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Erotic Hypnosis MP3: Invoke Isabella

Published on June 24, 2008 in Journal posts. 0 Comments

Erotic Hypnosis MP3 Recording

Erotic Hypnosis MP3: Invoke Isabella

For those desire a more personal relationship with Me, you may secretly appreciate this hypnosis session more than new customers. In this very special recording, melt in the beautiful surrender of Goddess Isabella.

This mp3 is designed for listeners who have already developed a relationship with Me over time and are now ready to take a step to take it a level deeper. Like you, I’ve found that showing my vulnerable side can be a very scary place. Trusting someone can be equally hard. That’s why so many people find it hard to be hypnotized. People can get so wrapped up in “trying to surrender” that they get so scared of letting go. I’ve been there. Boy have I been there. In this session, I’d like you to trust the surrender and just fall into it. When you do, you may just discover why people listen to erotic hypnosis in the first place.

If you’re ready to trust me, then you’re ready for this recording. Otherwise… save your money.

Allow My water sign to cool down the magnificent flame above your head. You think you’ve heard it all before. Have you? One thing that remains the same is your insatiable desire to get lost… lost… lost… in the beautiful surrender of My world. Become aroused by the personal memories I insert directly into your cock to make you feel oh sooo good. Feel the hypnotic vibrations in your cock as you realize My mind is stimulating your sperm. I like watching you wriggle with excitement =)

This mp3 comes with two very special treats. One is that it’s designed to give you energetic (possibly even physical) orgasms without touching yourself so your whole body will respond to memories of Me. *sigh* No masturbation required. Now isn’t that hot? The second treat, as if that isn’t the coolest thing in the world, is that during the making of this mp3, slave m and I decided to film a 43 minute (free) behind-the-scenes video to show you the creation process of what goes into an actual hypnosis product. So although this mp3 is only 23 minutes long (a little shorter than most), would you agree I’ve given a beautiful incentive for you to listen to the whole thing? Yes, this is why you love Me.

Format: MP3 Download
Sound Quality: Professional First-Rate
Vocal Sound Effects: No
Prop Sound Effects: No
Soft Background Music: No
Overdubbing Vocals: No
Length: 23 minutes, 46 seconds
Zip File Size: Approx. 20 MB
Price: $35.00

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Photoshooting

Published on June 19, 2008 in Journal posts. 0 Comments

One thing I’ve learned in my short life is that if you’re not feeling loved… is to give love. It works. During my moments of hurt (which trust me, hurt quite a lot), I had to reach from a Rumi-Shams place. There in that beautiful nirvana is an infinite love that allows one to experience love regardless of their pain. It felt sooo good to give love knowing how I felt at the time. It felt oh so good to do it. And so therapeutic! Not only did it feel wonderful to give to those who I felt at the time betrayed me, but I think it somehow helped build a different and much-needed foundation for a newfound friendship. It also turned out that there was miscommunication, which often is the case, which led to me feeling lied to. The hurt lessened. Although the surrender-magic is still gone for me, the love is not. I cannot ever stop loving. I must love. I must love people. I must give myself. I must love others even if they hurt me. I must love. I must I must I must. It was so so so so hard to get over the obstacles to find that Rumi place. But once I got there, the love just started shining and damn if it doesn’t just start flowing out of me like a fountain. Say what you want about me, love me, hate me, but I don’t hold grudges. Never have. Never will. There’s too much too love in life and too much worth appreciating out there.

Yesterday Kasha and I spent nearly 12 or 13 hours (maybe longer with hair, makeup, and wardrobe changes) doing photoshoots for her website. Xaenith came over to watch and slave m helped out with some of the lighting and set design. Over the course of the next couple weeks, I’ll post some pictures of the finished products so you can see how magnificent she looks up close and personal.

