Archive for November, 2005

research papers

I’m finishing one of my research papers for psychology 161 which is rather interesting. I wrote it based on my life as a dominatrix and talked about some of my experiences with pantyboys, etc. The paper is due on Thursday and I have ONE more paper to write by Thursday and then ALL my research papers for the year are over. YAY! I better go to the library and get cracking on this second paper.

I titled it “Feminine Men and their Love of Dominant Women - a Jungian Perspective” After it’s been turned in and graded, I’ll probably post it here in my journal (for friends only… so if you want to read it on Thursday but aren’t a friend, then comment below). Although it is rather long and lengthy, it has a lot of information that might make sense to you. It talks about how men have feminine sides and how women have masculine sides, etc. It was funny because after printing out the 7-page typed research paper (not including bibliography and cover pages) I started proofreading it while taking a bath. That’s right.

Picture this: I was naked, soaking in a seaweed-milk-coconut bath with a pen in my mouth, glasses on, trying to proofread my paper. My cat John sat on the edge of the tub with his nose barely over the water. The paper got rather wet (so did I) by the time I finished. Afterwards while getting out, I accidentally dropped my paper INTO the tub. I cannot tell you just how scary that was seeing all my notes and writings being slowly erased by the water. Thankfully I let the paper air dry on the staircase and was able to salvage most of it.

Love
Isabella
xoxooxox

back home!

Man I am SOOOO glad to be back home. It’s 2 something am on Sunday morning and I just got home. YAY! I’ll start taking calls again after I get a good night’s sleep. I have missed you all so much and I promise to catch up on emails, NF messages, feedbacks, questions, comments, etc very soon. I am sooooo tired… what a LONG drive.

Few highlights from my drive home:

1) Saw the San Ysidro vineyards
2) Ate at Chili’s for lunch, ate at Applebee’s for dinner
3) Ran out of gas in Gilroy
4) Got pulled over for speeding 100 mph in Camarillo, flirted my way out of ticket
5) Stopped at Vista Point and looked at the stars with my open moonroof
6) Saw policemen on horses in a parking lot (first for me)
7) Bought a phone charger for the car and a handsfree set. It’s about friggin time!

I was a good girl on the way back and DIDN’T shop all over the place like I normally do… I am so proud of myself. See? I was only a shop-a-holic on the day after Thanksgiving so now I don’t feel so guilty.

Love
Isabella
xooxoxox

thanksgiving, shopping, etc

Hi everyone :) I’m still in San Jose but thought I’d write a little before coming back home. It’s been so nice up here seeing my friends and family!


For Thanksgiving I hung around Erika’s family, who happens to be as perverted as I am and are SOOO cool! And later than night the two of us drove to Santa Cruz and visited our fathers. They only live a mile apart from each other so we both had some alone time with our family. I got to see my grandparents briefly which was a nice little treat. My father talked theology and his religious beliefs (which I don’t agree with) and I tried to be understanding and just shook my head as if agreeing with him while he spoke for over an hour. I hardly said a word. Anyway afterwards he said it was one of the best conversations he’d ever had with me. What? I didn’t say a word! Apparently sometimes people just want to be listened to. So I just acted the way a psychologist would and asked “why?” and “oh really tell me more” and things like that. Seems like that’s all my dad really wanted was to be listened to. Dad’s birthday was on Thanksgiving so it was cool seeing him for both holidays.

My friend had cooked EIGHT pumpkin pies and we were delivering them to different family members in different cities, hopping around from one family to another - eating turkey and yummy food. It was funny though because you KNOW how hilly and curvy the highways are in the mountains of Santa Cruz. So the pumpkin pies would SLIIIIIIIIDDDEEEEE in the truck from one side to another every time I’d go around a corner. So we got some real estate magazines and ripped out the papers and crinkled them up and placed them in between the pies to keep them from sliding. LOL so let’s just say that right now my trunk is full of crinkled paper.

Friday I went shopping at the mall and bought thousands of dollars worth of new toys. Erika had a ball too because everytime I’d buy something for myself, I’d buy her something too. You should see the stuff I bought!!! I got a Sony DVD Handycam so I can record video and cool stuff as well as a portable DVD/MP3/CD player, lots of lingerie and sexy clothing, a dvd camera case, blank dvds, and all sorts of good smelling stuff from bath and body works… plus I splurged on mediterranean food and a gift basket for Erika so she could have an early Christmas present.

Oh yeah… there was hot lesbian action during the whole trip… and I even recorded some of it hehe. Don’t worry I’ll figure out a way to show you guys some stuff from the trip when I get back home.

I’m thinking about stopping by San Francisco and LA on the way back and do a little more shopping before I head back home. I’ll be back later tonight (Saturday) or early Sunday.

Thanks for being so patient!

Love
Isabella
xoxoxoxoxo

thanksgiving and christmas plans

Just so everyone knows my upcoming vacation schedule…

Nov 23-26 in San Jose
Dec 22-26 in Seattle

I’ll be in San Jose visiting one of my girlfriends from Wed Nov. 23- Sat Nov. 26 and will only be taking calls IF/WHEN I am alone… so no guarantees. I kinda want to take some vacation time for myself since I haven’t taken a vacation in a while. What better way to spend Thanksgiving than with the people you love and care about?

