Instead of writing a bunch of paragraphs, I thought it would be more time efficient (this time) to simply bullet the stuff going on right now.

Stuff:
* I’ve been reading a lot of Rumi’s poetry, find it very uplifting
* Trying to understand more about chakras, bought a few books - hoping it will shed some light
* Saving up for two trips: Las Vegas (March or April to visit friends and do real estate hunting) and Idaho (May - to visit my aunt and family)
* Been playing “Fable” on Xbox and am a level 4 barbarian (evil) who just got in one of the demon doors (finally)
* Got to experience the Wii (I think the game was Mario Party) with some friends at my place for the first time (neat device!)
* New mail arrived: 30 new and used books and dvds from half.com - I love how inexpensive the stuff is! Book topics range from: Male-female gender sexuality, new age energy, computer stuff and seo books, and a ton of new stuff.
* Between 5am-7am when I’m still awake from the night before… I find it’s too late at night for soft porn movies on Skinemax and too early for sexy-clad feminine heroes on tv shows, I find that I masturbate quite well to aerobics and weight loss infommercials. Nothing screams motivation and sex than some hottie in spandex shorts squatting and doing splits, while telling the world she lost over a hundred pounds.

Challenges:
* Trying to find a perfect keychain with no luck. I want something that resembles: goddess, hypnotist, lesbian, vegan/animal-lover, oneness/new age. If possible, I’d like one custom made but am unsure how to go about doing so. I’m a bit aggravated that my current keychain still says “Chevrolet” from the key they give you at the car dealership. I’ve often heard it said that you can tell a lot about a person by their keychains. I need help in this department. Any advice would be much appreciated (or even better if you are great at crafting metal and making a design! - wishful thinking).

* Maintaining a vegan diet is a bit frustrating because I’m craving *real* cheese (and sometimes eggs too) like crazy. My favorite vegan cheese is being discontinued and I’m savoring it while I can, but I miss colby cheese. Believe it or not, I have dreams almost nightly where I imagine myself eating a cheddar cheese omelet. I can almost picture it melting in my mouth and I get this incredible orgasm. Sometimes I rub my pussy with a vibrator and imagine eating a cheese omelet and get soooo incredibly wet. There are 0% meat cravings. I actually get nauseas just smelling meat (and many times just looking at it). Without trying to sound gross, looking at meat at a grocery store actually reminds me of a human slaughterhouse out of a horror movie.

* If you hate radical animal-rights activists, then you’re going to hate me for saying this. I’m fucking annoyed that in the video game “Fable” (which I love), there are options where you can kick a chicken as hard as you can. The object is to score a 10. I kicked one on accident and scored a 4 and was shocked. What kind of world do we live in where even in video games - people are encouraged to abuse animals? It was sickening. Even the sound of the chicken being kicked made me want to hurl. I actually got so upset that I turned my video game character “evil” instead of “good” early in the game and went around beating up the children, killing the guards, and became quite the serial killer. That’s what people get for kicking the chicken. As far as I’m concerned (in video game lingo) - all those motherfucking humans can die. Save the animals! On another note, it did get rid of a lot of built-up aggression. It wasn’t quite as great a relief as boxing the bag in the basement or punching someone in real life, but still - a nice alternative.

Yeah - I life a pretty simple life, huh?

It still surprises me that people continually say, “I’ve been following your journal for x amount of years!” And my first instinct, although I don’t say it aloud, is usually, “Why? (Specifically)…”