Wow what a day! From start to finish…. the whole day was full of kinky, sexual excitement and emotional gratification. My poor pussy is soooooo happy.

Kinky, kinky, kinky. Today was kinky the WHOOOOOOLE day. Trust me on that.

I woke up and first thing I did was see my therapist. Usually we set evening appointments but do to our chaotic schedules, we set it for the morning time. I walk in there with my coffee and sit down and spill my guts out. Sounds easy but we’d been kind of beating around a certain subject for a long time now and I finally opened up. I finally opened up my pandora’s box with my therapist. Most of it relating to a certain sexual aspect in my life and my childhood. Sex. Sex. Sex. Course it’s about sex. Isn’t it always? Trust me, talking about difficult things in therapy is a GOOD thing. *Takes a drink to that!*

Afterwards went to gym class. Let me just say that there is this girl Kristen who has the tightest ass I have ever seen and watching her do the butt exercises on some of those machines is enough to make you want to fall off the stair-climber and fall at her feet. She has a punky goth look with blonde and lime-green hair and always wears this green converse shoes. She’s an artist and very very cute. Too bad she’s not into girls LOL… but at least we’re becoming cool friends. It’s always good to make friends.

In psych-sex class we talked about the male anatomy. I thought I pretty much knew men, but I was WAY wrong. At least now I understand why men want to pee before they masturbate in the morning even though they are sporting their morning woods. I always figured that men always cum first. I was wrong. Guess boys would rather pee first. And I had no idea how how complicated it is for the male body to ejaculate. It has so many freaking THINGS to go through. It’s like wiring a car engine or something.

Also went to the Crypt where I ended up buying a medical speculum and a very insightful book on flogging. What in the world will I do with a speculum? I have no idea. But it sure looks cool! I’ll post a pic of it - it’s like a 3 prong claw and is used in papsmears and stuff. I love the medical fetish, so why not have it in my collection? And I thought I knew all there was to know about flogging too and I was wrong. This book is AMAZING and talks about certain cooling down periods and crazy-eight types of flogging as well as mental manipulation and control while whipping. It is VERY interesting and detailed! It’s called “Flogging” by Joseph W. Bean - I highly recommend it!

Two kinky packages I won at an auction were mailed to me too! One is a red riding crop that has a rose petal on one end and the other was a handmade leather bullwhip from Mexico. That bullwhip KICKS ASS! I’ve already broken it in and have really good aim with it. I’m not sure if it’s really suitable for hitting people but it sure is fun to make the loud sound with it!

At home I get a knock on the door. A hot sexy guy friend of mine is standing there wearing a surgical mask and latex gloves (ahem, someone was paying attention to my medical fetish) and decided to roleplay as my doctor. Good Golly that was hot. After some pizza, some CSI, and some making out, I ended up tying him up in some very tight material so he was immobile and used and abused him the way I wanted to. Lightly spanked him with a leather black paddle shaped like a hand and straddled and teased him relentlessly. But of course, the best part was when he made me lay on the exam “table” (my bed) and gave me possibly the best pelvic exam of my life. Then he turned into a very naughty naughty doctor and let me just say that if doctors really treat their patients that way then I think we’ll all play sick. I came numerous times and wow, he wore the latex gloves the whole time! We didn’t use the speculum but maybe another time. I feel really blessed to know him and has definitely been a positive influence on me, both physically and emotionally. Now if only I can stop depriving him of sleep all the time.

So it’s 5:42am and I am still awake…. I really should go to sleep now. But what can I say? My pussy feels incredible!

Love
Isabella
xooxoxoxo

As promised, here are some pictures from another photoshoot I did previously and I just got around to touching them up. This is another female model I shot recently, who is close to me in more ways than one. She said I could post her pictures as long as I didn’t use her real name. This is my sister. And yes, these are really her…. hot isn’t she?

We had a lot of fun on this shoot, check them out!

Love
Isabella
xooxoxox

Maybe I should call this “sick week” since I’ve been sick since Sunday… I’m feeling a lot better now but still have a sore throat. A lot of my callers have been really patient with me during this time and I deeply thank you. Sometimes people would call for these really long hypnosis calls and my voice would start out okay and by the end of the call, I ended up sounding like some overaged hag. Thankfully everyone has been really supportive and no complaints.

If there’s one thing I’ve learned about being a phone sex operator, there is one unwritten rule. Don’t get sick. If we lose our voices or our throats (I lost both this week) then we’re pretty much out of commission. Thank God I’ve got some very sincere and understanding regulars.