In this particular blurry photo, you might notice my leg in the shot (I was trying to show my presence in the photo), as well as Xaenith leaning against the wall watching, as well as Kasha on the bed posing for shots. It isn’t the greatest of photos by any means and you can’t even really make out any faces… but I figured it would be cool to share a part of our 3-experience we had yesterday.

Isabella Valentine

The three of us are learning how to communicate better which I love, which shows me that we can overcome anything. Anything worth having takes time. Sometimes I feel like I’m just a baby and learning how to walk and don’t know anything. Sometimes I feel like I just don’t know… anything. Maybe everything I thought I knew… I really don’t know at all. Just when I think I understand and know people, I get it all wrong.

This is why it continually amazes me that my hypnosis-listeners look up to me. They actually think I say insightful stuff… when the truth is… times like this… I don’t know a damn thing. I’m clueless. About love. About communication. About… aaahAHAHahahhahahahaha…

All I do know is… I made the decision a long time ago that I’m a Goddess, so I refuse to be a ragdoll or a pin cushion for someone else’s pleasure. There are slaves for that. If someone is going to be cold to me, I will either be hurt by it or I will opt out of the relationship. Which leads me to the main question I get wrapped around and tangled with: how many moments of hurt must a person endure before they say: enough is enough - I want out?…… *sigh* I endured one. But it was one of the biggest hurts of my life. Why did it hurt so much, you ask? Because I wanted it to hurt that much. He offered to be my drug, which I needed him to be. And when that drug was taken away from me, it felt like heroin being stripped from my spirituality. Now that I feel I’m sobered up from “the magic of the relationship” - I have an option. I could get addicted to the beautiful, addictive magical spiritual heroin he could give me, which I know good and well is NOT infinite and feel good while it lasts…. and then experience the horrible chills of the “come down” experience when I realize I need more time with him than he has time he’s willing to commit. *sigh*

So for the time being, I’ve made the decision to be without the drug. And goddammit it was one of the most memorable experiences I ever had. The way he looked at me WAS the drug. That’s ALL it was. It certainly wasn’t physical at all. I got lost in his eyes and they’d turn me into dust, literally. And he was a boy, Jesus Christ. A boy.

I’m a hopeful romantic. I can’t help but hope for magic all the time. It’s all I think about, really. And people wonder why I prefer girls. Maybe it’s best to stick with what I know best… women.

Love
Isabella
xoxoox

This is what love feels like

Published on June 4, 2008 in Journal posts. 1 Comment

So this is what love feels like. It feels like surrender. I don’t think I’ve ever… in my entire adult life… surrendered to another human being like this. And I love it.

A part of me wants to write really sappy things, but actions speak louder than words. Over the course of our relationship, I’ve invested my time and energy into sharing a part of myself in ways I never have to anyone before. I got Xaenith a cool black Fender guitar… and he wrote me a song and serenaded me with it. He plays beautifully, and I’ve had a guitar fetish for as long as I can remember (piano too). I also got him a cool psychedelic guitar pick which has a string around it for wearing around the neck, which he wears every day. It’s a constant visual reminder of our budding relationship. He drew an awesome dragon phoenix (a symbol of the dragon-bird tattoo on his arm), and gave it to me as a gift, which I placed on my pagan altar in the Lea~Koa room. For the past week or so, I’ve been creating him a staff (which I just finished). It was initially a long, tall, thick tree branch he found in my backyard and over time, I sanded it down, painted it, then coated it with several coats of polyurethane. It looks so cool now! I’m tempted to share a photo of it, but I think I’ll wait until he comes back over and take a picture of him holding it. He loved it so much… and just seeing his appreciation for the time that went into it was totally worth it.

