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Love
Isabella
xoxooxox
I didn’t plan on posting more photos of me so soon but what the hell. I like taking shots like this experimenting with lighting. Here’s some shots of me wearing a red and black wig. I like this wig, it’s so wild looking and off-beat.

And close up of my eyes for those who are really into that:

Love
Isabella
xoxooxox
Well last week I spent about a thousand dollars on new wigs (most of them synthetic, only 1 or 2 are human hair) and they are all getting shipped at different times… but two of them came in. Here is me with blonde hair. And as most of you know, blonde is my natural color - so this is pretty much how I would look if I grew my hair out and dyed it a little blonder than it is now.

And for the anonymous asshole who thinks I use photoshop too much in my photos, this picture here is just for you: Isabella with Blonde Hair #2
Love
Isabella
xooxoxo
This is a friends only post cause I really hate having to show my pissed off anger like this in front of all my customers, but if I don’t let this out, it’s gonna make it even worse.
Yesterday an anonymous person really pissed me off and they said some things that were so fucked up. You know, I really don’t like to let things get to me, but for some reason I just can’t shake this. He or she called me a “fraud” simply because I photoshop my photos. You know what? I’ve said since day one I’m not a fucking model. I’m a photographer first and foremost. Hell, I photoshop every fucking picture I take. Not just of me, of everyone! How the fuck does that make me a fraud? If anything, it makes me artistic and creative. It shows I know how to make myself flawless, which I enjoy doing. So what if I remove bags under my eyes? So what if I remove a pimple here and there? Who cares if I smooth out my skin? What fucking difference does it make? I swear, their post got me so fucking mad I went downstairs last night and hit the punching bag until I couldn’t lift my arms anymore. He or she said I was “insecure” and had a low self esteem cause I photoshop my pictures. You know what, that’s just ludicrious. Why the hell does that comment bother me so much? Aren’t people familiar with creative photo manipulations? If I want to take a picture and put a fucking skyscraper behind my head, so what? I’m a graphic artist. Why the hell am I even explaining myself now. It just aggravates me that people can be so cruel and then hide behind an anonymous account. This person said other cruel things too, especially about me having a crush on deidre. That she was out of my league. *shakes head* Who the fuck does that person think they are saying that shit to me? I’m rich, beautiful, smart, and talented and adored by thousands… so fuck anything negative they have to say to me. Hell, I bet he or she probably looks like hell and doesn’t have any fucking life so all they do is read my journal so they can have a stone to throw. Yeah that’s ride buddy, hide behind your invisibility. At least I am SECURE enough to SHOW photos of myself instead of using stock photography like a lot of people in this business do. At least I have a high-enough self-esteem to tell people I am 140 pounds overweight. At least I am REAL. All I can say is that I wish that person had been here in front of my face while I had my boxing gloves on. I doubt they would be saying all the fucking things they did.
Anyway here’s some pictures of me all sweaty after working out - no makeup, no wig. Nothing but pure raw beautiful realness. With a big “Fuck You” in the first picture to how I was feeling at the time. And by the way, no photoshop necessary. Bring it on.

*punch*
I’m out.

