gone On A Blind Date
( ) I’ve Never Lied To A Friend
( ) I’ve Never Had A Crush On A Teacher
(x) I’ve Never Celebrated Mardi-Gras In New Orleans
(x) I’ve Never Been To Europe
( ) I’ve Never Skipped School
( )I’ve Never Slept With A Co-Worker
(x) I’ve Never Cut Myself On Purpose
( )I’ve Never Had Sex At The Office
( ) I’ve Never Been Married
( ) I’ve Never Been Divorced
( ) I’ve Never Had Sex With More Than One Person Within The Same Week
( ) I’ve Never Posed Nude..
( ) I’ve Never Gotten Someone Drunk Just To Have Sex With Them
(x) I’ve Never Killed Anyone
(x) I’ve Never Received Scars From My Sex Partner (only scratches and bites!)
( ) I’ve Never Thrown Up In A Bar
(x) I’ve Never Purposely Set A Part Of Myself On Fire.
( ) I’ve Never Eaten Sushi
(x) I’ve Never Been Snowboarding

( ) I’ve Never Had Sex At A Friend’s House While They Were Throwing A Party
(x) I’ve Never Had Sex In A Dressing Room
( ) I’ve Never Flashed Anyone.
( ) I’ve Never Met Anyone From Online.
( ) I’ve Never Had Sex. - not that this thing would count at least :)

caller appreciation

Current Wardrobe: long white tigger t-shirt, skimpy white panties

Good morning everyone *big kisses* hope everyone is having a great day today, I know I am all snuggled in my comfy outfit. Last night was amazing on so many levels, I had several calls with some amazing people and it just touched me all over. Maybe I’ll share a few :)

* I talked to a brand new caller for about an hour whose DAUGHTER recommended me to him. Talk about a shocker there, I was completely amazed at just how open his family is and I just love that. I wish more families would be less restricted and confined about their sexuality. He was a delightful pantyboy who had some amazing stories to tell me about some escapades with his wife and hot cock in his mouth mmmm yummy!

* I chatted with another very sweet caller for about an hour who just took my breath away and we went silicone breast shopping on ebay and got to learn so much about each other and our open-minded sexuality. What a doll! He gave me his work number and usually I don’t keep people’s phone numbers (hehe I love money that’s why) but this afternoon I left him a very…. hot… sexual message on his work phone answering machine and he hasn’t heard it yet LOL so he’s gonna die.

* I hypnotized a sexy pantyboy who wanted to try something different. Something public. Something that would give him a rush while still retaining his privacy. Something with a thrill. So he brought his cell phone with him in his car all dressed up in FULL dress as a woman (wig, skirt, blouse, panties, you name it) and he fingered himself to orgasm next do an 18-wheeler while they were driving along the road side by side. When he came, he must have shouted for what sounded like two solid minutes!!!! NOW THAT’S WHAT I CALL AN ORGASM!

Those were the three people who really stuck out the most last night and I just had to write about them in my journal. Those were amazing… absolutely breathtaking. I love you girls :)
I worked on another drawing which was inspired by erotic model Bianca Beauchamp.

Here is “The Love Genie”:

and here are the mistakes (gotta learn somehow!):

Still practicing my lines and shading but I’m seeing a small improvement, thanks so much for all the feedback on my art, it just makes me want to try that much harder. There are quite a few of you callers who have called me and had amazing orgasms on the phone and then right at the end before you hang up, you all tend to mention my art and how much you’ve watched me grow and improve over the last year or so… and that just melts my heart so thank you!

And aaahhh a very memorable nasty caller (oh trust me, he’s nasty… and I love it) sent me an item off my wishlist! An awesome art book on perspectives that I had always wanted, I love books that teach me drawing and I promise I will get great use out of it and will draw a special picture just from what I learn from the book so you can see what I did :-)
I’ve become great friends with a TS named Tiana whom I just love and adore on the phone. She works on niteflirt too and you can see her page here and hopefully if I get threeway calling on my phone, we can do some calls together. I really love her and just think she is the most amazing person ever. You all should give her a call! She also has a page here where she recommended me as well - maybe we can do some teamwork together :)
Tiana told me about some places online, some awesome fetish and photography sites that I just fell in love with and the main one is called Bianca’s Boudoir and I was blown away by the model on there. She is so real, so beautiful, so raw, so captivating. I especially liked the fetish photos of her with a bloody nose while strung out on cocaine. That was extremely powerful and I just loved it! You all should check it out!