Today I woke up thinking how people never really visit people when they’re sick. If you watch old episodes of Little House on the Prairie, the WHOLE freaking town would come visit someone if they had a cold. Well I’ve been sick all week and the only thing I’ve heard from most people is “then I should stay far far away” which is not only ironic, but kind of lonely. Even my sister responded by saying “I’ll come over as SOON as you’re better I promise” which by then I probably won’t want to see her ass. I’ve been curled up in a blanket watching episodes of Law and Order and CSI for so many days now that I’m going out of my mind. Anyway I want to give a special thank you to Nancy who mailed me a care package from Santa Barbara with food and even catfood for John with a sweet greeting card that really touched my heart. Now that SURELY will help me get well soon. Thank you, sweetheart.

Love
Isabella
xooxoxxo

I am so so so bad… I’ve had someone in my bed two nights in a row… and my pussy feels really incredible! And let me just say that I loved every single minute of it - a slave put to good use. We found a fabulous solution to the puddles I always leave after a great cum! Putting something plastic underneath a towel does the trick really great! Mmmmm wonderful!

Tonight Juanita and I went to some seafood place called King’s Fish House where I had swordfish and she had some charbroiled salmon. The food was AMAZING! Our meals ended up costing $88 dollars (including a hefty tip, margaritas, and a shrimp cocktail to share). Boy was it good though, I highly recommend it!

We had free passes to see a special screening of the movie Cry Wolf in the theater so we went to see it. Let me just save you ALL some money. DON’T SEE THE MOVIE. IT SUCKS. THE WHOLE AUDIENCE HATED IT. The movie is NOT scary at all and just sucks. It was a waste of time. Good thing we didn’t have to pay to watch it. It REALLY BITES. I would NOT recommend watching it. Even on video. It sucked that much. The acting was terrible. The scripting was terrible. It was highly predictable. There was nothing creative or entertaining about the movie. It just sucked from beginning to end.

Anyway I feel good at the moment because I just came all over the place with a very special someone and I feel absolutely spectacular.

Love,
Isabella
xoxooxoxo

WOW! What an INCREDIBLE weekend of fetish parties and freakiness! I can’t tell you just how many people I made out with or felt up or…. fell asleep with (notice I said fell asleep with, not had sex with)….. I woke up Monday morning with a male model in my bed and I was like… woah. And four other people crashed in my other bedroom and the stories are endless.

I honestly don’t know where to start. Every night was a different type of party and each one of them turned out to be fetish parties in some way or another. None of them were “prepared” for and no invitations were sent out. They just sorta happened. I met so many new friends and people, what an amazing experience!

Friday evening I had a ton of sexy and arousing calls!

Friday night around 10pm my friends out of nowhere they ask me to come to their house to join their little party which was small and intimate but VERY kinky and nice. I met some nice friends who were amazing people and I definitely want to keep in touch with them. One of them wants to do a gothic photo shoot with me one day and another is a kick ass singer who put his demo on and sang along with it… he has this awesome periwinkle blue hair that looks SO fucking cool. I ended up crashing on this cool leapard print pad and apparently while I slept…. people (and I’m not naming names) were fucking in the bed beside me….. LMAO!

Saturday evening I did some AWESOME calls!

Saturday night some friends wanted to come over to my place to party and hang out and let’s just say that I got SOOOO fucked up. I was high and rolling (definitely a first), and had lots to drink and I sure as hell wasn’t the only one. I’ve had to rewrite this journal entry about a dozen times because I’m not sure what I am allowed to say regarding what happened and who did what and what I did and how fucked up we got and what people ended up doing…. but let’s just say that - there was lots of kissing, nudity, making out, people fucking each other with strapons in my bedroom, me flirting with absolutely anyone who walked in, and lots of spanking and hot stuff. If you want SERIOUSLY NASTY DETAILS, then you’ll have to call me cause the stuff is a little too private to be displayed all over the net Oh and by the way I met a sexy girl named Juanita and ended up making out with her pretty hot and heavy and we have a date for Thursday night!!!! She is this curvy sexy Hispanic girl who is SOOOOO sexy and she kisses really hot too! Wow.

Sunday evening was dead. No calls. Dead as a door knob. But then again, I only logged in for two hours. So no big deal.

