Wow so much going on right now! Wow. My sister is graduating college next week with a BA. I am so proud of her. We got off the phone not too long ago and I asked her what she wanted to do with her life and still keeps saying, “I don’t know.” She keeps changing her mind. For the last few years, she kept saying she wanted to be a judge or a district attorney. That’s a lot of law school to take! Now she’s thinking she might want to be a police detective. Right now she’s just a banker. She still doesn’t know what direction she wants to go in. I try to be the “good sister” and tell her I support her no matter what she does, but I also try to be the “parent” too and try to give her guidance because she really looks to me for that sort of thing. Ever since we were kids, she’s sort of looked up to me as both a sister AND a mom even though we are only a year and 8 months apart. She really does. That doesn’t mean she always listens to me, but she certainly looks up to me and for the most part, I’m usually always right. After all, I’m her big sister and I’ve experienced all the things she has first and most of the time I end up saving her a lot of heartache and trouble later on. And when she decides to ignore my warnings, she always comes back and says, “You were right, I was wrong.” But when it comes to her… career… that’s something she has to find out for herself. That’s something I can’t pick for her or decide for her. And that’s something she really struggles with because it’s the one thing that I can’t give her a real answer on. No one can. It’s her life, after all. I feel like this is the first time my baby sister is really growing up. *sigh*
Also…
Speaking of “growing up” and maturing… yesterday one of my neighbors sent me a sincere, friendly little email reminding me that my yard needed to be mowed, raked, and kept up and said that since I was new he would be happy to give me some numbers of some landscapers. That was kind of embarrassing. I went for a walk around the neighborhood and he was right. All of my neighbors have well-manicured lawns, trimmed hedges, gardens, beautiful mowed lawns with diagonal streams and clean gutters… and well… my yard… has leaves that are halfway raked/blown since October, overgrown grass, dead bushes, overturned planters, and well… it just doesn’t have curb appeal. And in this neighborhood, curb appeal means everything to everyone. So today I called a landscaper who hopefully will come by Sunday and do a quote for my yard and let me know how much it will cost to make it halfway decent and eventually make it look phenomenal. It will take some time to do what I really want. It looked bad when I moved here. I mean, the inside looks GREAT! But the outside yard needs some serious TLC. It just needs some landscaping that’s all. Nothing that a few gardeners can’t fix. But it was a little embarrassing to have the president of the homeowner’s association (my neighbor) write that email. Grrr…. hey what can I say? This is my very first house. And it’s not like I’ve lived here very long. Only 7 months. And it’s not like I could do much gardening in the winter with all that snow. It’s just now warm enough to do stuff. But yeah yeah yeah. No excuses. I’m on it. And I DO care about my yard.
One of my exercise machines has been assembled downstairs, called the Bioforce which puts the Bowflex to shame. It really does. I have a Bowflex motivator and it SUCKS compared to the Bioforce. I’m telling you… if you want to work out…. you HAVE to get the Bioforce! Just THIS WEEK owning THIS MACHINE… I’ve lost 5-6 pounds working out on this thing. I’ll find out exactly how many pounds I’ve lost for sure on monday, right now I’m just guessing from my home scale, not the official Jenny Craig scale I normally step on. But, judging from the way my clothes already fit, it makes all other machines obsolete. DAMN. Better than ALL my weight machines downstairs and I have like 7 or 8 work out machines. The resistance on it alone is so strong that 40 pounds of weight on it compared to 40 pounds on the bowflex feels like twice the difference. I start sweating immediately.
On Tuesday I’m having some shelves built in upstairs for my wigs. Eventually I want to have a “Wall of Wigs” since I have so many. I think I have close to 40-50 wigs valued between $10,000-$15,000 some cheap and some very expensive and right now many of them are in ziplock bags or in boxes and I would really like to display them on mannequin heads on the wall. So soon they’ll be showcased, which will be nice 
May 3-8 Mistress Alexandra will be here!!! I am so excited about that! I definitely want to take her to a strip club and get some lap dances with her lol! We’ll be doing lots of 2-girl hypno and fetish recordings, so be on the lookout!
May 11-14 A potential male live-in hypno slave is going to spend the weekend with me in my home. (This is the same guy from a few entries ago who I worried might have cancer but didn’t). For his privacy (and until I decide if I want to reveal his name), I will simply refer to him as slave m. For those wondering, he is not a customer. And I’ve never made money off him. We don’t have that type of relationship. He is simply someone who, for the past year or so, has been completely smitten with me. And what I like about him in return is that he is so unselfish and eager to please. Most guys I talk to are only about their OWN pleasure or simply want ME to make THEM feel good. But this guy is so different. He truly wants to be a REAL true slave. Someone who really wants to worship me with his mind, body, soul, and attitude. He wants me to mold him so that everything is always about me. Our fetish checklist is quite compatible on every level and we mesh in many ways. However, we’ve never met in person — only spoken on phone, IM, email exchanges, and one time, a small gift (first season of Seinfeld - woohoo!). So that weekend will be very special for me to see what kind of chemistry we have. I plan on brainwashing him, hypnotizing him, caging him, muzzling him, hooding him, binding him, collaring/leashing him, and doing some serious BDSM training since he is very new to that type of thing. This is all a test to see if he can even handle that sort of relationship with me. Perhaps it might be too intense for him. He has spent his entire life dreaming of being brainwashed by someone like me and living this type of life. But dreaming it and living it are two different things. Giving up his life, his family, his job, his home, and everything he knows… to be a real life hypno slave…. is a big deal. That weekend will be a deciding factor for both of us. Whether he makes it or won’t make it will be interesting. I’m crossing my fingers that things go as well as I *hope* they do.
Don’t be jealous, boys. If I have a hypno slave living in my home, that actually benefits YOU in the long run. That means I’ll have a helper. Someone helping me with my hypnosis scripts to make even BETTER recordings because they know what arouses the “hypnofetishist” on. Someone helping me with my website design and emails. It’s like having my own assistant, except it’s someone who I train to do what I want, not what they want. Someone who I can train to do photography so they can be behind the camera and take photos of me so I’m not always taking them of myself. This could be VERY good. Very very good. So anyway…. wish me luck.
Big kisses~
Love
Isabella
xoxooxox
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