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Speaking of medicine…

Published on July 18, 2008 in Journal posts. 0 Comments

Shortly after I wrote the last journal entry about my love of wanting to be a doctor, I got horribly sick for about 3 days. How ironic is that.

Now I have pneumonia (and feeling surprisingly better, to be able to write this today). Yesterday my fever reached 103 and I had reached 3 days of having no energy, so I knew there was a serious problem. One thing that sucks about having a fever is the chills. It’s like a false temperature gauge. Sometimes it FEELS warmer than it is, so you want all your clothes off and you want to sweat it off and fight it. Other times it’s FREEZING and you wanna bundle yourself under the sheets and not move your head. In my case I couldn’t tell what end was up or what day was what. One minute it was light outside. One minute it was dark. The one thing I did know for sure was that I had an excruciating migraine alongside a horrible wheezing cough.

Feel brave? Starting now, pretend you’re me! Try to understand my point-of-view as a hypnotist and why this concept is driving me bats!

I have two animals living inside me. A panther and a squirrel. Perhaps you’ve met them both. The panther is a predator but not mean at all, just beautiful by design and commands attention from a room. Respected, yes. Resourceful, yes. The squirrel has a lot of fiestiness and craziness and unpredictability. The squirrel wears pigtails. The panther does hypnosis. Both need each other to coexist. I am not ME without both. Both are needed to balance me out. I’m a scorpio by default so I’m passionate about EVERYTHING. I analyze stuff to death. And to be honest, I think this is what makes my migraines even worse. I analyze things TOO much to tell you to truth. Sometimes I rip concepts and ideas apart until I pick apart the nitty-gritty of it to see the bare essentials. I believe that, on many levels, I have the power to “not get sick.” After all, I often hypnotize people to remove sicknesses and dis-eases from their bodies. I understand that all a so-called dis-ease IS - is a disharmonious vibration in the body. So as a hypnotist, I’m thinking of every creative way possible to get RID OF THIS BEAST that is pounding my head with a sledgehammer. I tried listening to someone else’s healing hypnosis session (someone I trust implicitely). The pounding subsided while I listened to the session but returned when it was over. I went into the Lea~Koa room and listened to slave m play the crown chakra crystal bowls hoping it would smooth the vibrations but the pain stayed. Meditation worked for the pain short-term but not long-term - at least not for me. But theoretically, it should have. Maybe I haven’t learned the art of trust and surrender. Or maybe I have but I’m afraid of the pain involved if betrayed. The body can betray just like people can. I’ve analyzed betrayal to death and I have nothing to fear right now. Everything is in its rightness in the universe. The squirrel and panther are at peace. So why the sickness? I make love to the mirror. I love myself and love others. I even love those who have hurt me and even love random strangers who call me names intended to inflict pain. So why am I sick? Isn’t sickness intended for those who need to learn a lesson of some sort? Or hmm… maybe my lesson was to learn about laughter. I’d love to hear your thoughts.

This is where maybe “those” people were right when they said laughter is the best medicine.

I regularly record “So you think you can dance” on my television so I can be kept up to date with the dancers from week to week. It’s a beautiful personal connection and everything to me about the show is magnificent. I personally enjoy Katee, Chelsea, Mark, and Joshua (not in that order) and it’s based on their facial expressions and their “feel of the music” not necessarily their technique. Their bodily expressions give me inspiration on a transcendental level that defy explanation. Well anyway, while I was sick, I forced myself to get out of bed and watch something entertaining. If your head has ever felt smashed by a Mack truck, then you already know how hard it is to get up from that stuck state to actually do something. Right before the show started, I took my temperature. It said 101.9 F. It had been steadily that for several hours. Then I began watching the show. I smiled. I laughed. Total awesomeness and happiness and grrrr. I felt wonderful!!! My fever broke. *begin sweat here and grab paper towels for the couch* Take a two hour show minus the fast-forwarding of commercials and that’s maybe about an hour and a half. Took my temperature again. Swear to God. 98.6 degrees. Just by watching a tv show I loved, my temperature broke. In fact, the whole time I watched the show, my head didn’t hurt at all. But get this. As soon as the show ended, my head started to hurt again and 30 minutes later my temperature sored back up to 101.9.

THIS is where as a hypnotist, I started analyzing the psychological aspects of this. And analyzing things is the LAST thing a person should be doing when they have a migraine. Fortunately, I had Looney Tunes and tea. Just love that little Pussyfoot.

*sigh* Cartoons.

What’s crazy about all this is that pneumonia almost killed me when I was 14 years old. It landed me in the hospital for nearly a week and my lungs took forever to recover.

Love
Isabella
xoxoxoox

P.S. When the doctor ran his hands down my back and asked, “Do you feel tender here?”
I actually said, “Oooh that feels good…”
He said to me… “I’ll have to charge you extra for that.”

Isabella’s dream

Published on July 15, 2008 in Journal posts. 1 Comment

So there’s this thing.