I must admit, I’m feeling particularly cautious talking about our relationship in this public journal just for the reason that… in the past… talking about my relationships tended to lead to customers either getting jealous or envious and/or feeling less connected to me (which blows my mind because when I feel love, it makes my recordings that much more impressive). My impression is that if I’m in love, some customers will no longer feel they “have a chance” with me, and therefore leave. I certainly hope that’s not the case, because my search for love has been a lifelong process and the struggles have been so vast that even the smallest ounce of success outweighs it all. Words cannot describe the feelings that have devoured me. The only reason I choose to disclose what’s going on in my personal life in this way… is because… this is why people read my journal. Some people actually get closer to me when they know what’s going on. If I feel any subject matter is too private, I’ll post it in my other, more private blog - which he is totally ok with. In the meantime, I hope that any posts I make regarding this relationship will bring me closer to all of you, which is my goal in doing so. If all I had was success, I’d be boring. When it comes to love, it’s been a roller coaster ride, often with lots of falls and dips. I think many people can identify with the longing, the waiting, the searching, and the strategies involved in the finding and strengthening a love relationship.

Things I like about us:
We both like to perform magic spells
We both like to wear punk goth stuff and have fascinations for skulls, dragons, video games.
We both embrace the dark side as well as the white side.
We both have tattoos in the same places
We both enjoy guitar, heavy metal, music, and even soft new age world music
We both have the same mutual friends and have hung out every week since December
We are telepathically and psychically in tune with one another
We are both sculpting our bodies and fine tuning them
We both love shamanism, healing, and hypnosis
We smoke the same type of American Spirit cigarettes
We both enjoy intimate cuddling and observing the universe’s connections
We both know how important communication is, and strive to ALWAYS communicate
We trust each other on a level that surprises both of us
We both love dragons, spirit animals, and exotic entities
We love and know the same people who love us back
We both love each other and have the same vision of our relationship
We both have excellent reputations - in and out of the bedroom
We embrace each other’s differences and similarities
We learn from each other’s strengths to fortify our weaknesses
We both think we’re hot and have a high level of confidence without being pompous or arrogant
We both think girls are incredibly hot and sexy
We both think boys can be hot, given it’s the right kind of rare man
We’re mutually equal to one another

…. I could go on forever, but those things, mentioned above, really matter to me.

Ironically, we haven’t even kissed yet. It only increases the energy between us. On multiple occasions, our lips have been an inch away and instead of kissing, we fucked with our eyes. Heaven.

Love
Isabella
xoxooxx

P.S. We had an enlightening discussion last night about how he definitely wants to jump off the skyscraper with me (in a sexual way), and can’t wait to be the first guy I’ve been with in years. In the meantime, he still wants to mix the mud, to make the bricks, to make the foundation first. We have the same vision, which is awesome… I am no longer in a hurry to jump because it’s so much fun mixing the foundation. I love the way we tease each other, as part of the buildup. All I needed to know is that we were seeing the same skyscraper as part of our vision, and WOW we totally agree. In fact, he totally envisions us, within a year from now when our bodies are sculpted precisely how we crafted them, as being a power couple. Our lights are already shining, but a year from now, we could power a whole neighborhood. That’s so hot.

Here’s a photo taken last night in the Lea~Koa room:

Isabella Valentine

Brave the heart

Published on June 3, 2008 in Journal posts. 0 Comments

So this morning I mustered up all the courage within me… and confronted my fear of rejection head on. I used every possible communication skill within me to share my fears, worries, and concerns with my partner as well as asked what I could have done differently or what would make this work better for us in the future and the response was shockingly beautiful. My partner, Xaenith… wants to take things slow. Breathe. I can play the slow game. I kick ass at the slow game. The most beautiful things in life are the ones that took a great deal of time to create. It would be an honor to create this relationship from the foundation up knowing there is all the time in the world to piece it together. I just needed to hear there was mutual interest. And WOW was there.

It still, though, however… does not appease the horniness.

I suppose the next best thing to being with a partner is… listening to my own recordings. I can do that. In fact, you all should expect all my future recordings (if they’re not already) to be intensely personal.