I wanted to do something charitable this year and leave home for the holidays. I talked to my good friend Lauren in Seattle, WA and it looks like I’ll be spending Christmas with her this year. I’ve never seen a “white christmas” with snow, so this will be a first! I will be in Seattle from Thurs Dec. 22 - Sunday Dec 26. I already bought the airline tickets so it’s official! We’ll go the Space Needle and eat on one night and I promise to take pictures! And on Christmas day we’re going to help the elderly and pass out food and maybe visit some nursing homes and stuff. I’ll try to take some pictures so you can see all the old people smiling :)
For New Years Eve I might be heading back out to NYC so I can go to Times Square and watch the ball go down like I did in ‘98 which was really fun and had a blast! I’ll keep you posted! Maybe I’ll stay in San Diego but who knows….

Love,
Isabella Valentine
xoxoxoox

Colorful photo-editing

I did a photo shoot in downtown SD at the trolley several months ago of my good friend Becca. Last night I decided to play around with the photo a bit just for fun. It’s always nice to touch-up on my photoshop skills from time to time just to make sure I still have my graphic-designer’s groove back.

Here is the hyper-real super colorful photo of Becca:

Love
Isabella Valentine
xoxoxoox

All-day date with Kevin

Tonight Kevin and I went to Bennigan’s and had some yummy food… I had Atlantic salmon, a root beer float and some cheesecake yummy! It was the first time I’d ever had a root beer float and it certainly won’t be my last! It was soooo good! He ate a salad but I can’t remember for the life of me what type it was. It had a funky name though. Geeks are hot. Have I ever told you that? Then we went to Target and I bought $150 worth of cat food. Yes you heard right. $150 worth of cat food. Hey at least it will last John 2 months so he’ll stop meowing for food all the time. I feed him ALLLLL the time yet he meows for more. I feed him like 3 cans of Fancy Feast every day PLUS dry food all day. *sigh*

The SD Chargers had a football game today so traffic was a bitch, so instead of fighting with other cars in a long line, we decided to go to Ikea and Lowe’s and looked for gaming tables or something to be used as one. Any suggestions? Anyone know a place in SD with affordable tables with grids and drawers? Hmmm might be more practical to design one or modify one from a used furniture store or something. Anyway it was hilarious watching the two of us trying to be “all domestic” and stuff. LOL. Neither one of us are very domesticated. So I’d tease him every now and then and say “Darling would you think this eggshell carpet would match your wallpaper interior?” and he’d crack up LOL.

Afterwards we went to an improv comedy show in Clairemont Mesa and had a pretty good time. I’ve only been to one comedy club (it was on Broadway in NYC) but it was more stand-up than improv. So anyway we went and watched all the amateur performers do their improvisations (kinda like “Whose Line Is It?) which was really cool. Some of my improv lines that I wrote on anonymous notecards were used on stage. That made me feel all warm and fuzzy. And of course… feeling Kevin with his arm around me the whole time was a plus too.

Having a boyfriend is really new to me. And I like it. It’s so comforting to feel a warm hug or an arm around me. I felt so special tonight, just doing nonsense things. It’s the small things that count.

Love
Isabella Valentine
xoxoxoox

Favorites

YAY! The Auburn tigers kicked Alabama’s ass in Saturday’s football game! I had missed the game cause I was too tired but I read about the game on espn.com — all I can say is WAR EAGLE! GO AUBURN!!! I’ve always been an Auburn fan whenever they play rival Alabama. Hey what can I say? I was raised in Alabama for 17 years of my life and these rivals were pretty major. I was a band geek (played flute) back in the days of high school and even played at the Jordan-Hare stadium in Auburn one year as all of us high schoolers had a huge band day once year when Auburn played Southern Miss. Anyway… congratulations Auburn, you’ve granted me another year of bragging rights!!

Someone broke into my car this morning which had a lot of my photography equipment in it. Thankfully all they stole was my (brand new) police radar detector, my proof of insurance papers, my registration papers (I still have original thank goodness), and I thought they had stolen my cell phone but I found that tonight. I THINK that’s all that was taken, not really sure of what was in there to begin. I am SO thankful I had brought my expensive stuff inside before I fell asleep. The criminals didn’t want my stepladder, bronze reflectors, background support bars, or ottoman stool apparently.