When I was a little girl, I dreamed of being a doctor. A neurosurgeon actually. During the course of my life, I walked along other paths which became more appealing to me. I successfully explored journalism, hospital janitorial work, graphic and web design, phone sex, and for the last five and a half years… domination and hypnotism. In high school, I worked as a cashier at a grocery store in the poor section of town while simultaneously working side jobs folding clothes at a laundry mat and cleaning apartments after residents moved out. It didn’t matter what job I had, I loved it. I’d invest my mind, heart, and soul into it and delve head-first into it and make it my passion. It’s easy to recognize the integrity of any type of work because essentially, all it is - is helping others. One of my favorite jobs was being a housekeeper/janitor for a rehabilitation center in Plymouth, Massachussetts where I was responsible for cleaning the residential wing of the geriatric section. The best part about it was getting to connect with the elderly patients and talk to them on a personal level, visit with them while cleaning their televisions and mopping their floors. The worst part, I suppose if there were such a thing, was cleaning up vomit and feces when they’d miss the toilet. The beauty of it is that I never gave a bad face or made people feel bad when they made “gross” in their bathrooms. I loved making them feel at ease. I loved reassuring the residents and loved even more telling them how important they were. I miss helping people on a “healing” level and for as long as I can remember, I’ve volunteered at hospitals. I’ve been around hospitals my whole life (my brother is handicapped and has required hospital care 24/7 for over 25 years), so I’ve never been squeemish around blood or bones. Science and anatomy are some of my favorite subjects, especially when combined with psychology and topics dealing with the mind. I feel more comfortable inside of a hospital building than I do in my own home sometimes. And because I’ve been around many life and death situations, I feel I could handle being under intense amounts of pressure in any given situation where I have to make sudden choices. And although these two things may not compare, I worked at a daily newspaper where we had deadlines practically every hour on the hour and the stress was insane. If I can handle the stress of corporate America and having ten bosses telling me that we need digital to film RC STAT, I think I might have the potential to handle the stress of running into an ER room at three in the morning to sew stitches in a child’s lip when a cat scratches it.

I do hope I have a point somewhere in this conversation. Where is it. Oh yeah.

So there’s this thing, like I said. When I was a little girl I wanted to be a doctor. I still want that. I don’t necessarily want to be a brain surgeon anymore but I’ve been seriously contemplating going to medical school to be a doctor of some sort. I’d like to be able to perform surgeries. Not just that, but I’d like to combine the hypnosis skills I’ve learned ALONG WITH medical practice to increase the effectiveness of healing others. It saddens me that some doctors frown upon hypnosis as a “new age thing” while some hypnotists frown upon doctors as being “all about medicine.” The truth is, sometimes medicine + hypnosis is far more effective than just one or the other when it comes to healing aches and pains. Hypnosis is a great tool for people who want to self-heal using the power of their own minds. Medicine is a great tool for people who rely on prescriptions to heal their bodies. But the two together are far more effective.

I thought my life plan would involve me being a psychologist or psychiatrist but the doors seem to be closing all around me. All the signs are pointing to no. The universe is clearly telling me that my direction is somewhere else. I didn’t mention this in my journal because I figured I’d just reapply, but Indiana University denied my application (and please don’t ask me why cause they didn’t give me a reason which just adds to my own confusion). Although I was slightly disappointed for not getting in, I’m actually a little relieved. You see, I’m getting the feeling Indiana isn’t going to be my permanent residence. Living in Bloomington, Indiana has been a blessing because it provides me with a “transition place” while I find the right direction for my life. One thing I know for sure is that this is not a permanent residence for me, nor did I ever expect it to be. Did you know that in ALL 50 states in the entire United States, this is the ONLY state where I cannot practice hypnosis in my own office without a license - and they won’t license me because of all the red tape? Yup. I’m telling you, there are so many signs telling me that my direction is somewhere else: I am going to follow the signs.

Which leads me to my point.

I am going to be moving in approximately 8-12 months and will sell my house. I’ve already spoken with my loan officer and discussed this with my realtor. My heart will always be in California (San Francisco area, specifically), however, my heart also belongs with slave m. He and I have been living together off and on for about a year and a half and one of the elements of our relationship we want to strengthen is our family ties. I want to spend my life with him (and with many people - I like multiple partners). His family is in Virginia. My family is in California. Perhaps we may be able to work it out so that I own two homes (it may require downsizing so that I can afford it) across the country. It would be awesome if I could attend college in Virginia Beach, Virginia and have a house there - as well as my own hypnosis office so that clients could come in for real time sessions. And it would be equally awesome to have a second home in San Francisco (or maybe just a room for rent or something) and an office so that I can do real time hypnosis sessions in an open-minded gender-friendly city where I can focus on transgender hypnosis and feminization and all those beautiful topics that interest me. Doing real-time sessions (as well as public seminars on “how to do erotic hypnosis” throughout the country) would certainly pay the rent for both places as well as my college tuition. THAT, my friends, will help me get through medical school so I can be a doctor.

And when I’m a doctor, I’d like to do soooo many things. OMG. That’s another journal entry. But for one thing, I’d like to go to underprivileged communities throughout the world and give my time to those in need. There are so many people who need doctors right now. Combine that with hypnosis and wow. Maybe world peace could happen!

Love
Isabella
xoxooxx

Diet and weight progress

Published on April 30, 2008 in Journal posts. 4 Comments

My weight has been a topic of frustration for me since the day I became vegan and discontinued the Jenny Craig program. My intention was to be strictly vegan because, frankly, the idea of eating any animal products sickens me after I became educated with what happens during the pre-packaging process. For years, I had been in my own ignorant bliss and actually liked not knowing what happened to the animals. In my head, as long as I wasn’t educated about it, I wasn’t actually doing anything wrong by eating meat and dairy products. That was my story and I stuck to it. Well… until around December. That’s when I became vegan. Up until that point, I had lost a ridiculous amount of weight (100 pounds) with the help of hypnosis, Jenny Craig, and proper exercise. The problem for me then became… how can I lose the weight without Jenny Craig (who mostly offers meat in their lunches and dinners)? Sure, hypnosis can take people pretty damn far. I’m living proof. But Everyone knows you need the MIND + THE RIGHT FOOD + EXERCISE. I already have the mind + exercise down. It’s the “right food” that’s killing me.