Sunday night I got invited to a party in South Park to meet some new friends and did even more drugs and drinking (and I’m not much of a druggie, trust me on that… so doing it three nights straight was a record for me). I ended up doing things I never do. But I sure as hell had fun doing it. About two or three hours into the party, the hostess’s girlfriend came home and totally dampered the party so I invited everyone over to wind down at my place and we all totally crashed and had fun and some really freaky stuff happened. More strapon sucking, more spanking, more making out, people sleeping together, fucking each other, who knows. It was hot though. And even more nakedness!

Oh by the way, there is going to be a KICK ass fetish party at my apartment again on October 29th from 9pm and up all night. It is the Saturday before Halloween. If you want to come, email me at isabella@blowphone.com and depending on how well we know each other or if I trust you with my address, I may invite you. My friend Jamie is hiring a dj for the event and will be getting the booze and stuff. I’ll be buying a keg for all you beer-drinkers. I don’t drink beer but I’m sure lots of people do. Anyway, anything goes. All outfits are ok. Nakedness is ok. Lingerie is ok. Anything goes.

Love
Isabella
xoxoxoxoox

Several of my callers have been asking about how I feel about Hurricane Katrina and it’s become quite the topic brought up during my work calls. It’s also something talked about on campus and on every news station, and I’ve avoided talking about it but since so many people have been asking I figured I’d write a little something in here.

First of all I just want to extend my warmest thoughts and heartfelt gestures to all those affected by that terrible hurricane. Not only to those who lost their homes, but also to the people who are helping them because there are millions of people reaching out. It just makes me nauseated watching the news and watching people homeless and over-stressed, losing loved ones, knowing they can never go home again. All I keep thinking is that SOMETHING LIKE THAT COULD HAPPEN HERE. Like an earthquake. I could lose everything tomorrow. It puts so much in perspective for me. I could lose EVERYTHING. Where would I go. What would I do. I would be broke and stressed and lost. I suppose I would stay with my dad and grandparents and try to do phone sex upstairs but they really frown upon my occupation and I wouldn’t last two days there. Maybe it’s time I start putting money in savings.

I honestly don’t know many people from New Orleans, I’ve driven through it and maybe have talked to a few callers who live there but I really don’t know anyone personally there. I did know Naomi, a phone sex operator, who lived there. We worked together for about 2 years at two different companies. But haven’t heard from her in months. However I DO know a lot of people in Alabama and Florida. I grew up in Alabama. I lived in Alabama for 17 years and spent nearly my entire childhood there, and also resided in Florida for a brief time and had very intimate relationships there. People who live in the South are generally very poor to begin with, trust me I know. I used to get paid minimum wage once upon a time. And those who lost everything really truly lose everything. So little to begin with and now nothing. It absolutely makes me sick to my stomach. All these stories on tv, some of them inspirational, some of them heart-stopping, some of them just terrifying. My heart sincerely goes out to everyone out there.

I’m not sure how many of you know this, but Niteflirt has a private forum for phone sex operators and there are girls who went out of their way to try to help those people in New Orleans. That really meant something to me. Because in this forum, no one is being fake or saying things to get extra phone calls or do shit to try to suck up to callers. This is real. The real behind the scenes stuff. And several girls showed lots of compassion and expressed interest to Niteflirt that they wanted to have certain percentage of money taking out of their own per-minute cost to go towards the victim. I was pleasantly surprised. Niteflirt instead decided to put a donation button on the top of the screen so that callers can donate directly to Red Cross rather than through the girls. I thought that was very classy of Niteflirt and very sweet of the operators to speak up and say that. I would have said something too but sometimes I feel if I say something that is “too nice” or “too caring” like I USED to, then other people tend to make their own biased opinions about me. So instead, I wrote niteflirt privately and expressed my concerns. There were LOTS of phone sex operators who really busted their asses to get that donation button up on there. All those operators who spoke up about it have my respect.

Who would have thought that PHONE SEX OPERATORS would have BONDED together to help victims? Never underestimate the compassion of human beings.

I just noticed on the news that Florida is about to get hit with another Hurricane. Hurricane Ophelia. Enough with the freaking storms already. All right Mother Nature, we hear you. And I’ve been doing my part to make Mother Nature happy so don’t blame me, I quit smoking 41 days ago and I’ve been walking more than driving. What is up with all these storms? We haven’t had this many named storms in one season since 1933. Is it global warming? First that terrible tsunami at the beginning of the year and now this? Why is it affecting mostly the poor people??? We covered part of this in sociology class and it made sense but still. This is terribly devastating.