And the one website I’ve been meaning to share with you all I found off Jane’s Guide and I’ve bookmarked it because I practically visit it every single day. The photography is some of the best I’ve ever seen when it comes to nudes and lighting and shadows. The site is called Gallery Carre and you all will love it so check it out if you haven’t!

Today is April 15th which means all tax returns gotta be filed today! I procrastinated and did mine online last night and then mailed it early this morning. I sure hope I did it right. Oh well, they can’t pull blood out of a turnip. If I did INDEED screw it up, then the IRS sure couldn’t take anything from me lol… hope all of you get some money back!

I want to thank each and every one of you callers for being such extraordinary people. Those of you who take the time to write feedback on my calls hold a special place with me. Maybe one in every ten people are considerate enough to write a thank you on there, so those who do just make my night! Thank you and I love you all!

Blows sweet kisses,
Love
Isabella
xoxoxoxoxoox

much better

Current Wardrobe: blue jean shorts, white t-shirt, no bra, no panties

I feel so much better today, thanks everyone for the kind words and sweet calls last night *muah* — I even finished a drawing with my sore thumb :) here it is:

Tonight at 8:30ish I’m leaving to go out to Six Degrees with my friends and watch the drag show again, I think I’m obsessed with it now. Should be back home around 12:30ish but probably won’t log in for calls since I have an art thing to do at 6am in Spring Valley tomorrow morning super early.

So if you want me, now’s the time… or else I’ll see all of you tomorrow afternoon! Ciao!

Love
Isabella
xoxoxooxox

I must obey

I am Dan’s mindless hypnotized toy.. And I must obey.

bitch rant

Current wardrobe: black bra, black panties, socks

Warning. I’m about to bitch. But I have a cause.

Yesterday I put three of my drawings in an art gallery. I was so excited and wanted to be a part of it and all that and I get there and they look at my stuff and said “oooh and aaah” and said how much they loved it and then said… “Sorry it’s too revealing, it’s too risque, and I’m not sure other people will be ok with it.” Um excuse me? Didn’t Michelangelo do nudes? Is the Sistine Chapel all covered up cause it might warp the minds of young youth? I was so pissed. What upset me more is that every single person said “I’m not sure the others will like it” but NOT ONE PERSON fessed up to say they individually had a problem with it. What the fuck? Anyway I wasn’t about to let them rain on my parade, I went to my car, undid the wire and backing on each of the 3 frames by hand and put other drawings in there instead. None of them were nude, two of them were portraits and one showed a sexy pose but no nudity. When I went back to turn them in, they look at the non-nude portrait and said “Ooooh we absolutely LOVE THAT!!!” but then said… um, “but she’s touching her breast.”

Excuse me? What the fuck?

I don’t get it. Anyway to make a long story short, I have three drawings there in the art gallery now. And they’re G-rated. And after this month, I am no longer going to be associated with those conservative, finger-pointing, two-faced, right-winged fucked up anal fucktards. Don’t let the hand slap their face on the way out. They are so afraid of change and so afraid of sexiness in art. No wonder they constantly complain about rent and inability to pay for their nonprofit organization.

Any of you want to give them a piece of your mind? You’re welcome to visit the art gallery yourself. It’s called the East Gallery Art Association in El Cajon, CA. Their address is on that link. Maybe if you actually go, you’ll see my work on the walls. Wonder if they stick me in the back. Either way, I’ll be damned if I revamp their website like they asked.

Ok off my rant. I’ve been wanting to say that for a long time now.

I think my art is very classy, I’ve never even drawn an open-crotch shot. The female body is gorgeous and I always like to draw it elegant and alluring and very sexy. Anyone that is not ok with that obviously has a stick stuck up their butt. And in their case, their little anuses are so tight that the sticks won’t come out.

Mmmmm now to cheer up again. My roommates have the first two seasons of Seinfeld on dvd so I’m gonna watch Seinfeld tonight over and over and just watch all the episodes from number one. I just love the show and even though I’ve seen every episode (or so I think), it still feels like the first time when I start watching them again.

Today I went to work at the upholstery shop and after 5 hours of pulling upholstery staples out of this couch, my thumb is SORE. I can feel it start to blister right now as I type… it hurts to even draw. But then again I’m not gonna complain because I’m doing this gig cause I WANT to, not for the money. It’s a volunteer job as an apprentice so I can learn a new skill, so I can walk out whenever I want but I really think this is a good thing for me to learn new stuff. Anyone wanna suck my thumb? And of course… gonna ATTEMPT to draw some more if my thumb lets me :)
I love you all! BIG KISSES!