Love
Isabella
xoxoxoox

The path to love

Published on May 27, 2008 in Journal posts. 3 Comments

I am so pleased that I have such a beautiful group of customers who have stayed connected with me for so long. Sometimes I forget what it’s like from a different perspective. Most of the time, I forget to write people back via email due to time constraints. And other times I choose not to write people back because I know they’ll expect me to write them promptly or regularly all the time, which often I just don’t have the time or the motivation to do. So when I continually get letters from people (even when I fail to write them back), I am reminded of how lucky and privileged I am as a human being to have people who love to remain connected to me. I’d like to spend this journal entry just saying thank you to the people who write me. It’s a marvelous external validation to open my inbox and read letters from those who tell me their lives have changed either directly or indirectly in relation to the recordings I create. Sometimes I forget that my voice, my words… are worth such value to people. Times like today, I feel a deep connection to my fan base and all I want to do is give back. It’s not often I remind my clients they are special, but they are. I am the happiest woman in the world just knowing that there is at least *one* person out there that reads my journal entries. And to know that multitudes of people read my words is just icing on the cake. Nothing feels better than being loved, acknowledged, or wanted.

Sometimes at home, I struggle to maintain an image of excellence. Most times I succeed, but sometimes I fail. When I’m online, I have time to think before I write, which helps portray an image of excellence. So I can see why people are drawn to me online. There are times I wonder if the same people who are attracted to me online would equally be interested in me in real life. I crave connection all the time, and although I am in several current relationships right now (which is a big deal in itself)… I also want personal relationships with my clients. Most of my friends all agree it’s not the smartest idea to get too personal with clients. And I suppose anyone who reads this would also agree with it as well. Business relationships turning personal, in general, is a bad idea. But from a completely different perspective, sometimes I feel I’m willing to lose a little money just to connect to someone who puts me on such a big pedestal. There’s something magical about being worshipped in real life. The thing is… there are very few customers out there who have shared such personal things about themselves that make me trust them to invite them into my lives. Trust is my number one priority in all given relationships with people. Without it, there is nothing but a constant building of human connection. Sometimes I wish I knew more local people in which I could cuddle with. I have a couple cuddle partners but they’re involved sexually with other people and often times I feel I’m not enough. It’s both challenging as well as satisfying. I feel so many things.

The good news is that slave m is moving in with me in about 3 weeks which will be nice because I miss having a slave to beat. He brings the best out of me. I miss him very much. Our relationship is solid… the only thing that isn’t is our location. The constant moving in and moving out is aggravating at best. But when we’re together, our love is undeniable.

Also, I’ve lost 13 of the 15 pounds I’ve gained. The weight reduction is working. I like this very much.

I long for so many things. The anticipation of longing is often the worst part. I miss deidre. I miss her so much. I rarely talk about her in my journal because for the longest time she’s been connected in other intimate relationships and I didn’t want to be a jeopardizing factor. As long as she’s happy, I’m happy… which is why I’ve supported all of her previous relationships. Now she’s single, and I can’t help but think about her every waking minute of every day. I told myself the first day I met her that I’d wait up to 7 years to be with her. I’m still willing to wait another 5 and a half years. My gut tells me that one day we’ll be together. But are my instincts right? I hate the longing. I hate developing strategies sometimes. Patience is a virtue, I know. All I really want is to snuggle with her watching television. At this very moment, that’s all I want. Just to touch her. I miss her.

My relationships with Kasha and Xaenith are blossoming. It’s surreal. It’s a learning process. And my roommate Jenna is a bit mad at me for developing a relationship with Xaenith since she’s dating him too (actually so is Kasha). Jenna even hung up on me today which was maddening. This is why monogomous people shouldn’t be in poly relationships. Either shit or get off the pot, but don’t tell me to wait for you to decide. I don’t play that game. It hurt a great deal to be told, “I can’t believe he’d rather be with a lesbian than with me.” It was as though I was completely stereotyped in the worst possible way. I can self-identify as being a lesbian and still have intimate connections with men. I am attracted to mostly women, but many previous partners can testify that I have had long-lasting profound relationships with men. It just takes the right kind of man. *sigh* I better stop. What I really want to say is probably best discussed in my more private blog to avoid the hurting of feelings.