Today I was masturbating while listening to Lynyrd Skynyrd… I wasn’t trying to “make” a recording or anything… I just thought it would be neat to masturbate like I normally do while sitting at the computer and let you all listen to what it sounds like for me (I just turned on the recording equipment but I’m not facing it or anything so be sure to turn your volume up). I’ve got music on in the background and everything….
Anyway I masturbated for about 27 minutes and since this is such a big file and I’m giving it away free, I’m only posting it here in my journal instead of posting it on my website. So if you are an avid journal reader, consider yourself one of the rare few who get to hear this.
deidre said she wanted to hear people masturbating… this is dedicated to her. *waves*
http://isabellasrecordings.com/isabellamasturbating.zip
(Large file - 51 MB)
You might want to turn it up when you download it cause it starts kind of quiet. By the way you might want to wear headphones so you can hear my vibrator when the songs stop playing, otherwise your regular speakers might not pick it up.
Love
Isabella
xoxoxoo
P.S. I am currently re-designing IsabellasRecordings.com and this will be a HUGE undertaking. The whole thing will look much different and be much more organized. Right now I have too many recordings and I’m using a new system that will make everyone (hopefully) much happier. I expect this new design to be completed in approx. 3 weeks… possiby earlier if I don’t get too distracted.
Wow I’m really amazed. Over 5,000 compliments have poured in from “Cocoon Submission” (that’s what happens when I hypnotize them to send me compliments LOL) and I’ve read almost all of them. Haven’t replied, but definitely read them. Some were very very good. And some of them just made me crinkle my forehead and go “huh?” First of all, let me just say that giving someone a compliment does NOT mean insulting them to get to the point. If you’re going to start off saying something negative to GET to the positive part, then it’s not a genuine compliment. It’s what I consider a half-ass compliment. Simply cut off the negative part and keep it to yourself. Gee, who taught some of these guys how to give compliments?
Here are some of them that really made me wonder:
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“I can’t say I was very impressed with your hypnosis recordings until recently…. …. Thank you! You are amazing! Now that you’re in my head I can’t get you out - and I’m not sure I want to.”
(Thanks? Not too loyal are ya.)
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“To be honest I never thought you were that pretty….. ….. Wow you are so spectacular with all your new photos! I shoot my load just looking at you.”
(Superficial a bit?)
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“I never really cared for all the sound effects…. ….I am so obsessed with you, now and forever! You are unbelievable and I worship you!”
(Why insult your taste in my work to compliment me? I don’t count this as a compliment.)
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“During your recordings, right after you say something, there is a sound your mouth makes when your lips touch. At first, this sound threw me a little bit. Now I see it as one of the components that makes you so uniquely sexy. That little sound drives me crazy.”
(Ok, the compliment is ALMOST getting through to me. Why not just say you love the sound I make when I part my lips? Why make me think you once hated it?)
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“I’m always broke and never have money and I was always annoyed that you make people pay for your recordings…. …. All I can say is THANK YOU for the freebie “Cocoon Submission” which is soooo good. Now I think I might actually fork out money for your stuff because YOU ARE REALLY GOOD and I mean that!”
(*choke* ok please don’t make me respond to this.)
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Now boys…. let me show you how a real compliment is given:
“I’ve been swept off my feet with your beauty. You have the gift of angel face, dipped in sexiness…and this is only the tip of the iceberg. I stumbled (literally
) over your website and was captured by your incredible eyes, your sweet nose and your sexy smile, but not until I heard your recording have I understood the power you possess. In mere moments I was falling so deep under your spell that there was no doubt in my mind that all I want to listen to is your sweet voice…over and over again. Your voice have swept me off my feet, down a spiraling pleasure into a forgetful bliss – Thank you! I am full of adoration to your artistic talents and your creativity. Each and every recording of yours is different in a magnificent way. I love the sneak peeks to your apartment showing great taste, and the sexy pictures and movies of the models. All the pieces of the puzzle which make your site are neatly put together. I was crashed to find that you were a San Diegan and decided to move…knowing that you were just miles away is an unbelievable turn-on. Just the mere thought that you might grant me an audience one day can fuel my fantasies to the point of explosion
