I haven’t been fucked (at least on a physical + spiritual level)… in years. I’m horny. I’m beginning to think maybe I’ve lost my touch. Strange thing is, I FEEL more attractive than I ever have. So how come I’m not getting any? Masturbation is fun, but I need my brains fucked out. I tried to reach out on a physical level last night and got shot down. Or at least, I perceived it that way. Relationships are confusing. We love each other on an intensely spiritually-sexual level, this we know. But how do I play the game of turning it physical? I feel like my hypnosis and mind control failed. Or maybe I’m on the receiving end of a really difficult game of catch.

Love
Isabella
xoxoxoox