So this morning I mustered up all the courage within me… and confronted my fear of rejection head on. I used every possible communication skill within me to share my fears, worries, and concerns with my partner as well as asked what I could have done differently or what would make this work better for us in the future and the response was shockingly beautiful. My partner, Xaenith… wants to take things slow. Breathe. I can play the slow game. I kick ass at the slow game. The most beautiful things in life are the ones that took a great deal of time to create. It would be an honor to create this relationship from the foundation up knowing there is all the time in the world to piece it together. I just needed to hear there was mutual interest. And WOW was there.
It still, though, however… does not appease the horniness.
I suppose the next best thing to being with a partner is… listening to my own recordings. I can do that. In fact, you all should expect all my future recordings (if they’re not already) to be intensely personal.
Love
Isabella
xoxoxoox
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