Oh my. Ok someone just asked me a question in an email and I think it’s worthy of a pretty big journal entry. I am going to be very honest and just spill my guts out, so *bare* with me.
Someone asked me:
Do you ever do phone sex? I’ve purchased 2 of your recordings and your voice really gets me off.
*sigh* and *cracks knuckles* and prepares for a heart to heart.
Hmmm. It has been about (looks off in space) about a year or so, since I have done a phone sex call. Lately I have been concentrating on erotic hypnosis and making mp3 recordings. Now here’s the thing. On all my websites, I have it listed that I offer that I do phone sex. The question is - do I really still want to do that? That’s such a tough question for me. Many of the mp3s I create are considered “phone sex recordings” so in essence, they are simply phone sex put into a recording - so technically I am still doing it, just not on the phone.
The thing is, I *really* like women. And when men call me on the phone and say, “Suck my cock babe,” I just wanna roll my eyes. That’s part of the reason I LOVE being a Dominatrix. If someone calls me and says that, I can reply with, “Suck your own cock, pervert.” That’s part of the reason men love me, because I don’t take their bullshit and I always come back with some smart alleck remark. However, before I was an “all-the time Dominatrix” - I used to do phone sex with every person in the world and that meant giving phone sex blowjobs to just about anyone. And no, it doesn’t turn me on. What turns me on is having power and control over someone.
The guy who had sent this email had purchased the recording “Sweet Schoolgirl” - which if you guys had heard this, is a fabulous recording where I play a submissive (a role I rarely do) and sucked the teacher off and was a total tease. Would I be willing to recreate such a scene on the telephone with a complete stranger? Honestly I doubt it. It makes my stomach turn to be honest. One of the reason I love making mp3s is because I get to create it when I’m in a fantastic mood. When I created Sweet Schoolgirl I was actually feeling submissive that day cause I had been staring at girls teasing me all damn day and in essence, I felt totally and completely submissive. So by the time I did the recording, I was completely in character. When I am on the phone, getting “into character” for some stranger who just wants a blowjob - well, sorry, I’m the wrong girl for that. There are thousands of other phone sex operators in the industry who can give a damn good one, but don’t come to me for that. I feel I’ve kinda moved on from that.
However, there are some types of phone sex I AM comfortable with doing. For instance, domination. Well, duh I think you knew that. But seriously. I like telling people what to do. I like being bossy and bitchy on the phone and getting paid for it. I like talking to pantyboys and sissies (the nice ones, not the impatient assholes who call and are doing lines of cocaine on the phone inside of a bathtub who make me so fucking upset that I just want to hang up).
But I am slowly getting away from phone sex altogether. It’s been about a year since I’ve accepted a phone sex call. I prefer erotic hypnosis calls because 1) I get all the control. 2) I don’t have to suck anyone’s dick. 3) I can pretend I’m talking to a woman because the men stay quiet on the other line which usually means I can get off too.
Ok off my soap box.
Don’t hate the lesbian, that’s just the way it is.
Love
Isabella
xooxoox
Ellen Degeneres going into the audience and asking Steven Spielberg to take a photo of her and Clint Eastwood together (while on the air) and then said, “No that’s not good enough - can you make it more centered?” LOL… cause she wanted to put it on Myspace.
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