You are by far the most beautiful woman I’ve seen. I hang on to the 5% of manlikingness in you for the sake of my soul. If I could adore your majestic presence from up close it would be the utmost pleasure I could ever anticipate.”
Beautifully written… I really loved what you said… every word. Thank you *pets your head*
Love
Isabella
xoxooxox
I’ve been considering recording some self-improvement hypnosis mp3s for a while now, but over the last 3 or 4 weeks I have been getting a lot of requests for things ESPECIALLY weight loss and confidence.
If I do these, I will probably do them separately by gender. That way it’s a little more focused on the person’s needs. I’ve had a lot of men come up to me and ask for weight loss mp3s because they want to look more sexy for the women in their lives. And I have a lot of women come up and ask for weight loss mp3s too, which is very special to me because I love getting more and more women involved in hypnosis and what it can do for them.
Doing this though, I will have a diferent spin on it than most “non-erotic” hypnotherapists. I want to pull out each individual’s sexiness and sculpt their bodies while naked, to be the perfect healthy body.
And the thing is, every night before I go to bed, I do a self-hypnosis on myself which has been a huuuuuge part of me losing weight (it’s not just diet and exercise, a lot of it is in your mind too!) and I imagine layers and layers and layers of clothing being pulled off of me. And each layer of clothing represents a layer of fat or a layer of skin that is hiding all the wonderful things about me underneath. And that technique, that type of induction doesn’t necessarily work on everyone, but it certainly has worked on me and it makes me feel soooo fresh and alive when all the clothes have been removed and I lie there, naked in my mind. And I’m vulnerable to myself. And I learn to love myself from the inside out - which is what is soooo important!! And then I imagine myself getting really really really cold. As though my body is begging for me to put the clothes (my “fat”) back on… for protection. Protection to hide myself from the brutally honest words I am telling myself (I say things to myself in hypnosis that are personal to me and even though they are all good for me, sometimes they aren’t necessarily things I want to hear). The colder I get, the more effective the hypnosis gets. And I resist, with every effort in my body, to put the clothes (my “fat”) back on even though I am freezing. And finally before I wake up, my body begins to warm naturally assuming I don’t put the clothes back on. If I fail and put the clothes back on, I feel like I did before - back to being fat and I simply go through the hypnosis again. But if I go through the entire session and handle it, when I awaken, I simply want to go running on the treadmill or being really energetic, feeling alive. Like a huge weight has been lifted. It works for me. I don’t know if everyone else might like that type of technique though. I might have to try something different for others, I don’t know.
The thing is, doing a weight loss hypnosis mp3 is actually quite motivating for me as well. Because everyone knows I’m on a lifestyle change - a huge diet. And I’m not even close to meeting my target weight goal. Sure I’ve lost of weight already, but it’s going to be 14 more months before I get where I want to be. I still have another 140 pounds to lose. Can you believe it? I’ve lost 65.5 pounds and still have to lose another 140.5. My goal is to lose 206 pounds by May, 2008. That is a huuuuuge weight loss goal to make. And I will do it. Nothing will stop me. I will sacrifice whatever it takes to get healthy. I am so motivated, inside and out, that nothing will stop me from being where I need to be.
I love it when people say to me “Wow you are looking so thin!” because most of the time they don’t realize I am still 140 pounds overweight! I am very lucky that my body holds it so well and I am getting my figure back. Some people are the very same weight as me and don’t look nearly as “evenly distributed” as I am. I am just lucky, and I thank the Goddess in heaven for that.
Did you know I used to weigh 336 pounds?
So if I do this weight loss mp3, which I probably will very soon, I will be listening to it along with everyone else… and will share my story along with the mp3 when it’s released… along with some full body shots of me so people can see the progress of how far I’ve come. That way when I reach my ultimate goal, you all will have been there with me every step of the way.
Thanks for the support you all ![]()
Love
Isabella
xoxooxox