By the way for those of you who like it when I fill out little “favorite” questionnaires, here is the latest one. I stole this from which he stole from :

FIVE MOVIES YOU COULD WATCH OVER AND OVER:
Pretty Woman
Twins
Twister
Independence Day
Fast & The Furious

FIVE THINGS YOU WANNA DO IN LIFE:
Get a PhD degree in psychology
have a kid
buy condos in san diego, nyc, italy, london
start a charity art foundation for underpriveleged children
start a charity holiday gift-giving foundation

FIVE PLACES YOU’VE BEEN ON VACATION TO:
Niagara Falls, Canada
Las Vegas, NV
New York City, NYC
Orlando, FL
Minneapolis, MN
(and just about every major tourist place in america)

FIVE WEBSITES YOU VISIT DAILY:
NiteFlirt.com
LiveJournal.com
Google.com
Isabellavalentine.com
ebay.com

FIVE OF YOUR ALLTIME FAVORITE RESTAURANTS:
The Rainforest Cafe in Animal Kingdom
The Space Needle in Seattle
Planet Hollywood in Orlando
The Coral Reef in Disney World
Hard Rock Cafe in Times Square

FIVE COSTUMES YOU’VE WORN ON HALLOWEEN:
Renaissance queen
Gothic witch
Dominatrix
Naughty nurse
Little school girl

FIVE SCHOOLS YOU ATTENDED:
San Diego City College
Grossmont Adult School (took a dorky drawing class there)
BTW Magnet High School
Robert E. Lee High School
Wetumpka High School
(I moved around a lot, I went to 13 schools as a kid)

FIVE OF YOUR FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPINGS:
Ham
Pineapple
Pepperoni
Mushrooms
Provolone

FIVE MOST DIALED NUMBERS:
my voicemail
the ups store
my maid
my sister
my boyfriend

FIVE SONGS YOU NEVER GET TIRED OF HEARING:
“Wind Beneath my Wings” by Bette Midler
“The Water is Wide” by Indigo Girls, Sarah McLachlan, and Jewel
“Ex Factor” by Lauryn Hill
“November Rain” by Guns n Roses
“What A Wonderful World” by Eva Cassidy

Love
Isabella Valentine
xoxoxoox

Photoshoot - Aria Giovanni

My shoot with Aria Giovanni went great! Every photo turned out incredible, she is a photographer’s dream come true. She’s photogenic, professional, and easy to work with. Photographers: I highly recommend her if you are seeking a model of exceptional beauty!

The photoshoot of Aria Giovanni was spectacular… so much better than I ever expected! I was SO nervous before the shoot that I didn’t sleep the night before. I actually spent all night pacing my room and packing up photography equipment and running checklists in my head, etc. I didn’t sleep a wink. I stuffed my car with as much photography equipment as it would hold (and trust me - I fit a LOT in there… ladder, 2 halogen lights with stands, 2 photo umbrellas, 6 reflectors, background stand, white background fabric, all my lenses, memory cards, batteries, backup electric stuff, toolbox with clips, lint brush (for fabric), 2 tripods (always good to have backups), passport screen, etc.) so when I got to her hotel… I looked rather silly lugging all that stuff on the cart. But oh well LOL.

First impressions mean everything to me. And I wanted Aria to know I was really serious about doing this shoot, because several other people were scheduled to shoot her that day and none of them were prepared (or just brought disposable cameras and were rather amateur). Needless to say, when she saw all the stuff I brought for the shoot (I would have brought more but my car only holds so much) we both knew the shoot would be a success… and it was!!!

I snapped hundreds of artistic nude photos of her, mostly for my own photography portfolio and ideas for future artwork. I tend to take more artistic photos than “open your crotch and spread your lips” shots. Some people are better at bringing out the hot sexy fire of sex with genital closeups, but not me. I’m better with facial emotion, bodily expressions, sensual implication of sex, and the inviting seduction of eroticism. You’ll see what I mean…

Here are some samples from the shoot:

Hope you like! I promised to share pictures… and I love keeping my promises :)
Love
Isabella
xoxoxooxox

Beverly Hills shopping

I went to Beverly Hills for the first time in my life today. What a treat! I went to Rodeo Drive and walked around, browsed, and did a great job of not spending too much. Those of you who know me are well aware of my overspending habits and my love for shopping so you can imagine how difficult it was to be shopping at one of the most famous and well-known shopping neighborhoods in the world.

Went to some high-name fashion designer places and was really shocked at how nice people were. I always assumed from the movie “Pretty Woman” that most stores on Rodeo Drive would be stuck up and snotty but that was not the case at all! I was personally greeted at every single shop or place I went to, struck up lots of conversations, and was quite welcome! It meant so much to me, which is so silly because these are JUST STORES… but in my head I had built up this cognative dissonance and put the whole street on a pedestal in my mind. I can cross that goal off my list now! Yay I got to visit Rodeo Drive and shopped on Beverly and Wilshire too! Wow…

I think the highlight of being there was this new cologne I found at Versace called “Crystal Noir” which is UNBELIEVABLE!!!!!! And what I am about to say is soooo true. So PLEASE write this down if you’re shopping for a wife, girlfriend, or yourself this Christmas. IT IS THE BEST PERFUME I HAVE EVER SMELLED! It is the most unbelievable scent I have ever worn and it smells soooo delicious. I can’t even tell you just how good this smells. It smells sort of like a subtle orange passion with buttery coconut (at least it does to me). I’m telling you. If you buy this for your girl for Christmas both of you are gonna have an incredible sex life all next year!