I haven’t lost any pounds since September. In fact, I had plateaued for almost 6 months. Then in this month (April), I actually gained 15 pounds (and no, it wasn’t muscle). Can you believe it? I gained. And this was all while I was consciously watching my eating portions, went for semi-daily walks, and had lots of mind motivation. So instead of losing 100 pounds… it’s as if I’ve only lost 85 pounds.

This frustrated me, and lit a fire under my ass quicker than you can say, “cheese.”

After much self-conflict, I decided to try Nutri-System because they have a vegetarian program that I can follow. Becoming vegetarian, essentially, would mean eating dairy products again. A huge part of me does NOT want to do this (for my love of animals). But the other part of me is begging to do this (because I love myself). My love for myself won. Today, my Nutri-System food came in… enough for a full month. Today is my first day on the program. Officially I’m a vegetarian, not a vegan. Mark my words: once I get to my goal weight and am able to maintain it, I have every intention of becoming vegan again. I enjoyed that eating lifestyle very much and felt sooo good doing it.

So now that I’m on NS, I am confident that this will be the much-needed push to get me over the roller-coaster hump and push me downhill. I have about 115 pounds to lose. I’ll be sure to keep you all posted over time for those that have been following my weight reduction over the past year and a half. I can just *FEEL* that this program is going to catapult me right where I should be. This is the exact same feeling I got when I walked into Jenny Craig for the first time and just *knew* they could help. And they did. They helped save my life.

In the meantime, here is a photo of my back. Someone requested I show a zoomed in shot of my tattoos so they could see more detail work. Here you go!

Isabella Valentine Naked Back

P.S. I’m considering getting a scorpion (or other scorpio symbol) tattooed underneath Marilyn.

Isabella’s Case Study

Published on April 15, 2008 in Journal posts. 1 Comment

My story….

I wrote an 8-page autobiography essay based on my transformation with hypnosis and NLP from the Empowerment Partnership. The company wants me to be a focused case study on their upcoming, revamped website and will use segments of my personal story. Currently it’s being read my members of American Pacific University and being forwarded to a PR firm in Hawaii who seeks someone like me for a Glamour Magazine article about hypnosis for their August issue. They want someone with a success story. If you’d like to read it, here it is.

Isabella’s Personal Success Story

The Manipulated Mind

Published on March 20, 2008 in Journal posts. 0 Comments

The Manipulated Mind

Mind Reading: The Manipulated Mind

The Manipulated Mind - Translation by R.F.C. Hull

ISBN: 0-805-8041-4

Published by The Octogan Press

Pages 101-103

[Stanley] Milgram’s experiment involved 300,000 people in an attempt to find out whether punishment had advantageous effects on learning. Or that was what the subjects were told. In fact the real goal of the experiment was to find out about the behavious of the subjects themselves in a particularly stressful situation.

Forty people took part in each experiment and each time volunteers were divided so that there would be 40 percent working class, 40 percent white collar and 20 percent from professional classes, the age range from mid-twenties to mid-forties. The first series of experiments was carried out at Yale University where Milgram worked and the volunteers were solicited through local papers in New Haven, an incentive being that they would receive a fee for taking part.

Each volunteer was paired with another person, supposedly another volunteer but in reality a confederate of the experimenter. The real volunteer was to act as ‘teacher’ and the confederate as ‘learner.’ The teacher had to help the learner learn a long list of word pairs and then test his memory. If the learner got one wrong, he was to receive an electric shock which the teacher would deliver by pressing a switch on the shock generator in front of him (to which the learner was wired in another room). The intensity of the shocks ranged from fifteen to 450 volts and there were thirty switches in all. Every ensuing time the learner made a mistake, the shocks were to increase progressively in intensity. (The teachers were all given a sample 45 volt shock before beginning, so that their belief that the generator was actually switched on would be assured.) In fact, of course, the learner never received any shocks at all but he always responded in the following way: at 75 volts, he would grunt in discomfort; at 120 volts, he would complain; at 150, if anyone got that far, he would demand to be released from the experiment. At 285 he was to emit an agonized scream whereafter nothing would be heard from him again.

It was arranged among the experimenters that if a ‘teacher’ turned to an experimenter for guidance as to whether it was right to go on administering shocks or not, the experimenter could give four ‘prods,’ only progressing from one prod to the next if the first was unsuccessful. The prods were: 1. ‘Please go on.’ 2. ‘The experiment requires you to continue.’ 3. ‘It is absolutely essential that you continue.’ 4. ‘You have no other choice. You must go on.’ If the subject was still resisting and objecting after the fourt prod, the experiment was to be terminated.

If the teacher was still carrying on with the experiment after the point where the learner had lapsed into ominous silence, he was to be instructed, should he seek guidance, to wait five seconds for a response from the learner and, if none was forthcoming, to carry on giving shocks in the same way as if the learner had answered wrongly. The teachers were all told that the shocks would be painful to the learner but couldn’t inflict permanent damage.