I uploaded about 6 or 7 new photos to my photo album on Flickr (33 photos total)… one thing I like about Flickr is that nifty little slideshow option. Anyway, this is for those of you who can’t get enough of my photos. hehe
Love
Isabella
xoxooxox

Erotic Hypnosis MP3: Isabella Wine
Get nice and relaxed and comfortable. You’ve had such a long day. You need a drink. Here, have a glass of Isabella Wine. Don’t worry, it has zero calories and won’t give you a hangover… but it WILL make you feel really fucked up. Don’t say I didn’t warn you!
While you drink My wine, I’ll talk to you nice and slooooww and sweet and once you start to get nice and drunk on My wine, you’ll start to hear double (you might even hear yourself! oh boy) … and start to have blurry vision. All the things you’ll feel are soooo relaxing. But be careful, once I tell you to stand up, you’ll start to stagger and might even fall down! And of course, the best wine always makes you forget anything ever happened…
Now hmmm…. what in the world am I going to do with a drunk, horny man who won’t remember a thing when he wakes up? I can think of a few things! hehe
Fetishes include:
Erotic hypnosis, deep relaxation, blurry vision, tilted floor, staggering, passing out / falling down, hearing double, hallucinations, slurred speech, total amnesia and memory loss, finger snapping, triggers to make you do amusing things, and an orgasm command too — but you won’t remember it so none of this even matters.
Do not operate any motor vehicles or operate heavy machinery while listening to this mp3. Please listen responsibly.
Play free sample below (Use stereo headphones!)
Format: MP3 Download
Sound Quality: Professional First-Rate
Vocal Sound Effects: Narration
Prop Sound Effects: No
Soft Background Music: No
Overdubbing Vocals: 1st half no, 2nd half, yes.
Length: 30 minutes 57 seconds
Zip File Size: Approx. 58 MB
Price: $35.00

Erotic Hypnosis MP3: Mind Tattoo
* This idea inspired by the Brainstorm Vault*
Ever wonder what it would feel like if you let Me inside your head? Like if you really let Me inside your head? If you let Me so deep inside that I could literally take a tattoo gun and permanent brand you with My mark inside your mind for the rest of your life? Where you’re so deep and so relaxed and so willing to trust Me that you LET Me do such a thing?
Then you’ll love this recording.
Because in this mp3, I take your mind and do whatever I wish with it. Not only do I tattoo My name, but I tattoo permanent triggers in your mind that you respond to all the time.
Oh boy. This oughtta be fun! *sleep*
Fetishes include:
Erotic hypnosis, deep relaxation, mind tattooing, brain ownership, permanent branding of your mind, controlling your thoughts, arousal triggers, heavy legs, orgasm command, post-hypnotic commands, constant reminder of Me with symbols you see, and so much more!
Play free sample below (Use stereo headphones!)
Format: MP3 Download
Sound Quality: Professional First-Rate
Vocal Sound Effects: Narration
Prop Sound Effects: No
Soft Background Music: No
Overdubbing Vocals: No
Length: 28 minutes 57 seconds
Zip File Size: Approx. 56 MB
Price: $35.00

Erotic Hypnosis MP3: Smooth Pantyhose
* This idea inspired by the Brainstorm Vault*
This mp3 is designed for men who love to wear pantyhose. This is especially great for those who love to be introduced to the idea and this is very soft, soothing, and relaxing.
You must be wearing pantyhose for this session if you want to have the most erotic and effective results! So put them on BEFORE the session starts!
Let your mind feel absolute bliss as you feel hypnotic pantyhose against your body and you want to wear them every day, the smoothness, the softness, the wonderful silky feeling against your legs and cock. However in this recording, you can only touch yourself when I give you permission to - and also - you can only masturbate on the *outside* of your pantyhose because I love the idea of the tight constriction of them preventing you from fully getting to your cock!
There is only one post-hypnotic suggestion and only one trigger (however, a very potent trigger) - the main aspect of this recording is overall relaxation and for you to fall in love with the idea of wearing pantyhose forever.
Use stereo headphones for the most effective session since many binaural whispers were used!
Fetishes include:
Erotic hypnosis, pantyhose and nylon fetish, brief mention of Me wearing pantyhose too and I rub My pantyhose-encased feet on your pantyhose-encased cock, also I spend time teasing your cock and legs with my long fingernails through your smooth, silky pantyhose.
Play free sample below (Use stereo headphones!)
Format: MP3 Download
Sound Quality: Professional First-Rate
Vocal Sound Effects: Many
Prop Sound Effects: No
Soft Background Music: Yes
Overdubbing Vocals: Yes
Length: 28 minutes 56 seconds
Zip File Size: Approx. 54 MB
Price: $35.00