It’s easy to suppose that some people like me because I’m approachable and human, but also a Goddess. The problem is… sometimes I can be so realistically human that people see a new perspective of who I am. All it leads to is a deeper connection. Maybe that’s why I’m so grateful I have the customers I have. They’re friends, really. It’s beautiful. I’m thankful to be considered important in some people’s lives the way I consider some people important in mine.

I want to be in a relationship where I am my partner’s #1 and my partner is my #1. My mind is open to many ideas and I’ll know it when it lands in my lap. But I do long. I long for love in ways no one will ever know. I am in love with love and I know it. There are many different paths to love. I just want the destination.

Love
Isabella
xoxooxxo

Erotic Hypnosis MP3: Un Sueno Sexual

Published on May 3, 2008 in Journal posts. 3 Comments

Erotic Hypnosis MP3: Un Sueño Sexual

Isabella Valentine Spanish Erotic Hypnosis MP3

This 2-girl romantic erotic hypnosis recording is designed for those who appreciate the hypnotic language of love. You may agree with me when I say that it is incredibly hot when two languages are spoken, when both talking about sex, love, and intimacy. For years, I envisioned creating an mp3 like this, so finally completing this is a dream come true. I do hope it appeals to you on a deep, unconscious level to stimulate not only your body, but your mind as well. This bilingual mp3 is spoken in English and translated in Spanish for a truly mind-altering experience. You may recognize the voice of my friend, Jenna, translating my words into Spanish.

Fall into a spiral of colors, blending into the shape of love and connection, whirling and swimming in hypnotic ecstacy… as if you’re sleeping on clouds, and then falling deeper into a tunnel that leads you into the long-awaited… nothingness.

Be sexually and spiritually aroused by a romantic Spanish guitar strumming elegant strings, Rumi-inspired hypnotic poetry, and the romanticism of Español, overlapping with whispered English, flavored words that weave into one another until it need not matter which language is deepening your trance.

Allow yourself to be pulled into trance by pretty, feminine voices that arouse and entice you. This is recording was designed to be gender-neutral, which means men and women can equally achieve trance and orgasm.

Fetishes Include:
Erotic hypnosis, romanticism, bilingual, English, Spanish, erotic triggers, hypnotic deepeners, orgasm command, love and addiction, creative visualizations, spirals, patterns, tunnels, love fetish, beauty, connection, intimacy, and erotic flirtation and teasing.

Format: MP3 Download
Sound Quality: Professional First-Rate
Vocal Sound Effects: Yes
Prop Sound Effects: No
Soft Background Music: Yes
Overdubbing Vocals: Yes
Length: 46 minutes
Zip File Size: Approx. 43 MB
Price: $35.00

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“Escaping into the Forest” by Rumi

Published on April 28, 2008 in Journal posts. 0 Comments

Some souls have gotten free of their bodies.
Do you see them? Open your eyes for those
who escape to meet with other escapees,

whose hearts associate in a way they have
of leaving their false selves
to live in a truer self.

I don’t mind if my companions
wander away for a while.

They will come back like a smiling drunk.
The thirsty ones die of their thirst.

The nightingale sometimes flies from a garden
to sing in the forest.

Rumi poetry

My absolute favorite quote by Rumi of all time:

If you love love,
look for yourself.

Love
Isabella
xoxoxox

Ascend into Goddesshood

Published on January 21, 2008 in Journal posts. 0 Comments

Erotic Hypnosis Recording mp3

Erotic Hypnosis MP3: Ascend into Goddesshood

This energy-filled erotic hypnosis recording is designed to transform you into a living, breathing Sex Goddess, and guides you lovingly and meditatively to achieve Oneness and connectedness with yourself and others.