Before the experiments started, psychiatrists were asked to predict how the teachers would react to the giving of painful electric shocks to a person to whom they could wish no harm, albeit in the ‘interests’ of science. The psychiatrists confidently predicted that none but the lunatic fringe would go beyond 150 volts, their assumption being that people for the most part are decent and don’t willingly inflict hurt where patently undeserved and that a person makes his own decisions about what he sees as right and wrong and acts on them, regardless of what he is told to do.

The predictions, of course, were disastrously inaccurate. They focused on the individual as an autonomous unit, rather than the individual as someone affected by the nature of the situation he finds himself in. Over all the experiments, it was average for 25 out of 40 people to carry on to the end, administering 450 shocks to their innocent partner.

During the experiments, the teachers who obeyed instructions and carried on with the shocks quite clearly suffered distress, according to Milgram. Tension, sweating and trembling were pronounced. Quite obviously they were in conflict, yet they didn’t do anything to bring themselves relief and so end the tension (i.e., halt the experiment)…

Page 104
Milgram found that politeness, a wish to keep their promise to help the experimenter and embarrassment at backing out all helped to prevent obedient subjects from taking any action to stop the experiment. He also made the following points to further explain their behaviour.

1. Adjustments started to take place in a subject’s thinking which served to undermine his resolve to break from authority, reduce the strain he was under and help keep up his relationship with the experimenter. For instance, he would get immersed in the procedures of the experiment in order to lose sight of the ethical issues. And he would decide that he was not responsible for what was happening, he was, after all, just the agent of an external authority.

2. The subject didn’t lose his moral sense. It was just that the morality that was uppermost was the need to live up to the expectations of authority, to carry out what he had freely undertaken, or, in short, to keep his word.

3. The subject might start to attribute an impersonal quality to what was going on. ‘The Experiment’ became an entity of itself, with an impersonal momentum of its own. The Experiment had got to go on. At that point, the subject had lost sight of the fact that an experiment is the creation of a man.

4. The subject would see his behavior as part of the honourable pursuit for scientific truth. This helped to justify it.

5. It was common for a subject to alter his perceptions of the learner in order to justify the pain he had inflicted on him. The learner became unworthy, someone who was so stupid he ‘deserved’ to be shocked.

6. Some subjects said that they believed all along the experiment was wrong and this belief somehow served to satisfy them that, ultimately they were right-minded about the whole thing. They didn’t see that thought not translated into action was useless as a moral safeguard.

If you enjoyed reading this, you may also enjoy this erotic hypnosis recording available as an mp3 download titled “Skeptical Slave.”

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Mind Reading

Published on March 11, 2008 in Journal posts. 0 Comments

Mind Reading

One of my favorite things to do is read. It’s a fascinating feeling to open a relatively new book and learn a new concept. Everyone knows that knowledge is power, so what could be more sexy than a powerful woman whose mind becomes overwhelmed with knowledge and learning! I have hundreds of books in my personal library, not to mention the hundreds of thousands of books available to me here in Bloomington, IN. There are approx. a dozen libraries in this town - most of them on Indiana University’s campus. One particular library prides themselves in specializing in books for the GLBT community, which as you all may know - is a lifestyle AND topic that most interest me. It is my goal for the next few years to continue adding excerpts from some of the books I’ve read, in hopes that you’ll gain knowledge from them in the way I have. I’ve divided these books up in accordance to topics, so that hopefully, you’ll consider this section sort of a hypnosis-sexual library with credits going to the right people so that if you choose to read more from them, you’ll know where to find the authors’ work.

Isabella Valentine Mind Reading Hypnosis

These are my favorite topics:

Psychology

Brain Chemistry [Coming Soon!]
The Unconscious Mind [Coming Soon!]

Psychological Mind Experiments & Research

The Stanley Milgram Experiment
The Double-Slit Experiment [Coming Soon!]

Hypnosis & Language

Brainwashing Methods
Erotic Hypnosis [Coming Soon!]
Hypnosis & Hypnotherapy [Coming Soon!]
Hypnosis as Torture [Coming Soon!]
Hypnosis in Court [Coming Soon!]
Mind Control [Coming Soon!]
Neuro-Linguistic Programming [Coming Soon!]
Subliminal Messages [Coming Soon!]

The Sexuality of Human Beings

Domination and Submission [Coming Soon!]
Fantasies & Fetishes [Coming Soon!]
Gender Roles & Rights
Human Sexuality [Coming Soon!]
Transgenderism

Quantum Physics

Time & Space [Coming Soon!]
Universal Properties [Coming Soon!]
Defying Gravity [Coming Soon!]
Parallel Universes [Coming Soon!]

New Age

Oneness [Coming Soon!]
Inner Magic [Coming Soon!]
Witchcraft [Coming Soon!]
Mind over Matter [Coming Soon!]
Past Life Regression [Coming Soon!]
Out of Body Experiences [Coming Soon!]
Spirits & Ghosts [Coming Soon!]
The Occult [Coming Soon!]
Dreams [Coming Soon!]

Other

Kinesiology [Coming Soon!]
Cultural Anthropology [Coming Soon!]
Sociology [Coming Soon!]
Animal Rights [Coming Soon!]

Drumroll please….

