I haven’t been fucked (at least on a physical + spiritual level)… in years. I’m horny. I’m beginning to think maybe I’ve lost my touch. Strange thing is, I FEEL more attractive than I ever have. So how come I’m not getting any? Masturbation is fun, but I need my brains fucked out. I tried to reach out on a physical level last night and got shot down. Or at least, I perceived it that way. Relationships are confusing. We love each other on an intensely spiritually-sexual level, this we know. But how do I play the game of turning it physical? I feel like my hypnosis and mind control failed. Or maybe I’m on the receiving end of a really difficult game of catch.
Love
Isabella
xoxoxoox






Well, you need to define what “fucked (physical + spiritual)” is. Sex is amazing when you just lose yourself in your partner and in the experience. But there are different ideas of what an experience like that includes. Also, perhaps I’m reading too much into your language, but I wonder if you’re looking to get fucked by someone who also wants to get fucked.
But I would also counsel patience. There is something to the “don’t have sex on the first date” thing. And not just for the symbolic modesty. My wife insisted on waiting 2 weeks when we started dating, which at the time I thought was a touch olf-fashioned, but I’m a mellow guy, so what the heck? When it finally happened, it Really Happened.