Money
As of last night, over $458 Million dollars has been donated to Red Cross. That is a lot of money! That’s more money than we have people (in all of America). There are 295,734,134 people living in the U.S. That’s like assuming that every single American donated over a million dollars. People donated all over the world, and also to OTHER charity organizations too like Habitat for Humanity and organizations to help the animals, etc. So THAT being said… with all the money being donated… why the fuck are people only being given $370 dollar debit cards to use? If I was stranded with no home, that is hardly ANY money at all. I gave what I could and sent money to three organizations about a week ago to help out but sometimes I wonder if that money is even going towards this at all if not for some greedy CEO with deep pockets.

These people need your help
I recently read the journal of a married couple in New Orleans who made a trip out here to San Diego to stay with a relative and their story touched me deeply. They had to evacuate from their home and are being forced to keep paying their mortgage cause the government is fucked up. They have little or no belongings and are doing what they can just to get by. They were people just like you and me who always gave to those in need and now need our help. I ask ALL of you who read this to please join me in helping them. The woman’s name on LiveJournal is and her husband Terry’s name is and they could both use our help. If you want to send money to them directly, feel free to contact them personally. At least this way we know our money is going to be used to really help someone rather than end up in someone’s deep pockets.

The Bush Administration
This catastrophe was so much worse than what was expected, natural distasters seem to happen every year and people help out… but THIS is enormous. A whole city wiped out. I am still in shock by it all. What I am MORE shocked by is all the red tape. How is it that the Red Cross was there to help people out before FEMA got their shit together?? FEMA should have been there first, they are government run. How is it that all those people kept getting deferred to different places and had no place to go? The Bush Administration should have been PLANNING THIS the same week that the hurricane was still in Florida. But no. And I sincerely believe that the main reason there has been so much lax on the goverment’s part was because of the social and racial status of the people living in New Orleans. Which really disgusts me.

Sexuality and the Hurricane
I know this is totally off topic but I am so curious. On Tuesday in my Psychology Sexuality class, we began talking about how Hurricane Katrina affected people’s sex lives. Even though it sounds like a ludicrous thing to talk about, there are sexologists around the world who are desperately trying to get people to talk about their sex lives. We have LITTLE OR NO documentation involving HIGH STRESS and SEX like in situations like this where EVERYTHING has been stripped away from them. Does sexual intercourse go UP to reduce stress? Does sexual intercourse go DOWN due to high stress? Do people want sex more? Less? Are people too “dirty” and “unbathed” for affection? Or do people crave it more? Are sex crimes and rapes higher? Lower? Are couples craving intimacy more? Less? I would love to get some feedback from those who are couples and are going through hurricane-related stress. I know, it’s sex. But the knowledge provided today from this can be SO useful years from now.

Love
Isabella
xoxoxooxoxo

I am a nervous wreck right now. I have a presentation due on Wednesday for sexuality class and I could just pull my hair out. My group has to do a 30 minute presentation on various things and each of us in the group has to spend 5 minutes on a pre-determined subject.

My topic is: “Describe the experimental method used to determine how violence in the media effects sexuality.”

Sounds easy enough. I know the experimental method already (case study) and know how to relay it to the class. The problem is the display. I don’t want to do poster boards, they are cheesy and I need this to be great. I don’t have power point, so can’t go there. My windows media player crashes mid-stream while watching videos, so I can’t rely on my huge assortment of BDSM and violent videos that would be helpful. I tried re-downloading the program as well as extra plugins and codecs, no luck.

So I did a Macguyver-type thing. I took my digital camera, turned on the video mode and recorded 30-second clips from certain violent movies, sexual pornography portraying beatings, etc. Held the camera up to the television while popping in dvds like: Underworld, Interview with the Vampire, and even Eurotrip had a cool dominatrix scene that involved a rapelike situation where the guy couldn’t pronounce the safe-word. Needless to say, I spent FOREVER collecting that stuff and doing the clips so they were short enough to present to class. Lots of video editing and removing of stuff. I am exhausted.

* I have to do a group presentation with 5 other people
* One of those 5 people isn’t showing up for the presentation
* We only had 10 minutes to discuss our project, then class was dismissed
* We were OFF on labor day so NONE of us group members got to see each other in class again
* We are the first group to perform so we have to set the bar high and be GREAT
* We only had 6 days to prepare for this. Some of the class gets up to 6 WEEKS to prepare
* My printer needs ink.
* I need to buy transparency film - maybe then I can show sexually violent pictures to get strong reactions by showing it on a projector
* I spent 6 hours preparing video clips on my digital camera and it still needs work
* Finally figured out how to present my video clips from camera to tv through use of hookups

And on top of it all, I have to write two papers today so that I can turn them in tomorrow. All this for sexuality class. *sigh* this is going to take a lot of work. I will be logged in and out throughout the day since I have psychology and sociology classes today. Tomorrow the stuff is due, so “BARE” with me while I prepare.