Published on March 6, 2008 in Journal posts. 0 Comments

Without further ado, I’d like to make known that hypnotist Nikki Fatale of HypnoFantasy is currently at my house! She’ll be here all weekend and to make our time together even more fabulous, she brought along her slave boy for some good times. So… Nikki + her boy… and Me + slave m…. all together under one roof…. oh wow. It doesn’t happen very often that I become speechless, and this is one of those times I find myself tongue-tied more than usual. I’ve had such a crush on Nikki since the first day I was introduced to her and here we are … together.

I accidentally walked in on her naked in MY bathtub this morning and ever since then, my brain has turned to mush. I want her in every sexual way possible right now. Now, just gotta work on my charisma so it’ll lead us into the bedroom together.

One thing is for sure, we’re recording a dual tag-team hypnosis recording TONIGHT, and we’ll release the finished product first thing TOMORROW.

Words cannot explain what is going on through my head right now. I suppose most under-rated emotions I’m feeling right now are: horny, aroused, excited, nervous, anxious, happy, ecstatic, nauseus (in a good way), and aaaahhhhhhhh (if that’s an emotion) and all those feelings you get when you’re about to go on stage for the first time in front of a crowd of people.

Love
Isabella
xoxoxox

P.S. If you want to peek at the two of us teasing each other during our time together, check out this thread on Inraptured. I’m sure we’ll be adding to it while she’s still here.

Erotic Hypnosis MP3: Goddessence

Published on February 3, 2008 in Journal posts. 0 Comments

Goddessence

Erotic Hypnosis MP3: Goddessence

This unisex mp3 is designed for anyone who has a love in their life, so whether you want to spray me (or another Goddess), then you’ll appreciate the way this recording is worded. Especially great for those who are married or adore a special woman in their lives.

Hypnotic poetry and scent-filled aura relax your mind and body as sexual triggers and commands increase your arousal. The more you breathe in the hypnotic fragrance, the more your Goddess appears in the flesh - right there on top of your naked body. This can also be listened to with a partner or a loved one.

Recording includes:
Creative visualizations, mediation technique, erotic hypnosis, scents, hypnotic perfume, arousing triggers, orgasm command, gender-free enjoyment, and sexual undertones.

Format: MP3 Download
Sound Quality: Professional First-Rate
Vocal Sound Effects: Reverb
Prop Sound Effects: No
Soft Background Music: No
Overdubbing Vocals: No
Length: 37 minutes 33 seconds
Zip File Size: Approx. 34 MB
Price: $35.00

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The Sutra of Isabella

Published on February 2, 2008 in Journal posts. 2 Comments

I’ve been working diligently on a new erotic hypnosis mp3 which I hope you all will enjoy - orgasm included (been a while, huh?). It’s called “Goddessence” and is almost complete. I’ve waited a long time to not only begin this project, but to find all the right words to say to best describe the experience I once had. Have you ever closed your eyes and felt a sexually enticing experience and when asked to describe it, you had no words? Then maybe you can appreciate the extent this recording went into - delving into those places where your eyes and ears interpret what your body feels differently. Sometimes there really ARE no words. At times, I wish I could make a completely silent recording and telepathically tell you what to experience without saying a word.  But alas, we’d all have to be on the same plane dimension for that. Maybe one day! It should be ready soon! Until then, here’s some sutra eye candy for the soul.

Isabella Valentine in Gold and Green 3

Isabella Valentine in Gold and Green 4

Love
Isabella
xoxoxo

Dreamscape shoot

Published on January 8, 2008 in Journal posts. 0 Comments

Tomorrow afternoon, I’ll release three videos called the “Dreamscape Series” which I’m very proud of because a great deal of time went into the video editing and production. Slave maurice did a magnificent job of videotaping me, and as you all may know by now, I’ve often expressed desire for someone to hold a video camera because there is only so much I can do with just a tripod. The movement, the flow, the mood of the videos are so much more than I ever thought possible. The videos are complete and uploading now, but due to the file size - it may be uploading all night. So look for the films tomorrow…

In the meantime, here are some photos from the “Angel Eyes” video. The natural white light of the window and sheer curtains truly made these shots.

Isabella Valentine in Angel Eyes Video

Isabella Valentine in Angel Eyes Video

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Erotic Hypnosis MP3: Scarlet

Published on December 29, 2007 in Journal posts. 0 Comments


Erotic Hypnosis MP3: Scarlet

Isabella Valentine teams up with phone sex sensation, Kitty, for one hot, orgasmic erotic hypnosis session.

How would you like hear me hypnotizing another woman to be under My sexual control?

In this mp3, I had the pleasure of hypnotizing Kitty, but don’t tell her because she doesn’t know I hypnotized her. It all began with a beautiful guided visual imagery down stone stairs, colored doors, magical hollow trees, and a feather-like weightless drop onto scarlet silken pillows. Then when I knew I had her deep enough, I gave her sexual triggers causing her nipples to feel as though I was sucking on them, and well - it gets even sexier than that! Want more details? Then listen and find out what happened!

Fetishes include:
Erotic hypnosis, lesbianism, tease and denial, triggers, post-hypnotic suggestions, guided visual imagery, feather drop, finger snapping, controlled orgasms, begging, nipple play, pussy play, and so much more!

Note: Kitty is currently building a website and when it’s complete, I’ll link to it so you can find out more about her.

Format: MP3 Download
Sound Quality: Professional First-Rate
Vocal Sound Effects: None
Prop Sound Effects: No
Soft Background Music: No
Overdubbing Vocals: No
Length: 31 minutes, 28 seconds
Zip File Size: Approx. 29 MB
Price: $35.00


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Escape

Published on November 26, 2007 in Journal posts. 3 Comments

It’s been a month since I’ve released a recording, but I wanted my first mp3 (with a master certification) to be something really special, so I spent extra time on it.

