As you all may know (it’s also on my FAQ on my website), I’ve been a huge fan of Sunny Leone for years and love using her photos (with permission of course) on my website, journal, and other places. Since the age of 18 when she first started doing amateur nudes, she always told people that she would never do photos with dildos, insertion shots, nude photoshoots with other men, no intercourse, and a few other restrictions. I have always admired her for being a “classy” model, so-to-speak… and love her for her shyness. That’s one reason I’ve used her photos to portray the type of phone sex I do is because she is really classy, shy, and also really sweet and fun which is similar to my own personality.
But now, as of Dec. 28, 2005… she is now an official porn star. Her Vivid video was released tonight. I watched it and was both turned on as well as slightly disappointed. She did several scenes on the video (none of them male-female, although she did a male-female sexy clothed scene). She did a 3-girl lesbian scene (very hot) and a 2-girl lesbian scene which showed vaginal penetration of a glass dildo and did the 69 with her. There was also a boy-girl-girl scene in which she had no contact with the man but had oral sex with the girl while the other girl sucked him off. It was really sexy! All these years I always wondered what she would look (and sound) like while having an orgasm. She’s done other striptease videos and soft-porn type videos with other women, but nothing as raw and pornographic as this. It was REALLY sexy and she came really hard! But a part of me is slightly disappointed that she let her guard down to do this. I miss the sweet, demure Sunny who was too shy to do scenes where she’s laying upside down while getting pounded by a hot girl.
Am I wrong for feeling this way? I love seeing her successful (on Howard Stern, VH1, on Ja Rule music videos, etc.) but the last thing I want is to see her eventually doing a male gang bang.
I think it’s hot that porn stars do gang bangs (trust me, I even have a video where a girl fucks 500 men!) but please… not my sweet Sunny. I’ve met her in real life SEVERAL times, have done photoshoots with her, and have been a big fan for years. This is like a dream and a nightmare at the same time. I now have a different image of her and I almost fear it’ll rub off on me during the calls. But hey, that could be a good thing.
You all can see the video on Vivid.com if you are a member. If you just watched it, call me. I’d love to hear your comments!
Some people ask me if I lose money by telling people I am not Sunny. The truth is, I don’t. My income has tripled since I first put that info on my site a long time ago. I guess some callers find honesty just as appealing as fantasy, if not more.
Love
Isabella
xoxooxox
Insainly hot!
I understand your feelings but I have to say it’s pretty much par for the course. I got out of the sex industry because I felt myself changing. Whenever you’re in a subculture your viewpoints about what is and is not “normal” change. I saw it in the sex industry. I saw it in the BDSM culture. I saw it in the activist culture. You hang out with people espousing a certain viewpoint and after a while it seems normal. You don’t think it odd to discuss stuff or act a certain way because that’s how you always act. Sexual niches are the worst in our society because you’re automatically judged simply for being involved. It forces you deeper into a world you may not choose to accept but it’s there and it’s enticing. You feel as though you’re not judged.
That’s the lie.
Fancy seeing you here. But beware, has sunken his hooks into you now.
Grrr I know. I had to click “disallow anonymous posts” because he’s been sifting through.
Yeah I suppose you’re right. Being in the sex industry in itself is a judgemental thing to have to deal with. I suppose it just makes it that much harder to be in the sex industry and have others in the same industry judge you as well. That makes a lot of sense!
That doesn’t stop him from reading and going off about your friends who don’t deserve his insanity - which is what I’m against.
I totally agree. Watch out, Keith… my stalker is now stalking you LOL
But hey. Stalkers add.. character?
Yup but don’t forget the situational stuff. Because you can never feel off your guard with people not involved in the sex industry the tendency is to hang out with other sex industry workers all the time. Once you do that you start viewing certain things as “normal” or at least not that bad. I caught myself getting ready to strip out of my swimsuit to tan at a pool party with children running around. It hit me that I constantly hung out with people to whom nudity and sex was pretty blase. It worked it’s way into my thinking to the point where I almost lost the ability to function without faux pas in “normal” society like at family get-togethers and such. I can certainly see where within that society she’d still think she was drawing a definite line at not participating in male-female penetration.
ROFLMFAO!!! What kind of character… exactly? LOL perhaps a Jefferey Dahmer in disguise?
I don’t know… character - like dents in your best, tin camping mug. Character.
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