Love
Isabella
xoxoxoxoxoox

Karma

Current Wardrobe: short black dress, black stockings, black knee high boots, red thong

I just got back from a drag queen/dinner show at Lips here in San Diego. Wow that was REALLY awesome! I am so horny!!! I get so turned on watching men in drag. I just can’t explain it. I love women. And I love women impersonators. And I can honestly say that 9 times out of ten I would rather be with a female impersonator than be with a man OR a woman. Why? Because they give you the best of both worlds. I love the flamboyancy, the honesty, the bitchiness, the confidence, and the downright passion for femininity.

What a fantastic time!!! Several of my friends went and everyone in the whole audience was screaming and hollering - the whole place mostly filled with sexy girls and models. I’m serious… the audience all looked like people you’d find in Playboy or Stuff Magazine. So you can imagine how wet I was sitting there watching and getting into it with everyone else!

And of course…. everytime I have something great happen, something bad happens.

On my way out of Lips, a red SUV swiped my car and it took off my driver side mirror as well as scraped the whole side of my drivers side door. I got a note on my car from a witness who saw it but was unable to get a license plate. That really sucks. My whole car is banged up on BOTH sides now. One from this hit and run, and one from a vandalism that took place back about a month ago.

Goes into karma, what goes around comes around.

And you guys have GOT to check this out! Unbelievable art

Love,
Isabella
xoxoxoxoxo

ssdd

Current Wardrobe: black skimpy string-bikini

Mmmm just got back from laying out at the beach, what a beautiful day. Not too hot, not too cold, not too windy. Just right. Wanna rub some suntan oil on me? *smiles*

I finished another drawing, this time a wet-haired portrait called of… you guessed it… yours truly.

Here it is:

Also yesterday something disturbing happened.

You see, every Thursday I make an art appearance where people watch me do art and I always pass out business cards and stuff. Well I gave one of my cards to a junior high school student who loves my work and her mother found the card and got EXTREMELY pissed off. Apparently I had put a drawing on the card that was “too revealing” and the mother got so mad that she called me at home and just really went off the deep end. I just sat there stumbling on the phone going… uh… ok…. uh… ok.

It bothers me that parents can be so uptight. I mean sure there was some semi-nudity (drawn, not photo) on the business card but gee…. there were more of a breast shot in the movie Titanic and that was rated PG-13. *sigh*

Tonight is my friend Dasha’s birthday and about 10-12 of us are going out to a drag dinner show called LIPS where we eat food while watching drag queens on stage. I am so excited, I’ve never been there before! Ended up buying her a hand-beaded blue bag from a home&sun type place that had some cute handmade stuff.

Tomorrow morning is my friend Michelle’s birthday who is having a bridal shower on the same day. You have no idea how difficult it is to buy gifts for your friends when you’re trying to squeeze in two special events into one price. I ended up buying her a pink bohemia crystal vase with dragonflies.

more pinup

Just maybe?


my latest art

Current Wardrobe: red ripped Dickies t-shirt and cut off blue jean shorts, no bra, no panties, barefoot

Hey there, thought I’d post some of my latest artwork - hope you like!

The first two are my first attempts at pinup using colored pencils and the third one was my first attempt at using aqua monoliths on art board. Not bad for first time huh? The fourth one was done in regular pencil. Still improving, I know… got a long way to go but I’m getting there.

Love,
Isabella
xoxoxoxo

day of plenty

Current Wardrobe: silver anklet *dangles her foot the way Pretty Woman did*

Tonight is gonna be a sexy night… I can feel it. That nice creamy feeling you get sometimes - you all know what I’m talking about. When you walk around the apartment naked and just feel like humping the computer monitor.

Jury Duty
Went to jury duty today, they didn’t need me so I was only there 2 hours and they let me go home Woohooo! The judge commented on my art that morning before his “good morning” speech to the jurors and said it was really good and that I had talent. That just made my day. I thought he was just some guy in a suit saying he liked my stuff, but when he introduced himself during his speech he said he was a presiding judge, I was really flattered *blushes* never had a judge say that before.

Learning new skill
Afterwards I was browsing online and just spur-of-the-moment decided to get an apprenticeship job. Somewhere where I can learn a new skill and not get paid. Well it looks like I’m now an apprentice at a local upholstery shop. I went this afternoon and learned how to use a sewing machine in a straight line, and we anchored some fabric on a sofa.

Very cool neat stuff! I love to learn new things, no matter what it is - so I’m gonna stay with this until I get bored and want to venture in something else.