The mp3 is titled “Escape” but it’s not necessarily the definition of escape we are all used to. Instead of “running away” from something, this teaches the art of “running to” something. While I was in Hawaii, I experienced a personal escape that is practically impossible to describe. Everything around me feels beautiful now and I feel a personal growth that truly cannot be put into words. But this mp3 sort of reflects a small portion of what I feel and I hope others can benefit from it.

Instead of charging $35 for it, which is the price of most of my other recordings, I’m releasing it at $19.97 for a short time (until Dec. 1st and then will resume regular price). This way people who don’t have as much money can experience it.

The whole point of the mp3 is to make you feel incredible - perhaps even feel an out-of-body experience. Whatever you hope to get out of it, you can achieve.

It’s designed for both men and women and a longer description of the recording can be found here.

Free sample available here

Love
Isabella
xoxoxox

P.S. Ironically, I just finished reading a book titled “Escape” by Carolyn Jessop. I suppose the main difference being I’m not a 4th wife who just left her husband and large family of 36 kids. (She did leave with 8 of them which were her own and sadly, one girl, Betty, returned back home to the FDLS lifestyle). The book was a true story and really blew my mind. Thank you for the sweetheart who bought it for me. It was a page turner and I was truly on the edge of my seat the whole time.

Happy Thanksgiving!

Published on November 22, 2007 in Journal posts. 7 Comments

I wanted to do something special for my customers this year but since I’m still too jetlagged to make any recordings (and my mic and other equipment is still in my luggage), I figured I’d do the next best thing and take some sexy shots of myself. It’s pretty tricky trying to angle the tripod and lens just right to do self-portraits, but hopefully these will be ok. Soon, one of my potential boy slaves will spend some time with me in my home and we’ll see if we hit it off. If we do, then I’ll ask him to move in and I’ll continue my search for a slavegirl (or submissive girl is cool too). That being said, if he moves in with me, then you all will finally see more versatile photographs of me cause someone else will be manhandling the camera. During my time in Hawaii, a fellow student asked, “Why don’t you look for an equal instead of someone submissive? Surely you’ll have better luck.” My response was simple: I want a girl I can protect, someone I can care for and give her every part of me. I get sexual fulfillment having control over someone else that is often hard to put into words… and I don’t want to walk the easy route to find her. Usually the most compatible partners are extremely rare and hard to find (and in most cases, taken).

Searching for a slavegirl reminds me of a secluded beach I went to recently… I drove over what reminded me of a different planet because as far as I could see, all I saw was lava rock, asphalt, and black stones. After 15 minutes of a rough and bumpy ride, I arrived at a beautiful oasis. A gorgeous paradise. A secluded beach. If this same beach were anywhere else, then it would have been overwhelmed with tourists, vendors, gas stations, and hotels. Less than a handful of people walked the beach - they knew the hidden secret. The location was a diamond in the rough. My search for a slavegirl is perhaps similar to that. I’ve had a bumpy ride and hit many obstacles along the way, however I am confident that my ride will end one day and I’ll reach that special place when the two of us finally meet. I want a slaveboy as well as a slavegirl and it appears I *may* have found my slaveboy but first we’re going to spend a week together to see how compatible we are. Having a boy slave fulfills a huge desire of mine to always have someone with whom I can assign tasks, labor, and all the stuff I don’t really want to do. But when the right female wears my collar, our connection will include the best of all worlds: romance, trust, affection, communication, and loyalty. I’m willing to wait for the right one, because as we’ve all learned, sometimes the best ones can be hard to find, or perhaps people often find what they’ve been searching for when they stop looking for it.

In the meantime, here are some photos. Actually, this is the same shirt I was referring to in the previous entry about the Zales girl. Happy Thanksgiving!











Love
Isabella
xooxox

P.S. Thank you so much to everyone who sent generous gifts and packages while I was gone. I am completely overwhelmed with some of the items I received and am TRULY blown away and flattered. Sometimes I really don’t think I deserve all of it… I’ll post some photos of the gifts in a later entry.

So much fun

Published on November 16, 2007 in Journal posts. 4 Comments

Here’s one of many photos. In this pic, I am telling a fellow student what he can feel if he were to experience erotic hypnosis. Oh wow, what a color shift! Check out his face getting red!! I love it hehe…

If you want to see more photos from today, check this out:

Click here to see many more pics

Love
Isabella
xoxoxo

P.S. Tomorrow is my last day in Hawaii - class is now over, but tomorrow I’m going up to a volcano to make an offering. I leave for home the day after tomorrow :) Thanks for being so patient with email responses and thanks for your support while I’ve been gone! I miss you all (sincerely)… and wish some of you were with me!

Graduation Day

Published on November 16, 2007 in Journal posts. 12 Comments

Woohoo… today I’m officially a Master Practitioner of Clinical Hypnotherapy, NLP, and Time Empowerment! Woohoo!