Erotic Hypnosis MP3: Bella Luna
Be hypnotized by the Moon Goddess who not only controls the moon and the stars, but also your mind and your body! Feel yourself losing power over your will as I peer into your soul inside your eyelids as you let go forever….
And once I’ve hypnotized you into the midnight blue darkness that surrounds you, you will bring Me erotic sensual pleasure. Pleasure Me in the darkness. Arouse Me. Be obedient and do as I instruct and I will allow you to feel an orgasm when I do!
You may recognize many phrases, thoughts, suggestions, feelings from lots of other recordings (including Cocoon Submission, Powerless with No Control, Red Goddess, and sooo many more). This will feel like Déjà Vu and will help you go further into a trance. After all, the Moon Goddess has the power to combine anything She wishes because YOU are still on Earth
Use stereo headphones for the most effective session. This uses reverberation and background whispers to gently allow you to drift into a comfortable trance and be submissive to Me and become powerless to your will.
Fetishes include:
Erotic hypnosis, being powerless, losing control over your will, hypnotized by occasional darkness and moon and stars imagery, post hypnotic suggestion, deepener triggers, orgasm command, sexually pleasing Isabella to orgasm, and more!
Play free sample below (Use stereo headphones!)
Format: MP3 Download
Sound Quality: Professional First-Rate
Vocal Sound Effects: Many
Prop Sound Effects: No
Soft Background Music: No
Overdubbing Vocals: Yes
Length: 32 minutes 20 seconds
Zip File Size: Approx. 61 MB
Price: $35.00
I’ve decided to switch my web host to Dreamhost on some of my websites (they actually are all hosted on one domain so they’ll all go down and come back up at the same time), some of these include IsabellasRecordings.com, EroticHypnosisRecordings.com, EroticHypnosisMp3.com, PhotographybyIsabella.com, TheBestofHypnosis.com, GirlsLovePussyToo.com, and a few others (that aren’t updated often). I like what Dreamhost has to offer much more than my previous hoster.
However, during this down time - which I suspect will be mostly on Sunday, you will still be able to buy recordings from IsabellaValentine.com in the “Recordings & Videos” section.
Keep in mind that while the sites are down, my isabella@isabellasrecordings.com email will also be down until everything is transferred over. Hopefully this won’t take long. But these things are unpredictable.
Love
Isabella
xoxoxo
In this pic, you can see some of my certifications and degrees (kind of) in the background…
By the way, I’m kinda getting bored of posting pics of myself in my journal (I’ll post some from time to time, but not all the time). If you want to see more pics of me, you can go here where I have posted lots of more new ones: http://www.inraptured.com/photopost/showgallery.php?cat=506 It even lets you comment on them if you feel like it. But at least this way you can scroll through them in one place, rather than trying to sort through them in my LJ.