I took a picture of it so you can see it (it’s the bottle on the left) the one on the right is the matching lotion that came with the gift set that I bought. And if you look closely you can see my cat John snuggling behind the box… he likes the smell too!!

And I went to West Hollywood to pick up some more magick candles from Panpipes (an eclectic witch store). When I went up to the counter to have the girl “dress” the candle, she asked what I was seeking. Usually I ask for money, success, or prosperity (and it works)… but this time I said something different. “Everything is going good in my life. Things are finally falling into place. I think what I want is for this to continue. Got anything that continues the maintenance of current happiness?” I know that sounds weird but she understood what I said. Check out these multicolored candles. These look vastly different than the ones I normally burn. See all the gold dust at the top? It’s mixed with 9 oils (all 9 planets) and 9 types of herbs. I haven’t even began the process of burning these, but yet I can smell the candles from here. It smells SO good!! So this… mixed with the perfume…. *sigh* my room (and my body) smells soooo goood right now!

Here’s a pic of the candles I was talking about:

Love
Isabella
xooxoxoxo

Off to L.A. be back later!

Well today’s the day I’ve been impatiently waiting for over a year. I’m doing a photoshoot of Aria Giovanni this afternoon so I’m off to L.A. to shoot some sexy pictures. I already have an idea in my head of what I’d like to do! I am soooo excited! I’ve met her several times but our schedules have always clashed when it came time to actually doing a shoot. *crosses fingers*

By the way look what made for me! You all should check out his work. He can do you too!

Love
Isabella
xooxoxox

great news and more great news

Wow this entry got longer than I thought. So much happens on a day to day basis and today was certainly no exception. I took the night off from work and decided not to do calls tonight so I could catch up on my social life a bit. Plus I need a night out sometimes to just chill with my friends. Hey it keeps me fresh and less-drained on the phone the next day, trust me. Well worth it too!

Wow A GIFT!
I checked my mailbox and received a pleasantly sweet surprise from my sweet pantyboy who is absolutely adorable in every way. She sent me Godiva’s newest “G Collection” which is a combination of chocolate and art. Each piece is sculpted with creativity and amazing taste. I took pictures of it here! The photo is a bit blurry but oooh it is soooo good!! I especially liked the Vermont Maple Walnut and the Apple Pie flavors which made my panties all wet :)
Finally did my debate!!
I gave my anti-censorship (defending pornography) debate in psych-sex class today. My teacher kept postponing it for weeks so when I finally had to get up and do it, my nervousness and stagefright left. I was actually GLAD to get it over with so I could stop holding on to my paper. I think I did ok. I didn’t choke. I didn’t fall over and die. I think I did ok but not sure I earned an “A” but I certainly tried!

Janes Guide reviewed my website today!
Vamp of Janesguide.com reviewed my new site and I got the coveted “VAMP’S PICK” - original & quality rating. What an honor!!! Here is what the review said:

“This is what I call first rate! Isabella is a heart stopping beauty with a sparkling intellect and a lot of artistic talent. She offers phonesex and recordings through niteflirt (where she has a 5 star rating). She is a pin-up artist and college student (studying sociology and psychology) that is a phone sex operator to pay the bills. She specializes in forced feminization and hypnosis, and she offers a lot of original writing on the site about her approach and interest in the topic. There are also quite a few high quality modeling images of her along with an audio sample. My favorite part of her site is her livejournal though, which delves into her real life and experiences as a phone operator. She often includes pictures and goes into great detail about interesting topics. She also posts original artwork, and I loved seeing that side of her personality! All in all, I wish every phone sex site was this good. It is everything you need to help you decide to place a call or not. Great job! It reminds me very much of the phone sex site that Jane had before she started Janeës Guide. -Vamp”

I can’t tell you how much that means to me to get the highest possible rating from Jane’s Guide. There are so many cheesy websites out there that offer phone sex and I strive so much to not fall into the status quo. This just inspired me ten times more to keep it up.

Went to a dinner party!
Tonight I went to Albertine’s dinner party with Kevin and Scott and other friends and got to hang out for a bit. There was so much food there! Apparently their fridge is going to be replaced tomorrow so they invited the whole town over (well not the WHOLE town) to eat all their food so it wouldn’t go to waste. LOL just remind me that I need to start labeling my food with time, date, and descriptive lettering the next time I keep leftovers. I’m so anal with leftover food. I can’t stand to keep something longer than a day or so. My sweet Nancy bought me a “food saver” which has been wonderful and I’ve gotten a little less anal cause it preserves the food longer… but another part of me gets terrified of opening another person’s fridge. I think I did pretty good. I ate half a plate of leftover italian food. That’s a big step for me. See…. I’m dealing with my phobias head on. YEAH! Everyone was really wonderful there and so sweet and inviting. The atmosphere is so warm and loving — and they are all as perverted as me!