I can’t wait to utilize all I’ve learned! I went there thinking I would just learn more stuff to be educated to use on others, but WOW, I learned so much about myself in just 3 weeks that I almost FEEL like a different person. I’ve decided that within 12 months or so, I’ll sell my house (or rent it out) and buy a place in Vegas and set up my own private practice and eventually train and certify people (male and female) how to be hypnodommes or how to empower others using erotic hypnosis. It’s been my dream to help people through hypnosis to uncover their sexual fetishes and experience personal breakthroughs in relationships and/or issues related to sex (or just to make one’s sexual life better - and don’t we all want that?). Anyone wanting help in sexual abuse or trauma, I’d refer out to other people simply because it’s not an area I feel comfortable in (and have little experience and knowledge in those areas and it’s just not ecological or ethical for me to take on those clients so I’d end up referring them to others)… however, I’ve learned such a great deal with how to release negative emotions and how to change values, strategies, and so much quantum linguistics - I feel like I could scream :) woohoo :) Me = happy girl.

Master Practitoners:

Love
Isabella
xoxoxo

Full Body Catalepsy

Published on November 16, 2007 in Journal posts. 4 Comments

Hope you don’t mind if I share one of the photos taken of one of my hypnotic subjects. Here is one of many people I hypnotized this week… someone thought it would be cool to snap a photo when she went rigid and stiff.

Love
Isabella
xoxoxox

Cage Confinement

Published on October 27, 2007 in Journal posts. 4 Comments

Enter inside My virtual brainwashing cage if you dare… but I warn you, 33 minutes can feel like a lifetime when you’re trapped…

Listen to free sample of “Cage Confinement”

Love
Isabella
xoxoxox

Candle Magic Photos

Published on October 10, 2007 in Journal posts. 8 Comments

Here are some photos from the video mentioned in previous entry. These weren’t part of the video itself, however they may be part of another video that was previously filmed.


Love
Isabella
xoxoxo

Master NLP Practitioner

Published on October 7, 2007 in Journal posts. 4 Comments

Just booked my airline ticket. I’ll be in Kona, Hawaii (Big Island) from October 30th to November 19th (for 21 days) getting my Master Practitioner certification in Neuro-Linguistic Programming. I’m really excited about it because as many of you know, I’m already certified in NLP, but this new training will give me extensive education much further than what I’ve learned.

Many people have said to me (since July), “Wow your mp3s keep getting better and better. You must be doing something different.” Well, a lot of that I owe to my NLP training…. and now I’ll finally be a master. Woohoo!

Once I get certified as a master, I’ll also have enough hours of training to be eligible to become state-licensed as a hypnotist in the state of Indiana. That means I’ll be able to open my own practice in Indiana as a LICENSED hypnotist (not certified, but licensed - big difference). That means I can accept insurance and the state recognizes me as a practitioner of alternative medicine. Indiana is currently the only state in the entire U.S. that licenses hypnotists, so I am excited beyond belief to be able to get this. I’ve worked many years and received hundreds of hours of educational training and only now I’ll finally be recognized by the state.

My goal before my trip is to produce as many quality mp3s as possible so that you all have great material to keep you happy until I get back. I’m even considering bringing my mic, stand, and portable digital recorder with me so I can do some recordings from my hotel room in Hawaii. And since I’ll be in class with many other hypnotists and NLP practitioners, who knows - perhaps I can convince a few of them to record something with me. We’ll see. I can be quite persuasive when I want to be.

Love
Isabella
xoxooxo

Recordings and Technology Stuff

Published on October 2, 2007 in Journal posts. 3 Comments

Inraptured.com will be down for a little while until slave m and I move things over to the new server. I changed the nameservers too quickly and forgot the old ones so unless he gets to it before I do, it will be down for a day or so. Hopefully it won’t be too bad. But don’t worry, it’s nothing permanent. I’m contemplating putting it on it’s on VPS or even a dedicated server since it would be nice to run stand-alone applications on it. Will keep you all posted.

By the way, I removed 8 recordings off the site last night (Seductive Jazz Singer, Deep Throat, Girl Next Door, Horny Housewife, Guide to Male Masturbation, Sweet Schoolgirl, Latin Lover, and Lesbian Stripclub). I’d rather put all my focus on domination recordings because it’s the only thing that interests me. Those mp3s mentioned above were put on the site a long time ago and I really see no reason to keep them for sale, regardless of how popular some of them were. They made me feel disgusting every time I went to my website because they’re just - well - ew. Either amateurish or submissive-sounding, or just so fake. Gah. At least they’re gone. People always say, you’re only as strong as your weakest link - so I removed the weakest. I’ll be removing others soon as well as remastering some old ones.

I plan on remastering Love Spell and Gentlemen’s Club and keeping the wording mostly intact, but changing the “cleanliness” of the technology sound. Those were my first 2 hypnosis mp3s ever for sale with my pro recording equipment, so I had little sound experience at the time. Listening to them now makes me cringe. So I hope to edit those soon.

A new erotic hypnosis mp3 recording I hope you all will enjoy is titled “Body Takeover” which reminds me of the whole “Being John Malkovich” theme. Listen to a free sample and read more info here.

Have a great day :)
Love
Isabella
xooxox

P.S. There is some funky script which I don’t know how to stop (I swear I’m not doing it) that seems to be mailing someone/something/somewhere. I got a notice from my webhoster saying my outgoing messages have exceeded their hourly usage. Apparently I am sending 800 emails an hour (impossible) so many messages I am trying to send are not being sent at all. Once I get a fix on this - as well as on the Inraptured server-move, and a few other tech issues, I’ll try to respond to emails a bit more efficiently. I swear, I need an assistant a slave.

