Lately I’ve had a lot going on. A couple weeks ago I had a hard drive crash and lost lots of important, vital material (happened less than 6 months ago as well and I’m fed up and am at the point where I’m just going to get a new computer altogether.) I nearly lost all the recordings I did with Mistress Alexandra but was able to recover all but three of them. I backed them up for now and will work on them when I get back from California. I’m sure everyone has gone through sucky crashes before and know what a stressful situation that can be. But I’m not fucking with it anymore for now because I’m far too busy studying for my exam and my NLP course coming up.
In just 4 days I’m flying to Long Beach and have to finish my NLP course and turn in my exam, which is much more complicated than I intended. I’ve had the exam in my hands for 6 months and all the study material and I’m only halfway through the test. That gives you some sort of idea how hard it is. It just annoys me when people say things like, “You’ll do fine,” or “You’ll do great on the test, I know you will,” because they have no idea how fucking hard this thing is. It’s definitely not easy. I have to know about submodalities, strategies, the milton model, key points in lots of areas including why intent is important in negotiation, have to know all 6 eye movements and what they mean and how they are important in any situation, etc. The list is so long I can’t even list it all. My brain hurts.
When the class and exam is over (July 2), I’m going to San Diego and can FINALLY visit my old friends back home. Oh I miss them I miss them I miss them. I just want to hug them all. I miss sooooo many people!!! I want to hang out with them all and catch up on old times and just see how they are all doing. I miss them SO much!!! I am so homesick and want to visit so badly. So from July 3-July 6 I’ll be in San Diego. Mark your calendars, SD!
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I recently got into an argument with my sister. Long story but basically I’ll be forced to fly down to California a SECOND time in July to attend court with my mom to help her get conservatorship over my brother (because we fear due to past circumstances, a certain hospital administrator will try to contest my mother) while my sister opts not to go (even though she lives locally) so she can get a nose job. She’s so superficial. My brother needs her more than ever right now and she’s so fucking clueless. All she cares about is herself. Only one of us needs to go so my mom won’t be devoured by the sharks, but since she is so UGH…. *I just want to strangle her sometimes*… I’m not going into this further. But from July 15-17 I’ll be in Orange County for a court hearing.
What upsets me is that since I have to go to this court hearing, I have to push back the date that slave m moves in with me. The whole ordeal just pisses me off. July 15th was supposed to be his move-in date, and now it has to be pushes back a few days. The longer I am without slave m, the longer I feel a piece of myself is missing.
Love
Isabella
xoxoxoox
omg omg omg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I want to see you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i miss you! i demand to hang out with you
::hugs::
I know about Sisters and all the crap they can give one.. I pray your Inner strength that took you to Bloomingtin 1. Your inner drive and strong will and determination that has you loosing almost 85 pounds 2 -will help you with studding and your brothers court case. Good luck and Good job Isabella Saying i am proud of you is what a friend can say
I wish you the best in overcoming all the traffic that is coming your way- it’s one thing to deal with the NLP exam, but the crapped out computer and even less reliant sister are troubles that don’t serve you in any positive way. It’s mind boggling how surface some people can be, people who become numb to any concerns, issues, or pain outside of their own comfort zones. This is why I’ve tried to sever ties with my family (one main cause of retaining a little sliver is concern for my hospitalized brother). Best wishes to you…and once all this is accomplished you will be with slave m, and you will remain a wonderful person who does right by your brother.
Goddess, Good luck with your exams! They sound really difficult!
I’m crossing my fingers you can help your mom make the best future for Abe. He deserves it!!!
I hope you have lots of fun with your friends, and, if you can, go easy on your sister. If she’s convinced herself a nosejob is of paramount importance, then for her it is. We all lose focus from time to time.
As for m, the best things come to goddesses who wait. . .
eb
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My number has changed
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