My boyfriend is teaching me code
That’s right. Tonight Kevin came over and he taught me some asp code that is really remarkable. It will totally help me customize pages for all my callers so that people that visit my website will feel more interactive! We’ve been working on a code (well he does all the working, I just oogle and learn) that will add up all the points on the hypnosis test so that callers can answer a series of question and have the computer determine just how hypnotizable they will be. I’ll be uploading this new code within the next couple days. You all will die when you see it!! There are so many ideas in my head of things I want to do and now my head is running wild! I am going to make this up to him in a big way. He doesn’t want compensation (which I’d be happy to give)…. he just wants me… which as you know, just makes me wanna spoil him like crazy hehe. And I will! Thanks so much!!!

Super white teeth coming up
I heard of this place called Brite Smile that really whitens teeth extremely well so I set an appointment for a couple weeks from now. Boy is it expensive though. But hopefully worth it! This is the same stuff that celebrities use and was passed out as a gift to the stars at the Academy Awards… so I assume this stuff is pretty good. Anyway I saved up enough money so I’ll be doing that early December. My teeth are fairly white. They are a tad yellow but not really bad. Just regular teeth I guess. I’ve been lucky my whole life with my teeth. Never had a cavity. Well I want white teeth damnit. I’ll never be perfect but sometimes I just want to improve myself.

New journal look
I didn’t make TOO many changes but for those of you who are used to seeing my very colorful and eye-popping journal will see it’s been toned down a bit. Plus this looks more professional and includes links to my new site rather than referring folks to the old one.

Mobile phone users
I will soon be creating a website that is mobile phone friendly so that you all can see pages designed to fit on your small little telephones. That way you can enjoy the FULL Isabella Experience without having to have long download times and incompatible formats. This is one of my projects I’ve got on the top of my short priority list.

Doing a photoshoot with Aria Giovanni!
I’m going to L.A. to photograph Aria Giovanni in two days (this friday) and will post a few pictures from our shoot. I am so excited! I’ve met her a handful of times but never had the pleasure of doing a full photoshoot with her.

So everything I mentioned above are all great wonderful NEWS!!!!
EXCEPT THIS:

I have an exam tomorrow in my psychology-therapy class. Grrr I didn’t study tonight. I had sex and socialized instead. Bad Isabella. This just means I gotta get up extra early tomorrow to study. This is my hardest class too. *pouts*

Love
Isabella
xooxoxoxo

new drawing

Woohoo after months of artist’s block, I finally had the inspiration to do another pin-up drawing. Here is model Angel Cassidy which I finished tonight. She’s so hot :) I think I got my groove back, definitely will be drawing more now that I’ve got lots of motivation now.

Here is my latest original pencil-graphite drawing (not touched up in photoshop):

Sorry about having to put watermarks on my art but you know how it goes.

Love
Isabella
xoxooxox

john holmes

You know how soccer moms always show people wallet size photos of their children? Well I may not be a soccer mom and I may not have children… but I do have a baby and he may not be human but he sure is close.

I couldn’t resist… I had to post a couple cute pictures of my cat John Holmes. Cats are so adorable and they always do something that just makes me go “awwww” and I caught one of those moments on my trusty camera. I love my little kitty. Don’t know what I’d do without him!


Love
Isabella
xooxoxox

Porcupine boy

I’ve been a naughty naughty Mistress. He asked for it. I took pics of a session I did with a caller today on cam who learned how to be an obedient slave to me. A couple days ago I hypnotized him into falling hopelessly in love with me and made him believe he was a sissy who loved pain and humiliation… which of course he wanted. And today he felt the effects from the hypnosis so strong that he did every little thing I asked.

* Dressed him like a girl
* Hand spanking, paddle spanking, flogger spanking, ruler spanking, riding crop spanking
* Sore ass
* Cock and ball torture: riding crop on genitals, clothespins on nipples and genitals
* Ass fucking with dildo
* Candle wax on balls and cock…. keep fucking, bitch!
* Cum cube in mouth… that’s right… that’s a frozen ice cube of several loads of cum!
* Melts in your mouth not in your hand hehe
* Leather cuffs for binding
* Now cum on your face and swallow it, slut!

Love
Isabella
xooxoxox

Another devoted fan…

Work is never boring. I say that in all sincerity. If any girl hates her job, I am the wrong person to bitch to cause those who know me will know I tell it like it is. There’s always phone sex. Some girls think it is “beneath them”…. my sister is one of those people. She complains she makes crap for money and gets jealous and whines when she sees my bank account. All I tell her is that she can be a phone sex operator too and make shitloads of money. But she says “I’m not a prostitute like you are”… which only makes me laugh. Cause well, if masturbating over the phone and getting paid for it is prostitution… then I am a very happy prostitute.

Anyway I love my job. Part of which, as I said before, it is never boring. Never. Every day someone does something that amuses me and keeps me on the edge of my toes.

Here are some screen shots I took of a customer I’d like to call Mr. Nasty Man

Anyway this was probably one of the most “normal” calls we’ve ever done. Here are pics:

And THAT was normal. I tell you… this job is fun, amusing, and I got PAID just to watch him shave his chest. I love what I do. Girls hop on this!

Love
Isabella
xooxoxox

Ok, I’m coming out with it.

I’ve been really really REALLY naughty. And I took pictures of my naughty doings.