P.S. I really feel like getting my passport now and stop putting it off. Perhaps I might even go to London. Hmmm wonder what I’ll do there.
deidre, deidre, deidre. the girl tells Me she likes it when I show pictures that remind her where she’s been with Me. So all I’m thinking of is… hmmm…. perhaps I’ll show her My big beautiful bed. Will that convince her to leave her Master and spend her lifetime serving MEEEE…….. hehe. Yeah I know, wishful thinking. But fuck if she’s not inside My head all the time. I can’t even eat one decent meal without thinking about her. I always picture her naked wearing just an apron, serving it to Me on her knees. And I picture her saying things like, “deidre begs for permission to bring you your dinner, Miss Isabella.” Because she just says things like that so beautifully. And I can’t stop thinking about her. I toss and turn all night thinking about her the same way that My clients do about Me and now I understand the frustration of wanting someone you can’t have. I want someone completely unobtainable. I want deidre. I want someone I can’t have. And I hate not having what I want sooooo bad. I’d be willing to do anything, other than share her. I want her. I want her soul. I want her mind. I want to live and breathe her. she makes Me weak in a way no one else has. I feel like puddy right now. The thought of losing her forever kills Me and devastates Me more than many built-up emotions that I have and I really can’t explain it knowing I’ve only spent a short time with her. Fuck. Why did she have to “get to Me” like this. All I really wanted to do was record some two-girl recordings in the studio with her. I had no intention of letting things get as far as they did. Letting her into My bed… now I only picture her pleasuring Me. her beautiful naked body…. the way she smiled at Me while I’m cumming all over her fingers. My God. I want her and I need her. I need her like I need air to breathe.
Every time I meet another girl and she and I try to flirt with another, all I’m thinking is, “She’s not deidre.” And I can’t get into her. Strippers no longer do anything for Me. When I masturbate, I’m wishing deidre could hear the wetness of My fingers going in and out of My pussy so she knows I’m masturbating for her and only her. That sometimes when I cum, I call out her name. She brings the weakness out of Me, draining it slowly…. soo slowly.
People ask Me how I was able to create something like “Cocoon Submission” as an ode to slaves so beautifully and the thing is, I wrote it imagining I was deidre and what submission to Isabella must be like. When I created “The Tease,” I was thinking of all the relentless teasing that deidre did to Me while she was here. It was payback on all the guys. In fact a lot of My new recordings have soooo many inspirations that deidre has brought out of Me that I would have had great difficulty trying to do before. My latest recording “Mind Tattoo” (although inspired by the Brainstorm Vault) was even more inspired by her because I understood her fear of branding (the pain) and also her willingness to let someone permanently leave their mark forever. she inspires Me. she weakens Me. she arouses Me. she kills Me slowly with each passing day. At this point in My life, there is no one else I want. I’d be lying if I didn’t say I haven’t thought of all the possible reasons she’d come running to Me - each practically impossible. My thoughts are overwhelmed with this. It’s almost funny because these are the same things that My customers tell Me and I usually think it’s hilarious… but now I understand and it really is heartbreaking. The emotional toll it takes on someone can make or break someone.
englishboy, who knows all too well of My love for deidre, wrote this poem:
deidre you bad bad girl
You made my wise head whirl
I tanned your touche
You spanked my soul
You quite forgot your role
deidre you bad bad girl
You’ve fished and found my pearl
You deep sea diver
My ocean’s a quiver
I grit my teeth and shiver
deidre you bad bad girl
I watched your mouth unfurl
Your smiling flag inside my sex
And saw you sink my sapphic ships
Between your greedy lips
deidre you bad bad girl
I think I’m gonna hurl
You’ve gone and left me
It’s a disaster
You’ve gone back to your master
So off you ran
“As fast as you can”
Back to your number one man. . .
So why do my lips still curl?
‘Cos I’M your number one GIRL!
–(englishboy)
Love
Isabella
xoxoox