Car went spastic
Shortly after my first day on the “job” I went to my car and something weird happened - my service engine light came on - the air conditioner went dead - and all the power lock windows stopped working. I started freaking out…. three hours later it all works fine again like there was no problem. SO weird, I’m telling you, something is happening with the moon tonight.

American Idol
Watched American Idol. I think Nadia Turner did a much better performance than before - loved her dress! Carrie was stunning, people seem to like her blonde barbie girl image. She’s sort of like a Leann Rimes type. But my vote goes to Bo Bice - he looks hot in those tight leather pants.

Email
I’m gonna try to respond to all the emails in my box so I’ll be up-to-date with everyone, bear with me! *kisses*

College
I’m seriously considering going to college. Still not sure what for yet. Every time I start looking in one direction, then I get pulled in a different one. And truth is, I have so many interests I can’t imagine limiting myself to just one interest. One part of me wants to go into the medical field, and just when I think I have what it takes - I’m reminded of how much time, studying, and years of diligent effort goes into it. Then imagine myself in other careers I’ve always sort of fantasized about… such as working in computer graphics for movies in post production… or maybe cinematography… or learning the psychology of gender roles. Yeah, I know. Those courses are all available if I want, people keep saying that I don’t have to choose now but I hate the waiting game. I almost wish I had a time machine to peer 15 years in the future to see what kind of life I live. What if I make a decision that makes me miserable? What if I was meant to be a dee-jay on the radio, soothing the audience with my voice? I’m at the point where I may just ingest every kind of course there is - with no intent to graduate since all I want are the electives anyway. But then again there goes medical school. Why algebra? Why? Where’s my magic pumpkin? I need a fairy godmother to sprinke some dust on me so my feet will magically go where my heart will be most content.

For my Napoleon: “Meanwhile, my sweet love, a thousand kisses; but do not give me any, for they set my blood on fire.” — Josephine

Love
Isabella
xoxoxoox

shopping shopping shopping

Current Wardrobe: vintage t-shirt with an old coke advertisement and a pair of skimpy white panties

I spent the whole day shopping. Literally the whole day. I am such a naughty little princess aren’t I? hehe

Let’s see…..

My strapon finally arrived in the mail, fits beautifully on my body and I think I must’ve impressed my cat with it on cause he purred up against me while I studied myself in the mirror LOL.

I had ordered a Jennifer Janesko print online recently and it arrived today. God I just love her stuff. She is such an inspiration - I spent 30 minutes today during lunch just studying her art. Watching her pencil strokes, watching the flow and movement of her wrist in the final product. She is incredible. I wish I had more money to support her. You guys gotta go look at Jennifer’s stuff if you haven’t already - she is at Janesko.com check out her online catalog and see what I’m talking about!

Went to El Cajon today and went shopping at several different stores. My poor feet. *sexy pout* Sympathy anyone? Ended up buying some really awesome things, and check this out. I bought a business suit. Like, a REAL business suit. Got it from the men’s wearhouse. It looks SO cool on me too with my hair up in a bun. I ended up wearing it out of there and went shopping at the mall with the suit on and the older guys ate it up. Especially one. This older man in his late 40s approached me and said I looked very nice and even bought me some Starbucks Coffee. How sweet :)
Then of course, I went crazy in the lingerie stores — bought a pink and black corset that has about 60 hooks up the front, some new thigh high fishnet stockings and a garter holder thingy. Also bought some new shoes on sale that have little pink pom poms on them. Woohoo! Went into Spencers and bought a t-shirt that said “I have the pussy, so I make the rules” and just LOVE it to death! Bought a small black Playboy purse from there too, the bunny logo actually has rhinestones on it and spins around when you flick it with your fingers. Ended up buying it for about $30. Not too bad. Mmmm got two new bras, this vintage t-shirt I’m wearing, plus a few sexy thongs from Victoria’s Secret.

On my way back home, I stopped by F-Street which is a really awesome porn shop and I bought three things: a cool pink and black riding crop with a flower on one side so that when you hit someone with it, it leaves a nice flower imprint on their body! Also got a new vibrator - this is like the silver bullet but has a 7-speed impulse button so it really is awesome! Problem is that it costs an arm and a leg so this better last! The porn shop was all out of the regular bullets so I had to get this expensive one instead. And last but not least, got a cool dvd called “Briana loves Jenna” - all the guys seem to like this one, so I figured I’d add it to my porn collection myself. And boy do I like it!!! WOWSERS. Those girls are hot together! Grrroowwlll!!!!