I ate almost all the chocolate. I am so so so bad. There is only one piece of Godiva chocolate yet. And for those of you who think that chocolate doesn’t bring orgasms, I will beg to differ. I took pictures of my current desk and the view I see on my walls of some of my whips and paddles and stuff. Hehe it’s just ONE wall, trust me… I won’t scare you all away so quickly.

Hopefully I didn’t scare you all with all those paddles and stuff on the wall… there’s so much more where that came from. You name it, I got it. If I DID put everything on the walls, then you probably wouldn’t even SEE the walls. LOL. Hey I’m kinky, so sue me.

A special thank you to Mr. Nasty Man for sending me a generous tribute through Niteflirt on my bday yesterday and for spoiling my cat, John! You are soooo sweet! Hope things go well with you in Italy coming up. I’m thinking about you! *kisses*

So many wonderful calls and letters today, even got a warm letter from my Vegas sweetie who just gets my heart racing! Thanks for the morning-wake-up bday greeting you sexy thing! Mmmm next time, you and me at the Bellagio *winks*

My sweet friend shocked the juicy cum out of me in her journal with a warm shoutout… yesterday couldn’t have been better!

I logged out of work around 10:30pm which is really early for a friday night, but it gave me an excuse to watch 5 episodes straight of Desperate Housewives. Hey it was my birthday, so don’t fuss! I like that show and not afraid to admit it.

Love
Isabella
xoxoxooxo

terms of endearment

I don’t know which makes me happier… today being my birthday, finally finishing my new website, or being called someone’s girlfriend. Today is just full of surprises!

Last night Kevin and I went to dinner and a movie - we saw “The Legend of Zorro” which lives up to the original! And we ate at Applebee’s where I orgasmed over the oriental chicken salad over and over… sorry what can I say? The food was good and I had the world’s greatest geek talking to me about software engineering over a meal, so you can imagine what that must have been like for my poor pussy! Afterwards we were making out against his truck in the parking lot and he asked me if it was ok if he could call me his girlfriend. I swear I think my knees gave out.

Course I said yes.

**major blushing**

New website launches today!

It’s done! YAY! Finished it on my birthday… woohoo!!!!!!!

Just rambling

Wow so much going on right now, little bit here, little bit there, and so much to talk about.

First of all I get my HIV test results tonight so I have to go pick them up, which I am assuming are negative. Crossing fingers on that one. I was so nervous taking the test, so you can imagine how frustrating the wait time has been.

My friend’s mother died last night, which has been very sad because the two of them were really close. I hate it when friends lose someone close to them. Sometimes there aren’t just any words to say, so it makes me feel helpless when I feel that I can’t be of much comfort. Sometimes offering the simplest hug or condolences are the best thing to do. I am really terrible when it comes with dealing with death. I don’t know how to confront it. I feel shallow if I say nothing and act like it doesn’t bother me. And yet I feel fake and impersonal when I get overly emotional about it too. Maybe a part of me likes to think I’m immortal and nothing will ever happen to me so I avoid talking about death like the plague. I want my friend to feel better… *big hugs*

Spent the last three nights working on my new website. The finished product will be here tomorrow!!! Will send a link so you can see it! Promise!

Tomorrow is my birthday, will turn 24 years old - wow time flies! I was going to take photos of some of the gifts I’ve received but I think I’ll write them instead so I can be a little more lazy.

One of my hypnotic callers bought me Desperate Housewives - the first season on DVD which I’ve been watching like crazy! Already on the 10th episode!! I guess you could say I’m already hooked on the show! It’s sooo Sex and the City - meets the suburbs.

Another one of my callers, a slave and subbie to my heart, bought me a Godiva chocolate nut gift box with lots of DELICIOUS chocolates!!! YUMMY!!!! I LOOOOOOOVE Godiva!!! Sooooo wonderful yummy yummy!!! Thank you!

And a very obedient servant, who is one of the hottest geeks on the face of this planet, was such a sweetheart and bought me a 12-month paid account to LiveJournal which was SO sweet cause it had just expired! What a surprise!! Thank you sweetie :)
Another hypnotic lover bought me a sterling silver necklace with a cool looking silver hypnotic globe on it that spins and looks sooo awesome! Maybe one day I’ll make a video using it! I love it thank you!

My Wisconsin hugger bought me a Cobra radar detector to help me stop getting tickets from cops for speeding and stuff. I already hooked it up to my car, so hopefully I won’t get caught going too fast or anything! You know me sooo well, thank you!!

My landlord next door got me a $100 pre-paid American Express card to go shopping with, which I spent at Borders last week (he gave it to me early). Ended up buying those computer books I told you all about! Woohoo!!! He’s so sweet :)
My sweet Nancy got me 4 cartons of yogurt raisins, 1 carton of chocolate raisins, 4 clips for me to use during domination so I can tie people up more effectively, some Victoria Secret perfume called “Too Sexy For Her” which smells sooo delicious, plus she gave me some generous cash, two birthday cards, 4 blindspot mirrors for my car, and lots of love. You continually amaze me… you do so much for me and it never goes unnoticed. Thank you so much sweetie and I’m so sorry about your mother. *big hugs*

A few other people told me that packages are in the mail so I’ll keep checking at the UPS store. You all are amazing…. I am still in shock. I truly don’t deserve all of this. You guys are great!