Love
Isabella
xooxoxo
So earlier today I had kind of an embarrassing ordeal with pantyhose. As you all know, I’ve been on a major diet and so far I’ve lost a lot of weight (62.5 pounds so far). I’ve gone down in dress sizes, pant sizes, panty sizes, shirt sizes, you name it. But it didn’t even occur to me to go to the store and buy new pantyhose for my dresser drawer because to tell you the truth, I hardly ever wear pantyhose.
But today I was feeling rather “dressy” and I wanted an excuse to go out in public wearing my new wig. So I put on a conservative knee-length skirt, some black latex Oxford pumps (5 inches high!), a cool looking shirt, and well… I needed some black pantyhose for my outfit. I KNEW when I put them on that they slipped on rather easily (a little too easily, to tell you the truth). But I didn’t even THINK for one SECOND that perhaps they were waaaaay too big. (It was still in an unopened package and I just automatically assumed the size still fitted me out of habit).
SO anyway I was in a hurry for my manicure appointment at the spa so I ran out the door without standing up and checking myself out. (I don’t have a full length mirror anyway so I wouldn’t have noticed probably.) But anyway, I spent the WHOLE day being all confident, feeling sexy, and everything… and then as I was going to the mall to pick up a pair of custom earrings I had designed at Zales for me, I passed a full length mirror and looked down at my legs and it looked as if I was wearing a pair of black wrinkled skin! The whole pair of pantyhose had bunched up around my knees and ankles and were sooo baggy and funny looking — it was an embarrassment. I remembered the saying, “If you are going to wear something, wear it with confidence!” So I pretended like it wasn’t a big deal and spent the rest of the day holding my head up high.
However, all the women STARED at my legs everywhere I went. Apparently I was dressed like a million bucks (new expensive earrings, new manicure, designer purse, expensive makeup, expensive new wig, nice skirt, tailored shirt, I looked hot!) but then you get down to my pantyhose and it looked like I picked them out of some Goodwill box or something. And I couldn’t just take my pantyhose off cause I’d have gotten blisters wearing those Oxford pumps.
This just goes to show that obviously I have lost weight in my legs too. A lot. Guess I need to throw away all my old pantyhose.
Sheesh. That totally caught me off guard.
Love
Isabella
xoxooxox
As some of you know (or if you’ve been following my journal at least since Christmas time) then you are probably aware of the devastating disease that took it’s toll on John Holmes the Porn Cat. I had spent Christmas Eve and Christmas night in the pet hospital and several other nights with him as liquids were pumped into his body and he was on the verge of death and his body simply wasn’t handling any foods at all. He had a horrible case of pancreatitis and many cats die from it. (Read an old entry here) And here was the picture of him when he got out of the hospital: Johnny still sick.
For the last couple months I haven’t really talked about him in my journal because to be honest I wasn’t too sure which direction his condition was heading. He had refused to take any more medication and whenever I would try to force him to take a pill, he would foam at the mouth… so I stopped forcing him. I actually went against the vet’s orders. But I WAS giving him all the other necessary liquid meds. Anyway I have been keeping a close eye on him for months now. And since December, he has made a 100% full recovery.
He is eating normally again. I no longer have to mix prescription food in with his regular food. He is eating wonderfully again (which is what the vet said to look for), plus he is back to his playful self which he wasn’t before. He hasn’t vomited since December which I am SO happy about! And most of all, he is functioning like a horny porn cat and gets sooo turned on by pornography. Before… he was sooo lethargic and tired and had almost a sad aura about him. But now he is so full of life and vitality!
So thank you everyone for your thoughts, prayers, chants, voodoo, magic, beliefs, faiths, or whatever you believe that helped him pull through. It means a lot to me.
Here are some recent pics of us together:

Love
Isabella
xoxooxox
I noticed I only got one comment on my last photo post… I guess people are getting bored with my photos. Oh well I won’t post em anymore if that’s the case. It feels nice when I know people are looking at em and enjoying them. Otherwise, what’s the freaking point.
I’d be happy to go back to posting text-only entries.
These photo posts are fun hehe especially when they tell a story ![]()

Love
Isabella
xooxoxo
Woohoo! My new wig came in! I looooove it soooo much! It was expensive though… costed $2,000 cause it’s European human hair (real hair and the longer it is, the more expensive it is). I just loooove the look and feel of it. It’s brunette instead of red, which is ok. I had wanted a dark auburn color but apparently the company I bought it from ran out and this was my 2nd alternative choice. So - what you see is what you get. This is going to be my new “official” wig for now on. Wow it is sooo worth it. I am going to wear this all the time! It’s sooo cool. (The other wig I had been wearing was only a $100 synthetic fake cheaply made wig, so you can imagine the quality difference!) I can actually wear this one outside without the sun messing it up. I can curl it, shampoo it… all the normal things you can do with real hair! It’s just sooo soft and amazing!
But I will be buying lots of wigs from this company for new shoots, so you may see me in all sorts of colors (just for fun). But this new brunette look is just FABULOUS.

Love
Isabella
xooxoxox
Oh crap… now you’ll really be late for work now!
That’s right… stare into My eyes… they’re soooooo hypnotic… and you are sooo helpless now. Just like a little helpless victim. All you want to do is stare deeeeply into My eyes. And your soouuulll is all miiiiine!
Wait for image to completely load and watch the effects in My eyes entrance you forever

Love
Isabella
xooxoxox
If you haven’t listened to Cocoon Submission, you should! It’s FREE only until March 31st… and then I’m charging $35 bucks for it like all the rest of My recordings.
Grab it while you can!
Love
Isabella
xxooxoxo
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