It had a doctor/patient roleplay with Jenna Jameson and her doctor. I about died. I cannot tell you how excited that got me. He wasn’t a medical doctor unfortunately, but he played a psychologist doctor and wore the glasses and had the tape recorder thing in his hand. Then Jenna starts touching herself and he’s gotta keep a straight face. Gawd. I’m getting wet just thinking about it. Something about watching an older man keep a straight face while seeing some hot naked chick in a private room just gets me completely riled up! YEOW!

I’ve got jury duty tomorrow ALL day and I won’t even know if they need me for the trial or not until the last part of the day so I’m gonna spend the WHOLE day drawing tomorrow. I’ll be so bored there, so figure I may do something productive, right? So I won’t be able to do calls until late in the evening.

I am fucking HORNY right now. And I’m gonna use my new vibrator and watch this dvd (especially that doc/patient roleplay) over and over…. feel free to join me. *pats the bed*

Love
Isabella
xoxoxooxoxox

hidden secrets

Current Wardrobe: tight black corset, long black wool skirt, black knee high boots, black thigh highs, red leather jacket, black and red panties and matching bra

It’s so weird cause everytime I start to write a journal entry I start to think of three things.
1) should I talk about what I honestly did that day - the boring stuff?
2) funny things that happened that day - shorter entries but interesting I guess
3) just erotic horny stuff to make the boys happy

So…. today is gonna fit in category one cause I just feel like it *grins*

I went to the salon got my hair styled and trimmed, got a pedicure, manicure, eyebrows waxed — went to the swap meet at the sports arena bought some long blonde wigs, some funky Madonna hats, 2 t-shirts, a black cap with the word “Porn Star” on it, a bunch of makeup on sale, some cheap sunglasses for $3 that look SUPER cool and have a pinkish silver tint to them… then went to Chipotle for the first time with my two roommates which was really cool cause I’d never been there before.

I had always been intimidated by Chipotle. I was afraid if I walked in there, then I wouldn’t know how to order or how to ask for what I wanted to eat… so my friends sort of initiated me in there. Have you guys ever felt the same way? Like there are certain restaurants you won’t eat at unless someone goes with you first? Well I feel much better now hehe.

Gonna go up to L.A. sometime in mid-April to see a couple people - this is gonna be fun! *gawd* get to spend one day doing photography with an extraordinary fetish model whose mind is as sexy as her body. That will be a fantastic treat, absolutely can’t wait! And then I’m gonna get to spend another day dressing up a sissy and fucking up the butt with a strapon until he cries mercy! MUAHAHAHA *evil laugh* Can’t wait to see the real tears baby!

Last night I went to Numbers with some friends of mine. Have you ever been to a club a million times and then one day you realize there is a whole different room to the club you didn’t even know was there??? I was ready to walk out cause it seemed dead (again) and as I started to walk out, I looked to the right and saw a WHOLE room stuffed with about two hundred people dancing wall-to-wall. So THAT’S where everyone was. All my friends were as shocked as I was. You folks at Numbers gotta start putting signs up or something - how are people going to find it? Love finding those secret back rooms! Woohoo!

I’m gonna talk about death. Something I really don’t do but I’m gonna see if I can do it.

The pope died today. I don’t really know what to say about him. I think he has had a big impact on people globally and a lot of people respected him. He seemed like a great moral figure to look up to and was a role model. I don’t know a lot about his teachings or what he believed in, but for some reason I can’t help but want to give my respects. I don’t even know the guy. I’m not even Catholic. But I was still drawn to the news to hear the condition of his health. Can you imagine knowing you are going to die in one day? How did everyone know he was going to die? What if everyone was standing out there and he lived and people went home “disappointed”. It’s as though people wanted him to die. Like, everytime you watched the news it was like - “Is he dead yet?” Having feelings for someone I don’t know is sort of surreal. I don’t feel sadness or loss, but I feel a sense of comfort knowing that he died the way he did - surrounded by thousands of people who loved him and a room full of his closest friends. I think the pain he went through was quite sufferable and I would never wish that on my worst enemy… but at least he was surrounded by those who stood close by him. The “till death” friends who will always be there. I sincerely hope that life after death certainly exists for him. Whether it does or doesn’t is beyond me. I just think it’s great that people can sincerely imagine him being in a great place.

When Princess Di died, I felt like my heart was ripped out. I was just a teenager and I felt closer to her than I did my own mother. How can that be? I had never even met the woman and I really didn’t read up on her until AFTER she had already passed. The media plays such an important role in how we view or remember people.

On that last note, I’m gonna go out and have some fun tonight. In about two hours I’m going to the clubs and will be back later.

Love
Isabella
xoxoxoxoxo






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