Love
Isabella
xoxooxox

Voting Day

Wow you guys are amazing! It seems like every day I check my mail at the UPS Store, I have another package which is so mind-boggling because I am almost starting to feel like I’m in this surreal state of bliss. Is this really happening? Am I really deserving of all of these things? I promise over the course of the next few days I will take pictures of everything so I can give proper thanks to everyone! I know my bday is coming up and most of these gifts are for that, but I am alarmed that so many phone sex callers actually CARE enough to send a physical gift all the way across the country (or the world) to show their appreciation for a phone sex operator. The more I ponder this, the more curious I am. In a logical sense, all I provide is phone sex. No more, no less. I make people feel good and once the call is over, I feel good. But for people to call back time and time again, year after year… I have regulars that have called since 03-2003 that’s a long time! To send me birthday and Christmas gifts is such a sweet gesture of appreciation, faith, and adoration truly touches me in a way I can’t even describe. Sometimes I feel like a sex object, other days I feel like I’ve talked someone out of suicide over the phone. Every phone sex call I have varies from call to call, and things I do are as different from playing Dominatrix to singing a lullaby to old paralyzed men.

I have a question. And I’m totally serious in its context.

How can a phone sex operator impact someone’s life?

lots of orgasms tonight

I had such an amazing night today and I’m not sure when it really started feeling great… but it certainly included a long night of orgasming. I think it started with a hypnosis call with a sexy man who touched me by saying he wanted to spoil my cat for my birthday. Him just saying that, whether he actually goes through with it or not, made me horny for some reason. I think it’s the fact that my cat, John Holmes, is very precious to me and for a caller to say something like that just made me feel wonderful. After that call, and a series of great sexually enticing calls, I felt incredibly aroused. Went online browsing sites and decided to try something different, ended up on Tassy and Halcyon’s Globalgasm website at the perfect time and participated in a truly sexually energized event. People from all over the world coming together online to orgasm for hours. Just watching and chatting with all those people and making new friends made all my phone sex calls that much hotter. I can’t tell you how many times I orgasmed throughout the night!

And it didn’t stop there. Around midnight I called Kevin to congratulate him on completing his advanced motivational life sessions. So I surprised him with a quite unexpected graduation present. Let’s just say that wearing sexy lingerie, thigh highs, 6 inch heels, and a riding crop will certainly be an incentive to feel motivated and supported by those who care about you. Here’s to you *smooch* and thanks for the multiples *winks*….

My bed is soaked. Just when I thought I didn’t need plastic bags under the towels anymore….

Love
Isabella
xooxoxox

Night of nakedness, partying, and morning vomiting

Late last night I decided to go to The Flame (which turns into a lesbian nightclub on Saturday nights) and ran into lots of my old friends from Six Degrees. It had been months since I’d gone back to The Flame, so it was nice running into my favorite bartender Emily and I saw that my friend from the Crypt is now a barback there and will be going to Paul Mitchell hair design school which is really awesome. I am so happy for him!

I think what really got me horny was seeing three of my friends TOPLESS wearing only black electrical tape over their nipples!!!! And you guessed it… we had a group TITTY hug and I was right in the middle. I was wearing a corset though so I would have had to go through a lot of trouble to get as topless as they were… but I certainly had a blast!! Flirted with Barbara, T, and her girlfriend and the security guard let me in free (that is so awesome, it’s so good to have friends).

Then I get a call from J telling me to come to his new pad and party with his friends so sure why not? Drove down there, had way too much to drink and more (as usual LOL) but I certainly had a great time! Met some new people and ran into Tony who I hadn’t seen since a party I through at my place several weeks ago. Anyway I got really drunk, dressed him like a girl and called her Tiffany. She and I got pretty hot and heavy that night and poor J walked in on her fingering me on the sofa but I was a little too fucked up to really be coherent about the situation. Got to see two people fully nude that night - that’s hot. Lots of sexuality in that place, lots of slowdancing, lapdancing, and well…. it was hot.

Came home with a killer hangover and hugged the porcelain god vomiting for a long time while kneeling on the floor. But I feel better now.

What’s scarier: The HIV test? The questions they ask? … or Waiting for the results?

Have I done it oral? anal? vaginal? With or without condoms? Have I used toys on a transgendered person? How often do I do it and with whom? Am I drunk or high when I have sex? Etc.

Such an invasive form of questions. I’m at least happy I survived that part.

A few hours ago I decided to go get a free HIV test for my own peace of mind. I’ve always had a terrible fear of needles and the way they feel puncturing deep into the skin so I had put this off for years. Actually all my life I put it off. But tonight I went for it since I found a place that takes them by mouth swab. I drove to the Youth Center on 4th and went upstairs and was told to sit in a chair and close the door behind me. So I did. I immediately began to sweat. I fiddled with my purse. I rubbed my hands on my jeans. The guy asking me questions was around the same age as me and said he’d be asking me some very personal questions but each was very important and required honesty.