And here I thought it would be easy. School comes first, guys. So please give me some time… I may not respond to emails and stuff for a while.

Love
Isabella
xoxooxoxo

As I promised, I took pictures of all the gifts I received from callers this week… You all spoil me SO much, I feel so blessed. Thank you all for your wonderful support and for believing in me and for all the kind emails, fan letters, and packages I receive. Here are some of the gifts I’ve received this week, not including all the tributes and paid mail.

Thank you to my sweet Nancy for sending me $100 cash (I only took a picture of four of the twenty dollar bills cause I spent one of the twenties already!) which really came in handy when I got hungry today. Also she bought me a calendar from Santa Barbara where she is from and I just love the photography in it! Thank you so much! Also thank you for coming down here to meet me and for the wonderful weekend of massages, dinners, shows, and for the breakfast in bed as well. You rock! I’ll have to make a whole entry about that.

Thank you to Mr. Nasty Man who surprised the FUCK out of me by sending me this dvd. I mean seriously, this guy usually has me on the phone asking me to do a fantasy that involves bestiality or golden showers or scat or diarrhea or some really disgusting thing. So now I’m curious why he bought me this dvd. Was it just out of the kindness of his heart? Or is there some alterior motive? Sweetheart, I love this movie… now I’m just wondering what possessed you to do something NORMAL? I almost figured you’d send me some strange donkey dildo or something. THANK YOU for it! I love this movie very much!

Thank you to my hypnotic pet who let me hypnotize him into buying me this, even though he has no recollection of it. It’s a 3x size chain backdrop on the wall which lets me put three different backgrounds on the wall when doing photography. I fucking love it. The shoot I did with adriana was perfect cause I used a black backdrop which kicked ass. It looks SO wonderful!!! Thank you sweetheart for buying it for me!!! Special thanks goes to my maid who spray painted those rods black because when I bought the rods they came white and she also assembled it for me. I paid her a pretty penny to assemble it for me since it was really hard. I ended up paying her the same price to assemble it as it costed my caller to buy it. VERY well worth it though. Thank you BOTH!

Thank you to my Wisconsin Hugger who sent me an assortment of books for my reading pleasure… including true crime, forensic science, a Paris Hilton book, a sexual psychology book, the vagina monologues, and also a book about a stripper who was in an Ivy League college. Excellent books! I have already finished one of them and am finishing the second one! When I am done I will be sure to write reviews on each of them on Amazon.com so you can see what I thought of them!

Thank you to a very sweet man who I’ve had the pleasure of hypnotizing only once but he said on the note card that he was impressed with my hypnotic technique and wanted to see me get even better so he sent me these. I really love these books, wonderful insight! Thank you so much for supporting me and for pointing me in the right direction. These are very useful and I will be sure to apply them in our future hypnotic sessions!

Thank you all so much, hope I haven’t forgotten anyone! If you sent me something and it is late, I will be sure to take a picture of it as soon as it arrives. I truly am blessed to be around such wonderful callers.

Anyone who says phone sex is a bunch of bologna can kiss my butt, because this is living proof that people are getting some sort of emotional satisfaction from our calls to send me gifts. Phone sex is definitely a physical relief, but I find it to be the most climactically pleasing job when I open my mailbox and see gifts from all over the WORLD from people who wanted to express their thanks by GOING OUT OF THEIR WAY to buy me something. That means so much to me and I wanted you all to know that I don’t take any of it for granted and am humbled by this outpouring of appreciation.

Love
Isabella
xooxoxox

Hey everyone! A lot has happened this weekend so I am going to make a few separate journal entries to make it a little more organized. The first thing… I had an awesome photoshoot with Adriana Sage. Her and her videographer came over and I took all the photos and he did all the video shooting. She will also be selling her lingerie and a polaroid from the shoot on a model bid site pretty soon. We had the shoot at my apartment so you may recognize the furniture, paintings, and of course… my cat.

Yup, here’s Adriana playing with John Holmes the Porn Cat in this picture LOL

And all these black and white photos were done in another area downstairs with a brand new backdrop I have, thanks to one of my slaves. And putting black furniture with a blackground completely hides the background. Not bad, huh?

Love
Isabella
xoxooxox