Pics

Published on September 29, 2007 in Journal posts. 11 Comments

I need more professional shots of me. Most of the ones I have are self-portraits taken around the home just being silly (which I post in my journal). Whenever someone interviews me for a magazine, newspaper, newsletter, or in this case, on a website… I’m often asked for professional photos and the only ones I have were taken a LONG time ago when I was a hundred pounds heavier. I guess I always have had a fear of being photographed professionally because it feels so posed and plastic, when I am obviously the opposite of that. And it requires trusting another photographer to shoot me at my best angles which rarely they do. I’m not ditching my wigs (at least not the expensive human hair ones). It’s who I am. It’s part of my wardrobe, just like people wear designer shoes or purses. And plus it’s the one part of me that feels the most creative. I feel if someone asks me to stop wearing wigs “for credibility” then they’re asking me to give up my individuality just to fit in “Boringville” so I can impress a few skeptical people. I don’t care about impressing people who think I’m “not a hypnotist” because I know what I’m capable of and my income agrees with me.

One anonymous person *who I swear only writes negative shit* had the audacity to say I couldn’t hypnotize people. I’m not forcing you to read my blog. If you think I don’t have the ability to hypnotize people, then how come you’re hypnotized to keep coming back to read about my life? If you *don’t* like me, then go find someone else with whom to obsess. I am not here to earn your favor or cater to your “little box world.”

One thing people *like* about me is my creativity. Wearing wigs is a real part of me because I play dress up all the time, transforming and changing to get wild and crazy. It’s fun and exciting and makes life more entertaining. Asking me to give that up is like asking me to change into a DIFFERENT career just to please the masses. My career would change. My clientelle would be different. *sigh* Look at other celebrities who wear wigs - Madonna… Jenna Jameson… RuPaul… each one of them are multi-millionaires who love to play dress up and enjoy their transformation. If people think they’re uncredible or look like “phone-sex operators” because they show bare shoulders, look who has the last laugh. At least they get to express a part of themselves they ENJOY and get paid for it.

Yes, I agree there are areas in my professional perception that could be tweaked and could stand to learn a few things. I never took Business 101. However, I’ve gotten to be who I am and where I am - by being me.

You can quote me on this. Somehow I feel more “me” with a wig, than without. I’d rather be poor and happy and be able to play dress up in my wigs, than be a multi-millionaire and miserable because crowds didn’t want them. I am a crossdressing man living in a woman’s body. I’ve always wished I had a penis. I want a girl to suck me off and want to pee my name on the snow. I’ve ALWAYS felt like a man (even my father wanted a little boy) and years ago even considered gender-reassignment surgery (which I won’t do, just thought about it). I am a transgendered person and have never really “felt” like a woman unless I am doing the dressup thing. I used to go on stage at gay bars and dress as a faux queen and drag king and have the ladies throw money at me. I feel more “real” crossdressing (as a man or a woman), than I do in my own skin. I love myself and always have, but my confidence soars even higher when I dress as a different character because it’s my way of saying, “What character will I choose to portray today?” Some people may think it’s sad, but you know what? It’s honest.

It’s who I am, folks. If you don’t like it, stop reading my journal. I’m not forcing you to be here.

Love
Isabella
xoxoxoox

Hypnotic Carmen Electra

Published on September 28, 2007 in Journal posts. 9 Comments

Yesterday made a comment that in my recent photos, I look similar to Carmen Electra. My first response was, “Are you serious?” cause as you all know… um.. I’ve 100 lbs overweight and I have NEVER been compared to some hot chick in Playboy. I mean, come on. But curiosity got the best of me and I went on google and found a pic of Carmen that I put side by side next to mine and my jaw dropped completely. This is unreal. I mean, I see the differences for sure, but the resemblance is sorta scary. Now I am TOTALLY motivated to lose the rest of this weight. Holy shit. If I’ll look anything close to *that* when I reach my goal, I’ll be a multi-millionaire in no time haha. Jesus.

Whether or not we resemble each other physically, I can say that both of us could equally hypnotize people in different ways.

Love
Isabella
xoxoox

P.S. I’m not sure how many people know this, but about a year and a half ago, a hypnotist (Lane Pierce) hypnotized me on stage to help me lose weight. Unfortunately, I gained 50 pounds after the hypnosis session. But the POINT is… he did set some nice goals in my head and he asked who one of my idols were (physically for inspiration) and I said Carmen Electra or Jenna Jameson. So he spoke to me through Carmen Electra to help motivate and encourage me to lose weight. The thing is, sometimes I still hear her talking to me. It’s eerie, really.

Siren Spell

Published on September 27, 2007 in Journal posts. 7 Comments

I made a new FREE video (aren’t I sweet with all this free stuff lately?) called “Siren Spell” which is short, but to the point hehe. If you are a fan of The Siren from the Batman tv series, then you will appreciate my manipulation by using my brain-altering vocal note (2 octaves above High C) in order to financially dominate you. If you remember in the Batman tv show, The Siren would use the note and convince Bruce Wayne to sign over his million-dollar estate and he eagerly signed all the documents. I figured this would be a nice tribute to Siren fans out there.

Watch “Siren Spell” here!

Love
Isabella
xoxoxo

Hypnotic Lipgloss

Published on September 27, 2007 in Journal posts. 8 Comments

For those of you who love my hypnotic lip applications, perhaps you may enjoy these. It’s a gold lipgloss I got from Victoria’s Secret and oh sooo different than what I’m used to wearing.

Love
Isabella
xoxoxo