Let me just say that answering the questions on the questionnaire was far more scary than I thought it would be.

The first question he asked me was how many sexual partners I had been with in the last two years. I just sat there completely confused. I wanted to know what counted as sex?? Does strapon play? Toy play? What if I’m just on the receiving end of oral? Etc etc etc….

Now considering that this was my personal choice to go and take the test, I tried to put things into perspective. After all… I’m trying to get a degree where I become a sex therapist. Answering these types of questions to a perfect stranger in an empty room face to face should not be a problem. Really it shouldn’t. I gulped. Gave him a rough estimate (I rounded up just in case I forgot some) and waited for the next questions. I must have answered over 50 or 60 questions. Some of them I really didn’t know the answers to… do I accept money for sex? Well not TECHNICALLY. Do I accept drugs for sex? Well no… but drugs are sometimes there…… I mean gee…. I never realized just how many things I do are such high-risk ways of contracting HIV. I am SOOOO changing my lifestyle.

Anyway after taking the test I walked out feeling cheap and disgusting. Now all I can think about it wanting to burn all my vibrators and dildos and buy new ones. I never even thought about putting condoms on dildos when I’m fucking MYSELF with them but apparently it’s safer considering my lifestyle and love of playing with pantyboys. They even asked me if any of my male partners had slept with male partners… well yeah I guess so. Ugh… anyway…. *sigh*

I get the results in a week. The results are supposed to be pretty accurate but it does NOT include the last 3 months (there’s some sort of window of opportunity or something). So in 3 months I’ll take a second test just to double check.

I’m sure I’m fine and disease-free… really. I mean… I haven’t been with THAT many people and I always used protection (except for one condom-breaking incident) but I think taking the actual questionnaire is far more nerve-wrecking than waiting for the results.

I almost feel like Samantha on Sex and the City where she faints going into the AIDS office to see her results (even though she tested negative) because she feared people were staring at her and judging her. I felt the very same way walking out of there.

I’m glad I took the test. But now I have 4-9 days of pulling my hair out waiting for the results.

Love
Isabella
xxooxoxox

school and tickets

I took my placement tests today at school to find out which courses I have to take next semester. I did extremely well on reading comprehension and english/sentence structure and may even be eligible to take honors courses in those categories. As far as the math portion, which I dreaded… I didn’t do as poorly as I thought. I mean… I didn’t do WELL either but at least I didn’t suck. Turns out that I am in the top 56% percentile so I guess I’m about average when it comes to other people that took the test so at least I don’t feel like a failure in math and arithematic. So I’ll be starting the Math 95 category which is AWESOME because that means I get to skip Math 32 and Math 35!!! That means all I have to do is Math 95 and Math 96… then Statistics and that’s all the math I will need to get my bachelor’s. Thank goodness it’s just three semesters and not five!

So anyway that’s the good news.

The bad news is that while taking the test, my car got two tickets. One for an expired parking meter and one for not turning my wheels toward the curb. How fucking nitpicky is that? So unfair. The last thing on my head was putting a couple quarters in the machine, that was my own fault. But still… these things get expensive!! I went to the DMV and bought new tags for BOTH of my cars… since the other one is still in my name I had to renew the tags so I wouldn’t be responsible for it had a cop ticketed it. *sigh* and yesterday paid to get my brand new car smogged so that I could have the smog certification and …. get this… the DMV place said they didn’t even need to see the certificate! So now I’m just aggravated that I paid to get it done if it wasn’t even going to get checked! Grrrr…

Then good mood again. asked me to create some sexy vocal recordings for something new he’s doing for FlashCash. So I spent an hour or so making some hot sexy recordings (some even sounded quite orgasmic) — can’t wait to hear the finished product!

Then my friend came over and she got to see my place and I gave her a little something… felt kinda bad she had to see my place so dirty. I told my cleaning lady to take the week off so my place is really in desperate need of cleaning now. Hey don’t look at me! I’m a Goddess. I did my fair share of cleaning growing up, trust me on that!

Decided to do some phone sex calls, and I certainly am glad I did because I made a killing in a short time and talked to some of my favorite callers ever! One of them catered to my geek fetish so well, I’m surprised I didn’t ricochet cum into my own eyes!

Watched the movie “Million Dollar Baby” and cried like a baby at the end. I am not a crier. And I certainly am not a movie crier. But this movie just about killed me. It was REALLY good. I highly recommend it. I fucking hate the ending though!!! Absolutely no closure.

Aria Giovanni!!! Yay it’s about time I get to photograph her! It looks like I might be going to L.A. on Nov. 18 (a friday) to do a photoshoot of Aria Giovanni. We had postponed our Chicago shoot cause of schedule conflicts for both of us but this turns out pretty awesome. Keeping fingers crossed! We’ve been trying to arrange this for over a year now so I’m extremely excited about this! I’m a huge fan of hers so this is going to be a real treat!

Love
Isabella
xoxoxooxo






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