Do you want more prosperity, abundance, trust, ability to communicate with others to get what you want, be worshipped by your followers, and build strong relationships? Then this erotic hypnosis recording is perfect for you.

Everyone has a Goddess within them. It doesn’t matter if you are a woman or a man, the truth is - once you “tap into” that dynamic energy source and strengthen it, your inner-Goddess will illuminate throughout your body. People can make more money, be more sexy, and feel more confident to get what they want simply by plugging themselves into the higher power female-sex-energy source (which I personally call Lea~Koa, which is introduced in this mp3).

Every woman can become in tune with her body and her needs so that she allows the Goddess within her to grow. And it’s been said for thousands of years that men transform into “real men” once they accept their own femininity. I am a firm believer of the “Yin-Yang” theory, that every man has a feminine side and every female has a masculine side.

This mp3 allows room for personal interpretation, your OWN ideas, and your own intuition to make wise choices. Whether you are a well-educated energy practitioner, an experienced Goddess, or someone just learning about energy - you can benefit from this, because answers and guidance will seem to come right to you!

Recording includes:
Creative visualization, mediation technique, erotic hypnosis, introduction to energy, introduction to Lea~Koa, ascension within chakras, high power, inner Goddess, wisdom, intuition, prosperity, communication, trust, relationships, power, strength, compassion, love, fair-mindedness, and high self-confidence (not to be mistaken for ego).

Advisory: It probably wouldn’t be wise to stand up quickly after listening to this recording, as your experience may become similar to mine (completely overwhelmed from head to toe). Please listen to this when you have adequate time and space for meditating even after the recording ends.

Format: MP3 Download
Sound Quality: Professional First-Rate
Vocal Sound Effects: No
Prop Sound Effects: No
Soft Background Music: Yes
Overdubbing Vocals: No
Length: 40 minutes
Zip File Size: Approx. 37 MB
Price: $35.00

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Erotic Hypnosis MP3: Intimate with Isabella

Published on December 16, 2007 in Erotic Hypnosis Extras. 0 Comments

Erotic Hypnosis Recording mp3

Erotic Hypnosis MP3: Intimate with Isabella

I’ve often fantasized that a hypnotist would hypnotize Me to fall in love with Her, but I often secretly feared that maybe She’d put suggestions in My head to become addicted or obsessed. And since I’m dominant, I never really liked the idea of another hypnotist treating Me like a submissive.

So this mp3 is designed to make My own fantasy come true. If you have ever wanted to be hypnotized to fall in love with Me, but were secretly afraid I might say something to make you obsessed or addicted - No worries. There is no reference to anything addictive or obsessive, in fact - you have control over how much love you want to feel towards Me. This mp3 is designed to hypnotize men and women (even Dominants!) to fall in love with Me. Even other dominant female hypnotists may feel drawn to hear this recording, and I welcome you as well. No matter your gender or power preference, I trust your mind will open to the idea of experiencing a deep and intimate connection with Me.

Will you let Me become intimate with you?

This deep hypnosis session will pull you closer to Me in a way where you control how much you want Me in your life, and it feels so good to belong to someone who knows how real your love has become. Perhaps you love Me already, which is even better. Or even if you’re just a little curious, I welcome you to join Me for this sexy and hypnotic journey.

No matter who you are, even if you think you can’t be hypnotized (or think there’s no way possible you can love a dominant woman) - I dare you to fall in love with Me. This mp3 features a permissive Ericksonian induction as well as a loving and sensual dialogue to set your heart as ease as you open up to the idea of love, passion, and intimacy. Feel a connection to a hypnotist who gives love, which makes you want to give love in return.

Play free sample (Use stereo headphones!)

Format: MP3 Download
Sound Quality: Professional First-Rate
Vocal Sound Effects: No
Prop Sound Effects: No
Soft Background Music: No
Overdubbing Vocals: No
Length: 46 minutes
Zip File Size: Approx. 37 MB
Price: $35.00