I released a new mp3 recording today called “Anal Slut Training” for guys who like strapons! Check it out to hear a free sample! I had a blast creating the recording and even had two friends in the studio helping me decide what kind of recording it should be. So thanks goes to Jasmine Drew and her kinky boyfriend for getting me motivated to create it.
Went and saw Aaron’s father again because he was cleaning out Aaron’s apartment and wanted me to have a box of Aaron’s stuff that he left for me. I was absolutely touched (as well as excited) by the items left in the box. Things left for me: a riding crop, handcuffs, a collar, a book of magic spells, anatomy books, nude photography books, a tarot deck, some cat figurines, some Lil Kim and Mary J Blige cds, and a handmade black panther which looks really nice! All of these items just touched me. It just made me appreciate the fact that Aaron really knew me and he knew the things I would have loved the most! Such a warm feeling. While I was going through the box, his father said to me, “Aaron is here with us now.” And I just smiled because I thought he was just referring to Aaron’s spirit. But no. He actually showed me Aaron’s urn. My heart stopped. His father picked it up and judging by the amount of effort it took to move it, it looked like it was almost 50 pounds. I had NO idea ashes were so heavy! And Aaron was a tiny guy! Here are photos of Aaron during his final days: Aaron’s photo album His dad said that Aaron wanted his ashes thrown over a volcano in Hawaii but said he had no energy or motivation (or money) to actually do it and thought Aaron was trying to make it more difficult for him. It turned out to be a light-hearted conversation.
Also I finished filling out the rest of the applications for getting the DBA and business license stuff which kicks butt! Hopefully by Tuesday it’ll be official that I own my own business and can start branding my logo on upcoming ventures I plan on doing (sssh none of you have a clue! I do have a few surprises coming up). On another note, I’ve been waiting for my birth certificate to be amended cause of a complication from years ago so in exactly 7 months, I’ll get my amended one which means that I can apply for my first passport! And you KNOW what that means! That means I’m traveling the world, baby! My first stop is Switzerland to see my best friend from high school (Marco), then Italy (that’s where my roots are), then Spain (gorgeous)!!!
Went photography shopping. Got some new lights, umbrellas, reflectors, more stands, different lights and diffusers, and some new stuff I’ve been wanting. That stuff adds up and costs a lot, but I’m sure the outcome will make up for it. It’s a good investment for what I’ve got planned. I hope to shoot lots of more models soon and eventually start making full sets available for membership purchase or something at a low price since people are tired of seeing samples and want to see full shoots. First things first. Better and newer equipment. Got it. Check.
Bought a bouquet of flowers for myself and put it on my coffee table. I’ve always secretly hated that no one ever buys/bought me flowers so I decided to date myself today. Went and had some yummy food at a yummy restaurant. Put the flowers in a vase. Fucked myself. Cuddled with myself. All in all, I thought I rocked in bed tonight. I’m sure dating myself will get old, but it sure feels nice to see fresh flowers downstairs. And they even got noticed by other people, how cool is that? Who says people don’t notice flowers? Oh they do. They definitely do.
Took out several bags of trash today to the dumpster. Me. Not the maid. Me. It’s not that I’m lazy, I just hate the thought of icky germs and gross things. I actually lifted the lid of the dumpster myself. Didn’t even use latex gloves or anything. Me. Now granted, I was desperate to take out the trash cause I was throwing away dishes that had nasty food in it (sorry I’d rather throw it away than clean it) and couldn’t stand the sight of them anymore so I threw them away myself. I was SO proud of myself. Usually I just let it sit and sit till the maid comes but nope. Not this time. I got off my ass and did it and opened that dumpster several times. Ew. Now that I think about it, I think I’ll wash my hands another 30 times *just to make sure.*
Love
Isabella Valentine
xoxoxox
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